qianwangkaochangdetuzhong,woxinzangbingtufa。
weilejiuwo,zhouningkuancuoguogaokao,budebufuduyinian。
shihouwowenqi,taqueshuo:“yitiaorenming,yuanbiwodegaokaozhongyaodeduo。”
weilebaoen,wohuangchengzijishiguer,zhuanjinletadexuexiao,qizaotanheitongtayiqixuexi,ganxinweitahetademeimeishensiwenfudaogongke。
taquezaigaokaolinjinshi,qinshoudilaileyibeijialeanmianyaodekafei。
xinglaishi,erpangshishuxidepaimaihuideshengyin。
erzhengzaipaimaidewupin,jingranshiwodegaokaochengji!
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wodeshoujiaobeijinjinkunzhe,langbeiditangzaipaimaihuidedimianshang。
paimaihuidedapingshang,zhengguazhewozhenggefuduqijiandemokaochengji。
erwoshiruqinmeimeideshensiwen,zhengzhanzaipaimaitaishangkankanertan。
“liqingyan,zhenggefuduqijianchengjimeiyouyicixiaguoqibaiershifen,tuotuodezhuangyuanmiaozi。”
“zhiyaokaoshiqijianmeiyoushenmeyiwaifasheng,chengjiyinggaigenpingshichabuduo。”
“zheigefenshu,napazhendeyiwaikaoza,chalepingshiersanshifen,top2yinggaiyeshisuibiantiaole。”
wodegaokaochengji,zaitakouzhong,chenglekeyisuiyimaimaideshangpin。
taixiadezhongrenfenfenyidong。
moshengnanrenqingxiaoyisheng,“jialidenvercongxiaobeiwochonghuaile,chaozhenaozhefeiyaodanggaokaozhuangyuan。”
“我出一百万。”
yiweiguifurenchixiaoyisheng,“caiyibaiwan,jiuxiangmaigezhuangyuanmiaozidechengji,pabushiyoudianyixiangtiankaile。”
“wosuisuibianbianjuanyidonglou,doubuzhizheigejiage。”
guifurendeshengyinhenda,“diantiandeng!”
woxiangyaozhengzha,danbeijinjinbangzhedeshoujiaohezhanzaizuishangdejiaodai,rangwoshenmeyezuobudao。
wozhinenglangbeiditangzaidishang,kanzheyiqunrensiyitanlunzhewodefenshu。
zhidaopaimaihuijieshusanchangshi,wocaikandaolecongcongganlaidezhouningkuan。
tadeefayijingbeihanshuichedidashi,tiezailianshang,xiandeyouxielangbei。
huanghujian,wofangfokandaoleneigefangqigaokao,zhiweijiuxiawoyitiaomingdeshenying。
xintoudeyuanhenzaicikezhujiansanqu,wominzhechun,kanzhezhouningkuanwangrizongshishencaifeiyangdelianshang,rujinyijingbeitongkuyuneijiupuman。
“qingqing,wolaichile……”
tadeshengyindaizhejifenshaya,“womeixiangdao,sisijuranhuizaikafeilixialeyao。”
“dangwoxingguolaishi,yiqiedoutaiwanle。”
“suoyi,tajiujingweishenmeyaozheimezuo?tajiujingxiangzuoshenme?”
takuxiaoyisheng,“woyebushifeichangqingchutadesuoyijihua。”
“wozhizhidao,sisibangniguolai,shixiangyao……”
“woshixiangyaoni,bangbierentikaoa!”
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gangbeizhouningkuanjiekaideshuangshou,zaicibeijinjindibangzaileyiqi。
wobeishensiwenshenhoudebaobiaotuisangzhe,guanjinleyigemeiyouchuanghudexiaoheiwu。
zheicilianzhouningkuanyemeiyoutaotuo,liandaizhebeiguanjinlewodegebi。
wosisuopianke,zaidishangrudongzhe,manmankaojinleneishanjinbidefangmen,yongjinquanshendeliqi,dengzaileneishanmenshang。
menbeiwozhuangdekuangkuangzuoxiang,xiayimiao,yigudalixilai,wobeimengrandakaidemenhenhendixiandaoleqiangshang。
gubudeyinyinzuotongdejianjiagu,wokanxiangbaobiao,butingdihenghengzhe。
youyupianke,baobiaoshangqian,sikailewozuishangdejiaodai。
“nibiexiangjiwoshuashenmehuazhao!”
