第1章
nvyoudebaiyueguangwumiewodaoqiegongsijimi，ketaquezainianhuishang，rangwoquhebaiyueguangdaoqian：
“wufengbuqilang，nituiyiburengecuozenmele？”
确实要退一步。
yushi，wocilezhi，diulewomendedingqingxinwu，shanlewomendelianluofangshi，yongyuanlikailetadeshijie。
benyiweiwomenjiucibuhuizaixiangjian。
meixiangdaobanianhoudeyichangwanyanshang，tayiyanjiuzairenqunzhongkandaolehenvbantiaowudewo。
zaiwanzhongzhumuzhong，yishishangyetianhoudeta，hongzheyanwen：
“nijiushiweileta，caizaibanianqianpaoqilewoma？”
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gongsidecaozashengyinzaiwozoujinbangongshideyishunjianxiaoshidaijin。
zhishizhongrendeyanshenlihaishizangbuzhudebiyiheyane。
还有人小声询问：
“qinzhixingrenmorenyangde，zhendeqiequgongsijimia？taixiazuoleba！”
“zheijiushizhirenzhimianbuzhixin！yaobushisumingyujubao，womendegongzuojiusuanshibaizuole！”
suirankeyiyadileshengyin，danhaishiyizibuluodechuanjinlewodeerduo。
woniejinleyifu，gangxiangzhanqishenweizijibianjieliangju。
shenmuyuechubuzhishenmeshihouzoudaolewodeshenbian，qingqingpailepaiwodejianbang：
“zheixiexianyansuiyunibuyaowangxinliqu，meishide，youwopeizhenini。”
zuoweigenwocongdaxuejiuxiangliandenvyou，ziranshiwutiaojiandexinrenwo。
xiangdaozheijitianzaoshoudeyali，woxinliwuduandeweiqu，henxiangzuanjintadehuailitongku。
kezuizhonghaishijichuyimoxiaorongyaoyaotou：
“我没事。”
ranerbutaxiayimiaoshuochulaidehuaquerangwodexiaorongzhijiejiangzailelianshang：
“touqugongsijimisuiranbudui，danshiwoxiangxinnizhiyaogenlaobandaoqian，tabuhuigennijijiaode。”
“niyaoshihaipawojiupeiniyiqiqu，yihoubuyaozaizheimehutujiuhaole。”
jinjinzuanzhuyifudeshoumengdichuixialai。
连她也不相信我吗？
zaiyiqizheimeduonian，napazhishiputongpengyouyeyinggaiwoderenpinle。
zheijuhuagongsilisheishuodouxing，pianpianbunengshita！
yayileduorideqingxuzhongyubaofa，womengdizhanqishen。
shengyinyezaibuzhibujuezhongtigao：
“womeiyouqiequgongsijimi，niweishenmebuxiangxinwo？”
zheibiandedongjinglikexiyinleqitatongshidezhuyi。
fenfenchaowomentoulaibaguademuguang。
shenmuyuebeikandeliansetonghong，xiayishifanbo：
“renjiadouzhimingdaoxingdeshuoshinigandele，nizenmehaisiyazizuiyinga！”
“sumingyuhainengpingbaiwuguwumienima？”
tingtahaobuyouyudeweihuqilingyigenanren。
woxinkoumendenanshou，henxiangyiquandazaipangbiandeqiangshang。
liangrenguanxiyuelaiyuejinzheixiewodoushikanzaiyanli，kewoshizhongrenweiwomendeganqingbuhuibeirenherenpohuai。
rujinxianshizhenshijilewoyijixiangliangdebazhang。
sumingyuhuanhuanzoudaowodegongweipangbian，buzhehenjidekanleyiyanshenmuyue：
“qinge，jubaonishiwozuodebudui，wogennidaoqian。”
“kezheigegongzuochengguoshiquanbangongshiderenjiabanjiadianzuochulaide，wobunengkannimailewomena！”
“niyoushenmebumanjiuchongwolai，bieduibimuyuefapiqi！”
shuowanjiangshenmuyuejiangzijishenhounuodong，yifubaimawangzidejiashi。
wodaoshichengleneigebuyiburaochengderenle。
mingmingtazijixinliqingchufanmaigongsijimichunshushiwumie，haidayilinrandebashuozheixiehua。
wobudebupeifutadexinlisuzhi。
shenmuyuemanyanchongbaidekanxiangta，xiaoshengchuoqi：
“womeishi，nicaishishouweiqule...”
liangrenminghuanghuangdezaiwoyanqianlangqingqieyidejiaohuanyanshen。
真的把我当死人啊？
qidewozhijiexiaolechulai。
zhuanshenchaolaobanbangongshizouqu：
“hao，neiwojiuquzhaolaobanshuogemingbai，kankanwodaodichanyoumeiyouganzheizhongshi！”
sumingyuxiangyaozulanyijinglaibujile。
zhinengyanzhengzhengdekanzhewozoujinqu，biaoqingyuelaiyuenankan。