xiahuanzaiyiyuanlimiantanglesitian，bozishangdeshangkouyijingjiebale，zhongyunadiaoneiyicengcengdeshabu，zhenggerendoubiandeqingsongleqilai，taniuleniuzijidebozi，haiyouxiejiangying，danzuiqimakeyihuodongle。
taquchashuijiandashuikandaoyigenvhaimuguangdaizhidezhanzaitapangbian，shuihudoukuaiyaozhuangmanle，tayidiandoumeiyouchajuedao，xiahuanjiangshuilongtouguandiao，shuodao：“meinv，zheishireshui，xiaoxindian。”
neinvhaihuanhuandezhuanguotou，shuoleyijuxiexie，linzheshuihujiulikaile。
xiahuandawanshuizhenghaogenzaitashenhou，faxiantazhuanwanzoushanglelouti，erloubushiyeyouchashuijianma。
nvhailinzheshuihu，pingsaimeiyousaijin，banlushangpingsaidiaozailedishang，reshuishunzhetaijiesaluozaidishang，nvhaiqueyidianyemeiyouchajuedao。
loutishiloukonghulande，reshuijiansadaoyilou，wushanglebierenzenmeban，talijizhuileguoqu，nvhaiqueyijingzoujinlebingfanglimian。
xiahuantingzailemenkou，gangyaojinqudeshihou，beiguolaichafangdehushikanjianle，zuzhidao：“nishibingrenjiashuma？”
“不是。”
“bushijiashujiubuyaojinqu。”hushishoulinazheyaozoulejinqu，xiahuankanzhetiezaimenkoushangdemingzi，zhouqian。
zaijiexialaideyitianshijiannei，xiahuanzongshinengzaizoulangchukandaozhouqian，faxiantajihumeiguolianggexiaoshijiuquyiloudechashuijiandareshui，erzheigeshijianduanganghaobikailehushichafang。
meigerendouyouzijidepihao，hekuangshizaiyiyuanzheizhongdifang。tamingtianjiuyaochuyuanle，zhongyubuyongchiyiyuanlimiandefancai，rangtakaixinlehaoyihuier。
daolebanye，tashibeiyizhenjicudejiaobushengjichaoxingle，tongbingfangdejigedashendouzhanzaimenkouchuqieqiesiyu。
“shibushiqianjitianbeisongjinlaideguniang，bushishuoshoushuchenggonglema，zenmeyoujingdonglezheimeduohushi？”
“haoxiangjingchajintianlaiguo，diaochatabeiqiangjiandeshiqing……”yourenxuleyishengxiaoshengdao。
“ai，zaonie，haoxiangneigelaobiantaiqinglelvshi，yingshuonvhaishiziyuande。”
“songjinyiyuandeshihoudouneiyangle，zenmekenengziyuande，zheibushihuhuama？”
“neinvhaihaoxiangzhidaole……caizishade。”
xiahuanjilechuqu，faxianhushidoupaojinleerlou，taxiangqilejintianxingweiguguaidenvhai，genzheshanglou，suoyoudehushidoumangchengleyituan，meiyoushijianguantazheigeturanchuangjinlaidebingren。
dangtakandaoneigenvhaifanhongdeshenti，zhiyaoluzaiwaimiandejifu，quandoushitangshangdehongbao，dadaxiaoxiao，youdeyijingkuilanle，nandaozheijiushitajintianyizhidareshuideyuanyinma。
“erloudereshuiyijingtingdiaole，tahaoxiang……”
zhouqianshuangyankongdong，danghushijitashangyaodeshihou，tashenqinglijizhuanbianle，jinghuangshicuo，zhuazhubeizi，dashengdejianjiaozhe。
“buyaokaojinwo，zoukai，zoukai！”shengyinxiesidili，sangziyijingyale。
zhouqiandefanyingyuelaiyuejilie，takaishishuaidabingfanglimiandedongxi，zhengzhangliancangbaidehaowuxuese，duozaijiaoluolimian，juansuozheshenti，zuichunyijingpolie，taqueyizhiyaozheshoushangdedifangbusongkou。
zhibandeyishengmeiyoubanfajitazhushelezhendingji，zheicaianjinglexialai。
xiahuangangyaoshangqianyibu，chakanyixiazhouqiandeqingkuang，yourenzhuangleyixiaziji，congtadeshenbianzouguo。
