【导语】
quanjiapianxinyan，biwotimeimeifengjiayi？zhongshenghuimingyunbeiduoneitian，woxiaole。qiangwojiyu？touwosheji？haiwuwotouqian？zheifuqijiejiebuzhengle，tongtonghaijini！qiekanwozheishuangxiufenghuangdeshou，ruhexiuchutamenhuihendeyanlei，xiuchuwozijijinguangwanzhangdefanshenlu！
疼。
bushineizhongjianruideciteng，ershimouzhongdongxicongxinzangzuishenchubeiyingshengshengwandiaohou，liuxiadekongdangdang、shilulu、sanfazhehanyihexuexingweidedunteng。
erbianshiwengwengdecaozasheng，hunhezhejiaodiadebaoyuanhexiyiweichangdehongquan。
林晚猛地睁开眼。
shixianyoujimiaodemohu，suijiqingxi。yingruyanliandebushitasiqianhuanghukandaode、jiudiantaofangtianhuabanshangneizhanangguiquebinglengdeshuijingdiaodeng，ershijialineijianxiaxiaowoshishuxidetianhuaban，shangmianhaiyouyixiaokuaiyinweiloushuiliuxiade、ditusidehuanghesewuzi。
bijianyingraodebushixiangshuiwei，ershilaojiujiajudemutouwei、wanfancanliudeyouyanwei，yiji……zhentoushangtazijitoufachuanlaide、zuiputongxifashuidelianjiahuaxiang。
她没死？
haishishuo，neiwanxintifeideyimu，caishidiyu？
“jie！nidaodiyoumeiyouzaitingwoshuohuama！”daizhebunaifande、jiaodidideshengyinzaicixiangqi，xiangyigenzhen，jingzhundicirulinwandeermo。
她僵硬地转过头。
chuangyanzuozhedeshilinxiaoyue，bitaxiaoliangsuidemeimei。cikedelinxiaoyue，lianshanghaidaizhemanmande、weijingshishidejiaoyuandanbai，meiyouhoulaibeishehuashenghuojinpaochudeneiyisifuzhonghekebo，danneishuangdayanjinglishanshuode、lisuodangrandesuoquguangmang，yimoyiyang。
tashenshangchuanzhedeshilinwanshengchijianyongzanqianmaixia、zijiquezhishedeshichuanleyicijiuguazaiyijuzuishenchudeneitiaobaiselianyiqun。qunzichuanzailinxiaoyueshenshang，shaoweiyoudianjin，goulechuganggangfayuchengshude、qingchunbaomandequxian。
linwandemuguangxiayi，luozailinxiaoyuezhengzhuaizhezijigebodeshoushang。neizhishou，baixi，xianxi，zhijiaxiujiandeyuanrunganjing，tuzhedandandefensezhijiayou。
erzijideshou……linwanxiayishididongledongshouzhi。guanjieyinweizhangqicixiuyouxiecuda，zhifushangfugaizheyicengbobodejianzi，zhijiaxiujiandeduanduande，ganganjingjing，quetouzhelaoliudehenji。
qianshi，jiushizheishuangshou，zaitagongzuoshizuijiannandeshihou，yemeirimeiyedicixiugangong，chengqiletahemeimeilianggerendekaixiao。jiushizheishuangshou，zailinxiaoyuehunliqiansangeyue，jiukaishiao，yiyeyiyediao，miaohuayang，peisixian，yizhenyixian，basuoyoudezhufu、bugan、haiyouneidianbeiweide、xiwangmeimeinengjidezijiyidianhaodeqipan，douxiujinleneijianjiayili。
dahongdi，jinxianxiudeluanfengheming，suxiuzuidingjiandeshuangmianyiseyiyangjifa，fenghuangdemeiyipianyumaodouxuxurusheng，guangxianshaoyibianhua，jiuliuzhuanzhebutongdehuacai。neishitashouyidedianfeng，shinengfangjinbowuguandangzhenguanzhibaodeshuiping。
可换来的是什么？
