第一章
zaifuziyanzoutouwuludeshihou，taxiangwogaolebai。
wobugujiarendefanduiyiranjueranliuzailejiangchengpeitachuangye。
womenzaiyiqijiunian，wodongyonglesuoyoudeguanxizhutachengweilekejixingui。
womencengyuedingshizhounianjinianrineitian，womenxieshouzouxiangrenshengdexiayijieduan。
sheiliaojiuzhounianjinianrineitian，wozaixishoujianmenkoutingjianletahexiongdichouyandaqu。
“nansangxuequeshiduiwoyouen，danshiwoxianzaiyebushidangchuneigeqiongxiaozile。zhiyaoqingqinghuiguoyuanyihewozaiyiqi，wobujieyitaduzilihuaizhebierendehaizi。”
“wohuirangqingqingchengweiquanjiangchengzuixingfudenvren。”
wodunjuezijixianggexiaohua，zhijietuichuqujijialidaletongdianhua。
“nimenzhiqiandetiyi，wojieshoule。jiwobangeyueshijian，wohuijinkuaichuliwanzheilideshiqinghuiqulianyin。”
1.
wobazaidianhuaneitoujidongdiwendao：“xueer，zheiyicinishizhendexiangtonglema？buhuifanhuiba？”
“babamamazaojiugaosuguoni，fuziyanbingfeinideliangpei，nidangshibuxin。”
shide，dangchudaxuebiyewozhishiweilezunshouhefuziyandechengnuo，jiujujuelejialiweiwodinghaodeqiancheng。
babaweilezheijianshihaicengjingqidaoxinzangbingfazuobeisongquyiyuanqiangjiu。
wobenlaishidongyaode，danshijiabuzhufuziyanlazhewodeshouyangqiu。
“sangxue，nidayingguowohuiyizhipeiwo，zhichiwode，nibuyaolikaiwohaobuhao？”
shifuziyanxiangwochengnuo，buhuiwangjiwoshenshouxiangzhudeenqing。
buhuiwanglewopeibantayiluzouxiangchenggongdediandiandidi，shitaxunuojiwoyigejia。
yinweizugouai，suoyiwohenxiaxinlaihaishimeiyouhuijia。
tingdaofuziyanhexiongdihanxingchendeneifanhua，wodunjuezijishigexiaochou。
woqueshishipinjinlequanlibangzhufuziyandegongsichenggongshangshi，queshirangtaduanduanjinianyaoshenyibianchengweilejiangchengdekejixingui。
keshiwowujielerenxin，wocuowudiyiweifuziyandechengnuohuizhenshiyouxiao。
多么可笑。
ganggangwobazaidianhualiyouxienaonudizhuiwenwo：“shibushifuziyanqifunile？！babagaosuni，nishenhouyouzhenggenanjiaweinichengyao，yudaorenheshiqingdoubuyaohaipa！”
shia，wulunwohebamasipoliandaohezhongchengdu，zheixienian，zhiyaowoyigedianhua，tamenhaishihuichushouxiangzhu。
bamazaixinwenshangjianguowohefuziyanchuxigezhongwanhuidezhaopianheshipin，mamayikouyaodingfuziyanbingmeiyouwosuoshuodeneibanaiwo。
tashuofuziyankanxiangwodeyanshenlimeiyoushizudeaiyi。
wocongxiaojiushibeibamapengzaishouxinlizhangdadexiaogongzhu，tamenxiwangwoyudaoderennengzugouaiwo。
我也是如此期盼的。
woyizhiyiweishifuziyandeputongshenshirangbamaxinzhongcunyoupianjian，zaizheiyike，wochedixiangxinwoshigechetoucheweideshagua。
babamamajianguoderenheshibiwoduodeduo，wodangchujiugaitingtamendehuabuyaochongdong。
tingjianbabayaoyizhenggenanjiazuoweiwodehoudunweiwochengyao，woxiaolexiaohaishijujuele。
“ba，woyijingbushixiaohaizile。youxiezhang，wobixudezijihetaqingsuan。”
dianhuaguaduanqianbabayoudingzhuleliangju，rangwowubizhaoguhaozijideshenti。
yizhenfengchuilai，woganjueweibuyongshanglaiyizhenbushi。
2.
