第一章
qiangshangdeshizhongzhixiangbadianshi，chengzhiquecailinzheyigedangaohuilejia。
fusiyimeiyouruwangchangyiyangmanyanaiyideyingshanglai，tayemeiyouqiguai，ershijingzhizoujinketing，suishoujiangdangaofangdaotamianqian。
“wuzhounianjinianrikuaile。”
fusiyishensemoming，lianshangsihaomeiyoutayiweidejingxizhise。
“前天。”
“shenme？”chengzhiquetaimou。
“jiehunjinianri，shiqiantian。”dunledun，tayoukanxiangneigedangaobiaomianyonglaizhuangshidehuashengsui，xinzhongshanguoyisichaofeng，“haiyou，woduihuashengguomin。”
cihuayichu，chengzhiqueshenseweizheng，danmianrongyiranlengdan，tashouzoudangao，lianshangfuchujifenqianyi，zhongxinconghuaizhongtaochuyigefangxingdehezidijita，
“baoqian，zuijinchuchabijiaoduo，wowangle，xiaciwohuizhuyide。”
“suiranjinianriyijingguole，danliwuhaishiyaosongde。”
fusiyidakaiheziyikan，guoran，shiyitiaoxingxingxingzhuangdexianglian。
jiehunwunian，meiyicitajitasongdeliwu，doulibukaixingxing。
xingxingshoulian，xingxingerhuan，xingxingxianglian……
zuichufusiyiwenguochengzhiqueyuanyin，neishitashuo，yinweitaxihuanxingxing。
kehoulaitacaizhidaotasongzijixingxingliwu，ershiyinweiyigeren。
乔语星，他的初恋。
taxihuandecongbushixingxing，ershineigejiaoqiaoyuxingderen。
jianfusiyishouxialeliwu，chengzhiquezhidangtaxiangxinlezijideshuoci，buchongdao：“jinniancuoguole，mingnianwozaibujiniyigeshengdadejinianri。”
shuowan，tatuoxiaxizhuang，zhuanshenzoujinleyushi。
tameizhuyidaodeshi，buyuanchudefusiyijiuneiyangmomokanzhetalikaidebeiying，dishengnannan：
“buyongle，chengzhique，womenmeiyoumingnianle。”
她已经打算离婚了。
shoujilingshengqiahaozaizheishixiangqi，tachuimoukanleyiyan，shilaobandedianhua，
“siyi，nizhendejuedinghaoyaodiaoquguowailema？”
fusiyingleyisheng，“ng，woyijingjuedinghaole。”
tadeyuqishenzhimeiyousihaoyouyu。
yinianqian，gongsizaiguowaichenglilefengongsi，xuyaoyigechangzhudezongjian。
laobanrenketadenengli，hetatilehenduoci，qiangdiaozheigejihuihennande，rangtayidingyaoguoqu。
keweilechengzhique，tajujuele。
yinwei，tazhiqianchengnuoguo，jueduibuhuipaoqita。
tahechengzhiquecongxiaojiushilinju，suanshiqingmeizhuma，yiqizhangda。
xiaoxuedeshihou，chengzhiquedefumujingchangchaojia，changnianbuzhejia，genbenjiubuguanta。
tajiushineishihouchuangjinchengzhiquedeshenghuode。
neitian，tadefumuliyi，fenfenxuanzezujianxindejiating，doubuyaotale。
buzubasuidexiaohai，miansepingjingdekanzhelianggerentizhexingliyuanzou，meishuoyijuwanliudehua，zhigulinglingzuozailoutishangkanshudeshihou，shitaxiaozhekaojinta。
“xiaogege，wobajintianzuoletangcupaigu，wochibuwan，niyaolaiwojiabangwochiyidianma？”
第一次，他拒绝了。
kequejiabuzhutadesichanlanda。
congyikaishidetangcupaigu，daohoulaideshuizhuyu，youmendaxia，tazhuaizhetadaotajiachileyidunyouyidunfan，
neiduanbeipaoqiguodeshaonianshiguang，shitapeizhetayitiantianduguolaide。
houlai，tamenyiqishangledaxue，yeshizaineishihou，tarenshileqiaoyuxing。
tamenyigeshiyixuexidetiancaixiaocao，yigeshiwudaoxidebaifumeixiaohua，jiaowangshishigongrenzuibanpeideyidui，gengshilaoshiyanzhongdejintongyunv。
kehoulaidaxuebiye，qiaoyuxingweilezhuiqiumengxiang，buguchengzhiquedewanliu，yiranxuanzelechuguo。
他又一次被抛弃。
zheiyici，youshifusiyipeizaitashenbian。
neiwan，tahedelanzui，sulaijiaoaozichidenanren，jinghongzheyanbaozhutadeyaowen：“shiwobuhaoma……weishenmemeigerendouyaopaoqiwo？”
taxintouyizhen，renzhuxinsuanfumozhetadetoufa，“haiyouwo，wohaizai，fusiyiyongyuanbuhuipaoqichengzhique。”
taweiweitaimou，zaitahaimeifanyingguolaizhishi，tahurankouzhutadehounaoshaowenzhuleta。
yiwenbi，talianyijingtonghong，taquejiangnaodaimaizaitabojing，dishengninan，“siyi，nianlianwoduibudui。”
“congjintiankaishi，wohuiwangjiqiaoyuxing，nizuowonvpengyou，haobuhao？”
duoniansuyuanzhongdechang，tashuobuchubuhaolianggezi。
houlai，talvxingchengnuo，guozhenzaiyemeitiqiguoqiaoyuxing。
tamenyemohedehenhao，conglianai，daoqiuhun，yibubuzouxianglehunyin。
wunianlai，tajiangneigechengnuolvxingdehenhao，zaiyemeitiqiguoqiaoyuxing，duitayehenhao，yidurangfusiyiyiwei，tazhendewangleqiaoyuxing。
zhidaoneiri，tafaleyitiaoxiangqukanbeijiguangdepengyouquan，danyinweichengzhiqueyishengdegongzuo，zhidaotahennanchouchushijian，yemeiyougentatiqiguozheijianshi。
jinianriqianjitian，tazaitadechoutilikandaolequbingdaodejipiao，tahaiyiweishitakanjianlezijidepengyouquan，weitatedizhunbeidejinianrijingxi，yushiguyizhuangzuobuzhidaodeyangzi，dengtaqinzijiangjingxisongdao，kejinianriqianxi，taqueliuxiayijuzuijinyaochuchadehua，jiudaizhejipiaolikaile。
tahaiyouxiechayi，zhidaodangtian，takandaoleqiaoyuxingfadepengyouquan：
【zaigennikanyicijiguang，jiugenniyiqihuijia。】
peitushiyigenanrendebeiying，suiranhenmohu，danfusiyirengjiuyiyanjiurenchuleneigerenshishei——
zhengshishuozijiyaoquchuchadechengzhique。
tacaizhuyidao，yuanlaitafapengyouquanneitian，qiaoyuxingyefaleyitiaohuiguoqianxiangzaikanyicijiguangdepengyouquan。
她终于明白。
yuanlaineigejingxibushiweitazhunbeide。
yuanlaineigebaiyueguang，wunianle，taconglaimeitiqi，danyeconglaimeiwangji。
neiyike，tazhongyujuedingchedifangqizheiduanwuwangdehunyin，paoqita。