第一章
wohelaogongdesaoziyiqitijian，taquechachulegongjingai。
wobenxianghaoxintixingduifangjinzaozhiliao，quemeixiangyihuijia，jiutingjiantazaigenwolaogongtianyoujiacu。
“wojintianqunatijianbaogao，nicaiwotingdaoleshenme？nijianeiweidelegongjingai！zheikeshizangbing！nixiangxiangtapingshizaochuwangui，doubeizhenizaiganshenme？”
“woyebushijiaoshegenderen！zheibinga，huichuanran！nihehaizikedoudexiaoxin！”
“haiyou，wotingshuowanqigongjingaisiwanglvgaodabaifenzhibashi！erqiezhiliaofeigaoang，nishuoshuozheizaban？”
erwodelaogong，cishimanliannurong：“buxing，shuoshenmedoubunengrangtajixuzaihuohuozheigejia！”
......
tingzhetamendetaolun，wolengzaiyuandi。
什么情况？
degongjingaidebushisaozizhuoqiuyueme？
tashibuzhidaodedeshiziji，yiweishiwodele？
haishitamingzhidaoshizijidebing，haiguyijiwopozangshui？
wokanleyanshouzhongduifangdetijianbaogao，budongshengsedijinmen。
liangrenjianwohuilaile，mianseshifenjingcai。
zhuoqiuyuejilaogongfanghaoyushilegeyanse，zhanqishenjiuyaowangwaizou。
wozhijielanzhuleta：“saozi。”
zhuoqiuyuemianseweibian，mianqiangchechugexiaorong：“zenmele？qingqing？”
woxiaozhedichutaneifentijianbaogao：“nidebaogao......”
huayingangluo，saozijiuhaoxiangkandaoleshenmezangdongxiyiyang，zhijiedankai。
erhoutacaixiangshifajuelezijideshitai，mianqiangchechulegexiaorong。
“bu、buyongle，saozideshentisaozizijiqingchu，nibangsaozisuibianzhaogedifangrengleba！”
shuoba，tazhijielveguowoduomenerchu，xiangshishengpazhandaoshenmezangdongxiyiyang。
我转头看向客厅。
fanghaoyucishichoumeibuzhan，butingdichouzheshoulidezhiyan。
ketingliyunwuliaorao，weidaohenchong。
wozhoulezhoubizi，xiayishizhufudao：“chouyanduishentibuhao，haishishaochoudianba！”
laogongwenyan，zhangtanleyikouqi：“qingqing，nideshiwoyijingzhidaole，nijiububizaimanwole！”
他知道什么了？
nandaoshigangcaisaozigentashuodegongjingai？
wogangzhunbeijieshi，quetinglaogongkaikou。
“nidelezheigebing，yihouyebunengshengle，erqiezhiyudejilvyebuda，yaohuadeqianyeduo，yaobuzanmenjiubuzhileba！fanzhengwomenyijingyouzixuanle！”
tingdaozheihua，womianseyichen。
fanghaoyubuzhidaoneiqing，tazhenyiweiwodelebing，kewozijiqingchuzijimeibing。
jintianshiwoyunqihaomeibing，kewanyinatianwozhendelebingni？
他也是选择不治吗？
yixiangdaozheigekenengxing，wodexinchenleyouchen。
wochelechezuijiao：“nei......laogong，nijuedewoyinggaizenmezuo？”
fanghaoyuzhuangmozuoyangditanlekouqi。
“womenjiuzixuanzheiyigehaizi，yihouwomendecaichandoushiliujitade！buruzheiyang，nijiangzheitaofangziguohujizixuan，zheiyangnizoudeyeanxin！”
“留给子轩？”
wojingyadao：“keshizixuanjinniancaiganggangwusuia！”
julitachengnianhaiyouzuzushisannian！
ruguowozhendelegongjingai，jiuhuizaisannianneiqushi。
shengxiashinianshijian，fanghaoyuxiangduizheitaofangzizuoshenmeyirufanzhang！
“laogong，zheifangziwoxiangliuzhe，yinweiwo......”
genbenmeibingdehuahaimeishuochukou，fanghaoyujiuzhijiedaduanlewodehua。
“huabunengzheimeshuoa！laopo，wozhidaonipasi，kenizheibingzhiyulvzheimedi，zhiliaobujiushilangfeiqianma？nideweilehaizikaolva！”
woxiayishifanbo：“weilehaizikaolv？neisheiweiwofumukaolv？！”
yaozhidaozheifangzikeshierlaozanleyibeizideqianmaide！
方浩宇连连摇头。
“woyebushineigeyisi！zheiyangba，yaobuwomenjiubaneitaofangzimaile，yibanqianjinifumu，yibanliujihaizi，zuoweiweilaidejiaoyukaixiao，haobuhao？”
kanzhefanghaoyuzheifujiqiedemoyang。
woxindiyouyizhongguaiyideganjue，duifangsihuyinmanlewoshenmedongxi。
danzheiganjuezhishiyishanerguo，henkuaixiaoshibujian。
woshunzhetadehuawangxiashuo：“baoqian，wojuedemuqianhaimeiyoudaokaolvmaifangzideshihou。”
fanghaoyujile，shengyinyetigaolehaojigedu。
“xianzaibukaolv，shenmeshihoukaolv？！nandaofeidedengnisilezhihouzaikaolvma！”
huayingangluo，tayishidaozijidehuayouxiebutuo，lianmanggaikou。
“womeiyoubiedeyisi，wozhishijuedenigaizaozuodasuan！”
wolenglengdikanzheta：“fanghaoyu，wocaidelebing，nijiupobujidaideyaosuanjiwodecaichan，nishizenmexiangde？！”
“wonaliyaosuanjinidecaichanle？wozheiyeshiweilehaizikaolva！nizenmenenggouzheimexiang？！”
fanghaoyuyanshenshiwang，haibuwangbaichuyifuqianzewodemoyang。
“nixiangxiang，dengnibingshile，wanyinifumutiaochulaizhengcaichan，yifendoubujizanmenerziliu，zenmeban？nirenxinrangerziyihoujuwudingsuo，shenzhidoumeifangziqulaopoma？”
“nizijimeijiniankehuolebuyaojin，erzihaiyoudahaoderenshengdengzhetani！”
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