woyaoleyaotou,“womeixiangyaoshuashenmehuazhao,zhishixiangquyitangweishengjian!”
baobiaolenghengyisheng,“biexiangle,bukenengde。”
“danninyinggaiyebuxiangkandaowo,yinweiwufaquweishengjianeryibuxiaoxinshuaiduanlegeboba?”
zheijihuyijingshi**luodeweixie,baobiaoxianranyetingdongle。
chensipianke,tadaleyitongdianhua,dedaokendingdedafuhou,dengdailedayueshifenzhongcaijiekailewoshenshangbangzhedeshengzi。
“跟着我走。”
chuyulibaobiaoyueyuanyuehaodexiangfa,woxiayishidiwangweishengjianzuishenchudegejianzouqu。
quebucengxiang,limianjuranyouyiduiyeyuanyang。
wobingmeiyoukuitanbierenyinsideaihao,zhuanshenbianwangwaizouqu。
zhishinvshengdeyishengjiaohengrangwodingzaileyuandi。
居然是……沈思雯?
daiwofanyingguolaishi,woyijingqiaoqiaoliujinletamengebi。
“kuange,”huoxushirenweiwoyijinglikai,shensiwenbiandesiwujidan,daizheqingyudesangyinzaiwoerpangxiangqi,“nishuo,zheiyangzhendenengpianguotama?”
yishengshuxideqingxiaozaiwoerpangxiangqi,wojihunengxiangxiangchuzhouningkuancikesixiaofeixiaodebiaoqing。
“怎么不可以?”
“nibushuo,wobushuo,tazenmekenengzhidao,zheijianshi,wocaishizhumou?”
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我的大脑一片空白。
shensiwenbushitademeimeima?tamenzenmehui……
wobukezhixindidengdaleshuangyan,shuangchunzhibuzhudizhandouzhe。
shenmejiao……wocaishizhumou?
wobuzijuedikaodegengjin,jihutingdedaotamenmeigedongzuodeshengyin,rangworenbuzhuyizhenfanwei。
dancikewoquegubushangpangdeshenme。
“kuange,nikezhengouhuaide!”shensiwenjiaoxiaozhe,sajiaobandichuiletayixia,“shuoshihua,yaobushinixiangchuzheimegebanfa,wodouyaohuaiyinishibushixihuanshangtale。”
gebideshengyintingleyishun,piankehou,zhouningkuandeshengyinzaicixiangqi,quedailexiexubumingdeyiwei。
“怎么会?”
“woyaoshizhendexihuanta,zenmekenenghuiyounizheigelinjujiameimeichazudejihui?”
“erqie……liqingyantaqianwoneimeduo,wozenmekenenghuiaishangta?”
“nizhidaode,wolianpengdoumeiyoupengguota。”
“wokeshilaolaoshishidianzhaonideyaoqiu,shoushenruyu,zenme,haibumanyi?”
眼泪已经夺眶而出。
woyuzhouningkuan,zuiduobuguoshilalashou,congweiyouguogengjinyibudeqinmijiechu。
womendouyijingchengnian,qifenzhenghaoshi,woyebushimeiyouzhudongtichuqinwen。
danzhouningkuantazhishikezhidifuzhuwodejianbang,didangzhewodejiechu。
suiranwoyizhijuede,qingdaozhengnongshi,youxieqinmijiechuzaizhengchangbuguo,dantadetaidu,yezheshilingwogengjiaxinxi。
wocongweixiangguo,tayehuiyouqingbuzijindeyimian。
woziyiweideshenzhongyuzhenxi,daotoulai,zhibuguoshiyinwei,taaidebushiwo,zhibuguoshiyinwei——
“nizhidaode,sisi,wotaoyanchupengdaota。”
他讨厌触碰到我。
womodiaozijideyanlei,zhijianfushangleerchuishangdeheiseerding。
neibuzhishigejiandandeshipin,ershiyigetezhidetongxunqi。
chensiliangjiu,womeiyouqiujiu,ershijizijixialezuihoutongdie。
woxiangyaotuoqujiumingenrendelvjing,zhenzhenqieqiedizairenshizhouningkuanyici。
“mama,denggaokaojieshu,wojiuhuijia。”
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woguaiguaidegenzhebaobiaohuidaoleneijianxiaoheiwu,meiyousihaodefankang。
wobeizuzuguanleyitianyiye,qijiandishuiweijin。
dengdaomenbeizaicidakaishi,woyijingyouxiehuanghu。
“qingqing,”wokandaozhouningkuanmanlianjiaojidichongdaowoshenqian,jiangtanzaidishangdewofuqishen,“wolaijiunile!”
