第1章

zaijixiaonvxumaicaidianshi。

danvxuturankaikou:“die,qishinitingpianxinde。”

cishi,wogangfuwanqian,zhunbeichouchu50kuaiqianjidanvxumaitaxihuandeneikuaishoubiao。

tingjiantabaoyuandeshengyin,wogouloudeyaodouledou。

浑浊的眼睛看向他。

“meimeijiehun,nimaidequanshishixingdedongxi,dacaidian,jinkoudeyiju,pishafa…”

“wojiehunneihui,nisongdequanshixiepolan,jiuzheiwohairangnilijiayoulesangedapangxiaozi。”

“yaoshizuobudaoyishitongrendehua,neigancuifenjiaba!”

danvxuduoduobiren,wokanxiangyipangyixianglaoshishanliangdedanver,cikejingyebumandekanzhewo。

瞬间,我心寒了。

shunzhedanvxudehua:“jirannixianghaole,neijiufenjiaba。”

......

huayichu,liangrenlimakanxiangwo。

danvxulijuncongshangdaoxiabawosaoleyibian,kaikou:“die,nizheijiubudidaoleba?meifuxiangyaoshenmenijimaishenme,wozhishirangniyishitongren,nijiuyaofenjia?”

“die,nibiewangle,zheixienianjiujingsheiduanshiduanniaodezaizhaoguni,nixianzaifanlianburenrenshiyaobeirenshuoxianhuade。”

danvxuyibianzhizewo,yibianshoubutingdefanzhaoxinyishoubiao。

zuihougancuiyipaishou,wenshouhuoyuanyoumeiyougengguide。

wozhidaotashikanjiangangcaiwomaicaidianshi,bubaolihaibaozhejibaiyuanhongchaopiao。yiqishenghuozheimeduonian,womingbaitadepixing。

zhiyaotakanjianle,zheibiqianbujiwosouguaganjingbubaxiu。

danjiranyijingjuedingfenjiale,wodeqiantayebugaiyongle。

wobaqianshouhao,fenfushouhuoyuanbacaidiansonghuijia,suihouzhuanshenlikai。

danvxujianwozoule,keboshilidelianshangfuxianchubuman:“die,nizenmezoule?woshoubiaohaimeixuanhaoni。”

wokaikou:“bumaile。”

“bumaile?”danvxushengyinlimabiandefennu,tachongdaowomianqian,xiangcongwobaolibabudaizimochulai。

“meifumeimeihuajiqiankuaiqiankeyi,wozhishixiangmaigejishikuaiqiandeshoubiaokankanshijiandoubuxing,die,nihaiganshuonibushipianxin?”

wosisiwuzhuzijidekoudai,kaikou:“zheiqianbunengyong。”

kedanvxugenbenbuxiangxin:“wojiushuo;niangdangniandepeichangkuanzenmekenengcaineidianqian,yuanlaidouyonglaibutiexiaonverle,die,nijintianbixujiwoyigeshuofa!”

shuozhe,danvxubawochezhu,zhaohuzhouweidetongzhidoulaikanrenao。

“die!zheixienianwosuiranshiruzhui,danzhaogunizheimejiu,meiyougonglaoyeyoukulao,nibunengzheiyangduiwo!”

xianzaizhengzhixiawu,dajiadoumeishi,youxianchengderenaodajiahenkuaijujichengquan。

beirenweizhedanghouziyiyangkan,woyouxiebuxiguan,hunshencinao,xiangzaicilikai,zheici,danvxuzhuazhuwodeyiling,nushengkaikou:

“nimenshuo,xiaonverchujia,dieniyoushimaicaidian,youshimaishafa,jialiyishuidewaiguoyangpaizi,wozhishixiangmaiyikuaishoubiaochengchengmianziyoushenmewenti?”

“dangchuwohewangxiuxiujiehunruzhui,nimenliancailinabuchulai,songlaidequanshimeirenyaodepolanhuowoyebuxianqi。”

“wohewangxiuxiujiehunshiernian,jiuzaijializhaogulenishiernian,jijialitianlesangeerzijichengxianghuo,rangnizuoxiangtianlunzhile,jieguoxianzaiwozhixiangmaijishikuaiqiandedongxi,niquenaozheyaogenwomenfenjia。”

“ernifangzaixinkanlidexiaonver,dangchuqianglewangxiuxiudedushujihui,womenquanjiajitagongdaodaxuebiye,tiantianchiyecai,kenwotou。”