hefuziyanzaiyiqidemeigejinianri，wodouhuijingxinweitazhunbeijingxi。
wozuotianyizhizaigongzuoshimangdaohoubanye，yizaojiuqilaiqushangchangquliwu、zuodangaole，yitiandimiweijin，ganggangchifanshiyoubeifuziyanlazheqilaijingleliangbeijiu。
weibuchuanlaizhenzhenzhuoshaogan，rangwodeetourenbuzhumaoqixixishushudehanzhu。
congxiaowoshengbingdazhendoushixuyaobabamamatongshipeitongde，ganggangweilebimianbamadanxindiyizhengyeshuibuzhe，woqiangrenzhebushiyingshengguaduanledianhua。
wosisidingzheshoujipingmushangwohefuziyandehezhao，huiyixilai。
fuziyanhewotongjie，dayiqiuxueqijieshu，yinweiwokaolequanbandiyibeibanshangdetongxuebalingsuozailecesuoli。
dangshidewomanmuhuangkong，hunshenbeibingshuijiaotou。
jiaotiantianbuying，jiaodidibulingzhiji，shifuziyantingshenerchuchuaikailemenjiulewo。
neitiandetachuanzheyishenxidefanbaideyundongfu，zhaolishuowoshibuhuikanshangjiajingruciputongdenanhaide。
congxiaodejiajiaojiugaosuwoyihoudehunyinyaomendanghudui。
keshineitiandefuziyanjiuxiangshiyishuwennuandeyangguangchuangjinlewodeshenghuo，woyifabukeshoushididuitadonglexin。
zaiwoyinxiangli，congxiaodaoda，chulewodezhumahewodebaba，tashidiyigebuguyiqiezhanzaiwoshenqianbaohuwoderen。
zineizhihou，wozhudongtianjialetadelianxifangshi。
wojiekouganxietadejiumingzhien，gesanchawuyuetachulaichifan，chentaxinqinghaoshi，haihuiyuetayiqikandianying。
wodeguanxiyuelaiyuejin，zhidaodaerneinianwozaitashengrineitianguqiyongqixiangtagaobai，tachuhusuoyourenyiliaodijujuelewo。
tacengshuowomenzhijiandechajujiuxiangshigeleyizhengtiaoyinhexi。
kewocongxiaoxinggejiuzhiao，worendingdeshiqingshihennangaibiande。
yicigaobaishibaihou，wohaishimeiyoufangqiweiraozaitadeshenbian。
yizhidaolinjindasibiye，shenyefuziyanpotianhuangdijiwodaleyitongdianhua，wenwonengbunengqujiubajieta。
dangshilianainaoshangtoudewoerhuameishuojiuchuanhaoyifukuaisuchongdaojiubaqujieleta。
neiwanfuziyantanzuozaijiubamenkoukulehenjiu，wowenletahenduociyinweishenmeshiqingrucishangxintadoubuyuanyihuidawo。
wozhidaoyouxieshiqingqiangxingzhuiwenshimeiyouyongde，suoyiwoxuanzezunzhongta。
neiwanwojiujing**zaitadeshenbianpeizheta，zhidaochenguangluchuyudubai，fuziyanlengbudingdilazhewodeshouwenwo：“nansangxue，niyuanyizhichiwochuangyema？womeiyouqian，danshiwoyouxiangfa，ninengbunengjiewoyixieqidongzijin？”
dangshidewohaobutuiwei，zhijieyikoudayinglexialai。
“zheidianxiaoshi，wodangrankeyibangmangle。nizaiwoyanlishizuiyoucaihuaderen。”
buzhidaoshibushiwodeyiqiangzhenqinggandongleta，neitianlingchenfuziyandanxiguidiwozhewodeshouxiangwogaobai。
“nansangxue，wohenganxieniyizhizhanzaiwodeshenhoupeizhewo，congjintiankaishi，nijiuzuowodenvpengyouhaobuhao？”
woyongyuanwangbuleneitianbeifuziyangaobaishidexinxi，xiangshiwosanniandeanlianzhongyudejianyangguang，xinzhonggandaowubidichangkuai。
3.
