01shoujizaichuangdixiazhendewengwengxiang，womosuozhegoudao，pingmuliangdeciyan——youshicuizhaide。“linzong，
zheiyueyouyuqilea。”duifangshengyinnianni，“ninneipochuzuwudezujindoutuoliangyuele，
yaobu......”wobashoujianzaixiongkou，xintiaozhuangdeleigushengteng。fanshenshijiaopengdaogepijiuguan，
kuangdanggundaoshafadixia。chuanglianconglaimeilakaiguo，wulimeiweihunzhegeyepaomianwei，xiangtuanshimianhuaduzaihoulongli。
chenmolaideshihou，wozhengdunzaidishangjiansanluodewenjian。tachuaikaijiaobiandewaimaihe，zhouzhemei：“linshen，
nikankannizheiwu，biwolvsuodixiashihailuan。”“guannishenmeshi。”wobawenjianwangchajishangyishuai，
zhiyehualasanleyidi。“dangranguanwoshi！”tadunxialaibangwojian，
zhijieqiaoleqiaozuishangmianneifenpochanqingsuanbaogao，“shanggeyuenilianxizhangzong，renjiashuo‘linzong，
womenzheixiaomiaorongbuxianin’；qiantianzhaolidong，zhijieguanidianhua——nijiudasuanzheimehaozhe？”wohoulongfajin，
zhuaqichajishangdeweishijiguanleyikou。jiushaodeweilifanyong，chenmoturanshuo：“wojinizhaolegebaomu。
”“buxuyao。”“shiyongsantian。”taanzhuwoyaoshuaidejiubei，“nibingxianglideniunaishangzhoujiuguoqile，
xiyijilipaozhedechenshandoufalvle——suwanzhao，ershisisui，mingpaidaxuebiye，jiawulisuo。
”wodingzheta，tayanlimeikaiwanxiaodeyisi。zuihouwoniezhemeixindiantou：“santian，duoyitiandoubuyao。
”suwanzhaolaideneitian，wozhengwozaishafalikanxingyefenxibaogao。menmeisuo，taqiaomendeshengyinqingdexiangpianyezi。
“linxiansheng。”tachuanqianlanbuqun，shoulitizhegezhubianlan，“woshichenlvshijieshaodebaomu。”wongleyisheng，
jixufanbaogao。yuguanglitafangxialanzi，wanyaojianqidishangdepijiuguan，dongzuoqingdemeisheng。dengwozaitaitou，
chajicadenengzhaojianrenying，sanluodewenjianzhengzhengqiqimachengyiluo，lianshafafenglidehuashengqiaodoubeijianganjingle。
“yaozuowufanma？”tazhanzaichufangmenkou，“bingxiangliyoupaiguheqingcai，woaotangkeyima？
”tangxiangpiaoqilaideshihou，wocaifaxianzijiyijingsantianmeizhengjingchifanle。taduanlaiqingciwan，
tangmianshangfuzheliangpiangouqi，“xiaoxintang。”xiawutazhengliyiju，wotingjianyijiapengzhuangdeqingxiang。
dengwoquyangtaichouyan，faxianliangyishengshangguazhexiganjingdechenshan，lingkouyigegekouhao，diedefangfangzhengzheng。
“linxiansheng。”taturanchuxianzaiwoshenhou，shouliniezhegeyaoping——shiwozangzaiyijuzuishenchudeanmianyao，
“yaoshouzaichoutishangcengle，shuiqianbanligoule。”wohoulongfajin：“nizenmezhaodaode？
”“ninzuowanfanlaifuqu，chuangbanxianglesici。”tachuiyanzhengliliangyisheng，“guilvzuoxiduishentihao。
”bangwantayaozoushi，wokanjianchajishangduolezhangbiantiao。zijiqingxiu：“linxiansheng，
mingtianwohuidaininxihuandeyejiaxuefeikafeidoulai。”woniezhebiantiao，zuijiaodiyiciwangshangqiaoleqiao。fanguobeimian，
yixingxiaozixianggenzhenchuojinyanjing——“nihaijidesujianguoma？”shouzhiturandoudelihai，
