第1章
“yexing，jirandangchuxuanzelezou，neinijiubunenghuitoule，youxieshizhudingbunengzhonglai！”
“nipeidangmama？nizheiyanglianzijierzinverdoubuyaodenvren，youshenmezigedangwoma？womenyongyuanbuhuiyuanliangni。”
“nijiwogun，nibushiwoma！nizenmebuqusi？”
“不要！”
yexingmengdezhengkaiyanjing，rumudeshiminghuanghuangdediandeng，tadeyanjingbeicideyoudianerteng，tataishouroulerou。
“醒了？”
canglaodeshengyinyouxieshaya，daizhedeyigenchangkuang。
“woshiteyidengnixinglaide，shuiyigemeishenmefanyingdenvrenhenmeiyisi，wohenxiangkannizheizhanggourendelianbeihedaoshihuishishenmeyangzide，zaozaobianyilubeichenneixiaozilou！”
yexingmantoudelenghan，taliansebaideheren，haimeiconggangcaideemengzhonghuiguoshenlai，tahuanhuanniutou。
zhuobianzuozheyigewushiduosuidelaohan，tapizheyijianlaojiudezhongshanguazi，toushangzhongshanmaoxiedaizhe，shoulinazheyidaihanyan，yibianchouyan，yibianqiaozheta。
zheishi......daduishujichenyongsheng？
takuaisuhuangusizhou，budadenituwuzi，suihuachuanglian，chuangwaifengyujiaojia。
zheishitapeidaduishujineiyiwan？tagangcaidehua，tacengjingjiushuoguo。
neiyiwanshitazheiyishengzuiqurudeshihou，kezailinghunzhongdetong。
tahuilaile，tahuidaole1980nian，huichengqian？
“haole，zheidaiyanzongsuanchouwanle，womengaibanshile。”
chenyongshengbayandaigezaizhuozishang，bashenshangguazituoxia，chaozheyexingzouguolai。
“nilaishipocunneitianwojiushuoguo，wozaowannengrangnijiufan，nikan，nizheibujiuyoushiqiuwole？”
taxiaoqilailianshangdezhouwendougenzhedou，neizhanghunhuangdeyanjinglijinshiangzanggenzhengning。
yexingmengdecongchuangshangtiaoxialai，yijiaochuaizaitashenshang。
“buyaoliandelaodongxi，nijiwogun，shaolaiexinwo，zheici......wobuhuirangnidechengde，wobuhuizaizuoduibuqilubeichendeshi。”
youtaiduodeyuanqile，taliqidadejingren，daduishujibeitazheiyijiaochuaideliangqiangdaotui，diezuozaidishang，yexingdakaimenjiuchonglechuqu。
yushuibinglengdedazaishenshangtayilukuangbenhuijia，naohaizhongshanxianzheguoquzhongzhong，taqinianqianchaduidaozheigeshipocun，congneishiqijiushoudaolezheigedaduishujidesaorao，ketayizhibukenjiufan，banyeshuijuezhentouxiadoufangbajiandao。
danjingshoupaderizizailubeichenhuilaihoukaishigaibian，tahuzheta，rangtajuedeyouanquangan，tajiujialeta，yizhidao1980nian，yankanzhezhiqingdouhuichengle，tazhongjiushibuganxin，weilehuicheng，jingrandayinglezheigelaodongxi。
paoqizhangfugenernvhuilecheng，neishihoutaxiangdeshi，dengtazaichenglizhanwenjiaogen，hainengbahaizijieguoqu，tamenyebuyongyibeiziwozaizheicunzili。
keshishishiwuchang，tashenfenminganzaichenglitaoshenghuoyeburongyi，dengtahaoburongyiyounenglijietamenjinchengshi，zhangfushenbianyijingyoulebiedenvren，tadehaiziguanbierenjiaoma。
ernvduitazengewubi，lubeichenduitashierbujian，neishihoutacaimingbai，weilehuicheng，tadaodishiquleshenme。
tasishiwusuidelejuezheng，linsiqianxiangjianernvyimian，tamenquesheidoumeilaijianta，buguolubeichenlaile，zhishigaosuta，nidangchuzuolexuanze，jiuzaimeiyouhuitoudeyudile，tadaizhemanxinhuihensiqu。
