第四章

zaijianlingjing,yishiyiyuehoule。

tazuiyinyiweiaodalanqiudeyoushouyijingbeijieduan,youbeizhiyoukankanyijie,dazhebengdai,xingdongkunnan。

lingmuzhenggerensihulaoleshisui,tasangziyaleyouhao,haoleyouya,yijingfabuchushenmeshengyinle。

wobaoleyishuhuaquyingjietachuyuan,pingjingdigaosuta,womenfenshou。

lingjingmeiyouwanliuwo,yinweizaitayangbingqijian,yushaoqiulaiguohenduohui,tazaitamianqianshengleijuxiadishuoaita,shuohuiyibeizihetazaiyiqi。

woxiangzheiduiwomenlaishuodousuanyigehaojieju。

lingjingzouhou,wozaitabankongdebingfangjiujiu***,zheishiwoshangyishicengjingzhuguodedifang,neishiwoyiweilingjingkeyizhengjiuwo,xianzaicaimingbai,nengzhengjiuwode,zhiyouwozijieryi。

yuguangkanxiaqu,benyiweihuikandaolingjingheyushaoqiuliangrenenaichanmiandeqingxing,quekandaojiaoxiaodenvhaierbeixueyelouzaihuaizhong,liangrenzhengzaiwangwodirewen。

***mengranxiangqi,daduanlewodeguanwang。

naqilaiyikan,shiwomadalaide。

jieqidianhuadegongfu,zaiyiditou,lingjingyizoudaolouxia,yushaoqiupangbianzaoyimeilexueyedeshenying,tabaozheyishuxianyandemeiguipujinlelingjinghuaizhong,lianshangyangyizhexingfudeweixiao。

「喂,妈。」

wojieqidianhua,yanshenqueyikebulididingzhelouxia。

lingjingduigangcaifashengdeyiqiehunranbuzhi,taxiangyongbaoyushaoqiu,keshiqueleyijiedeshoubeigewaichilidixiangyaotaiqi,quezuizhongshibai。

「zhizhi,niqulenali?」

mamadeshengyinzaidianhualiyouweijicu,shangyishiwoduanletuihoutatongbuyusheng,keshiduilingjing,tayeshizhongmeiyouchuyanzhize。zhishizaiwomenhunhou,tayoujicicengsixialihewoshuoqi,shuolingjingcirenxinsishenzhong,tabuzhidaotashifoushiyigehaodexuanze。

kelingjingzaitamianqianzongshineiyanggongshun,duiwoyegewaiwenrou,wohaiweicihetachaolejijia,rangtabuyaohusiluanxiang。

zhongshenghouwofangcaimingbai,neishiyizhongzhijue,yizhongyinweiaiyierchanshengdezhijue。xianglairuguowonengzaoyixietingjintadehua,yexujiushilingyifanjiejule。

「biedanxinma,woyijinghelingjingdaobiele。」

wofanghuanyuqi,quezaiditoudeyishunhunshenwanruchudian。

buyuanchudexueyeshuangshouchazhekoudai,zhengzhanzaihuacongzhizhongtaitouyangwang,yuwoduishishi,zuijiaoyangqiyisiwanshibugongdeweixiao。

tashenchushizhitiejinchunce,baichuyige「xu」dekouxing,neiyanshenzhonganhanweixian,sihushizaijinggaowobuyaoluanshuo。