biantiaozhizaizhangxinzhouchengyituan。sujianguo......qinianqianneigejiancaichanglaoban？
tadechangbeiwomenbinggouhoupochan，houlai......chuangwaidetianmanmanheile，wozuozaishafashang，
shoulihaizuanzheneizhangbiantiao。chuangtoujushangdeanmianyaopingzaiyinyinglifanzhelengguang，
louxiabuzhisheijiadedianshizaifangxinwen，shengyinmomohuhude。lingchensandian，wodingzhetianhuaban，
jiyituranyongshanglai。qinianqiandebaoyuye，wozaibangongshiqianbinggouhetong，
zhulishuojiancaichangsulaobanzailouxiadenglesanxiaoshi。womeijian，
yinweishujuxianshineijiachangzibudizhai......houlaitingshuotatiaoloule，qizigaijia，
nver......wofanshenmochushouji，pingmuliangqiyouximie。
chuangwaideludengtouguopolegedongdechuanglianzhaojinlai，zaiqiangshangtouchugemohudeyingzi，
xiangjilesuwanzhaowanyaojianpijiuguandemoyang。02cheyeweimian。wodingzhetianhuaban，shoujizaizhentouxiatangdelihai。
qinianqiandehuamianxiangzoumadengbanfuxian。zhuxuehuodongxianchang，chuanzhejiuxiaofudexiaoguniangsuozaijiaoluo，
yanjingliangdexiangxingxing。tajiaosuwanzhao，chengjidanshangquanshia。woqianlezizhuxieyi，tapengzhezhengshujugong，
toudingqiaoqidedaimaosaoguowodeshoubei。“xiexielinshushu。”tadeshengyinxidexiangwenzijiao。
houlaisujianguodejiancaichangchuxianzaibinggoumingdanshang。caiwubaobiaoliquanshihuaizhang，wopizhunleshougou。
zhulishuosulaobanzailouxiadenglesangexiaoshi，hunshenshitoule。wofanzhexiayifenwenjianshuo：“rangtazhaofawutan。
”zaihoulaitingshuotacongdingloutiaolexiaqu。tadeqizijuanzhepeichangjingaijiale，
nver……wonieleniefazhangdetaiyangxue。biantiaobeimiandezihaizaiyanqianhuang：“nihaijidesujianguoma？
”yuanlaisuwanzhaoshisujianguodenver。tianliangshiwoguanleliangbeilengkafei。menlingzhunshixiangle，zhenghaoqidian。
tachuanzheqianhuisezhenzhishan，shoulitizhezhulan，hezuotianyiyang。“linxiansheng。”taxiaozheshuo，
“jintianxianghe……”“sujianguoshinibaba？”wodaduanleta。tadexiaorongjiangzailezuijiao。
zhulanzaishoulihuanglehuang，limiandekafeidousachuliangke，gundaolewojiaobian。“shide。
”tadeshengyinqingdexiangtanxi，“qinianqianninbinggouletadechang，
taqianwan**xieyidangtian……”“suoyinidangbaomu？”wochelechelingkou，“shiweilebaofuwo？
”taditoukanzhezijidexiejian，zhijiaqiajinlezhangxin：“yuanbenwoxiangrangnichangchangshiqudeziwei。kannihedaotu，
kannifanzhaoanmianyao，kanniduizhekongjiupingdiaoyanlei……”wohoujiedongledong：“ranhouni？
”“ranhouwofaxiannilingchensandianzaiyangtaichouyan，yanhuidiaojinlehuapen；faxiannikanxingyebaogaoshi，
shouzhihuibuzijuediqiaozhuojiao——hewobabasuanzhangshiyimoyiyang。”tataiqitou，yanjinghongdexiangjinlexue，
“faxianwoxiangbangnibachenshandelingkouyigegekouhao，xiangbanicongnizhaolilachulai。”wohoutuibanbu，
zhuangdaolemenkuangshang。“chuqu。”“linxiansheng……”“gun。”tadezhulandiaozailedishang，
kafeidouguliuliudigunleyidi。menguanshangshi，wotingjiantadaizhekuqiangshuo：“womeisahuang。