“我们现在就跑!”
wokanzhetatianyiwufengdebiaoyan,naohaizhongbujinhuixiangqilezuotiantoutingdaodehua,zhenzhensuanchuyongshangxintou。
“dengguantageyitianyiyezhihou,wodechuxian,kendinghuirangtabawodangchengjiumingdaocao,zheishihou,takendinghuihenfangsong。”
“zheishihou,niyongxitongcuimianta,rangtabazijidangzuomaizhudenverjiuhao。”
“danshiwodecuimianyouxiaoshijianzhiyouyigeyue,yaoshihoumiantaluanshuoxieshenme……”
zhouningkuanlengxiaoyisheng,“fangxin,woyoubanfa,huirangtalaolaodebazuibijin。”
guoran,rutongzuotianjihuadeneiyang,zhouningkuanchuxianzailewoshenpang。
dantabuzhidaodeshi,cishicike,woxinzhongduitadefangbeijihudadaoledingdian。
yezhengyinruci,zaiwofaxianshensiwendecuimianduiwobingmeiyouqizuoyongshi,xinzhongyemeiyoutaiduodejingya。
danworengshizhuangzuobeicuimiandeyangzi。
wozhidao,zhiyouzheiyang,wocainengbeifangchuqu,huidaozhouningkuandeshenbian。
shensiwenkanzheworujindemoyang,chunjiaogouqi,luchuyigeequweidexiaorong。
tachuileshengkoushao,yuyiqingtiao,“lai,xiao**,xueshenggoujiaorangdajiahuotingting?”
wodetongkongyizhenshousuo,jihubuganxiangxinwoerduosuotingdaode。
woxiayishidikanxianglezhanzaibuyuanchudezhouningkuan,qituxiangtaqiujiu。
danzhouningkuankanguolaideyanshen,queshiyipiandanmo,yushensiwenwanweidexiaoshengjiaozhizaiyiqi,fangfoyakualuotuodezuihouyigendaocao。
“嗯?没起效?”
shensiwenyihuodeshengyinchulaishi,wozhidao,meiyoushijiannengrangwoyouyule。
wohuanhuanguixia,zhenggerenpazaidimianshang,langbeizhijidizhangkailezui——
“汪——”
wokandao,zhouningkuandemeitouqingzhouleyixia,danzhishibutongbuyangdishuoleju:
“别玩得太过。”
我心如死灰。
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womeixiangdao,shensiwenjingranjiangzuowandeyiqiedoupailexialai。
toufalingluandewopazaidishang,yizhishouanzaiwodebojingshang。
shuangchunyijingchupengdaoleshensiwendexiemian,dantaquerengzaiwangxiaanzhe,lianshangshimanbujingxindexiaoyi。
“guaigougou,jiwocacaxiezenmele?”