shilinxiaoyuexianqideyipie，shisuishouxiangdiulajiyiyangrengzaidishang，shineijuzhuixincigudehua：“jie，zheidoushenmeniandaile，haichuanshougongde？tusile！gujiajiwodingleverawangde，zheicaipeideshangwodeshenfen！”
pangbian，shixiaozhefuhedefumu：“jiushi，wanwan，niyeshi，nongzheipowanyierjinji**meidiuren。”
破玩意儿……
tahaojinxinxue，aoganleyanlei，shenzhiyinyinqidainengkaozhezheijianjiayi，zaineigequanziliweizijiboyidianmingshengdezuopin，zaitamenyanli，zhishidiurendepowanyier。
binglengdehenyi，xiangwushuximidezhen，congxinzangneigekongdiaodexuedonglifengkuangdizuanchulai，shunjianmanyandaosizhibaihai，dongdetajihuyaoyachidazhan。
“wanwana，meimeigennishuohuani。”muqinwangyajuandeshengyinchalejinlai，daizhetaguanyoude、duilinxiaoyuewuxiandenaixinheduilinwanxiguanxingdecuicu，“zheiciqushenglibisaidejihui，nijiurangjimeimeiba。xiaoyuezhangdepiaoliang，youhuishuohua，qulekendingnengjixuexiaozhengguang，pingweikendingxihuan。nima，jiuhuimentouganhuo，quleyeshibaiqu，haiburuzaijiaduoxiudiandongxi，hainengtiebujiayong。”
让？
zheigezixiangyibayaochi，shunjiandakailejiyidezhamen。
是了。
xianzaishigaosanxiaxueqi，juligaokaohaiyousangeyue。xuexiaoyouyigejiqibaoguideminge，keyituijianyimingxueshengqushenglicanjiayigequanguoxingdeqingshaonianyishushejidasai。huodeyidengjiangdexuesheng，bujinyoujihuibeidingjiandemeishuxueyuantiqianluqu，haiyouyibibufeidejiangjin。
talinwan，pingjiejinianlaizaigezhongxiaobisaizhongjileideshengyuheyifujiqichusedeshejigao，benlaiyijingjihuneidinglezheigeminge。zheishitaweiyinengbaituozheigejia，kaozijizouchuqudexiwang！
erlinxiaoyue，tadehaomeimei，wenhuakeyitahutu，yishuxibaoyuedengyuling，quepianpiankanzhonglezheigejihuikenengdailaidefengguangheqianzaideliyi。yushi，tayikuernaosanshangdiao，sapodagunwusuobuyongqiji。
ertadefumu，yirujiwangdi，xuanzelexishengta，quchengquanmeimei。
qianshi，tajiushizaizheili，kuzhezhiwen，zhengzha，zuizhongquebeifumuyiju“nizenmezheimebudongshi？”“yidiandoubuguquandaju！”“baiyangnizheimedale！”jiyakua，yanzhengzhengkanzhejihuibeiduozou，renshengbeiniuzhuan。
shiqulezheicijihui，tagaokaoshili，zhinengshangyigeputongdebendidaxue，ranhoushunlichengzhangdibeijialikunbang，yongtadecixiushouyizhuanqiangongyangyuelaiyuehuihuodemeimei，zhidaozuihou，liantahunyindejiazhiyeyaobeizhagan，quchentuomeimeijiaru“haomen”dehuihuang。
“jie！nifashenmedaia！”linxiaoyuedebudaohuiying，qideduoleduojiao，zhuaizhetagebodeshouyongliyaohuangqilai，“nishuohuaya！bujiushigepobisaima？nirangwoquzenmele？nichengjihao，zijikaodaxuebuxingma？feidegenwozhengzheige！nishibushiwojiea！”
破比赛？
linwanjihuyaolengxiaochusheng。shia，zainiyanli，shenmedoupo，zhiyounixiangyaode，caishihaode。
wangyajuanyebangqiang：“xiaoyueshuodedui。wanwan，nichengjiyizhibimeimeihao，kaoshanghaodaxuemeiwenti。xiaoyuezheiciyaoshibisainalejiang，shuobudingjiunengshanggehaoxuexiao，zheiguanxidaotayibeizi！nizheidangjiejiede，bangbangtabushiyinggaidema？”