“jieguotani?biyezhihouyoumeiyouhuilaiguo?tayoumeiyouzhaoguguoniyitian?”

shuodaozhei,danvxukanxiangzaichangdesuoyouren。

“dangchu,yaobushinifeiyaorangxiuxiuzaijiazhaoguni,wohexiuxiuzaojinchenglidagongle,yebuzhiyuxianzaishenshanglianshikuaiqiantaobuchulai,jieguozhaogushiduonianhaimeiwuredienidexina,nibawomendanglaoshirenqifua。”

danvxukusangzhelian,kelianshangquemeiyouyisileiji。

yipangdeshouhuoyuankanbuxiaqule。

“wangdaye,yaobunihaishijininvxumaileba,nimenzheiyangnao,womenshangdianmeifazhengchangyingyea。”

qitarenbumingzhenxiang,yeduiwozhizhidiandian。

fangfowozhenchengleedulaoren。

wenyan,danvxulijunjiuxiangshidaleshengzhang,yebuhaole,baozheshuangbeikanzhewo。

tarenwei,woyishengzuiaimianzi,kendingfubuxialianbumaide。

bujinruci,youlebierenchengyao,tashuobudinghainengzaimaixieqitade。

gangcaitakanzhongleyigebingxiang,hecaidianjiagechabuduo。

jintian,tashibiyaobanhuijiaqu。

danzheiciwotielexin,shuobumaijiubumai。

danverjianwoshizhongbukentaoqian,julongderenyeyuelaiyueduo,laoshileyibeizidetajingyekaishijuedediulian。

tazoudaowomianqian,yonglichechuzhuangqiandebudaidijilijun。

“die,lijunzhaogunishiernian,meiyougonglaoyeyoukunao,zheixieqianjiranshiniangdangchudepeichangkuan,neiyegaiyouwomenyifen。”

“zaishuole,womenyijiaqingqingbaibai,beitamendangxianhuanibuyejuedediulianma?xianbalijundeshoubiaomaile,qitadeshihuijiazaishuo。”

woyankanzhelijunmaixialeshoubiao,haiyongshengyudeqianjilebingxiangdeyufukuan。

心一寸寸跌落。

终于心死。

womenshengkaikou:“ji**meidadianhua......”

wangxiuxiumeitingqing,wenwoshuoshenme。

woshuo:“rang**meihuilai,woyaofenjia!”

xiawusandian,xiaonverwangxiulancaishanshanlaichi。

yihuijia,xiaonverguanqiedewenwozenmele,shibushishentibushufu,zenmezheimeturanrangtahuilai。

“wozhinengqingbantianjia,youshenmeshikuaidianshuo,wohaiyaozhejihuiqu。”

wohaimeikaikou,lijunqingchiyisheng。

“tanengyoushenmeshi?bujiushiyinweiwohualewushikuaiqianmailekuaixinshoubiaobugaoxing,rangnihuilaifenjiani。”

“分家?”

小女儿王秀兰惊呼。

“die,jiefuxiangmaijiumaibei,yaoshiqianbugou,nizhaowoa,wojinina,hebiweileyikuaishoubiaonaodaoyaofenjiazheigedibu。”

“zheixienian,jiejiejiefuzhaoguniyeburongyi,ninianlingzheimedalejiubienaopiqile。”

lijundeyijuhua,rangtamendouyiweishiwoweilewushikuaiqianshengqi。

danzheixienianfashengdeshi,shouguodebiequyouhezhizheixie。

wokanzhezijihanxinrukuyangdadelianggenver。

yigeweiweinuonuo,jielehunjiuwangledie,yigechengrenchengcai,quezaoyiwangben,yanshenlichongchizhesuanji。

woturanjuedewozheiyishengzhendehenshibai。

meijiaoyuhaohaizi,qizizaoniansangming。

daotoulaihaizihaijuedeshiwowuliqunao,renweiwozaipianxin。

我叹了口气。

xianshikanxiangdanverwangxiuxiu,wowenta:“nishuowopianxin,neiwoxiangwenwenni,niniangshizenmeside?”

cihuayichu,suoyourenmianmianxiangqu,doubukaikou。

wokanxianglijun:“dangchunihewangxiuxiujiehun,ruzhui,yaosanzhuanyixiang36tiaotui,niniangweilecoucaili,meiwanaoyefengbu,tianbuliangjiuqusongyifu,jieguobeizhenshangdechezhuangle。”

“tahaishengyikouqia,jiuyinweichelaobanpashiqingnaoda,baninianghuomaide,zuihouwomennadaosiqiankuaiqianpeichang,yequanbutiejinimenle。”

wangxiuxiuyinggaishizhidaozijilikui,meiyoushuohua。

lijunquebuyuanyizijimomingbeishangzheimedadeguo。

qingchiyisheng:“bieshuozheixieyoudemeide,najiajiehunbushitaokongjiadi?shinimenzijizhaodeshangmennvxu。zaishuole,dangchushiniponiangzijiyunqibuhao,yushangneichebuzhangya,genwojiehunyoushenmeguanxi?”

