wojiaolinwei，shiguyanchendeqizi。jiehunsannian，wohuodexianggeyingzi，yigechenmode、beishedinghaochengxudeyingzi。wodeshijiehenanjing，yinweiwocongbuzhengbian，congbujieshi，yecongbukunao。woyiweizhiyaozugoushuncong，zugouanjing，jiunengwuretaneikebushuyuwodexin。woyiweirennaishiaizuishenchendebiaoda。zhidaoneitian，wonaozilituranduochuleyigeshengyin，yigebinglengde、haowuganqingdepangbai，tajiangwoderensheng，wodehunyin，wodetongku，xiangyibensanliuxiaoshuoyiyangnianjiwoting。neiyikewocaimingbai，woderennaibushishenqing，shiyuchun；wodeshuncongbushimeide，shibingzheng。erzhiliaozheiyiqiedejieyao，zhixuyaolianggezi——zhangzui。
dianhuaxiangqishi，chuangwaizhengxiazhepiaopodayu，leishenggungun，xiangyaobazhenggetiankongsilie。wozhengquanzaishafali，xigaishangtanzheyibenfanlejiyejiuzaiyekanbuxiaqudecaijingzazhi。
“linwei，daozhongxinyiyuanlai。like。”
dianhuaneitoushiguyanchendeshengyin，yirujiwangdebingleng、minglingshi，budaisihaoqingxu，fangfozaitongzhiyigexiashuquchuliyijianwuguanjinyaodegongwu。
ruoshicongqian，wodagaihuilikediuxiayiqie，lianshengzhuiwentafashengleshenme，shibushitachuleshi，ranhouzaitabunaifandechenmozhong，xinjirufendichongjinyuli。
danjintian，youxiedongxibuyiyangle。
jiuzaitakaikoudeneiyike，wonaohaili，neigemoshengdepangbaizaicixiangqi：
【shuxidekaichang。baoyuye，dianhualing，yijinanrenneihaowuwendudemingling。zheishituidongqingjiedeguanjianjiedian，beiweidenvzhujiaojijiangzaiciweinanzhujiaode“baiyueguang”xianshangzijideyiqie，weitamenweidadeaiqingtianzhuanjiawa。】
wowozhedianhua，zhijieyinweiyonglierweiweifabai。
“wei？linwei，nitingjianmeiyou？”guyanchendeshengyinlitouchuyisibuyue，taxiguanlewodemiaohui，wodejueduifucong。
woshenxiyikouqi，yaxiaxinzhongfanyongdehuangmiuyuhanyi，yongyizhonglianzijidougandaomoshengdepingjingyuqiwen：“shenmeshi？”
dianhuaneitousihudunleyixia，xianranmeiliaodaowohuifanwen。
“wanrouchushile，jixingpinxue，xuyaoshuxue。nishirhyinxingxue，likeguolai。”
suwanrou，zheigexiangmozhouyiyangchanraolewosanniandemingzi。guyanchenxinjianshangderen，taquwo，buguoshiyinweiwohesuwanrouyoujifenxiangsidemeiyan，yijizheitongyanghanjiandexuexing。
woshiyigetishen，yigeyidongxueku。zheigerenzhi，wohualesannianshijianqumohu，quziwoqipian，quezaijintianbeineigegaiside“pangbai”yiyudaopo，xuelinlindibaizailewomianqian。
【kan，duomejingdiandenvewenqiaoduan。nvzhujiaobujinshinanzhujiaoxinzhongbaiyueguangdetishen，haishitadezhuanshuxuedai。xianzai，tajiangmaozhebaoyu，buguzijixuruodeshenti，benfuyiyuan，xinganqingyuandichouchu400haoshengdexue，zhiweihuanlainanzhujiaoyigezhuanshunjishide、shenzhidaizhexianedeyanshen。】
wobishangyan，naohailiqingxidifuxianchuguowangdeyimumu。
yinianqian，tongyangshishuxue，wogangjingliyichangxiaoshoushu，yishengdingzhuyaojingyang，dantayigedianhua，wohaishiqule。chouwanxuehouwotouyunmuxuandidaozaiyiyuanzoulang，taquezhishilenglengdipielewoyiyan，zhuanshenzoujinlesuwanroudebingfang，peiletazhengzhengyiye。
