第1章
“fangyu，nizaizheilidengwoyixia，fengyicongloutishangshuaixiaqule，wobixuguoquyitang。”
fangyushenqingyouxiedaizhi，kanzheyanqiancuiruomingxing，mianseshaojidechenyuying，naodaiyouxieteng。
chaneijian，wushujiyisuipianruxiongyongdechaoshuiyiyangxijintadenaohai。
陈钰莹。
zheishigekezaifangyuguzili，cengjingrangtaaidesiquhuolai，wushuzhouyeshimiandenvren......
fangyuhechenyuyingshiqingmeizhuma，gaoyineinianchenyuyingjieshoulefangyudebiaobai，liangrenyoucichengweileqinglv。
ranerhaibudengfangyugaoxingjitian。
yigemingjiaolifengyidenanshengchuxianzailetayuchenyuyingzhijian，zici，liangrenshijiebianchenglesanrenshijie。
zhiyaoyoufangyuhechenyuyingdedifang，jiushaobulelifengyihengchayijiao。
fangyuyebushimeiyoubiaodaguoduilifengyidebuman，keshimeimeineigeshihou，lifengyidouhuiduozaichenyuyingdeshenhou，zhuangzuoyifukuaisidebingyangzimoyang。
erchenyuyingyoushilifengyideyuanfangbiaojie，zhidaotacongxiaoshenziguxu，ziranyeshixiangzhetade。
bujinruci，liangrenshenzhihaidangzhefangyudemianzuochuyixieqinmidongzuo，biruyongbao、shoulashou......
方俞自然是愤怒的。
kechenyuyingduicijichudejieshizeshi：
“fengyishiwobiaodi，womenlageshoubushihenzhengchangma，nizaishengqishenme？”
“buxunizheimeshuota，mingmingshinisixiangtaiwochuole，womenyoubushibuzhidaofencun。”
“zheizhishijiejieduididideguanaieryi，ninengbunengbiezheimebujiangli？”
tingzhezheixiehuayu，fangyuxinzhonghenshibugan。
houlai，fangyuweilehelifengyizhengchong，duichenyuyingkaishilewuweibuzhi。
weilechenyuying，fangyuyeshichenglebangefeiren。
yitianchiyidun，shengxiadeqianquanbudouziyuanshangjiaojita；
baozhengsuijiaosuidao，tayijuhuajiukeyibufenzhouyelaidaotadeshenbian；
zhaiyikeshen，zhiweisongtachuixianyijiudeaimashibaobao。
yishangzheixie，doushifangyudejingli。
tacengyiwei，zuolezheixie，chenyuyingjiuhuixiangzheta，keshihoulaitacaizhidaozijicuole。
大错特错了。
tasuozuodezheixie，chenyuyingsuiranbiaoxiandehenshixinwei，danzhiyaolifengyiyougeshenmeshier，tahaishihuihaobuyouyupaoxiata。
lifengyiyongyuanshichenyuyingdeshouxuan，erzijishayebushi。
fangyujide，gaokaojieshuneitian，zijishengri，liangrenzhunbeiqudinghaodecantinglaichangzhuguangwancan，keshizuihou，taquebeilifengyiyigedianhuahanzoule，yiyeweigui，liuxiafangyuyizhishadeng。
zhiyaolifengyiyigedianhua，wulunheshihedi，chenyuyingdouhuihaobuyouyupaoxiafangyu，fangyuyebuzhidaozheijiujingyouduoshaocile，qiazhiyisuan，dagai，meiyouyiqian，yeyoubabaile。
zaihoulai，fangyuxinhuiyileng，tichulefenshou，danjiabuzhuchenyuyingdewanliu，sanrenyizheizhongguanxiyouguolejinian。
weici，pengyoumendoushuofangyushigerenzheshengui，fangyubiaomiankuxiao，xinliyeshiwukenaihe。
zhidaozuihou，fangyuchulechehuo，tangzaiyiyuandebingchuangshang，touguomenfeng，tatingdaole“zhunbeihoushi”zheisigezi。
neiyike，fangyumeiyourenhehaipa，tazhixiangzaijianchenyuyingzuihouyimian。
可是......
fangyudenglehenjiu，dengdaoxintiaoshengkuaiyaotingxie，chenyuyingyemeiyoulaijiantazuihouyimian。
fangyuxinzhongzuihoudeyisixiji，zhongyuyeshizhiliposuile。
ranerjiuzaicike，bingfanglituranchongjinlaiyigezhangxiangjiqimeiyandongrendenvren，takudelihuadaiyu，zhizhipuxianglefangyu。
“fangyu，ninengbuneng......nengbunengbuyaosi......”
“qiuqiuni......buyaosi......”
