第五章
peichenyemengdituikaihuailidechiyue，muguangzairenqunzhongfengkuangsouxunneigeshuxideshenying。
没有，哪里都没有。
tadexinzangturanxiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouzuanjin，huxidoutingzhileyishun。
“suniancini？”tazhuazhuyigeshizhedeyiling，shengyinsiyadekepa。
shizhezhandouzhezhixianghubian：“gang、gangcaihaoxiangkandaosu**wangneibianqule……”
peichenyefengleyiyangchongxianghubian，xizhuangwaitaodoulaibujituojiutiaojinlebinglengdehushuizhong。
shuixiaguangxianhunan，tapinmingzhengdayanjing，zhongyuzaihudikandaoleneigeshuxideshenying。
suniancixiangyipianluoyebanhuanhuanxiachen，zhangfazaishuizhongsankai，liansecangbaidejinhutouming。
她看见他了。
gezhehushui，tamendeshixianduanzanxiangjie。
suniancideyanzhongmeiyoukongju，meiyouyuanhen，zhiyouyizhongjinhujietuodepingjing。
peichenyedexinmengdiyichen。
她不想活了。
jiuzaitajijiangchupengdaosuniancideshunjian，anbianturanchuanlaichiyuesixinliefeidehujiu：“chenye！jiuwo！wobuhuiyouyong……”
peichenyededongzuodunzhule。
tahuitoukanleyiyanbuzhiheshiluoshuidechiyue，youkanxiangyijingbishangyanjingdesunianci。
yimiaozhongdeyouyuhou，tazhuanshenyouxianglechiyue。
suniancideyishijianjianmohu。
tabingbujuedetong，zhishijuedeleng。
这样也好，她想。
fanzhengzhishengsitianle，zaosiwansidouyiyang。
ranermingyunsihupianyaohetazuodui。
dangtazaicizhengkaiyanjingshi，yingruyanliandeshipeichenyeyinchendelian。
tataishouqiazhutadebozi，shengyinlengdexiangbing，“sunianci！nizaiyanhuishangzisha，shixiangguyipohuaiyueyuedeshengriyanhaoxiyinwodezhuyi，haishizhendebuxianghuole！”
suniancijiannandichelechezuijiao：“womeishimeikedoupanwangzhesi……nibushizhidaodema？”
peichenyedeshoumengdishoujin，jijinyaoyaqiechi：“xiangdoubiexiang！jializheimeduobaobiaohesirenyishengshikeshouzhe，napanidaoleyanwangdianwoyenengjiangnizhaohuilai！”
tadeshengyinlidaizheyizhongjinhupianzhidefengkuang，“meiyouwodeyunxu，nizheibeizidousibule！jizhu，nisunianci，yaoyongyuanliuzaiwoshenbianshouzhemo！”
queyangrangsunianciyanqianfahei，jiuzaitakuaiyaozhixishi，peichenyecaisongkaileshou。
“zheicijiyueyuedeshengriyanbeinihuile，”talenglengdao，“neijiubuchangtayichangqiuhun，mingtian，niqinzichoubei，yaoshizairangwoshiwang，nizhidaoxiachang！”
suniancikedesixinliefei，quehaishiqingshengyingdao：“hao。”
peichenyesihugengshengqile，shuaimenerqu。
neiyizhengye，suniancidoumeiyouxiuxi。
taqiangchengzhexuruodeshenti，qinzibuzhiqiuhunxianchang。
qiuhunxianchangbeitabuzhidejijinshehua。
shuijingdiaodengzheshechudeguangmangsamanzhenggedating，sunianciqinshoupujiudemeiguihuabanlucongmenkouyizhiyanshendaozhongyangwutai。
tazhanzaijiaoluodeyinyingli，kanzhepeichenyeqianzhechiyuedeshouhuanhuanzoulai。
chiyuechuanzhetacengjingmengxiangzhongdehunshakuanshi，xiaodemingmeidongren。
erpeichenyeyishenjiancaidetideheisexizhuang，jushoutouzujianjinshijinguiyouya。
“yueyue。”peichenyezaiwutaizhongyangdanxiguixia，congsironghezhongquchuyimeicuicandezuanjie，“jiajiwo，wohuiyongyuanaini，yibeiziduinihao。”
tadeshengyinwenroudebuxianghua，yanshenzhuanzhudiwangzhechiyue。zhouweibinkelikeqihongqilai：
“dayingta！dayingta！”
suniancizhanzairenqunzuihou，jixiedigenzheguzhang。
tadezuichunwushengdidongzhe，yejixiedigenzhehan：
“答应他……”
“答应他……”
chiyuelianshangyangyizhexingfudexiaorong，gangyaokaikoudaying，peichenyequebuzhiweihe，turanshouhuilejiezhi。
tayuguangbuzijuedipiexiangjiaoluolidesunianci，kandaotamianwubiaoqingdeyangzi，mouseyufashenchen。
zaiyizhongrenchayideyanshenzhong，tashouhuimuguang，wenroudikanxiangchiyue。
“yueyue，jirannihaimeixiangqingchu，neijiuxiacizaishuo，xiaci，wohuiqinzizhunbeiyichanggengjiashengdadeqiuhunyishi。”