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jiangshengshengbufu,quezaijiangchengzhideweiyaxianieruzhechunduiwotuchulesangezi。
“对不起。”
shuowan,tajiushuangyanhanleipaokaile。
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xinzangbeiyishuangwuxingdedashoujiuzaiyiqi,tengdewochuanbuguoqi。
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“bama,wojuedingle,woyaohenimenyiqitourushiyan,weizijiderenshengzuoyidianyouyiyideshiqing。”
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wuneideguangxianandanlexie,wotuolidezuozaiditanshang。
想哭,但哭不出来。
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“你在哪?”
wozhanglezhangzui,houlonggansedeshengteng。