“jiusuanbushiwo,wangxiuxiuyehuirangbierenruzhui,biebazheimedadeshipenziwangwoshenshangkou!”

李军话糙理不糙。

woponiangdesisuiyoutadeyin,dandequehetaguanxibuda。

dangchuzhisuoyizhaoshangmennvxu,yeshidanxindanverxingzimune,qulepojiayaoshoudaya。

suoyizheixienian,woyecongweiguaiguotamen。

只是......

woxiankaiyifu,luchushentishangdeba。

“zhishinimenbugainvedaiwo。”

lijungangjinlijiatouliangnian,qishiduiwoyesuanbucuo。

yexushixiangdaowoshoushanghaiyouqizidepeichangjin,ouer,tahaihuilawomaiyifu,zuoxinxie。

dengdaowoshenshangzaiyenabuchuyifenqian,tajiuwanquanbianlegezuilian。

kaishixianqiwochideduo,zhengtianzhijiwojigewotouheyiwanliangshui。

houlai,tayouxianwozhudedifangtaida,bawoganquzuixiaodezawufang,limianfangyizhangmubanchuang,wozhengsuzhengsubeimubanluodeshuibuzhe。

zhaodanverbaoyuanliangju,xiwangnengjiwohuanhuiqu。

wangxiuxiuqueshuo:“lijunzheijianshidequezuodehenguofen,dandiea,niyezhidaowohelijungangtiandisangeerzi,womenfanglidequezhubuxia,rangnibafangjianrangchulaiyeshijinisunzizhu。”

“ninianjidale,shoudianweiqumeishenme,dannidesunzikeshiwomenlaowangjiaxianghuodeyanxua。”

我只好作罢。

可他们越来越过分。

lianwoshenshangweiyidemianyidoubeilijunnazou,gaichenglesanjianxiaohaichuandeyifu。

dongtianwolengdelihai,lijunpabierenshuoxianhua,wangwoyifujiacenglisailuweihua。

neidongxibukanghan,wolengdaoqubiejiatouyifuchuan。

beilinjudaizhuhou,lijunjuedelianshangwuguang,dangzhejiefanglingjudemianbawodeyifutuodiaodalewoyidun,chezhewodeshouzaicunziligaohan:

“woyuefuxianwozuodeyifubuhaokan,paoqubiejiatouyifuchuan,tashigexiaotou,yihousheikanjiantalebazijiadedongxishoushihao,yaoshidiulewojiakebuchengdan。”

我被羞得无地自容。

sangesunziyebeitamendieyizhenhuyou,doupaolaiwomenkouchaowodiushitou,shuowoshixiaotou。

jianruideshitouzapowodeetou,xianxueliuxia,hunzhewotongkudeyanlei。

wanshang,wopaoqugongshejixiaonverdadianhua,xiangrangtabawojiezou。

ketayoushizenmeshuodeni?

wokanxiangwangxiulan,wozuitengaidexiaonver。

“nishuo,nizaidushu,yaoshirangtongxuezhidaonidaigelaodiezhusushe,tongxuehuikanbuqini。”

“erqienannvyoubie,sansuibutongxi。”

“nirangworenzhe,dajiebijingshiwoqinshengde,tabuhuiduiwozenmeyang。”

wangxiulanlianshangyouxiexukuise。

“doushuoyangerfanglao,dankankannimendeyangzi,wozhenxiwangdangchuwoponiangmeishengxianimen!”

zheixienianwozongshiziwoanwei,tamendoushiwodenver,tamenhaimeizhangda,zhiyaodongshilejiuhaole。

kexianzaiwozhendeshougoule。

wangxiulanqueturanzirenweimingbailewozheicifafengdeyuanyin。

tacongdoulinachuyiqianyuanqiandijiwo:“shuodaodi,nishiyaoqianduibudui?die,nibienaole,womashangjiuyaojiehunle,zheigejieguyanshangfenjia,bierenzenmekanwo?”

lijunkanquanjiadouzaizhizewo,jiepoxialv:

“meimei,nibaqianjiwo,dienianjidaleguanbuhao,jiwo,wojidiebaoguan。”

wangxiulanyouyuleyixia,zuihouhaishishenchushouzhunbeibaqianjiaojilijun。

jianzhuang,wojingzhibaqianqiangleguolai,henhenshuaizaidishang。

“我要分家!”