wozaitazuixuyaobangzhudeshihoutingshenerchu，woyiweiwomenzaiyiqijiunian，yidinghuibaitouxielao。
danshishizhijintian，wocaifaxianwojiushifuziyanxiongdimenkouzhongdeyigexiaohuaeryi。
buguoxinghaoyiqiehaidoulaideji，wohefuziyanhaimeiyoudinghun。
duokuileganggangshenpangdefuziyandepengyoushouhua，jiangxiaobanbeijiusazailewodewaitaoshang，buranwobuzhihaiyaobeimengzaiguliduojiu。
wozaichelidaizuolexujiu，shuadaoletongchengyigenvhaideweibo，neitouxianglidebeiying，henxiangwodenanpengyoufuziyan。
worenbuzhudianjinquliulan，faxianneinvhaijiushifuziyanfangzaijialimuxiazilidetongxuelulizhenzangduoniandeneigenvhai。
nvrendediliugangaosuwo，tajiushiguqingqing。
wozaiguqingqingdeweibopinglunqufaxianlefuziyandeweibo。
fuziyanhewozaiyiqijiunian，zaiwodeyinxianglitayizhibuxihuanfadongtai。
napashiwojingxinzhunbeidejinianri，wobazhaopianxiuhaofajita，tadoubuyuanyigengxindaopengyouquanliqu。
fuziyanzongshihuicuzhemeiduiwoshuo：“zhenzhenghaodeganqingshibuxuyaotongguoxiuenailaigaosudajiade，dajiadouyouyanjing，doukandejian。”
woyizhiyiweifuziyanshengxingqingleng，yezunzhongtadexiangfa。
但是这一刻我笑了。
tabingbushibuyuanyixiuenai，zhishitaxianggongkaidexinshangrenbushiwoeryi。
fuziyandeweiboliyouhenduodongtai，daduoshushiduiguoqudehuiyiheyixiemengdejilu。
yuanlai，fuziyanzaojiuhewotongchuangyimengle。
zheiliangnianfuziyanzongshishuizaikewo，tajiwodeliyoushi：“woyeliyaojiaban，nishuimianqian，pahuidaofangjianchaodaonishuijue。”
qishishifuziyanzheiliangnianzongshimengdaoguqingqing，taweilebixian，buyuanyihewoyiqishuieryi。
4.
wozaiguqingqingdedongtailikanjiantashaileyitiaolanbaoshishoulian。
wojideqingqingchuchu，neishifuziyanlianggeyueqianzaiguowaidecishanpaimaihuishanghuazhongjinpaixialaide。
wozuixihuanlanse，guimimendoushuoneitiaoshoulianyidingshifuziyanweilewopaixialaide。
woyeyiduyiweineishitaweiwozhunbeidejiuzhounianjinianriliwu。
wokanzheguqingqingjiangshouliandaizaishouwanshang，yanqianrenbuzhumohuqilai。
yuanlai，tacaishifuziyanxinlipianaideneiyige。
neicifuziyanpaiwanlanbaoshishoulianhuilaihou，wopangqiaocejidiwenguotayici，“niyoumeiyoudangchanggaiyixiashouwei？”
fuziyanmingmingtingdonglewodeyisi，dangshiquezhuangshadao：“gaishenmeshouwei？gongsizuijinhenmang，woxianqugongsile。”
neitianwokanzhefuziyancongcongliqudebeiying，yixiangdaotalianchuchaxinlidoujiguazhewo，bietiyouduokaixinle。
buduoshi，fuziyandedianhuadaleguolai。
huoxushifangzaikoudailiwuchudaole，dianhuajietinghou，tingtongneibianchuanlaifuziyandenuhousheng。
“wobuyunxunimenzheimeshuowodenvshen！tasuiranrenmeiyoulai，danshiniyebixujitadaoqian！”
wochenxiamouzi，xinrenbuzhuchoutongleliangxia。
fuziyancongweihanguowonvshen，taruciweihuderenyinggaibushiwocaidui。
wolimaxiachehuidaolebaoxiang。
wobankaozaibaoxiangmenkoukanjianfuziyanzhengdazheshipindianhua。
dianhualiguqingqingneizhangbaixi、lunkuofenmingdelianheranyingzaiwodeyanqian。
jinguanzhinengkanjianfuziyandecemian，wohaishibuzhuodaoletayandiderouqing。
fuziyanyinggaishigangganghexiongdidalejia，zuijiaoheshoubeidouhaishenzhexue。
guqingqingzaidianhuaneitoumiansejiaojidiwenta：“zenmedajiale？tengbuteng？”
fuziyantingwenguqingqingduitazheimeguanxin，renbuzhuxiaochulesheng。
zaiyiqijiunian，wohaicongweijianguofuziyanrucikaixinwuxiedexiaorong。
zheishigangganghefuziyandongshoudexiongdikanjianlewo，ganmangpailepaifuziyandegebo。
fuziyanshuolesheng：“huitoulianxi。”biancongmangguaduanledianhua。
5.