tachuanzheheisexifutaozhuang，wuheishunhuadetoufajiyao，weixiaolimaoqinqieyouli，buguozaixiahuandeyanzhongzheishizhiyerenzhongzuichangjiandejiaxiao。
“nihao，woshizhouxiaojiedexinliyisheng，zheishiwodemingpian，wojiaojianhe。”
zhibanyishengshouxialemingpian，shangxiadaliangletayiyan，wendao：“bushimingtianguolaidema？”
tataishoukanleyiyanshoubiao，duizhetaxiaodao：“yijingguolelingdianle。”
tacongjingchaneierdezhi，zheigejianyishengweirentebieshoushi，danshizheiyetaikuazhangledian。
zhouqianyijingshuixiale，yishengyuhushijianjianlikailebingfang，xiahuanbeihushilalechuqu，dengdaotamenlikai，tazaicidehuidaoerlou，zhanzaimenkoudeweizhi。
tongshicongyexinlishiye，jianhezheigemingzi，taduoshaotingguoyixie，sihuzaitaneiershoudaozhiliaoderenduitadepingjiadouhengao，zuijindejiniantakaishiweijingchazuoshi，danglejihuizhiyuanzhe，zaiyejiedemingyugenggaole。zheiyangyigegaonenglidenvrenzenmehuibuyinqitadezhuyili。
xiahuanchuyuanzheiyitian，mingqingjieshouleyigexinguansi，tazhihaoyigerenhuijia。congbingfangchulaideshihou，tataiyankanzheerlou，duiyujianhetahaishichongmanlehaoqixin。
bingfangnei，zhouqianyijingxingle，meiyouzuowanneimeqingxushikong，danshiyijiushishenjingjinbeng，zuilimianyizhishuozheshenme。
jianhezuozaitadeduimian，buzhidaoshibushixiahuankancuole，tajingranfaxianzheigejianyishengkanzhezhouqianzaixiao。
shenhengguolaichafangkandaoyigerenzhanzaizhouqiandemenkouchuguiguisuisuide，ceguoshentikandaotadelian，bumianzhouleyixiameitou。
“nihao，mafanrangyixia。”tayouyuleyixiakaikoushuodao。
“dengyixia，womashangjiuzou。”xiahuandingzhelimian，gangcaijianhedexiaorongdaodishishenmeyisi，weishenmeyaochongzheyigebingrenneiyangquxiao。
shenhengqiaoleqiaomen，limiandejianhezhuanguotoukanleguolai，yumenwaidexiahuanganghaosimuxiangdui，mianduixiahuanshenshidemuguang，tameiyouyidiandejingyahuozhejinghuang，yuqipingpudao：“jinlaiba。”
menbeidakaile，xiahuanhaibaochizhezijideshuangshoupazaimenshangdezishi，shenhengjindaolefangjianlimian，tazheicaifaxianyuanlaishita。
tachuanleyishengbaigua，beijixiuting，limianbaichenshandeyilingkoudaolebojingchu，suogubeizhedangzhule，tademuguangyouxiemilian，zaiyiyuandailehaoxietian，yezhiyoutajiangneishenjiandanputongdeyifuchuandepianpianruyu，zhilanyushu。
shenhengkanxiangleta，buguoyezhiyousaoleyiyan，tadezhuyilidoufangzailezhouqiandeshenshang，tashenshangyouduolejitiaobahen，shangkouhuanongle，henrongyiganranfashao。
zhouqianxianzaidezhuangtaibuyunxurenherenkaojin，tabaozhebeizi，hunshenfadou，yidanyourenkaojin，tabiandashengdejianjiao，jianruidejiaoshenghuapoermo，xiahuanzuowanyijingjianshiguole。
“ptsd，”xiahuanqingshengdao，“chuangshanghouyingjizhangai，huanzhehuiyizhixunhuanzijishoudaodeqinhai。”
“niyedongxinlixue？”jianhekanxianglexiahuan，meiyoujingyadebiaoqing，yuqidaoshichanzaleyixietiaoxin。