bannianqian，suwanroushuoxiangchichengnanneijialaodiandeguihuagao，neijiadianmeitian**，yaopaihenjiudedui。guyanchenbianrangwozaihanfenglizhanlelianggexiaoshi，dengwobarehudeguihuagaosongdaotashoushangshi，takanyemeikanwodongdetonghongdeshuangshou，zhijienazousongqulesuwanroudegongyu。
……
zhuangzhuangjianjian，huiyiruchaoshuibanyonglai，bushiwennuan，ershicigudebingleng。
wocengjingyiweizheishiai，shiwogaiweitazuode。keneige“pangbai”quegaosuwo，zheibushiai，zheishiqingjiexuyao，shi“nvewennvzhu”degudingxima。
“linwei！”guyanchendeshengyinyijingdaishanglenuyi，“womeishijiangennifeihua，jinishifenzhong，mashangchuxianzaiyiyuanmenkou！”
shuowan，tabian“pa”diyishenggualedianhua。
wotingzheshoujilidemangyin，hurandididixiaoleqilai。
【nvzhujiaoluchuleyigeqimeide、renmingdexiaorong。tazhengzhazhecongshafashangzhanqilai，naqiwaitao，zhunbeibenfutade“xingchang”。】
不。
wozuijiaodexiaoyijiashen，quebuzaiqimei，fanerdaishangleyisibinglengde、juejuedeyiwei。
womeiyoudong，yijiuquanzaishafali，shenzhihaijizijidaolebeireshui，nuanzhebingliangdeshouxin。
十分钟过去了。
二十分钟过去了。
wodeshoujizaicifengkuangdijiaoxiaoqilai，pingmushang“guyanchen”sangezishanshuozhe，xiangyidaocuimingfu。
womantiaosilidihewanzuihouyikoushui，caijieqidianhua。
“linwei！nirenni？！”tadepaoxiaojihuyaochongpotingtong，zhendewoerduofama。
“zaijia。”wodandandihuida。
“ni……”tasihubeiwodepingjingyezhule，guolejimiao，caiyongyizhongcuilebingdeyuqishuo，“niganweikangwo？”
“guyanchen，”wodiyicilianmingdaixingdijiaota，“shouxian，wobushinidexiashu，qingnibuyaoyongminglingdeyuqigenwoshuohua。qici，shuxueshiziyuanxingwei，wojintian……butaifangbian。”
“bufangbian？”tanujifanxiao，“niyoushenmekebufangbiande？linwei，wojinggaoni，wanrouyaoshiyougesanzhangliangduan，worangnichibuledouzhezou！”
【jingdiandeweixie。nanzhujiaoshituyongtaqiangdadequanshihelengkudeyanyu，biponvzhujiaojiufan。anzhaojuben，nvzhujiaocishiyinggaigandaokongju，kaishidongyao。】
恐惧？
不，我只觉得可笑。
“shima？”wodeshengyinlishenzhidaishangleyisiyuyuedexiaoyi，“neiwodaoyaokankan，nizenmerangwochibuledouzhezou。shiyinweiwobuyuanyixianxue，niyaobawogaoshangfatingma？guxiansheng，zhonghuarenmingongheguoxianxuefadisitiaoguiding，gongminlinchuangyongxueshi，anzhaoguidingjiaofuyongxuefeiyong。guojiatichangbingzhidaogongminjijicanjiaziyuanxianxue。kanqingchu，shi‘tichang’he‘ziyuan’，bushi‘qiangzhi’he‘yiwu’。nipingshenmeminglingwo？”
dianhuaneitou，shisiyibandejijing。
wocai，guyanchendagaicongweixiangguo，zheixiehuahuicongtaneigeyixiangwenshuntinghua、nilaishunshoudeqizikouzhongshuochu。
takenengzhengzaihuaiyi，woshibushibeishenmedongxifuleshen。
【xinxichakaishixianxian。nanzhujiaodeshijieguanshoudaolechongji。tawufalijie，yigebeitalaolaozhangkongzaishouxindenvren，weiheturanzhangchulelizhuaheliaoya。】