mingminggangganghaifashenglemocadexiongdimenxianzaizhanzaifuziyandeshenpangyizhiduiwai，xiangwojieshi。
“saozi，nibiewuhui，ganggangfugejiushiheyigegaozhongtongxuezaidadianhuaeryi。”
jianwomiansebuyue，fuziyandexiongdiyangzhuangquanshuo：“fuge，niganjinhesaozijieshiyixia，naochuwuhuijiubuhuasuanle。”
zaichangdesuoyourendoumeiyouyishidaofuziyanjiexialaihuishuoneijuhua。
fuziyanfennudizhanqishenduizhedajiahoudao：“nimenxianzailaidangshenmeheshilao？wogaosunimensheiqifuwonvshen，wojiuraobuguoshei！tajintianbixuxiangqingqingdaoqian。”
huayingangluo，suoyourenmianmianxiangqu，baoxianglianjingdilianzhendiaoluodounengtingjian。
wohuanhuanzoudaofuziyandeshenbianyibalazhutaxiangyaodaitazou，quebeitayibatuikai。
wochitongdiwuzhejiaohuaishuaidaozaidi，qishibingmeiyouneimetong，wozhishixiangshishifuziyanshifouhaihuixiangzhiqianneiyangyiwufangudibaoqiwojiuzou。
wohefuziyanhaishiyouguoenaideshiguangde。
zaizuichuzaiyiqideshihou，woyoudiantoutengnaore，fuziyanjiuhuijinzhangdaobuxing。
shenzhiwodeqianmazhenfanlemingmingchigeyaojiuhaodeshiqing，fuziyanfeiyaolawoquyiyuanguahaojiyishengkanyikancaifangxin。
tayizhiqiangdiao：“nidemingbiwodezhongyaobaibei，nikeqianwanbunengdaoxia。”
rujinwokanzhemianqianzheiyizhuodajiqiandecaicaiyishidao，huoxutaburangwodaoxiafangdaoxianzaiyoulingwaidejieshi。
yeshifuziyanzhishijiangwodangzuoyizuncaishenyegongzhe，tabingbushizhenxinxihuanwode。
jianfuziyanmeiyouqishendeyisi，tadexiongdimenweilehuanjiechangmiandeganga，fenfenjuqijiubeiqishenjingwojiu。
woyemeiyoujujue，youheleliangbei。
liejiushunzhehoulongyilumanyandaoweibu，tongdewojihuyaoshuobuchuhualai。
woxiangqinyankankanfuziyanhetadexiongdimendezheichuxiyaoyandaoshenmeshihou。
bijingguqingqingganggangweibolishuo，tamingtianjiuyaohuiguole。
6.
