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tiansejianliang,shoujizhendong,tishiyigeyidaozhang,fuqinjinjiedalaidianhua:
“zeniana,qianshoudaoleba?wuhouyejiaderenjiudao,jienilikai。”
taxuxutaotao,dingzhuwohenduolijie,hualihuawaidouzaipawozheiyezhong,diulejiangjiadelianmian。
congshizhizhong,tadoumeitijiwomabanju,bazijizhaideganjing。
wofanbushengfan,gancuilajinheimingdan。
jianchawanmuqinyirong,wotuizhetajinhuohuajian,quezhuangjianchunchijiaochandeliangren。
jianghenganzhesujinyuehoujing,liangjushentijintie,fachulingrenzuooudeshuizisheng。
jianlewo,sujinyuedongzuoyijiang,jikechoushenlakaijuli。
“zenian,ahenggangzuoleemeng,haimeiqingxingyishihutu,zheishigeyiwai。”
yiciyouyici,zhongfudeyiwai。
我早已疲惫不堪。
“wusuowei,nimenjixu。”
wohuishoushiyigongzuorenyuankaishihuohua,bangeyanshenyemeifenjita。
sujinyuemomingyoudianchangranruoshi,zhijianniedefanbai,coudaowogenqian,shensejuao:
“bukaixinjiushuo,wokeyijienanidehuaipiqi,buyongyayiziji。”
wopoweiqiguai,buzhidaotaxianzaibianbai,daodiyoushenmeyiyi。
时间在静默中流逝。
wobaozheguhuihe,zhuanshenlikai,jianghengquepudaowojiaobian,chanshangxigaidaoqian:
“zenianduibuqi......wobushiguyide,nibielengbaoliayue,doushiwodecuo......”
woningmeizhengzha,taquezhuaidegengjin,fangdishengliangcoujinwoerpan:
“nizhidao,nimaneigexiaosansiqianduonankanma?tanaozidoukaipiaole,xueyizhiliu,haizaiqiuwobieqiannuni。”
“neige**gouyinwoba,zaogaisile,nihetayiyangbuzhilianchi!”
kemamacongtoudaowei,doushibeipode。
谁又不是受害者?
“nihushuoshenme......”woyaojinyaguan,yongliyijiaochuaikaita。
jianghengfengciyixiao,yandihuaguosuanji,hunluanjianxianfanleguhuihe。
砸得粉碎。
woliangyanxinghong,chedibengkui,jiuzhutayiling,quebeizhuichudesujinyuezhizhi。
tasaoleyiyanmandilangjie,yanshenlveweidongyao,yuqihaowuwendu:
“nibizheqingegedishengxiaqidaoqian,haibuzhizu?feiyaorangtaqusi?”
“jiangzenian,wokuairenbudenile。”
fennuyichuxintou,worenbuzhukongsu:“tawumiewomashixiaosan,haiguyi......”
“nisahuang,”sujinyuelengyanqiangduan,“ahengxindishanliang,bukenengshuozheizhonghua。”
“hekuang,zheinandaobushishishima?”
yankuangmengzhang,hunshenxueyeningguyiban,womangrantaiyan,“nishuoshenme?”
sujinyuezizhiguoji,cuokaiyan,bilezui。
可我听得很清晰。
wowushucishenyejingxing,shitatiezhewohoubei,yibianbianzhongfu:
“buguaini,yebuguainimama,fuqindebufuzerencaishiyuanzui。”
wozhanzhanweiwei,nulijiangsanluodeguhuipincouwanzheng,sujinyuechiyizhedunxia,sihuxiangshenshoubangmang,dongzuoqueturanningzhi。
taweizheng,zhizheyipang,“ninalaizheimeduoqianmaiyudiaocaizhideguhuihe?”
江恒夸张捂嘴:
“zenian,nigaibuhuiyinweiqiong,quwaimianmai**dangyaziba?”
“shouleqifuyemeiguanxi......ayuebuhuixiannizangde。
wolonghaoguhui,zuijiaojifengdiwanqi。
“meicuo,zheijiushimaishenqian,woshangmendangzhuixu,zhengleyigeyi,nimanyilema?”
jianghengmuguangshanshuo,yuqixianqi:“zenian,bushiwobiandini,kenizheifumoyangnazhi......”
“都闭嘴!”
sujinyueyanshenyinsen,muguangsuozhewojinggao:
“nijiuzheiyangwusunzijidemingyu?jiangzenian,nidelianmianni?”
“suanle,jintianwodedaiahengqufuzhen,buxianghenichaojia,nibanwanzanglizaodianhui,wanshangyouyeban。”
tawanzhejiangheng,yangzhangerqu。
womuouyiban,songwanmuqinzuihouyicheng,xinrusihui,shangleyejiadeche。
sujinyue,wobuhuizaichicu,buhuizaishuanzheni。
更不会再回家了。