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tiansejianliang,shoujizhendong,tishiyigeyidaozhang,fuqinjinjiedalaidianhua:

“zeniana,qianshoudaoleba?wuhouyejiaderenjiudao,jienilikai。”

taxuxutaotao,dingzhuwohenduolijie,hualihuawaidouzaipawozheiyezhong,diulejiangjiadelianmian。

congshizhizhong,tadoumeitijiwomabanju,bazijizhaideganjing。

wofanbushengfan,gancuilajinheimingdan。

jianchawanmuqinyirong,wotuizhetajinhuohuajian,quezhuangjianchunchijiaochandeliangren。

jianghenganzhesujinyuehoujing,liangjushentijintie,fachulingrenzuooudeshuizisheng。

jianlewo,sujinyuedongzuoyijiang,jikechoushenlakaijuli。

“zenian,ahenggangzuoleemeng,haimeiqingxingyishihutu,zheishigeyiwai。”

yiciyouyici,zhongfudeyiwai。

我早已疲惫不堪。

“wusuowei,nimenjixu。”

wohuishoushiyigongzuorenyuankaishihuohua,bangeyanshenyemeifenjita。

sujinyuemomingyoudianchangranruoshi,zhijianniedefanbai,coudaowogenqian,shensejuao:

“bukaixinjiushuo,wokeyijienanidehuaipiqi,buyongyayiziji。”

wopoweiqiguai,buzhidaotaxianzaibianbai,daodiyoushenmeyiyi。

时间在静默中流逝。

wobaozheguhuihe,zhuanshenlikai,jianghengquepudaowojiaobian,chanshangxigaidaoqian:

“zenianduibuqi......wobushiguyide,nibielengbaoliayue,doushiwodecuo......”

woningmeizhengzha,taquezhuaidegengjin,fangdishengliangcoujinwoerpan:

“nizhidao,nimaneigexiaosansiqianduonankanma?tanaozidoukaipiaole,xueyizhiliu,haizaiqiuwobieqiannuni。”

“neige**gouyinwoba,zaogaisile,nihetayiyangbuzhilianchi!”

kemamacongtoudaowei,doushibeipode。

谁又不是受害者?

“nihushuoshenme......”woyaojinyaguan,yongliyijiaochuaikaita。

jianghengfengciyixiao,yandihuaguosuanji,hunluanjianxianfanleguhuihe。

砸得粉碎。

woliangyanxinghong,chedibengkui,jiuzhutayiling,quebeizhuichudesujinyuezhizhi。

tasaoleyiyanmandilangjie,yanshenlveweidongyao,yuqihaowuwendu:

“nibizheqingegedishengxiaqidaoqian,haibuzhizu?feiyaorangtaqusi?”

“jiangzenian,wokuairenbudenile。”

fennuyichuxintou,worenbuzhukongsu:“tawumiewomashixiaosan,haiguyi......”

“nisahuang,”sujinyuelengyanqiangduan,“ahengxindishanliang,bukenengshuozheizhonghua。”

“hekuang,zheinandaobushishishima?”

yankuangmengzhang,hunshenxueyeningguyiban,womangrantaiyan,“nishuoshenme?”

sujinyuezizhiguoji,cuokaiyan,bilezui。

可我听得很清晰。

wowushucishenyejingxing,shitatiezhewohoubei,yibianbianzhongfu:

“buguaini,yebuguainimama,fuqindebufuzerencaishiyuanzui。”

wozhanzhanweiwei,nulijiangsanluodeguhuipincouwanzheng,sujinyuechiyizhedunxia,sihuxiangshenshoubangmang,dongzuoqueturanningzhi。

taweizheng,zhizheyipang,“ninalaizheimeduoqianmaiyudiaocaizhideguhuihe?”

江恒夸张捂嘴:

“zenian,nigaibuhuiyinweiqiong,quwaimianmai**dangyaziba?”

“shouleqifuyemeiguanxi......ayuebuhuixiannizangde。

wolonghaoguhui,zuijiaojifengdiwanqi。

“meicuo,zheijiushimaishenqian,woshangmendangzhuixu,zhengleyigeyi,nimanyilema?”

jianghengmuguangshanshuo,yuqixianqi:“zenian,bushiwobiandini,kenizheifumoyangnazhi......”

“都闭嘴!”

sujinyueyanshenyinsen,muguangsuozhewojinggao:

“nijiuzheiyangwusunzijidemingyu?jiangzenian,nidelianmianni?”

“suanle,jintianwodedaiahengqufuzhen,buxianghenichaojia,nibanwanzanglizaodianhui,wanshangyouyeban。”

tawanzhejiangheng,yangzhangerqu。

womuouyiban,songwanmuqinzuihouyicheng,xinrusihui,shangleyejiadeche。

sujinyue,wobuhuizaichicu,buhuizaishuanzheni。

更不会再回家了。