剧痛是有形状的。
xiangbeirengjingaosuxuanzhuandejiaorouji，meiyicungutoudouzaijianjiaozheduanlie，wenredexuehunzhebinglengdefengguanjinhoulong——zhangzhaozuihoukanjiande，shihuochesijineizhangjingkongbianxingdelian，hetianbianbeixiyangranchengxuesedeyun。
“**的……”
zheishitaliuzaineigeshijiedezuihouyijuhua，daizheduiwuxiuzhizhengchaodeyuanhen，duicubujifangsiwangdebugan。tayiweiyishihuijiucixiaosan，xiangbeiqiamiedeyandi，quemeixiangguohuizhuirulingyizhongzhanchoudeheian。
sizhoushiwenredebilei，erbianshichenmendexintiaosheng，xianggezheshuigangtinggudian。taxiangzhengzha，sizhiqueruandexiangmianhua，zhinengbennengdiquansuo，tunyanzhedaizhedandanxingweideyeti。zheizhongganjuemoshengyoushuxi，xiang……huidaolemuti？
huangmiuganhaimeilaidejifajiao，yizhenjuliedejiyaganbianjiangtaguoxie。tianxuandizhuanjian，tatingjianzijifachuyishengqingliangdetiku——neishengyinxiruodexiangxiaomao，quedaizheburongcuobiandeshengmingli。
“shengle，shiweixiaogongzi！”
chanpocanglaodeshengyindaizherushizhongfudexiqi，cipolechanfanglidejijing。zhangzhaofeilidizhengkaiyan，shixianbeiyicengshuiwuhuzhu，zhinengmohukanjianhuangdongderenying。yigexuansedeyijiaoxianruleyan，xiuzheanwendeyunjuanzaizhuhuoxialiudong，suijishiyishuanggujiefenmingdeshou，zhijiandaizhelengyubandeliangyi，qingqingpenglepengtadelianjia。
“随母姓，张昭。”
nvrendeshengyinqinglierubingquanjishi，meiyoubanfenchuweirenmuderouyi，gengxiangzaijiyijianxindedeqiwudingming。zhangzhaodenaozi“weng”diyisheng，zheimingzijinghetazailanxingshiyimoyiyang？taxiangwenwenzheinvrenshishei，houlongliquezhinengfachu“yiya”deqiyin，xiangzhibeilinshidechuniao。
“jiaoyourumuhechencefuzhaoguan。”nvrenshouhuishou，zhuanshenshiyibaisaoguodimian，daiqiyigulengliedetanxiang，hunzhedandandexuexingqi，“anguijujiao。”
jiaobushengjianyuan，chanfanglizhishengxiatahejigedimeishunyandeshinv。beichengzuo“chencefu”denanrensuihouzoulejinlai，tachuanzheyuebaisedejinpao，zhangfayongyuzanshuqi，meiyanwenrundexiangjinzaishuilideyu。taxiaoxinyiyidibaoqizhangzhao，zhijiandaizhedandandemoxiang，dongzuoqingroudexiangpengzheyisuideciqi。
“zhaoer，woshidiedie。”chenyandeshengyinhenqing，daizhexiaoyi，zhifuqingqingcengguotazhoubabadexiaolian，“yihou，zanmenjiuzaizheierguorizile。”
zhangzhaozhabazheyanjing，kanzhenanrenjingjianchangkaideyijinxiaxinidejifu，turanyishidaoyigegengjingsongdewenti——zheinanrendemeiyanjianjingdaizhejifenwenwan，ergangcaineigenvren，shenzitingbarusong，yuqilengyingrutie，fenmingshizhangquanzhedezitai。
“cao……”tazaixinliwushengdimaleju，“gaibuhuishichuandaonvzunshijieleba？”
zheigeniantougangmaochulai，jiubeirumujieguohuaili。rumushigepangpangdezhongnianfuren，shoujiaomalidijiangtaguojinrouruandeqiangbao，baodaozaoyibeihaodenuantabian。chenyanzaiyipangkanzhe，qingshengzhufu：“wangrumu，zheihaizigangshengxialai，haibuhuixinai，ninduofeidianxin。”
wangrumuxiaozheyingxia：“cefufangxin，laonudaiguodexiaogongziduole，manmanlaizongnengxuehui。”
zhangzhaobeifangzaitashang，wangrumujiekaiyijin，jiangwenrede**coudaotazuibian。ketazhishixiayishidizhangzui，xiaoshetoubenzhuoditianleliangxia，quebuzhidaogairuheshunxi，zhetenglebantianyemeichidaoduoshao，fanerleidehengjiqilai，xiaolianzhangdetonghong。