fuqinlinjianguozuozaipangbiandejiushafashang，nazhebaozhi，touyemeitai，fangfoyanqiandezhengzhiyutawuguan，zhizaizuihouhanhudi“ng”leyisheng，biaoshiduiqizihuaderentong。zaizheigejiali，youguannverdeshiqing，tayixiangshi“xiaoshibuguan，dashitinglaopode”，ershenmeshidashi？fanshishejilinxiaoyueliyide，doushidashi。
judadebeilianghehuangmiuganxijuanlelinwan。
takanzheyanqianzheisanzhangzuishuxidelian，cengjingtakewangcongtamenshenshangdedaoyidiandiangongpingheguanai，napazhiyouduimeimeideshifenzhiyiyehao。kezhidaosiguoyicitacaimingbai，youxiedongxi，tianshengjiumeiyou，qiushiqiubulaide。
chaonaosheng，baoyuansheng，haizaijixu。
xiangcangyingyiyang，wengwengdiweizheta，kenshizhetazhonghuoxinshengdemeiyimiao。
tahuranjuedehenlei。bushishentishangdelei，shilinghunbeitaokonghouyouqiangxingsaihuiquqiaodeneizhongpibei。
zhengchaoyoushenmeyiyi？kunaoyoushenmeyiyi？
duizheyongyuanzhuangshuideren，hanbuxingde。
tamenbushibuzhidaozheishibugongpingde，tamenzhishibuzaihutadeganshou。
juliedeqingxuxiangfeitengdeyanjiangzaitaxiongqianglifangun，zhuoshaozhetadewuzangliufu，jihuyaochongpohoulongpenyongerchu。tasisiyaozhuyaguan，yongjinquanshenliqi，jiangneijihuyaohuimieyiqiedehenyihepaoxiaoyalehuiqu。
不能疯。
不能闹。
qianshichidekuihaibugouduoma？
qingxushizuimeiyongdedongxi。
zheiyici，tabuyaoku，buyaonao，buyaoneilianjiaqiezhudingdebudaodetongqing。
tayaonahuishuyuzijideyiqie，yidianyidian，lianbendailidinahuilai！
linxiaoyuebushixiangyaozhei“fuqi”ma？
好啊。
给她。
全都给她。
tadaoyaokankan，beiyingsaijinbushuyuzijiderenshengguidao，tazheigebeichongfeiledemeimei，nengyoushenmehaoxiachang！
linwanshenxileyikouqi，neikouqidaizheqianshibinglengdejuewanghejinshengcuilianchudeduyan，yilushaozhuoguohoulong，quezuizhonghuazuoleyigejiqihuanman、shenzhiyouxiejiangyingdedongzuo。
tataiqishou，yigen，yigendi，jianglinxiaoyuezhuaizhetagebodeshouzhibaikai。
tadedongzuohenqing，shenzhichengdeshangrouhe，danmomingdedaizheyizhongburongzhiyide、binglengdelidu。
linxiaoyuelengzhule，sihumeiliaodaoyixiangnilaishunshoudejiejiehuiyouzheiyangdejudong。wangyajuanyetingxialelaotao，yihuodikanzheta。
fangjianlituranxianruyizhongguiyideanjing。
linwantaiqitou，muguangpingjingdilveguomuqin，zuihouluozaimeimeineizhangxiemanlebumanhejiaozongdelianshang。
她扯了扯嘴角。
neibushiyigexiao，jiroudezouxiangjiqiguaiyi，xiangshitixianmuoubeiqiangxinglachechudehudu，yanjinglimeiyoubanfenwendu，heichenchende，xiangshijielebingdeshentan。
takaikoule，shengyinsiya，queyichangqingxi，meiyigezidouxiangxiaoshizitourusishui，fachuchenmendehuixiang。
“好啊。”
“……？”linxiaoyuezhazhayan，meifanyingguolai。
wangyajuanyezhouqimei：“haoshenme？”
linwandemuguangxiangbinglengdesaomiaoyi，yicuncundiguaguolinxiaoyuejingxindabanguodelian，manmandishuodao：“jihui，jixiaoyueba。”