”xiawuchenmodalaidianhua，shengyindadezhendewoermoteng：“zhoumingyuanzaishougounijiugongsideshengyuzichan，
mingtianyaokaixinwenfabuhui，shuoyaochedimoqu‘linshen’zheigemingzi。”wowojinshouji，zhijiedoubianbaile。
chajishanghaizhanzheliangkekafeidou，shitazaoshangsade。chuangwaiqifengle，chuidechuanglianhuhuzuoxiang。
wodingzheqiangshangdeyingzi，turanxiangqitawanyaojianpijiuguandemoyang——neimeqing，neimexiaoxin，
jiuxiangzaijianshenmeyisuidedongxi。wanshangshidian，womoheihuijia。loudaodeshengkongdenghuaile，
taijieshangyougemohudeyingzi。wotingzhulejiaobu。neiyingzidongledong，chuanlaiyishengqingke。shitadeshengyin，
daizhebiyin：“linxiansheng……wodengnishuojuhua。”03wozaishafashangquanleyiye，meiheyan。lingchenwudian，
loudaolichuanlaixixisusudexiangdong。womodaochuangbianwangxiakan——tadunzaitaijieshang，xigaidizhexiongkou，
zhulangezaijiaobian，toufabeichenludashi，luanpengpengtiezaierhou。qidianzheng，wokailemen。tamengdizhanqilai，
xigaikezaitaijieshang，menhengyisheng。“yaozouxianzaizou。”woceguoshen。tameishuohua，wanyaojianqizhulan，
genzhewojinlewu。chufangpiaoqibaizhoudexiangwei。tabaciwantuidaowomianqianshi，
shouzhihaifanzheqingse——gangcaikede。“weishenmemeijixuzuotouziyinxinggongzuo？”woyaoleyishaozhou，
tangdeshejianfateng。taniezhekuaizi，zhijiagaifanbai：“wobazouhou，woqutachanglishoushidongxi。”tadunledun，
“tabaoxianjuliyouzhangzhitiao，xiezhe‘xiaozhaodexuefeiyouzheluole’。”zhouzaizuilifaku。
neishiwodangnianqiandezizhuxieyi，yongbinggoukuanlidelingtou。“houlaiwonadaotouziyinxinggongzuoluyongtongzhineitian，
zaijiubaozhishangkandaonigongsipochandexinwen。”tataitou，yanjinghongdexianggeyedecha，“youxieshi，
biqiangengzhongyao。”menbeipaideshanxiang。chenmojuzhegeupanchongjinlai，chenshanzhoudexiangxiancai：“zhoumingyuanneixiaozi，
dangnianmaitongnicaiwuzongjianzuojiazhangdeyoujian，kenenghaizaijiufuwuqili！”woniejinupan，shoubeishangqingjinzhitiao。
suwanzhaoturanshuo：“wobangni。”tabanlaiyizizuozaiwopangbian，zhijianzaijianpanshangfanfei。
wodingzhepingmushangdeluanma，taturantingzhu：“zheili。”liangfengyoujiantiaolechulai。
diyifengshicaiwuzongjiandezhanghao，dierfengshuming“zhou”——“anjihuajieduanxianjinliu，
shichenghoudasanbaiwandaoniruishizhanghu”。“haiyou。”tayoudiankaiyigejiamiwenjianjia，“zheigeshijianchuobudui，
yinggaishihouqicuangaide。”diannaopingmudelanguangyingzaitalianshang。wohoujiedongledong：“nidaodizhanzainabian？
”tameishuohua，bazhenglihaodeyoujianjilutuidaowomianqian。zhizhangbianyuanbeitaniechuzhehen，xiangyidaoqiandandeba。
chuangwaideyubuzhishenmeshihouxiaqilaile，pilipaladidazaibolishang。wodiankaizuihouyifengyoujian，
mimakuangtiaolechulai，tishishi“zuinanwangderiqi”。suwanzhaoturanshuo：“nizizhuwoshangdaxueneitian，
shi2016nian3yue12ri。”wozhijianxuanzaijianpanshang。tadehuxisaoguowodehoujing，
qingdexiangpianyumao：“wobazishaneitian，yeshi3yue12ri。”diannaopingmushanleshan，