paimaihuizoulangshangmenglongdedengguangdazaiwoshenshang,jiangwochendeyufalangbei。
woshuangmuwushendizuozaichuangshang,yixieposuibukande,rangwobuyuanhuixiangdejiyi,buduandifuxianzainaohaizhizhong。
beianjinchenaizhongxiurudejiyibuduandigongjizhewo,rangwowuchuduozang。
woxinzhongsuanse,queliankudoukubuchulai。
woyijingmeilejixuliuxiadeniantou,zhixiangkuaidianduokai。
danwomeixiangdao,meidengwodeshouzhipengshangerding,menbianbeiyijiaochuaikai。
zhouningkuandeshenshangsanfazhexiexujiuqi,dingzhewodeyanshendaizhe**luodezhanni,lingrenbushi。
wotaiqitou,huangluandishitucongtashenshangzhaodaoyidianshuxidemoyang。
danshimeiyou,youdezhishiduiwode、fangfoyaojiangwobapichougudeningshi。
wobuyouzizhudixianghouquansuozhe,xiangyaolitagengyuanyixie。
danwodedongzuofangfojinuleta。
zhouningkuankanzhewo,“paoshenmeni?”
“bieyiweiwobuzhidao,nizaojiuxianggenwoshangchuangle。”
“wohaoburongyiyuanyipengnile,niyinggaiganendaide,zhuangchuzheimeyifuyangzizuoshenme?”
zheihuazhongdeyiweiyindewozhifanexin。
“zhouningkuan,niyaozuoshenme?”
tadingzhewo,yanzhongyipianqihei。
“dangranshizuonixianglehenjiudeshiqing。”
woxiangyaopao,danzaijueduideliliangmianqianzhengzhahaowuzuoyong。
wobeitalaolaodianzaichuangshang,yanleidashileliancedezhangfa。
buzhiguoleduojiu,kuxingzhongyujieshu。
wodailenglengdikanzheneigewoshizuojiumingenrenderen,xintoumamu。
“biexiangzhepao,”taxizhechenyidekouzi,buxiedikanlewoyiyan,“niyinggaizhidaowoshouliyoushenme。”
zhouningkuancongkoudailibawodeshoujirenglechulai,shangmianyishanyishandeshitagangfasongdexiaoxi。
yizhangganggangpaixialaide、budamasaikegenbenfabuchulaidezhaopian。
“laoshiyidian,biebiwobadongxifachuqu。”
tachedijiexialedaizailianshangdemianju,buzaidaiyousihaodeweizhuang。
woshenshangdequnzibeipopolanlanderengzaidishang,womangrandidingzheneitiaoqunzi,buzhidaoshiqingweishenmehuibianchengrujinzheiyang。
“为什么?”
wotingdaozijizheimewenta。
zhouningkuandunleyixia,likaideshenyingtouyemeihui。
“不为什么。”
“这是你欠我的。”
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wobuzhidaogairuheshihao。
woxiangxiangfumuqiujiu,danzhouningkuanshouzhongdedongxi,woqueshibuzhiruheshihao。
budengwoxiangchushenmejiejuedebanfa,ganggangcaibeiguanshangdemenzaicibeidakai。
shensiwenchongjinfangjian,erhuabushuo,jiuhenhendizaiwolianshangshuailejigeerguang。
“nige**,jurangangouyinwonanpengyou!”
worenbuzhufanbo,“mingmingshita……”
yigeerguangdaduanlewodehua。
“mingmingshinizijibuziai,chenzhekuangeheduolejiu,keyigouyin,zheicaiyindekuangegenni……nijuranhaixiangbazheiyiqieguaidaobierenshenshang?!”
shuozheshuozhe,taqishangxintou,youshiyigeerguangdazailewodelianshang。
“nizheizhongzhihuigouyinnanrende**,jiugaihaohaoshoudianteng,caizhidaozijijiujingjijinjiliang!”
yibabishouchuxianzailetadeshouzhong。
wokanzheneibingfanzhelengguangdebishou,pinmingxiangyaodikang。
danliangtianweijinshideshentiyijingxuruozhiji,jiashangganggangshoudaodeshanghai……
我已经无力反抗。
zhinengkanzheneibingdaohenhendicizailewodelianshang,xianxuelinli。
shensiwenlianshangluchuyigeshuangkuaidebiaoqing,yuqiqueyuedichongzheshenhoudebaidaguazhaolezhaoshou。
“buyongdengtahaodechabuduolezaidongshou,”tayanzhongmanshicanren,“fanzhengyaodaimianju,youmeiyoushangkou,liubuliubadoubusuanshenmewenti……”
takanzhewo,lengxiaoyisheng,“bushima?”