“nihai......jidewoma？”
nvrenyiweizaichuangyanbuduanchouqi，jinjinwozhefangyudeshouzaiweiweifazhan。
tadeyanleigengshizhibuzhudicongtaneiqimeidelianjiashanghualuo，didadidachenzaibingliangdebaisedibanshang。
takudehenshangxin，fangyujinhutingdaolexinsuideshengyin，zheishitanulizhengkaichenchendeyanpi，xikanyanqiandenvren，shixianzhujianmohu。
tarenshiyanqianzheigerongyanjuemeidenvren。
云采凝。
daxueshiqidefengyunrenwu，wushunanshengxinmuzhongdenvshen，lengruobingshuangdexueshenghuihuizhang。
keyuanguanerbukexiewanyandecunzai。
zaifangyudejiyizhong，yuncainingqueshiduitagewaidehao，shuoshianliantayebuweiguo，danshifangyuquebugankaojinta。
tajuedezheibuxianshi，yuncainingzheiyanggaogaozaishang、xianziyusederenzenmekenenghuixihuanta？
keshishishijiushiruxianzaiyiyang，yuncainingshizhendexihuanta，shenzhishiaitarugu。
“niyigerenzaineibianyidinghengudanba，biehaipa，wozheijiubazheitiaominghaijini。”
yuncainingsihushikuleile，xiaoxinyiyiconghuaizhongtaochuyibingsenbaidebishou，meiyousihaoyouyujiugexianglezijidemaibo，yishunjian，neixianhongsedexueyecongtaneijiebaiwuxiadeshouwanchubiaochu，henkuaijiumanyanlekailai。
fangyudeyishizhengzaixiaoshi，houmianyuncainingshuoleshenmetabuzhidao，tadeshixianbiandehenshimohu，danqueyeyinyuezhidaoyuncainingzaizuoxieshenme。
fangyuhenji，taxiangyaozuzhi，keshiquehunshenwuli，dongdanbude；
taxiangyaohanren，quefaxianzijihanbuchuyijuhua，zhinengfachuxuwupiaomiaodewuyansheng。
傻，真是太傻了！
fangyumeiyouxiangdao，zheishishangjingyourenbitahaiyaosha......
tafangyu，jiujingshihedeheneng......
fangyusoukongdanao，zhidaoyishikaishikuosan，yehaishimeiyouxiangtong。
“ruguoyoulaisheng......woyidinghui......zaoyidian......haobuzheyanbiaodaduinidexihuan......”
yuncainingmeiyouyonggemaideneizhishouquchupengfangyu，jiuzheiyangyizhishoujinwozhe，manlianshileiditiezhefangyuneiyijingmeiyouxintiaodexiongtang，huanhuanchenshuierqu......
无法释怀。
fangyusile，dantawufashihuai，wufashihuaidebushichenyuying，ershiyuncaining。
老实说。
zaozaijinianqian，fangyujiuyijingduichenyuyingmeilebanfenaiyi。
taaishangleyuncaining，kequezhidaozijipeibushangta。
yinweineishidefangyuyijingshigebanfeizhirenle。
duiyuyuncaining，fangyuningyuantawangleziji，yebuxiangrangtakanzhezijijiuzheiyangsiqu，gengbuxiangtagewanzishayuzijigongfuhuangquan。
这对她太不公平了。
keshi，zheiyangdeshiqueshizhenzhenshishifashengle！
如果可以重来一世。
fangyuxiwangzheiyiqiedouhailaideji......
......
“wohenkuaijiuhuihuilaide，fengyizhendecongloutishangshuailexialai，nibuyaoshuaxiaohaiziqihaobuhao？”
fangyuhuiguoshenlai，bukesiyidisaoshileyizhou，guoleliangjiucaijieshoulezijizhongshengdeshishi！
fangyuzhongshengdaole2009nian，tagangshangdayineiyihuier。
yuanwang，haoxiangchengzhenle......
“niquba，buyonghuilaile。”
fangyushengyinzhongmeiyousihaoganqingbodong，zhongshengyishi，tashibidingbuhuizaizhongdaofuzhele。
jiurangtachenyuyingheneigelifengyibainianhaoheba，tatuichusanrenshijie，jiushiyesulaileyeliubuzhuta。
chenyuyingmeitouqingcu，youxieyihuo，“fangyu，nizheishishenmeyisi？fengyishuaishanglenihaiburangwoqukan，nicunxindeba！”
“xing，buhuilaijiubuhuilai，zheicinijiushijiwoxiagui，woyebuhuiyuanliangnile，heng！”
liuxiayijulengheng，chenyuyingbianhuojihuoliaodixiaopaolikaile，tuoyezhetaneizhangzhangdedanlanselifu。
呵。
你什么时候回来过？
zhenyiwei......wofeinibukema？
kanzhechenyuyingxiaoshidebeiying，fangyumianluyisijifeng。
jintianshihuanandaxuehanfushesuojubandeqingwujie，datingneirenshanrenhai，quanshishenchuanlifudenannannvnv。
yeshichenyuyingshenchuanlifuzaicidiuxiafangyuqujianlifengyideyitian。
fangyuxiangxiao，yejuedebeishang。
tamolemozijideyaozi，lianjiashangcaishengqiyimoanwei，haodai，tadeyaozihaizai。
这一切都还来得及。
“qianshidezijizhenshitaichunle。”
“ayu，shenmetaichunleya？huashuoniduixiangni？”
yigepangziyeshenzhezhengqidelifuchuxianzaifangyudeshenqian，doujiyandadeshuangmusixiaguanwangzhe。
fangyuliansebujinyidong，xinzhongshengqiyigunuanyi。
luguan，fangyugaozhongdesidang，zuihouyeshihezijikaojintongyisuodaxue，tongyigezhuanye，shenzhizaitongyigesushe。
shifangyuweishubuduodepengyou，meiciyourenshuofangyuhuaihuadeshihou，luguandouhuifanbohuiqu，tayongyuanzhanzaizijineiyibian。
“kuaikan，shiyundaxiaohua！”
jiuzaifangyuzhunbeikaikouzhishi，buzhishisheijingjiaoleyisheng，zheirangfangyuxiayishiniuguotouwangleguoqu。
yundaxiaohua......
那不是云采凝吗？