jiamiyoujiandebiaotimanmanxianlechulai。yuyuexiayueda，wodingzheneichuanluanma，houcaoyayaodefateng。
04wodingzhepingmushangdemimakuang，houcaoyayaodefateng。yuzhuzizazaichuangbolishang，badabadaxiang。
“nizaojiuzhidaozheixieyoujiandecunzai，duiba？”woceguoliankanta。tajiemaoshanghaizhanzhegangcaicaleideshuihen，
tingjianzheihua，shouzhizaizhuoyanqingqingquanlequan。“zhidao。”tashengyinqingdexiangtanqi，“wobazishaqiansantian，
zaijiushoujilicunleduanluyin。tashuolinzongbuhuihaita，shiyourenshihuai。“tataitoukanwo，yanjingliangdezharen，
”wochaguonidangniandebinggouan——zhoumingyuandegongsitiqiansangeyuemaikonglewobadeyuanliaogongyingshang。
“shoujizaizhuomianzhendefazhan。chenmodexiaoxitiaochulai：“zhoumingyuanneibiandongzuokuai，
mingtianyaodicailiaoshenqingnizhongshenjinruzibenshichang。”woniezheshoujideshouqingjinzhitiao，pingmuguangcideyanjingshengteng。
“woyougepengyounengbangmang。”suwanzhaoturanshuo。tabaliangtoudechabeiwangwoshoubiantuiletui，“lusisi，
daxueshiyou，xianzaizaikejigongsizuoshujufenxishi。
”wodingzhetafanqingdexigai——zuowankezaitaijieshangdeshanghaimeixiao。“weishenmebangwo？”tameihuida，
ditoubasanzaizhuojiaodexinzhiyizhangzhangliqi。zuishangmianneizhangshiwodangnianqiandezizhuxieyi，bianjiaobeitamodefamao。
diertianyutingle。suwanzhaolingwojinxieziloushi，diantijingziliyingchuwozhoubabadechenshan。taanle17lou，
shouzhizaianjianshangxuanleliangmiaocailuoxia。lusisizuozaigongweiliqiaojianpan，tingjiandongjingtaitou。tadaiyinkuangyanjing，
kanwodeyanshenxiangzaikanyizushuju。“suwanzhaoshuonixuyaopojiejiamiyoujian。”tatuiletuiyanjing，
“mimabushiriqi。”wohoulongfajin：“tishishi‘zuinanwangderiqi’。”“neishizhangyanfa。
”tadiaochugedaimajiemian，“zheifuwuqishiniqinianqianbinggoushimaide，jiamiluojigenzhenidangniandexiguanzou。
”tazhuanshencongchoutilichouchugeniupizhidai，
“suwanzhaojiwokanletabayiwu——ni2016nianjideqinbixin。”wonaoziwengdeyisheng。
qinianqianwojimeigeshouzhuxueshengdouxieguohuixin，yonggangbixiezaimihuangxinzhishang。
sujianguodeneifeng...“xinzuihouyijushi‘weilaikeqi’。”lusisiqiaoxiasigezi，
“nixiguanbazhongyaowenjianmimashechengzijixiedejuzi。”pingmu“di”deyisheng。jiamiwenjianjiahuoranzhankai，
jishifengyoujianxiangchaoshuibanyongchulai。zhoumingyuandeyouxiangdizhicidewoyanjingteng，
“maitongcaiwuzongjian”“weizaoyingshouzhangkuan”“jieduanxianjinliu”zheixiecizaipingmushangtiaozhe，
xiangdangniangongsicaibaoshangneixieciyandehongshu。“goule。”woshengyinfaya。shouzhichudaoupanshicaifaxian，
yuanlaiwoyizhizaifadou。“xiawusandian，chenmozailvsuodengni。”suwanzhaozhanzaigongweimenkou，
shoulizuanzheneigezhulan——tameitianyonglaizhuangcaidezhulan。yangguangcongtabeihouzhaoguolai，batadeyingziladelaozhang，
touzaiwojiaobian。wobaupansaijinxizhuangneidai。qinianqianwoyechuanguozheiyangdexizhuang，