woliangqiangzhechanfuzhefuziyanlikai，linchufashigangganghefuziyanyiqiliaotiandeneiweipengyouturanqiaokaiwodechechuangdingzhu，“mingtianzaoshangjiudian，niwubijiangfuziyanhanqilai。”
wozaizhuiwentashibushiyoushenmeyaojinshi，fuziyandexiongdizhishixiaoxiaomeiyouhuidajiuzhuanshenlikaile。
diertianyizaowoanzhaoyuedingjiudianjiangfuziyanhanleqilai。
tashuiyanxingzhongdikanleliangyanshouji，limaqichuang。
tahaifenfuwodao：“niganjinhuanyifuhewoyiqichumen，jiubuyaohuazhuangle，wopengyoubuxihuan。”
chouxifuzongguishiyaojiangongpode，wozaoyicaidaofuziyanrucijijishiyaoqujichangjieguqingqing，danshiwomeiyouzulan。
wozhidaowozulanqishiyemeiyouyong。
jichangwai，dangguqingqingchuxianzaifuziyandeyanqianshi，tademouzidongledong。
lushangfuziyanhaitingzaihuadianmenkoujiguqingqingzhunbeileyishuhua。
jiunian，fuziyanjiwosonghuadecishuquzhikeshu，tazongshishuoxianhuarongyikuwei，bushiyong。
keshiwoquekanjianguqingqingjiangfenmeiguijieguoqudeshunjian，lianshangdexiaorongzhedouzhebuzhu。
shenpangdeguqingqinglazhexingli，xiaozheduiwodazhaohu。
“nihao，jiuyangdaming，woshiziyandeqingmeiguqingqing。”
wowulidichelechezuijiao，meiyouyidianyaoshenchushouhuiyingdeyisi。
fuziyanzhoumeibawotuikai，xiaoyiyinyindituozheguqingqingdexinglixiangbianzoubianliao。
zaizhuantoukanwoshimuguangbingleng：“qingqinglvtulaolei，nizuohouzuoba。”
lushangwojiantamenyoushuoyouxiaohuanhuanbishangleyanjingyangshen，quebeifuziyanlengbudingdeyijuhuajingxing。
“qingqingganghuiguozanshimeiyouzhuchu，zheizhenzixianzaiwomenjiazhuyiduanshijian。”
bushishangliang，bushitongzhi，shimingling。
fuziyandekouwenyizhidoushizheibanburongjujuedeqiangying，womeihuashuo，zhijingjingdikanzhetamendianlediantou。
bukuifuziyanyikouyigenvshendihanzhe，guqingqingzhangdequeshihenpiaoliang。
woyeyishidaofuziyanweishenmeburangwohuazhuang。
jinguanguqingqingchuanzheyishenkuansongdeyundongfu，wohaishizhuyidaoletaweiweilongqidexiaofu。
guqingqinghuaiyunle，fuziyanyidingshipawohuazhuangbatabixiaqu，suoyizaisanqiangdiaojintianchumenbuxuyaohuazhuang，liansuyanshuangdoumeiyourangwoyong。
daojiahou，fuziyantitiedicongjuzilinachuyishuangtuoxiebaizaitamianqian：“qingqing，nixianchuanzheishuangba，kankanhebuhejiao，yaoshibuxihuan，wolimaqujinizaimaiyishuanggenghaode。”
neishiyishuangxintuoxie，shiwochanzhefuziyanzaizhuangjujiwomaide，woyizhidangzuozhenbaoshouzang，shebudechuan。
kanzhefuziyanbawoxiaidedongxiqingyidirangjilebiedenvren，wodexinzhongwuweizachen。
wolianxiamoudideshiluo，zhunbeiqishenhuifangjian，quebeifuziyanlishenghanzhu。
“zhunbeiqunali？ganjinbaqingqingdexinglixiangbanjinqu。tashentibufangbian。”
jianworengjiuzhanzaiyuandiyiyanbufa，fuziyanchedidonglenu。
“nansangxue，nishilongdiaolema？youkerenlaihaishizheibandelansan，zhenbuzhidaowodangchuzenmexialegouyankanshangleni。”
womeiyouhuidui，zhijiekuaibuzhuanshenhuilefangjian。
wojiangfangjiandemensuoshang，tingzhemenwaihexiedexixiaosheng，jijialidaletongdianhua。
“ba，wofenshoule，haiyou，keyikaishishougoufushile。”