“congciyihou,wojiudangmeinimenzheilianggenver,nimenzuoderenheshigenwozaimeiyouguanxi!”

lianggenverbeiwojianjuedetaiduqideliandouhongle。

erlijunpazaidishangjianqian,luozaiwojiaobiandetayebugujiwoshenti,yibatuikaiwo,woshentishouruo,beitayituizaidaozaidishang,hounaoshaokechuxuelai。

“aishi,sheirangnizhanzheide,silegenwokemeiguanxi。”

danverbawofuqilai,kukoupoxin:“die,nizhendeshinianlingyuedayuexihuanshuohuhuale。”

“这个家不能分。”

wangxiulanshududeduo,piaoliangdexiaolianshangmanshiwohunaodewunai。

“die,nidoubanjieshenziyaorutuderenle,fenjianizhuna?nizenmeshenghuo?nibujiushizaigaosubierenwomenzainvedainima?”

“erqiewozaichanglikuaiyaoshengzhile,yaoshibeichangzhangzhidaojializheidianshi,gongzuodoubaobuzhu!gengbieshuojiehunle。”

“nidaoshishenmedoubuyongguan,niyeyaokaolvwomena。”

daorujinle,tamenhaizaibangjiawo。

buguotayouyijuhuashuodedui,wonianjidale,hebizaiguanneimeduo。

xianzai,woyegaiweizijihuoyicile。

wonachuyizhangzhi,kanxiangwangxiulan:“nihuixiezi,nilaixie,wowangzhaoguoyaohewangxiuxiu,wangxiulanfenjia,congciduanjueguanxi,buzaiwanglai!”

wangxiulanbuyuanyixie:“die,nizhendeshifengle,fengle!”

tazaiyuandiduojiao,qidexiaolianzhanghong。

wangxiuxiujianshitaibukekongzhi,zhinenglazhelijunshangliang,gancuibawozhiqiandewuzitengchulaijixurangwozhu。

yaoburanhaibuzhidaowoyaonaodaoshenmeshihou。

lijungangbaqianqingdianwan,xiaoxinyiyidefangjinzijiyifuli。

suihoupielewoyiyan,kaikou:

“wokandiejiushifengle,gancuibatasongqujingshenbingyuanba。”

“yaoburantazheimenao,womenlianshangduonankan,rangtaqujingshenbingyuandaizhe,jiusuanyourenwenqilai,jiushuodieshengbingle,dajiayebuhaoshuoshenme。”

lijundehuaranglianggenverdingzhewo。

juedezheibushiyigehaobanfa。

lianggenveryirenjiazhewoyizhishou,zuishangdaoqian:“die,womenyebuxiangde,dannizhidaowohaiyaozaicunshangshenghuojishinian,haiyounisunzi,yaoshinifeiyaofenjia,womenzhinengzheiyangzuo。”

wangxiulanyeshuo:“womashangyaojiehunle,xianzaijueduibunengchuxianrenhechacuo,die,nixiandaiyiduanshijian,dengguoduanshijianwozaibanijiechulai。”

wopinmingzhengzha,quehaishibeitamenyiluladaocunkou。

wangxiulanbawowangtacheshangsai,woshuangtuidengzhe,zuilijiaohanzhe:“wobuqu,wobuqu,nimenfangkaiwo!”

kewodeliqizhongjiudibushangtamen。

我被塞进了车里。

我已经绝望了。

nandao,wozheiyibeizijiuzhinengzheiyanglema?

“你们在干什么!”

yishengqingcuideshengyinxiangqi,rangwoyileng,suihouxinliyongchuyigumodadexiyue。

taihaole,tazhongjiushigandaole。

“你是谁?”

wotingjianlijunkaikou:“womensongdiequchengli,nilanwomenzuoshenme?”

“ai,nizheigenvrenganshenme!nijuranganduiwodongcu,nixinbuxinwodasini!”

nvrenyibalakaichemen,jianwoyishenlangbeidezuozaicheshang,ganmangbawofuchulai。

kaikou:“die,duibuqi,wolaiwanle。”