zaidongshihuishangqiaozhetouyingyishuo“weilaikeqi”。xianzaizheisigezitangdewoxinkoufateng。diantimenheshangshi，
wokanjiansuwanzhaohaizhanzaiyuandi。taditoumozhezhulanbianyuandetengtiao，xiangzaimoshenmejizhenguidedongxi。
neidongzuorangwoxiangqizuowantalixinzhidemoyang——qingqingde，xiaoxinyiyide，xiangpapengsuileshenme。
chenmodexiaoxiyoutiaojinlai：“zhengjudaoshoule？”woanxiahuifujian，chuangwaidefengjuanzhejipianwutongyeguaguo。
zheici，woyaorangzhoumingyuanchangchang，shenmejiao“weilaikeqi”。05chenmobaupan**diannaoshi，
wodingzhetahoujingxinmaochulaidedoudou。tazongshuolvsuodekongdiaotaileng，kehoubeidechenshanquezongshibeihanshuijinshi。
“gaisi。”tagundongshubiaodeshoutingzhule，“zhoumingyuanmaitongdeshizhangzong？
neilaojiahuoshanggeyuehaizaijiujushangpaizhewodejianbangshuo‘linzongzhenkexile’。”wochesonglelingdai。
qinianqianzaidongshihuishang，woyeshizheiyangkanzhecaiwubaobiaoshangdeloudong，zhibuguoneishiwodechenshanyuntangdebiting，
xiukouhaishidingzhide。“xianquzuozhengjugongzheng。”chenmobaupanbalechulai，“xiazhousanzaifayuanjian。
”taturanmiqiyanjing，“nikoudaililoudongxile。
”yizhangzhoubabadekafeizhangdancongwodexizhuangneidailihualechulai。riqishisuwanzhaolaiwojiadediyitian，
jineshi38kuai，qiandanlanshanglongfeifengwudiqianzhe“wangmin”——zhoumingyuandemishu，genletashinianle。
woniejinzhangdandeshoubujinshoujin。neitiansuwanzhaoshuoqulouxiamaikafei，huilaishizhibeishanghainingjiezheshuizhu，
tashuo“kanninmeichizaofan”。“tadiyitianlaijiubeizhoumingyuanderendingshangle？”chenmocouguolaikanlekan，
“haishishuo……”womeitingwantadehua。tuikaimenshi，suwanzhaozhengzaicacanzhuo，
zhulanlideqincaiyeshanghaizhanzheshui。tataiqitou，xiaozheshuo：“jintianmaileluyu，
ninshangcishuo……”“wangminshishei？”wobazhangdanpaizailezhuoshang。tadexiaorongjiangzailezuijiao，
shouzhijiaozheweiqundai。“woburenshi。”“zhoumingyuandemishu。”woxiangqianbijinlebanbu，
“nidiyitianlaiwojia，maibeikafeidouyaotamishuqianzi？”tawanghoutui，zhuangdaolecanyishang，
yankuangshunjianjiuhongle：“wozhendebuzhidao……neitianwozaibianlidianmaide，shouyinyuanshuoman50songyouhuiquan，
keneng……”“kenengshenme？”wozhuazhutadeshouwan，“nijiejinwo，shizhoumingyuanshedeju？”tayaoleyaotou，
yanleizazailewodeshoubeishang：“bushi……woshizijilaide……”“ruguozheishigexianjing。”wosongkaileshou，
“wohuirangnibinibasidegengnankan。”tamengditaiqitou，tongkongzhandouzhe。
lizhendexiaoxishiyelishiyidianfalaide。taxianzaishizhoumingyuandexingzhengzhuguan，
touxianghaishiwodangnianjitapeidegongzuozhao——cuntou，zuomeiguyoudaoba。“zhouzongxiazhoufeiquxianggangtanrongzi，
caiwubaobiaozaitadesirenyunpanli。”tafaleyichuanluanma，“lusisinengjiekai。
”lusisilingchensandianhuixiaoxi：“zijinliankazaidongnanyaxiangmushang，quekouliangqianwan。”tahaifuleyizhangtubiao，
hongxianquanzhe“2023niandisanjiduyingfuzhangkuan”。wodingzhediannaopingmu，chuangwaideyueguangtoulejinlai，