taxiaodao：“yidianeryi，zhouqianmuqiandezhuangtaizuihaobuyaokaojin，jianyishengguolaidemudebudandanzhishiweilezhiliaozhouqiandexinlijibingba。jingfangxiwangchaqingchushishi，rangniguolaitantadehua，yeshixiwangjitayigegongdao。danzuijihuidejiushijiqie，ruguoyizhibipodehua，zhihuijiazhongtadebingqing。”
“womendoushiweiletahao，”jianheyouxiewugudeshuodao：“congzuowandaoxianzaiwohaimeiyoukaikouwentayigewenti。”
“neijiushidasuanwenle，nichengrenzhiliaozhishiyigejiekou？”
“zheibenlaijiushiliangjianshiqing，xianzaiqinhaitaderenguyonglelvshi，jiangheideshuochengbaide，ruguotayizhibikoubushuo，kenengneigeshanghaitaderenjiuhuibeiwuzuishifangle。”
xiahuanjuedeyouxiehaoxiao，“tabeisongjinlaiyiyuandeshihou，suoyouderendoukanjianletashenmeyangzi，mingminghenmingquedeshiqing，turanjianjiubianchenglemohubuqingle。jingchazuotianlaiguoyitang，tabianchanshenglezishadeniantou，niyexushiduide，danshiqingzhuyishijianjiange，taipinfanle，duitameiyoulichu。”
“wokeyikaolvyixianideyijian。”
“woyouyigewenti，nikeyijujuehuida，”xiahuankanzhetashuodao：“nizuotianshibushilaiguoyiyuan？”
taxiaodao：“wolaideshihouyijingguolelingdianle。”
“wojiudangnihuidale。”xiahuanlianmou。
shenhengbeiduizhetamen，yanjingyizhikanzhezhouqian，danshishenhoudemeiyijuhuatatingdeqingqingchuchu。
“zhouqian，womenhuanyaohaoma？”tashoubeishangdeshangkouzaicikuilanle，nongshuizhanzailechuangdanshangmian，xiatianqiweifajiaodehenkuai，jiusuanchuanghukaizhe，bingfanglimiandeweidaoyebuhaowen。
tanazhexiaoduyaoshuihaimeiyoukaojinzhouqian，zhouqiansihufafengleyiyangzhuazhuletuicheshangdezhenguanchaozheshenhengzhaleguoqu。xiahuanfanyingjishi，kuaisupaoleguoqujiangzhouqiandeshoubeipaikai，zhenguanduoleguolai，jiangshenhengladaoleyibian，guanxindao：“nimeishiba？”
shenhengdeshouhenbingliang，zheishixiahuandediyiganjue。
“xiexie。”taweiweihanshou，shengyinwenchun，quebuyiqinjin，jiangzijideshoucongtadeshouzhongchouli。muguangquebujingyidecongtadeshouzhongsaoguo，gangcaidezhenguanhuapoletadeshoubei，liuxiayitiaozhangzhangdexuehen，youqidezhayan。
“zuowanzhibanyishengjitazhushelezhenjingjicaihuandeyao。”xiahuankanzhezhouqiansuozaijiaoluolimian，tahentongqingzheigenvhai，yinweitabujinshoudaoleqinhai，xianzaihaiyaogaosubierenzijishizenmeshoudaowurude，ziyuanhaishixiepo，bixuyaoyougengshichuidezhengju。xiahuanxiangzhidaojineigelaobiantaibianhudelvshidaodishinagehunzhangdongxi。
“shenyishenghaojiubujian。”jianheyizhizhuyixiahuan，wangjilezaichangdehaiyouzijideyigelaopengyou。
“womenrenshi？”shenhengcumeidao。
tayanzhongshanguoyimotanjiuyuhuaiyi，zhuanshunxiaoshi，suijixiaodao：“zhiqianjianguoyimian，kenengshenyishengbujidele。”
shenhengchaozhetadianlediantou，kanleyiyanduojinlebeiwolimiandezhouqianshuodao：“jingchaxiangyaolejieshiqingdezhenxiangkeyilijie，danyebuyaojiwodebingrendailaiguoduodexinlifudan。”
“wojiushitadexinliyisheng，wohuijinquanlibangzhutade。”
tangleyishenmeiyouduoshuo，zouchulebingfang。
xiahuanjianshenhengchuqule，huitoukanleyiyanjianhe，yegenzhetayiqizoulechuqu。
