shenyanzhisideshihou，chuangwaizhengluozhedaxue。
emaobandexuepiansusuzazailiuliwashang，jiqihouhoudeyicengbai，xiangshiyaobazhenggeyongninghoufudoumaijinzheichangchilaidedongrili。tatangzaibinglengdebabuchuangshang，xiongkoudexuekulonghaizaiguguwangwaimaoxue，ranhongleshenxiaminghuangsedejinduanbei——neishishanggeyueshengshanggangshangcide，rujinquechengletadeguoshibu。
shixianjianjianmohu，taquesisidingzhechuangqianneigechuanzhesubaigongzhuangdenvzi。
苏婉清。
tadebiaomei，tafangzaixinjianshangtengleyibeizideren。ciketazhengyongyifangxiuzhelancaodepaziwuzhezui，yankuanghonghongde，leishuixiangduanlexiandezhenzhusidewangxiadiao，moyangchuchukelian。
“biaoge，nichengzhua……taiyimashangjiulaile……”tashengyingengyan，meiyigezidouxiangshijinlemidedaozi，wenroudiwanzhetadexin。
shenyanzhixiangxiao，houlongliquezhifachuhehedelouqisheng。
撑住？怎么撑住？
zheiyidao，shitaqinshouyinlangrushi，rangtade“xinshangren”——neigetacengyiweishiwenrunjunzidelibushilanglinwenyan，chentabubeicijinxiongtangde。erta，jiuzhanzaipangbian，kanzhetabeizijizuixinrendelianggerenlianshoubeipan，lianyishenghujiudoumeiyou。
zhidaocike，tacaixiangdamengchuxingyiban，kanqinglezheizhangtamilianlesanshiniandelianxia，zangzhezenyangyifushexiexinchang。
neixieniandewenrouxiaoyi，neixieniandeshanjierenyi，neixienianzaitaerbiandiyu，shuotadefaqishenweiwanxinsidaidu、shanduchengxing，shuotamouhaihuangsi、gouxianzhongliang……quandoushijiade！
他想起沈微婉。
neigezaitashiliusuishi，youshengzhizhihunjitadenvzi。zhenguogongfudedizhangnv，mingyanzhangyang，xiangyizhudaicidehongmeigui。tamendehunshiqiyuchaotangzhiheng，tacongweijiguotahaolianse。taxiantacubi，xiantashandu，xiantaburuwanqingneibanzhishudali、rouqingsishui。
tajide，tahuaizheshenyundeshihou，wanqing“buxiaoxin”shuaixiajiashan，tabuwenqinghongzaobai，fataguizaixuedilisangeshichen，haidetadongletaiqi，haizimeile，zineiyihouzaiyemeinenghuaishang。
tajide，tadexiongzhangzhenshoubianguan，wanqingshuotayudiguoantongkuanqu，tanubukee，qinshoujiangzhengjuchengjishengshang，haidezhenguogongfumanmenchaozhan，taguizaitamianqian，etoukedexianxuelinli，qiutaxintayici，taquezhilenglengdishuo：“dufu，sibuzuxi。”
tajide，tazuihoubeitaqiuzaibieyuan，xingrongkugao，yanshenkongdong。taqukanta，tazhidandandiwen：“shenyanzhi，niyoumeiyounapayike，duiwoyouguoyisizhenxin？”
tadangshishizenmehuidade？
e，tashuo：“duizhenizheizhanglian，wozhijuedeexin。”
ranhou，tajiuxiaole，xiaodeyanleidouliulechulai，xiaozhexiaozhe，jiuduanleqi。taiyishuo，shixinjieerwang。
xinjie……yuanlaiyigerendexin，zhendehuibeicuomozhisi。
miliuzhiji，shenyanzhiyanqianshanguode，quanshishenweiwandeyangzi。
shichujianshi，tachuanzheyishenshiliuhongdeqizhuang，zaiweichangshangwangongdajian，shezhongletadebaxin，huimoushiyanlidejiaoaoyumingmei。
shitashengbingshi，tabenzhuodixuezhebaotang，tangdemanshoushuipao，quehaishiqiangzhuangzhendingdiduandaotamianqian，bieniudishuo：“houyeyaoshisile，wokebuxiangshougua。”
shitabeitawujie，beitalengluo，queshizhongzaitakanbujiandedifang，weitadangxiamingqianganjian。tahoulaicaizhidao，dangniantabeizhengdigouxian，shitadongyongzhenguogongfusuoyoudeliliang，bumianbuxiudisoujizhengju，caibaozhuletadejueweihexingming。kezheixie，tacongbucengduitashuoguoyigezi。
erta，quebatadefuchucaizaijiaoxia，batadeaiyinianchengchenai，qinshoujiangtahetadejiazutuirulediyu。
“悔……好悔……”
shenyanzhideyishichedichenruheiandeqianyimiao，zhiyouzheiyigeniantouzainaohailipanxuan。ruoyoulaisheng，tadingyaohutazhouquan，dingyaorangzheiduigounannvxuezhaixuechang！
……
“houye，houyeninxingxing！”
jiqiedehuhuanshengzaierbianxiangqi，daizheshuxidekuqiang。