wangyajuandunshisonglekouqi，lianshangluchu“zheicaiduima”dexinweibiaoqing：“zheijiuduile！wanwan，nizaozheimedongshibujiuhaole？jiemeizhijian……”
她的话没说完。
yinweilinwanyoukaikoule，shengyinyijiupingpingbanban，quexiangdushetuxin，daizheyizhongmaogusongrandehanyi。
“希望妹妹……”
tadunledun，quebaomeiyigezidouqingxidizajinzaichangmeiyigerendeerduoli。
“……zheicinengwenwendijiezhuzheifen‘fuqi’。”
zuihouneilianggezi，tayaodegewaiqing，gewaiman，xiangshiyipianyumao，queyouzhongyuqianjin，daizheyizhongnanyiyanyude、lingrenxinjideguiyigan。
福气？
linxiaoyuebennengdijuedezheihuayoudianguai，buxianghaohua，danjudadexiyuechonghunletadetounao。tazhiyaojieguo！jiejietongyile！jihuishitadele！
taliketiaoleqilai，lianshangxiaokailehua，puguoqubaozhuwangyajuandegebo：“ma！nitingdaoleba！jiejiedayingle！taihaole！wokeyiqushenglibisaile！woyaomaixinqunzi！maineishuangwokanzhonghaojiudexiaopixie！”
wangyajuanyebeinverdekuaileganran，paizhetadeshou：“maimaimai！zhiyaowonverchuxile，shenmedoumai！”
munvlianghuantianxidi，yijingkaishiguihuabisaichuanshenme，quleshengchengyaomaishenme，fangfojiangbeiyijingdaoshou。
meiyourenzaikanlinwanyiyan。
meiyourenguanxintaturande“dongshi”beihouzangzheshenme。
meiyourenpinweichutaneiju“zhufu”licuizhedebinglengjudu。
linjianguozhongyufangxialebaozhi，kanzhexingfendeqinv，nandediluchuleyigexiaolian：“haolehaole，shiqingdinglejiuhaohaozhunbei。wanwanyeleile，rangtaxiuxiba。”
看，多可笑。
tazheigeganggangbeiboduolerenshengzhongyaojiyuderen，dedaodeshiyiju“leilejiuxiuxiba”。
linwanmeishuohua，tashenzhimeiyouzaikanneiqilerongrongdesanrenyiyan。
tamomodizhuanguoshen，mianchaoqiangbi，quansuoqilai，laguoneichuangxidefajiudebobeizi，gaizhuleziji。
beizixiadeshenti，zaiwurenkanjiandedifang，xiweidizhandouzhe。
不是悲伤，是兴奋。
shilieshouzhongyushoulianqizhuaya，qianfuxialai，dengdaizhezhimingyijide、zhanlidexingfen。
zhijiashenshendiqiajinzhangxin，kechujigeyueyaxingdexuehen，tengtongrangtabaochizhezuihoudeqingxing。
erbian，shilinxiaoyuejijizhazhataolunyaomaishenmedeshengyin，shimuqinchongnideyinghesheng。
zheixieshengyin，cengjingxiangjiasuo，laolaodikunzheta。
但现在……
linwanbishangyanjing，zuijiaozaineipianyinyingli，huanhuandi、huanhuandigouqiyigezhenzhengshuyutazijide、binglengerzhengningdehudu。
闹吧，笑吧。
xianzaiqiangdeyuehuan，jianglai……
才会摔得越惨。
我的好妹妹。
你的福气……
jiejiewo，huiqinshoujinipulu。
baozhengrangni，zhongshennanwang。
taqingqingtuchuyikouzhuoqi，neiqixili，doudaizhezhongshengguilaidexuexingwei。
第一步，忍了。
neimedierbu，gaicongnalikaishini？
neigeshejidasaidetimu……takeshijideyiqingerchuni。meimeineidiansanjiaomaodegongfu，nengxiuchushenme？huoxu，takeyi“bang”meimeiyiba，jitayige“jingxi”？
heianzhong，linwandeyanjing，shudizhengkaile。
limianmeiyoulei，zhiyouyipianbinglengde、suanjideyouguang。