第4章
“xiaoci？”linqingyaoleyaoshuizaiyipangkanhuchuangshangdezhuwanci。
jiantamianshangkudedoushishuizi，lianmangniezhexiuzijitacaganjing。
zhuwanciganshoudaoshenbianyouren，mengdezhengkaiyanjing。
“爸！”
tazuoqishen，jiandaoshenbiangenbenbushineigechangjing，tayemeiyouzhanzaineigelouxia。
zhuwanciwanxiashenzi，shuangshoutuozhelianmaizaixigaishang，luanzaozaodejuanfaganghaozhezhuletadebiaoqing，rangrenkanbuchuqingxu。
linqingkanzaiyanlixinteng，takaozaibingchuangshangyizhizaijizhuwancishunzhebei。
“womeishidema......”
“jintianzaoshanghaiyouke，wodexianzoule。”talengjinglepianke，zhiqishenzilaixialechuang。
congchuangweidebeibaolitaochumaojindazaijianshang，nazhebeizichulemen。
dongrideshuiyouxieliang，cidezhuwancigutouteng。
kezhiyouzheizhongtengcainengrangtaqingxingguolai。
tataiqitoukanzhejingzizhongzijidelian，weimidebuchengyangzi，duanduanbudaoyigexingqi，xiabajiushoudejianjiande。
douyaokanbudaobozishangdeneiliangcengroule。
zhuwancibujinkuxiaoqilai。
tayizhidoushineizhongpianxiangyu‘yingerfei’deshencai，cengjingyeyiduxiangyaojianguofei，naihekongzhibuzhuzui，meicidouchidaoduziyuangungundecaitingxialai。
wanquanjiangkongzhishiyudeshiqingpaozhinaohoule。
yanxiadaoshibuyongkeyiquweichi，dounengqidaozheiyanghaodexiaoguo。
祝挽词有些哽咽。
xishuwanhou，tayoudaolouxiamailezaocansongshanglaicaihuixuexiao。
zouzailushang，duzi‘gululu’dijiaogebuting。
daolejiaoshishi，limiandekeyijingshangdaoyibanle，zhuwanciconghoumenqiaoqiaodiliudaozuihouyipaizuohao，dakaishubenfandaotaishanglaoshijiangdaodeneiyiye。
tameishenmeyinxiang，pieleyiyanpangbiancaizhaodao。
daxuemeiyouxianggaozhongshineiyangyanli，laoshijibenshangdoubuhuiguanxiamiandexueshengzaiganma。
zhiyaonishuohuadeshengyinzugouxiao，budaraotashangke，jiuzhengyizhiyanbiyizhiyan。
zhuwancizuozaineili，nenggouqingqingchuchuditingdaoqianmianzaitaolunzheshenme。
“nicaiwozuotianwanshangjianzheleshenme？”shiyigechuanzhezhengzhuangfabiandazhejiaodenansheng。
tanazheshouji，dixiatoudijizuobiandenansheng，“neigeshei，zhiqianniuqihonghongdeneige。”
“ze，nishibuzhidao。”
shoulideyemianshiyigenvdaxuesheng，zaiyuyelituizheyiliangzixingcheouyufuhaodechangjing。
yirenshoudazaichechuangwai，yirenzhuanguotouquduishizhe。
dengguangzhaozaiyushuishang，qiaoshangquhaitingyoufenweigan。
tashouzhiwangyoubianhuaguoqu，qiehuanlechangmian，nvhaibeiyidingheisedesanzhezhu，zhengdizheshenziwangchezilizuo。
zhuwancikandechulai，zheijiushitabenren。
zheiliangrenyagenjiumeidasuanbizhetashuo。
“zheizhongzhaopiannidouyou？neiniyoumeiyoupaidaozheiliangrenqulenajiajiudiana......”neirendaoledaogebo，liezhezuixiaoxixidiwendao。
lingwaijirentingdao‘fuhao’he‘jiudian’lianggeci，doufenfentoulaimuguang，lazhezuoyongzhe，guiqiuxiaodaoxiaoxi。
taangzhetou，“bujibuji，zheikeshirenjiadesishi，wozenmenengsuibianchuanboni。”
baishou，bingmeiyoushuomeiyouneizhongshipin，fanershiyiyousuozhidirangzheixierenjuede，tayou，zhishibuyuanyifenxiangchulai。
“youshenmebuhaoshuode，nvdaxueshengbeilaotoubaoyang，neibushiduolequle？”