shenyanzhimengdizhengkaiyan，cimudeyangguangrangtaxiayishidimilemiyan。xiongkoudejutongxiaoshile，querdaizhideshisuzuihoudetoutongyulie。tamangrandihuangusizhou——diaohuadechuangding，shuxidexunxiang，haiyouchuangbianneizhanglihuadaiyudelian。
苏婉清？
tazenmehuizaizheili？tabushiyijingsilema？
“biaoge，nikesuanxingle！”suwanqingjiantazhengyan，xijierqi，shenshouxiangqupengtadeetou，“nizuowanheleneimeduojiu，jinzaodouqibulai，kehesiwole。”
shenyanzhimengdipiantouduokaitadechupeng，yanshenlichongmanlejingtiheyane。zheiyanshentaiguobingleng，rangsuwanqingdeshoujiangzaibankong，lianshangdexiaorongyeninggule。
“表哥，你……”
shenyanzhimeilita，zhengzhazhezuoqishen。taditoukanxiangzijideshou，baixixiuzhang，gujiefenming，meiyouchangnianwodaoliuxiadehoujian，yemeiyoulinsiqianneishuangshoudekugao。taxiankaibeizi，xiongkoupingtanguanghua，naliyoushenmexuekulong？
zheibushitalinsiqiandeshenti！
takanxiangchuangwai，yangguangzhenghao，tingyuanlidehaitangkaidezhengsheng，fenbaidehuabanluoleyidi。zheibushidongri，zheishi……muchun？
“xianzaishishenmeshihou？”shenyanzhideshengyinshayaganse，daizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou。
suwanqinglengleyixia，haishiwenshundihuida：“huibiaoge，shiyongansannian，sanyuechushia。ninwangle？zuorishinindeshengchen，fulibaileyan，ninduoyinlejibei……”
yongansannian，sanyuechushi。
shenyanzhidexinzanghenhenyisuo。
他记得这个日子！
zheiyinian，taershisui，ganggangchengxiyongninghoujueweibujiu。zhenguogongfuhaizai，shenweiwan……shenweiwanyehaihuozhe！tashitadehoufuren，suirantamendeguanxizaoyijiangzhibingdian，dantahaihaohaodihuozhe！
他……重生了？
judadekuangxihehoupashunjianyanmeileta。tabushizaizuomeng！tazhendeyouleyicizhonglaidejihui！
zheiyici，tajuebuhuizaizhongdaofuzhe！
“biaoge，nizenmele？liansezheimenankan？”suwanqingxiaoxinyiyidiwen，yandishanguoyisiyihuo。jintiandeshenyanzhi，haoxiangyounalibuyiyangle。
shenyanzhitaiyankanxiangta，qianshilinsiqiandehuamianyuyanqianzheizhangchunzhenwuhaidelianzhongdiezaiyiqi，rangtaweiliyizhenfanyong。taqiangyaxiashayi，lenglengdishuo：“womeishi。nixianhuiquba，woxiangjingjing。”
suwanqingmeixiangdaotahuixiazhukeling，yanquanyouhongle：“biaogeshixianwofanlema？shibushizuowan……”
“chuqu！”shenyanzhidaduanta，shengyinlidehanyirangsuwanqingbuyouzizhudidalegehanzhan。tacongweijianguozheiyangdeshenyanzhi，yanshenxiangcuilebing，fangfoyaojiangtalingchi。
tabuganzaiduoshuo，weiqudifulefushen，yibusanhuitoudizoulechuqu。
fangmenguanshangdeshunjian，shenyanzhimengdiyiquanzazaichuangbanshang，zhijiefanbai。
suwanqing，linwenyan……nimendengzhe！qianshinimenqianwode，qianshenjiade，qianzhenguogongfude，wohuiyidianyidian，lianbendailiditaohuilai！
而沈微婉……
xiangdaoneigemingzi，shenyanzhidexinjiuxiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshoujinjinzuanzhu，tengdetajihuchuanbuguoqi。
他的夫人。
他该怎么面对她？
qianshidezhongzhong，xiangyibabajiandao，fanfuqiegezhetadejiyi。taduitadelengmo，taduitadexiuru，taduitadeshanghai……zhuangzhuangjianjian，qingzhunanshu。
她还会原谅他吗？
bu，tabugansheqiutadeyuanliang。tazhixiwang，zheiyishi，tanenghutapinganshunsui，rangtayuanlisuoyoudetongkuheshanghai。
shenyanzhishenxiyikouqi，xiankaibeizixiachuang。tazoudaotongjingqian，kanzhejingzhongneizhangnianqingquedaizhejifenyinyudelian。zheishiershisuideta，haimeiyoubeisuwanqingdeweizhuangchedimengbi，yehaimeiyouduishenweiwanfanxianeimeduobukeraoshudezuinie。
一切，都还来得及。
“来人。”
“houye，youhefenfu？”menwaichuanlaixiaosideshengyin。
“beishui，woyaomuyu。lingwai，qukankanfurenzainali，gaosuta，wowandianguoquzhaota。”
xiaosilengleyixia，sihuyouxiejingya。houyeduojiumeizhudongyaoquzhaofurenle？dantabuganduowen，lianmangyingdao：“shi，nucaizheijiuquban。”
shenyanzhikanzhejingzhongdeziji，yanshenjianjianbiandejianding。
沈微婉，等我。
zheiyishi，huanwolaishouhuni。