“linwei，”tazhongyuzaicikaikou，shengyinyayidekepa，xiangbaofengyuqiandeningjing，“nidaodixiangganshenme？”
“wobuxiangganshenme，”woshuo，“wozhishibuxiangquyiyuan。waimianyuxiadezheimeda，luhua，buanquan。erqiewoyoudianleile，xiangzaodianxiuxi。”
“weilesuwanrou，nilianlindianyudoubuyuanyi？”tadeshengyinlichongmanlebiyiheshiwang，fangfowozuoleyijianduomezisi、duomelengxuedeshiqing。
“guyanchen，nigaocuoleyijianshi。”woyiziyidun，qingxidishuodao，“suwanroushinidexinshangren，bushiwode。tadesihuo，yuwowuguan。womeiyouyiwu，yemeiyouxingqu，weiletamaoyuchumen，sunhaiwozijidejiankang。”
“你……”
“haiyou，”wodaduanta，“wojidesu**qianliangtiancaifalepengyouquan，shuotaqutiaozhanlechengjiaodepanyan，peitushitachuanzheyundongbeixin，zaiyanbishangxiaoyeruhuadeyangzi。yigeyoujingliqupanyanderen，liangtianhoujiujixingpinxuedaoxuyaojinjishuxuededibu？nibujuedezheiyoudiantaiqiaohelema？”
wotingjiandianhuaneitouchuanlaiyishengxiweidechouqisheng，bushuyuguyanchen。
woxiaole。yuanlai，suwanroujiuzaitashenbian，tingzhezheiyiqie。
很好。
省得我再说第二遍。
【nvzhujiaopaochulediyigexinxizhadan。tabuzaishineigeduizhouzaoyiwusuozhi、huozaixinxijianfanglideshagua。takaishiguancha，kaishisikao，kaishiliyongxinxichajinxingfanji。】
“nihushuoshenme！”guyanchendeshengyintouzheyisibuyichajuedehuangluan，“tashenmeshihouqupanyanle？nibuyaoxuekoupenren！”
“e？tameiquma？”woguzuojingya，“neikenengshiwokancuole。buguo，guxiansheng，nishenweitade……pengyou，liantaliangtianqiandedongtaidoubuzhidao，shibushiyoudiantaibuguanxintale？”
womeiyouzaijitashuohuadejihui，zhijieguaduanledianhua，ranhouguanji，jiangshoujirengzaishafalingyitou。
世界，瞬间清净了。
**zaishafabeishang，zhangzhangdishuleyikouqi。xinzangzaixiongqianglijulieditiaodongzhe，bushiyinweihaipa，ershiyinweiyizhongqiansuoweiyoude、polongerchudexingfen。
yuanlai，bahuashuochukoudeganjue，shizheimedeshuang。
【diyihuihejiaofeng，nvzhujiaowansheng。tachenggongdidapoleguyoudexiangchumoshi，zainanzhujiaoxinzhongzhongxialeyikehuaiyihejingedezhongzi。dangushicaiganggangkaishi，gengdadefengbao，zhengzaimenwaiyunniang。】
wokanzhechuangwaikuangbaodeyumu，zhidaoguyanchenyidinghuihuilai。
tahuidaizheleitingzhinuhuilai，zhiwenwo，shenpanwo，shenzhi……kenenghuidongshou。
bijing，zaitadeshijieli，wozhishitadesuoyouwu，yijianhuishuohuadegongju。gongjudanganfankangzhuren，xiachangkexiangerzhi。
danzheiyici，wobuhuizaixiangcongqianneiyang，sesuozaijiaoluoli，momochengshoutasuoyoudenuhuohelengbaoli。
wozhanqishen，zoudaoxuanguan，congxiejuzuishenchu，fanchuleyiyangdongxi。
neishiyizhixiaoqiaodeluyinbi，shiwodangchuweilexuexi，mailailujiaoshoujiangkeyongde。houlai，jiuyizhibeixianzhizaizheili。
woanxiakaiguan，hongsedezhishidengweiweishanshuo。
ranhou，wohuidaoketing，zuozaishafashang，jingjingdidengdaizhe。
dengdaiwodezhangfu，guyanchendeguilai。
dengdaizheichangchidaolesanniande，zhenzhengdeshenpan。