tazhendemeixiangdao，tajingranzhongshengle，tahaimeiyouzuoduibuqilubeichendeshi，tajidong，kaixin，bushiyinweizijimeisi，ershiyinweiyiqiedouhailaideji。
yinweipaodetaikuai，tazailushangshuaileliangjiao，shoudouchuxuele，ketaganjuebudaotengtong，paqilaijixupao。
yuanyuande，takandaojiamenkouzhanzheyigeren，tajiuneimezhitingtingdezhanzaiyuzhong，suirankanbuqingzhangxiang，kejinjinshishenxing，yexingjiuzhidaotashishei。
takuaisuchaotapaoguoqu，gezheyumu，liangliangxiangwang。
lubeichenkandaotahuilai，zuichundongledong，shuohuasihuyouxiejiannan。
“办妥了？”
yexingyanjingyisuan，yanleihunzheyushuiwangxiatang。
“你知道？”
lubeichenbucengzhayanjing，jiuneimekanzheta，yuqipingjing，kedaizheshenshendeshiwang。
“zhidao，buguobuxiangzuoyounidexuanze，haiziwohuidaihao，anxinhuichengquba。”
tashuowan，zhuanshenhuiwu，sihushijuedegenyexingyijingmeishenmekeshuodele，jirantazuolexuanze，neiliangrenzhijianjiubuyongzaiduofeikoushe。
yexingmanxinnanguo，yuanlaitazhidao，tashenmedouzhidao，keshitaquemeiyouzuzhita，tachengquanleta，fangtahuicheng。tayiqiandaodiyouduozisia，tazuoleshenmeya！
yexingchongguoqu，conghoumianyonglibaozhulubeichen。
“womeiyou，womeiyouduibuqini，womeizuoduibuqinideshi，woyebuxianglikaini，buxianglikaihaizi，wobuhuicheng，zaiyebuhuichengle。”
lubeichendeshenziyouxiejiangying，tahuanhuandezhuanguoshen，jingyadeditoukanzheyexing。
“nibushiyizhidouxianghuichengma？”
yexingpinmingyaotou，“buhui，wobulikainimen。”
huichengyoushenmehao？yigerengukuwuyideshenghuoyibeizima？lindaosidoumeinengjiandaoernvyimian，beiernvjihenyibeizi，haibazheigeyizhidoumomoxintengtadenanrenjishangle，huichengganshenme？tazaiyebuhuizuoneimeyuchundeshile。
lubeichenyizhijiuneimewangzheta，kandaoyexingyanjiaobuduantangluoxialaideyanlei，taishouxiangyaojitamoganjing，keyanleihunhezaiyushuizhong，zenmeyecabuganjing。
tamuguangxiayi，kandaoyexingzhuazhetayifudeshoushangbuduandemaoxuezhuzi，weiweicumei。
“受伤了？”
yexingyaotou，“gangcaipaotaijile，wozhendemeizuoduibuqinideshi，womeirangtapengdaowo，wojiupaohuilaile。”
lubeichenwanyaobatabaoqilai，kuaisujinlewu。
“爸，你回来了？”
daerzijinnianwusui，shenxingbiyibanwusuihaizigaoda，keshiquehenshou，genxiaozhuganerside，yishuangqieqiedeyanjingluozaiyexingshenshang，shengyinbizhiqianxiaolexie。
“womayouhezuilema？”
jiandaoyexing，haizihenhaipa，zicongcunlihenduozhiqingshushuayikaishihuicheng，mamajiukaishixihuanhejiu，henduoshihoudoushizuixunxunde，jingchangzheiyanghunshenlangbeidebeibababaohuijia。
cunlidetianerzhuangtamenshuotamashiqupeizhishugenshujihejiude，haishuotamashipoxie。
luguoqinghaibuzhidaoshenmeshipoxie，dancunlineixieshenzimenyoushihoudajia，jiuhuijiuzhetoufamaduifangpoxie，kendingbushishenmehaohua。
yexingkandaoerzi，manyanjidongfuzadeqingxuwuchuxuanxie，kuaisuconglubeichenhuailixialai，yegubushangzijihunshenshitoule，baozhuerzidakuqilai。
“guoqing，guoqing，maxiangni，henxiangnimen，mazaiyebuhuilikainimenle。”