wokongjudikanzheyishengnazhezhangzhangdezhusheqihuanhuanxiangwozoulai,yanzhongdaizhexiexulianmin。
“fangsongdian,womenhuijinidamayao,buhuihentongde。”
“shuiyijue,zhiyaoshuiyijueqilaijiuhaole。”
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zaicixinglaishi,wodemeiyan,yijingtongneiweimaijiadenveryoulewufenxiangsi。
jiashanghuazhuangyijidaishangfangzhenpimianjudexiuzheng,yijingyoulejiufenxiangsi。
“gaokaoneitian,nijiunazhewonvergennidezhengjianjinrukaochang。”
“nidezuoweiwoyezuolediananpai,fangzailetongyigekaochang。”
“anzhiwenshi,yongzijideshenfenjiuxing。”
guifurenjugaolinxiadikanzhewo,yijizhanzaiwoshenhouyouxiechanmeideshensiwen,“nimenzuihaobiejiwochushenmeluanzi。”
“fouze,woraobulenimen。”
“shi、shi。”shensiwendiantouhayao,paizhexiongfubaozhengzhe。
erzhouningkuanzeyizhizhanzaibuyuanchu,lengmodikanzheyanqianfashengdeyiqie。
haoxiangzheiyiqie,doutongtameiyourenheguanxi。
zineiriqi,wobeichedidijianguanleqilai。
yizhidaogaokaokaishideneitian,wodoumeiyouluodanguo。
ershisixiaoshishikebujianduandejiankong,rangwofenwaizhixi。
haozai,napazheiduanshijianjinglileruciduodeshiluo,wodezhuangtaiyemeiyoushoudaohendadeyingxiang。
daidaoliangtiandegaokaojieshu,mamayeruyueerzhi。
yuanyuankanzhezhanzaikaochangwaidemama,lianridesuanchuyongshangxintou,wobijianyisuan,leishuiyijingxiongyongerchu。
“妈妈……”
baojinmamadeshunjian,wocaijuedezijizhenzhengdihuoleguolai。
duanduandebangeyueshijian,jihuyaojiangwochedicuihui。
woderongmao、wodezunyan,shenzhiwoyiwangdenuli,douzaizheiduanduandeshiwutianlibeiboduodaijin。
wobuqingchuzijijiujingzuocuoleshenme,yaozaoshouzheixiedongxi。
wozhixiangpuzaimamahuaili,jiangyiqieweiqudoukuchulai。
wolianshangdebianhuarucimingxian,mamabuhuikanbuchulai。
taxiayishidichupengshanglewodelianjia,suijibianbeiaotubupingdeshouganheleyitiao。
“qingqing?”taxiangyaojiexiafuzaiwolianshangdefangzhenmianju,quebeiwoanzhule。
“mama,buyaokan,chou……”
mamadeyanzhongmengshangleyicengshuiwu。
tamianqiangyaxiayanlei,chechuyigebikuhaiyaonankandexiaorong。
“hao,mamadoutingqingqingde,womenhuijia。”
wojiuweidizuoshanglerouruanshushidezuoyi。
duorilaidezhemo,rangwodejingshenpibeibukan。
wofangxiachechuang,kanzhechuangwaimingweiziyoudekongqi,xinzhongjiuweidifangsonglexialai。
直到——
wozaijiebian,kandaolezhouningkuan。
xinzangyoukaishifengkuangtiaodong,woxiayishidiguanshanglechechuang。
danshixianran,tayekandaolewo。
tadeshuangyanyishunjianzhengda,suijifengleside,jingwangtuzhuishangxingshizhongchezi。
“liqingyan!nijiwohuilai!”
“否则……”
chechuangzaicikejinjinguanshang,lianghaodegeyinrangwotingbuqingtahoumiandehua。
不过,我知道——
wulunshishenme,wodoubuhuihaipale。
我没有再降下车窗。
yinci,woyemeiyoukandao,zhouningkuanzuihouneishuangfanyongzheaiyiyuhenyideyanjing。