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bugufumufandui,wopeinanyoucongqiongxiaozidaochuangyechenggong,zhengzhengshinian。

shinianzhiyueyidao,jiuzaiwozixinmanmangaozhifumuwoyaohetajiehundeshihou。

taquebabenshuyuwodefuzongzhiweijilebiedenvren。

wozhaotazhiwen,quetingdaonvrenduanduanxuxudeshengyin。

“guzong,nibafuzongweizhijilewo,jijiezenmebana?nimenbushiyaojiehunlema?”

gujindongzuohenli,lianshangqueshiyundanfengqing。

“jiniangenlewoshinian,chulewo,sheihaihuiyaota?fangxin,tabugangenwonaode。”

woruzhuibingku,zhuantoubodalelianyindianhua。

“youkongma?jiegehuna。”

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办公室的门虚掩着。

gujinxiangtouyeshouside,buzhipijuandesuoqu。

redenvrenzhenzhenqinghu,liansechaohong。

wozuanjinleshou,hunshenzhibuzhufazhan。

jiuzaizuowan,wohaizixinmanmandegaosuwoma,woyaojiehunle。

kejinzaogangtajingongsi,jiudezhigujinbawodefuzongzhiweijilebieren。

wolianbangongshidouhaimeijin,jiupaolaiyaogeshuofa。

meixiangdaogujinyaolewodefuzongzhiweihaibugou,haizaibangongshishangyanhuochungong。

nvrenchuanxizhe,tiaoxindechaowogoulegouchun。

neizhanglianwobingbushuxi,shenzhixianglehaoyihuiercaixiangqilai。

yuanlaishiqiaozhi,hezuogongsideyigeshixisheng。

weiyiyicijianmianshizailianggeyueqian,yicitanpanzhuoshang,tanacuolehetong,beitamenlaobandangzhongmaku。

wojide,neitianwohaibangtashuolejijuhaohua。

meixiangdaolianggeyuehou,tabudanqiangzoulewodefuzongzhiwei,haihewodenanpengyougaoshangle。

wofengciyixiao,yankuanghudiwenre。

qiaozhichaomenkoukanleyiyan,guyiyangshengwendao:“guzong,jijieneimeaini,yaoshirangtazhidaolewomendeshi,tazhenbugennijiehunlezenmeban?”

woxinxiayijin,zhijianzhanlehaojixia。

十年。

ershisuidegujincengguizaiwobamamianqian,fashizheibeizifeiwobuqu。

sanshisuidetashiyeyoucheng,fuzongdeweizhi,shitaqinkouxiangwobamaxuchudebaozheng。

erbianshunjianjijing,gujindeshengyinqingxidechuanleguolai。

“he,wohenianniandoulaofulaoqile,yizhangzhengeryi,buyaojiubuyaoba。”

“bujiehunyehao,wowanerwode,yebusuanbeipanta。”

“youshihou,woduizhetayezhendemeishenmeweikou。”

“tayijingsanshile,laole,nayounikeren。”

tayudiaoqingyang,houlongyichuyishengxiao。

qiaozhihaixiudeqingchuitaxiongtang,yanlimanshideyi。

womamulikai,huidaobangongshi,lianshangyishiyipianshirun。

yangguangsazaibangongyishang,wotaishoumodiaolelei,falegeduanxinchuqu。

jimiaohou,shoujizhenleyixia,kanzheneitiaohuifu,woyangleyangchun。

“kanshenmeni?zheimerushen?”

shayashengzaimenkouxiangqi,daizheshihoudeyanzu。

wodaokoushouji,kanxiangyizhezhengjiedegujin,ruguobushitabojingchuluchuleyibankouhongyin,wodouhuaiyibangongshideneiyimushiwoyixiangchulaide。

tazirandekaozaibangongzhuoyan,yishouchengzaizhuomianshang,yishounaqiwodebiyouyouzhuandong。

周遭沉默无声。

banxiang,gujinqingtankouqi,shenshouxiangrouwodefading。

我嫌恶的偏头躲开。

zheizhishouqianbujiuhaichupengguobiedenvren,shenzhitashenshanghaidaizheqingyuzhihoudeweidao。

gujinmouseyian,shoudunzaibankong,xingxingshouhui。

“wozhidaonishengqi,keshiniannian,zhishiyigezhiweieryi,chulefuzong,qitadesuinitiao,wodoumanzuni。”