“bieji，xiaogongzi，zanbuji。”wangrumunaixindehen，yongzhifuzhanledianruzhimozaitachunshang，youqingqingnielenietadexiaba，“duilou，hanzhu，zaiyongdianli……”
chenyanzuozaiyipangdexiudengshang，shoulinazhebenyishu，quemeizenmekan，muguangyizhiluozaizhangzhaoshenshang，zhijianwuyishidimosuozheshuye。chuangwaideshiliushuyingtouzaitayuebaidepaojiaoshang，suizhefengqingqinghuangdong，xiangfuanjingdehua。
zhangzhaozhetenglejinbangeshichen，caizhongyuhanzhu**，fachumanzudetunyansheng。wangrumusonglekouqi，ejiaoshenchubohan：“zheihaizi，xingzidaojue。”
chenyanxiaolexiao：“suitamuqinyiyang。”
zhangzhaoyibianxinai，yibianzaixinlibazheicaodandemingyunmaleqianbaibian——congbitaxiangqindefumu，daochuanghongdengdehuochesiji，zaidaozheimomingqimiaodenvzunshijie。lianchikounaidouzheimefeijing，zheirizimeifaguole。
“dengxiaoyezhangdale……”tahanhundixiangzhe，“chizaoxianlezheigoupiguiju。”
rizizaiweinai、huanniaobu、shuijuedexunhuanliliushi。zhangzhaojianjianmoqinglechujing：zheilishidajinhuangchao，yigenvrenzhangquandeshijie；neigexuanyinvrenshitazheiyishidemuqin，zhanglan，guanbaiwenxiang，jushuoyishixiantianjinggaoshou，quanshitaotian；erbaozhetadenanren，chenyan，shimuqindecefu，suichushenshuxiangshijia，zaifuzhongquechuchujinshen。
tahaifaxian，zheigeshijiede“guiju”，congtachushengqijiuxiangyizhangwang，sisidizhaozheta。
wangrumujitahuanniaobushi，huiniantao：“xiaogongziyaoguai，jianglaicainengxungehaoqizhu，bushouweiqu。”
fuzesasaodexiaoyahuanluguo，jiantaxingzhe，huixiaozheshuo：“xiaogongziyanjingzhenliang，jianglaidingshigetimianren，debeiqizhupengzaishouxinliteng。”
lianfuliguanguijudeliumama，gesanchawulaichakan，douhuimizheyanduanxiangta：“meiyansuilewenxiang，shigehaoyangmao，jiushizheikushengtailie，demomoxingzi。”
张昭听得一肚子火。
haoqizhu？timianren？zheitamashishenmefengjianzaopo？zailanxing，takeshinenggenshiyouzaishaokaotanchuipingdaobanye，nengweilekanqiusaitaokefanqiangdezhu，pingshenmedaolezheierjiudebeiquanyangqilai，dengzhejianglaijiajinagenvrendangfuyong？
“qutamadeqizhu。”tazaixinlifanlegebaiyan，chenwangrumuzhuanshennaniaobudegongfu，henhenchuaileyijiaopangbiandeyaolan。
（wudaojingjie:wutu，wushi，houtian，xiantian，zongshi，dazongshi，tianren，wusheng）
（congwushikaishi，nenggouzhengshibijianyixiefeiwudelianqixiushi，houtianjingjie150nianshoumingzuoyoucainenggouzhengshiduibiaolianqi，xiantianshi300nianshouming，tongshibijianyixiedijiedezhuji，zongshiyezhinenghuo350nian，dazongshiyezhishihuodao400nian，yinweiguigenjiedidoushiliyongxueqi，zongshihedazongshiduibiaodoujibenshijindanjingjie，danshijibendoushibijiaoruode，zaidaohoumiandetianrenyigong500nianshoumingwushengyigong800nianshoumingduibiaodeyigeshiyuanyingzhanliyigeshihuashenzhanli，danshiyijingbunengsuanshiputongdefanrenle，zhunqueeryangengxiangshitixiu，ruguomeiyoujiuxianjindegezhonglingqizhiwujiachi，bukenengkeyitupo）
（xiuxianjingjie:lianqi，zhuji，jindan，yuanying，huashen，fanxu，heti，dacheng，dujie）
（wudaojingjie，chuqi，zhongqi，houqi，xiuxianjingjie1~12ceng，chuledujiejingxiushiyiwaiyaoxiuliandao13cengzhihoufangkepojiechengxian）（xiuliandaodijiucengdeshihoujiukeyizhijietupole，houmiandedi10，11，12ceng，dailaidegengduoshililiangtisheng，bingfeishoumingtisheng，danshikeyidaxiagenji）