第3章

我驾着车到了公墓。

banheibuheidetian,woruchangdixundaoneimubeiqian,zuozaidishang:

“laoyezi,wopashibunengheniyile。dangniannibawoconggueryuanjiechulai,wojiniketourendie,nimeitongyi。niyaowozhaoguqianqian,dangnidenvxu。rujina,niqiao,zanlianghaishibanlufuzideming。”

woshuozhe,yanjing、bizi、houlongdouzaifasuan。dangnian,gongsiweiji,laoyezisimingling,lanleqianqianchuguo。

tatangbingchuangshang,chazheyangqiguanshuo:

“fangyua,shiwoduibuzhuni。yuanxiangzhe,yihouyaoshibuheshi,jiudangxiongmeichu。kexianzai,qianqianbeichongdemeizhangda,tandeshigechusheng。”

“wotongtashuoshihua,tazhidangshiqimanweixie。niyekanzhede。zhidaotarenbuhuaide,taduiganqingzhen,yaoshijielehun,jiujuebuhuichugede。”

“……rizijiule,tajiuhuifangqi,jiuhuihaohaotongniguorizi。”

tamanshiqipandeshuozhekenqiu。shuodejile,huxijiubuwen,jiankongdejiqigenzhefachujianruidejijiusheng。

我哪里拒绝的出口。

fangqianqianshihongzheyan,tongwojiehunde,womenxishibujiu,laoyezijiuzoule。

haozai,tashixiaozhezoude。

wowuzhuleyan,renzhuhoulongdegengyan:

“nikana,qianqianzheishilainianyijingzhangdale,duigongsiyenenggoududangyimianle。wozaibuzai,tadounenghaohaode。wo……”

wodaodihaishitongkude。kenanrendeyanleibunengshiren,nanrendexigaibunengwanle。

可我,累啊。

laoyeziqule,limianderengeyouxinsi。qunlanghuansideshihou,renyiruanjiumeile。keyebunengying,dadaxiaoxiaodegonghuoshang,gongyinglian,nibuqugenrenditoushuohaohua,buhejiuqingchifan,diuxialianmiangenxigai,sheidalini。

“laoyezi,woleia。”

“wodexigaiweigongsiruanletaijiu,guiletaijiu。wotiantianduirenxiao,youhuigongsixionghen。qianqianzongshikanbushangwo,mawobushidongxi,qiruanpaying。takanbuqiwoduiwaideruangutou,youzengewoduineideyingpiqi。”

“gongsizuoluandeqianbeiqiutamianqian,woyougentashuobuqingchuwanwandaodao。woshuo,xiaoshihougenlaoyezininyiqidapindexiongdi,baoguotadeshushubobo,xianzaiyaotademing,taxinma?”

yexushijiyadejiule,yexushidaoleshihou。

zheiyike,woxigaiguixialedishang,tonglaoyezishuolegeqingchu。zuihou,wojitarenrenzhenzhenkelesangexiangtou:

“laoyezi,duibuzhule。zheishiwofangyudangnanrendeweiyiyidianxuexingle。”

tiankongfanqileyudubai,woderenshengyegaiwangqianzoule。