第一章
babaniannanxiataojinchaozhong，3niandenvyouzaiyuduishougongsi“guangsha”tanpandeguanjianshike，guyixieluledijia，daozhiwoqingjiadangchan。
tadangchangxuanbusanhuo，zhuantouchengle“guangsha”laobanzhaohongweidenvren。
zhengdangwobeizhejuzhai，beibidaotiantaishi，
yizhianlianwodelinjumeimeichenjingzhaodaolewo，nachulejialisuoyoudejixu。
“ge，biepa，zaiwoyanli，niyongyuanshineigezuihuizuoshengyideren。”
qinianhou，wodexiaogongsidongshanzaiqi，mashangjiuyaowanchengdui“guangsha”deshougou，chedijikuazhaohongwei。
quezaiqianyueqianye，wodecangkuyiwaishihuo，suoyouhuowufuzhiyiju。
zaiyiyuandebingfangli，wotingdaolemenwaichenjinghewoqiannvyoudeduihua。
“nizhenhen，ganfanghuoshaocangku，yebupatabeishaosizailimian。”
“sijiusile，woaiderenyizhishihongwei，yaobushidangnianchouqianshujileni，woyebuhuipeizhegeqiongguangdanaozheimexienian。”
wokanzhebeishaoshangdeshuangshou，yuanlaiwoyiweidetonggangongku，buguoshiyixiangqingyuan。
jirannimendouzheimezaihuzhaohongwei，neijiubieguaiwobukeqile。
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zhouqingdeshengyincongmenfenglijijinlai，“chenjing，nidaoyezhenxiadequshou，fanghuoshaoletadecangku，jiubupaliantayiqishaochenghui？”
“sijiusile，woaidebenlaijiuzhiyouhongwei，wozhihendangnianchouqianshouqitaicha，buranwoyebuyongduizhezheizhanglianexinqinian。”
wobishangyan，xinzangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshousisizuanzhu。
放火。
抽签。
yuanlaineiqiniandexiangruyimo，zhishitashudiaoyichangdujuhoudewunaizhixuan。
“yaobushiwojiajita，shikedingzhetadedongxiang，niyiweizhaohongweinengzheimeshunli？wozheishizaititasaoqingzhangai！”
wohoutouyongshangyiguxingtian，wushengdixiaole，shaoshangdeshuangshouchanmanshabu，lianwoquandeliqidoumeiyou。
chenjingmeiyouchajuewoyijingxingle，haizaijixusushuozhetazheixieniandeexinyujianao。
“zheicidehuo，nihaibudongma？wobunengrangtashougouguangsha，neishihongweideyiqie！”
huayinluoxia，zhouqingneibianshizhangjiudechenmo，zhishengxiqideshengyin。
“xingle，niganjinzouba，haiyou，wosuiranjiajilejiangran，danwoyongyuanbukenengfangqihongwei！”
zhouqingzouhou，chenjingtuimenjinlai，lianshangguazheqiadaohaochudedanyou。
“aran？nixinglema？ganjuezenmeyang？”
wonuokaishixian，bikaitashenguolaishitanwoetoudeshou，shengyinshaya。
“zhenqiguai，meiciwohezhaohongweidaozuihouyibu，zonghuichushi。”
“yexu......zheijiushimingba，shengyichangshangdeshi，sheiyoushuodeqingni。”
chenjingdeshouzaibankongtingdunleyixia，shoulehuiqu。
wochechuyigemeiyouxiaoyidehudu，muguangzhuanxiangchuangwai。
“kenengshizhaohongweidezhuisuizhetaiduo，kanbudetashu？cangkudehuozai，xiaofangbumenyijingzaichale。”
chenjingzhenzhuozheyongci，shituanfuwodeqingxu。
woheshangyan，xinliyipianbingliang。
“chenjing，neinini？nijuedeqiaobuqiao？”
“我......”
chenjingkazhule，zuichunxidonglejixia，zuizhongfangqilebianjie，meitoujinsuo。
“jiangran，nizheishishenmeyisi？ninandaozaihuaiyiwo？woshinideqizi！”
“wozhishisuibianwenwen，nizheimejidongzuoshenme？”