“shenyisheng，woyeshixinliyisheng，ruguonihaiyoushenmebingrenyoushenmexinlijibingdehua，nisuishikeyizhaowode。”tadiyicitebiezaiyiyigeren，mingqingshuotabeimeiseguhuole，guojitiankandaogenghaokanderen，jiuhuiwangjileshenheng，keshihaoxiangmeiyou。
yuanbentazaojiugaichuyuanle，buguoxiangyaozhaojihuinengbunengyudaota，houlaifaxianzongshigentawanmeidecuoguo，zheicaibanlechuyuanshouxuhuijiade，sheizhidaohuijiazhiqianhainengpengdaota，zheijiushiyuanfenya。
tazongshijuedezijiyiqianrenshita，danyoujuedebukeneng，chanshenglemaodundexinli。
shenhengkanleyiyantabeizhenguanhuapodeshoubei，jinlezijidebangongshi，houmianderenyegenlejinlaile。
xiahuanxiaodao：“zheijiushishenyishengdebangongshi，woyihoukeyichanglaizuozuoma？”
“bukeyi。”tayikoujujuedao。
“……kaiwanxiaode。”xiahuanzuozaiyizishang，shuangshoupazaizhuozishang，kanzheshenhengmangliudeshenying，renhuolebanshi，nanmiandoubeishisuhuale，tazhoushenquemeiyoubandianfenraochenshidefuzao。taanjing，danding，zhuanzhuyouneilian。
xiahuandaliangzhetadebangongshi，jiandan，ganjing，kongqilimianhaiyoudandandeningmengxiangqi。
“你喷香水了？”
tazhengleyixia，ranhoujiangzhuozishangdexunxiangnazaileshouli，“kongqijinghuaeryi。”
“nixihuanningmeng？haoqiaoa，woyexihuanningmeng，buguobuxihuanchiningmeng，danshiningmengshuihaishikeyijieshoude。”taxiaodao。
shenhengjiangxiaodushuinaleguolai，zuozailexiahuandeduimian，“shounaguolai。”
“什么？”
“nideshougangcaibeizhenguanhuapole。”
“meishi，jiushihuapolebiaopi，meishenmeshiqing。”bozishoushangdeshihou，meitiancayibianxiaodushui，haiyouxieqitayaopin，meicayici，tadoushiyaozheyaaoguoqude，tashizaihaipazheixiedongxi。
shenhengkanzhetaduoduoshanshande，jiangtasuohuiqudeshouzhuazhule，kandaotahaipademoyang，buyouxinruanxialai，shuodao：“neigenzhenguanshiyijingyongguode，yiyuanlimianxijunhenduo，yaoshishangkoubujishichuli，huiyinqihenduobingzhengde，daoshihoujiubushitumoyidianyaojiunengjiejuele。”
tadeshoufahenqing，xiahuanyiweihentong，meixiangdaozhishiganshoudaoyisibingbingliangliangdeganjue，meiyoushenmetongyi。
“haole，”shenhengsongkailetadeshou，jiangshengxiadeyaogaofangjinleyigetoumingdailimiandijilexiahuan，bingzhufudao：“meitiantumosanci，shangkoujiebazhihou，jiubuyongtumole。”
“shenyishengniyounvpengyouma？”tameiyoubanfendejiaoxiu，sihuzaiwennijintianchilema？
“……没有。”
shenhengchuimu，tayiweitajiexialaijiuyaoshuoxiebiaobaidehua，bijingzheiyangdeduihuatayebushitingleyiciliangcile，ranerxiahuanquezhizheta，tunletunkoushui，minleminzuichun，“nikeyijiangnichenyidediyigekouzijiekaima？”
“……”
“wojuedenidesuoguhenhaokan。”
“……”
“wokeyimoyixiama？”tayishuangqidaideyanjingzhizhidedingzhetakan。
“不可以。”
“……nengbunengzaishangliangyixia？”tazhengqujihuishuodao。
xiahuanbeiganlechulai，menkoudehushidengletayiyan，tazhendebushidanchuntantutademeise，tashiyigesuogukong，shenbianchulemingqingyigeren，qitarendoujiangzheiyipihaokanchengliumangxingwei。zhiyaoxiahuanzaidedifang，tamenningyuanxiatianchuanzhegaoling，yebuguofenlurou。
shenhengdesuogushitatebiexihuandeyizhong，yizisuogu，tebietuxianbozidexiuzhanggan，xihuandaohenxiangyaoyikou。