yiqiedebenghuai，doushicongneiyitiankaishide。
wogenxuchuanjiehunsizhouniandeneiyitian。
夜深了。
qiangshangdezhongbiao，suizhechuangwaiyudihualuodejiezou，buduanditiaodongzhe。
wozuozaichuangbian，yanzhengzhengdikanzheneigenzhangzhangdefenzhen，zaibiaopanshangmanmanzoumanleliangquan——jijianglingchenle，chu
leyitiaowanshangbuhuihuijiachifandeduanxinwai，tashenmedoumeiyoujiwo。
doushuolianggerenxiangbandejiule，yikaishideganqingzonghuimanmantuique。kewozhidao，woyuxuchuanzhijian，genbenjiu
meiyoucunzaiguozheisuoweideganqing。
yexushiyinweiwoyikaishijiutaiguozhudongleba？renmenchangchangshuo“nvzhuinangecengsha”，zhikexi，zheiyicengbo
bodesha，yuwoquerutongjiangezhehaohanshanhe，rangwohaojinzhengzhengyishiliunian，doubunengjiekai，youhetanyiyin
zheicengboshabeihoudemijiuni？
“kada”yisheng，shishizhenyouyiciluozai12zheigeweizhishang，yeshineishanchenjilexujiudedamen，zhongyubeiyao
匙打开。
wohuanhuanniudongleyixiayijingyouxiejiangyingdebozi，loudaodedengguangsuizhexuchuankaimendedongzuo，toujinleheiande
ketingli。woweiweimiqileyanjing，xiayimiao，wozhouweidezhenggeshijiebiandouliangleqilai。
“nihaimeishui？zenmebukaideng？”
xuchuandeshengyintingqilaimanshijingya，woquebingbuxianghuidata。
zhazhayan，wonulirangzijishiyingzheidouranlailindeqiangguang，zuixianchuangjinwoshixiande，haishineigezhouzhemeitou、
看着我的许川。
shijianshizhendehenbugongpinga，zheimeduonianguoqule，zheigenanrenyijiumeiyouyidianbianhua。tayijiuneiyangyingjun
、tingba，jiaorenyibukaiyanjing。
jiushizheiyizhanglian，rangwoxinganqingyuandichenlunzaizijidedujiaoxili，xugouchuyifufuziyuziledexingfuhua
面，直到今天。
yinnizaitameiyuzhijiandebunaixiangshidoutouyipenlengshuijiaoxialai，jingxinglewodemeimeng。
woshenxileyikouqi，zhanqishen，shituxiangwangchangyiyangshangqian，titatuoxiawaiyi、fanghaoshoutibao，yousuikouwen
ta：“jintianzenmehuilaidezheimewan？”
“gongsizuijindexiangmubijiaojishou，dengmangguozheiyizhenjiuhaole！”
还是这个答案。
tongyangdeduihua，jihumeiyitiandouhuifashengzaiwomenlianggezhijian。xiangbiqifuqi，woyutagengxiangshishenghuozaitong
yiwuyanxiadehezuohuoban。beiduizhexuchuan，wodeshouzuanjinletadeyifu，lizhigaosuwobuyaozitaokuchide
quwenta，kewodengletazhengzhenglianggexiaoshideweiqu，haishibuyouzizhudizhanjuleshangfeng。
“……nihaijide，jintianshishenmerizima？”
wobugantaitou，zhinengsisidingzhuzijijinjinniezhetayifuyijiaodeshouzhi。erxuchuandefanyingyeguoranmeiyourang
woshiwang：tachiyile、tayouyule……ta，chenmole。
zhongyu，woxinlineizuihouyidianqidaidehuoxing，yebeitaqinshoujipudiaole。
jiehunsinian，woqueyijingshubuqingtawangjileduoshaogezaiwoyutazhijianzheibanzhongyaoderizi……bu，buzhishi
zheisinian，shenzhiconggengjiuyiqiankaishi，tajiuconglaibuhuijidezheixiezaiwokanlai，tongtongdouzhidejinianderizi。shenzhiyulianzheiyangdechangjing，woyeyidingdiandoubujuedemoshengle。
danshizheizhendeshibujidema？
不，不是的。
ruguotayuanyi，takeyijideshijieshangyiqiedeshuzi，suoweideyiwang，yebuguoshitadebuzaiyibale。wo
dewentibuguoshiduitadeyidianertishi，henkuai，tajiunengxiangqilaiwoyaodeneigedaan，ranhou……dishengxia
气地来哄我。
shide，jiushizheiyangmeicuo。yinweimeiguoyihuier，wojiugandaoleyigehaidaizhewaimiandelengqidehuaibao，congbei
houjiangwoqingqingyongzhule，daizhecixingdedichunsangyinzaiwodeerpanliaodongzhewodelizhi：
“duibuqi，yiran，wozheiduanshijianzhendetaimangle，dengwomangwanzheiduanshijianzhihou，woyidingjinibushangzenme
样？”
ruguoanzhaoguoqu，wozheigeshihoujiuyinggaishunshiwozaixuchuandehuaibaoli，renxiaxinlisuoyoudebugan，dadudi
yuanliangta，dangzuoyiqiedoumeiyoufashengguoyiyang，shundaizaibatakoukoushengshengde“bushang”quandoupaozhinaohou。
danwojintianbuxiangzheimezuole。
yuanlaiyuanliangdecishutaiduole，neigezongshiquyuanliangderen，yehuigandaoyanfande。
“bushang？jiwo？”wochixiaoyisheng，shijingcongtadehuailizhengtuolechulai，duizhezheizhangdaibiaolewoguoqushiliu
niansuoyoumeihaodemianpang，quehenbudeyigebazhangshandaotadelianshangqu！zaitadexinli，zheiyitianfenmingzhishuyu
wojiyiranyigereneryi，gentaxuchuanshicongtoudaowei、yidianguanxidoumeiyou。
“wobuxuyaonizheigedanfangmiande‘bushang’！xuchuan，niyaoshizhendeyoubenshi，rangshijianhuidaozuotiana！ru
guoshijianbunengdaoliu，neinijiusuanshishenmebuchang！”
woxiongkouzheimeduonianyinweixuchuanerjizanxialaideweiqu，zhongyuzaizheigeshunjianbeiyinran、youbaofadaijin。woji
hushisihouzheshuowanlezheiyiduanhua，erxianglaixuchuanyecongmeiyoujianguozheiyangdewoba，tadaizhileyishun，youlian
mangshenshouguolaixiangyaobawoyongzaihuaizhong。
yenanweita，daolezheigeshihouhainengjide，zaiwoshengqideshihouzuinenghongwokaixindefangshile。
“biekua，yiran……shiwoshuocuole，zheishiwomenliangderizi，woyihoumeiyiniandoubuhuiquexilehaobuhao？yiran，bieku。”
wozaixuchuandetixingxia，caifaxianyuanlaibuzhibujueyanleiyijinghulemanlian，keshitingjiantayuqilidepijuan，
wohaishirenbuzhudadiaoletaxiangwoshenlaideshou，zaiyibamodiaolelianshangdeleishui：“nileile，zaoxiexiuxiba。”
wotingdaozijizheimeshuo，lengjingdaokepa，fangfoganggangneigexiesidilide，shilingyigefuzhezaiwoshenshangderen。jiulianwodesizhidoufangfoyouzhezijideyishi，daizhewozoujinwoshi，guanmenluosuo。
guangmingzaicibeigejuezaiwodeshijiezhiwai。
wohunshenwulidishuaidaozaichuangpushang，xinliyigeshengyinzaiqingqingdishuozhe：
再见了，许川。