第3章:没有孩子

jiusuanmuqingyebuhexiachengxizhuzaiyiqi,buguozuoweimingyishangdezhangfu,taduixiachengxizheigemingyishangdeqiziyesuandafang,jiangxiachengxianpaizaiyidongbieshulijuzhu。

suiran,tacongbuzaizheiliguoye。

huilaideyilushangmuqingyeshenselenglie,xiachengxiqueshizaishiyitouwushui,buzhidaonaliyouredaoleta,ganggangbushidouhaihaohaodema?

jirantagenzijiyiqihuilai,shuomingtayinggaiyeshixianghezijishuoqingchuba?

muqingyeyinlengzheyizhanglianyilufengchidianche,xiachengxishoubuyouzizhudewojinlejifen,zhenggerenbumianyouxiejinzhang。

yilujingxindongpozhongyuanquandaojiale,xiachengxiqiaoqiaosongleyikouqi。muqingyeyishengbuhang,xiachejiuwangjializou,xiachengxiyezhinengganjingenshangqu。

sheizhidaoyijinjiamenzhihou,xiachengxihailaibujikaikou,muqingyefanshoujiujiangtadizaimenshang,yuruhanbing,“xiachengxi,nimingzhidaowomenbukenengyouhaizi,niweishenmehaijiwomashuoneixiehua,haijitaxiwang?”

xiachengxibeitadelengmohedaole,gengduodeshijingya,jingranshiweilezheigema?

“muxiansheng,neiwoyinggaizenmehuida?”xiachengxixinliweiweiyouxiekuse,lianshangquesihaomeiyoubiaoxianchulai,fanerxiaodeyouxiewugu,“huozhe,nigengxiwangwoshihuashishuo?”

tadexiaorongrangmuqingyejuedeyouxieciyan,taguyishuozheizhonghuayechenggongjinulemuqingye。

yushimuqingyejuhuabushuo,kangqixiachengxi,bugutadezhengzha,jiuzhijiechongjinlewoshi,tafalehendezhemota,guochengzhonghaowuwenqingkeyan,xiachengxirenbuzhujicideqiuraodouhuanlaitagengcubaodeduidai。

xiachengxibizheyanjing,leishuicongyanjiaoqiaoqiaohualuo,tarenyouzijixiangyizhimeiyouganshoudebaozhen,chengshouzhemuqingyedeziyisuoqu。

像以往的每一次。

chixujifenzhonghou,guochengyoutongkumanmanqujinhuanyu,kexiachengxiqueyaozheya,jinliangpingzhuhuxi,bukenluchuyidingdianshengyin,pinmingheshentidehuikuiduikang。

shenshangdenanrenwuguanjunxiulengjiaofenming,shensezhijianquehaowuhuanxizhiyi,takanzhexiachengxiweiweizhouqidemeitou,haowusuodong,haoxiangbushizaizuoshenmeqinmideshiqing,gengxiangshiyizhongbaofu。

hanshuijiaorongjishifenzhongzhihou,muqingyeqingxiediaolesuoyou,suihoutuikaixiachengxi,xiangdiuqiyituanmeiyongdepomianxu……

xiachengxikanzhemuqingyedebeiying,yishunjianyouxiehuanghu。

bushiyijingxiguanlema,weishenmehaihuiyouxienanguo?

suihoumuqingyehaobuliuqingdeqishen,lengbingbingdeliuxialianggezi,“chiyao。”

shide,chiyao,zheijiushiweishenmefuqiliangrendeshentidouhenjiankang,nianjiyebuguoershijisui,quebukenengyouhaizideyuanyin。

xinliyueshinanguo,xiachengxidexiaorongqueyueshizhangyang,“tingshuo,nvrenshenghaizijiuxiangshichuangguimenguan,xiexiemuxianshengxintengwo,bukenrangwoshouzheifenzui。”

suihou,naqichuangbiandeshihouyaozhijiejiutunxiaqu,meiyoubanfenyouyu。

qinyanquerenxiachengxibayaochile,muqingyedeshixiancailikaita,jingzhizouxiangyushi。yushilihualadeliushuisheng,cikezaixiachengxitinglai,quexiangquanshijieduitachaofengdexiaosheng。

weizhuangdexiaorongmanmanxiaoshi,zairouruanwennuandeerongbeili,haiyouliangrenjiaorongdeyuwen,ranertaquezhigandaohanleng。

zaitayanli,zijijiujingsuanshishenmeni?

muqingyecongyushichulaideshihouganghaokandaoxiachengxilianshangdemoran,taweiweilengleyixia,youxieyiwai。

xiachengxitingdaolexiangdong,lijishouhuishenshang,zhuantoukanzhemuqingye,zaiciluchulejiaomeidexiaoyan。

congyushichulaidemuqingyekandaoxiachengxiyishanbuzhengyoumanlianyaoraodeyangzi,yanshenzaicibiandelengmo,“xiachengxi,wokeyijinimutaitaiyinggaiyoudetimian,danshibushanghaiwojiarenshiwodedixian。”

muqingyerengxialengdandeyijuhua,chuanhaoyifujiuzhunbeilikai,zoudaowoshimenkoushi,youturanhuitoukanzhexiachengxi,“nidangchuchuxinjilvpashangwodechuang,zhongyuchengweimutaitai,xianzaikanlai,nijuedezhidema?”

xiachengxiweiweilengleyixia,suihouqianqianyixiao,“youxieshiqingmeiyouzhibuzhide,zhiyouyuanbuyuanyi。”

juranshizheiyangzhengjingdedaan,muqingyeyouxieyiwai,liangrenxiangguwuyan,ganjuekongqidouyouxieninggu,

budengmuqingyehuida,xiachengxizaiciyangqiyaoyedexiaorong,huafengyizhuan,“muxianshengshuaiqiduojinnianqingyouwei,wobeixuduonvrenjidudeyaosiyaohuo,zenmehuibuzhideni?”

muqingyetingdaozheijuhuazhihouyaoleyaotou,chixiaoyisheng,juedezijiyeyouxiekexiao,“wodayueshifenglecaihuiwennizheigewenti。”

ranhoutouyebuhuidelikailezheigechengzhiweijiadedifang。

kandaomuqingyezoulezhihou,xiachengxideshensecaimanmanandanxialai。

muqingye,nizhibuzhidao,youduoshaozhenxinhuashiyiwanxiaodekouwenshuochulai?