第一章:雪覆孤亭
longqingshisanniandedongtian,pinghuchengzaoyulebainianbuyudekuhan。qianhuisedeyuncengdidiyazhe,fangfochushoukeji,linliedebeifengxiangdaozi,guaguoqingshibanlu,juanqidishangbobodechuxue。yunhezaoyibingfeng,shiqulewangridemaidong,zhengzuochengxianruyizhongsijide、lingrenzhixidebinglengzhizhong。
zhengnanyuanduziyiren,tazhejixue,zouxiangchengjiaodehuxinting。xuansedejinpaowaizhaozheyijianhouzhongdemohuqiu,queyijiudangbuzhuneiwukongburudehanyi。zheihanyibingfeijinlaizitianqi,gengduoshiconggusuishenchushentouchulai,zaoyijintouletadelinghun。tashouzhong,jinjinzuanzheyizhitunsedejihufabaidezhiyuan。juanmiancengjingshichunjingdeqingkonglan,rujinzhishengxiahuimengmengdedizi,shangmianyinfengouledeliuyunzaoyibanbotuoluo,zhuguyeyinnianshenrijiudemosuoerbiandewenrunguanghua,queyecuiruobukan。
huxintingguxuanyubingfengdehumianzhishang,feiyanqiaojiaoshangguamanlejianruidebingleng,zaicandandetianguangxiashanzheyoulengdeguang。tingneigengshilengdexiangbingjiao。shizhuoshangjileyicengboxue,pangbianwaidaozheyigekongledejiutan。tafuqushidengshangdexue,zuolexialai,jiangneitunsedezhiyuanxiaoxinyiyidifangzaixishang。binglengdezhijianfuguocucaodejuanmian,meiyicichupeng,douxiangshizaijiekaiyidaoyongbujiejiadeshangba。
julineigehongchoucimu、huangyanposuideyewan,yijingguoquduojiule?wunian?haishiliunian?shijianduitaeryan,zaoyishiqulekedu。qibaichasile。sizaitajiechuanneigezhanjutashentide“guhunyegui”dedangye。neigemingwei“sulingyin”deyishizhihunxiaoshihou,zhenzhengdeqibaicha,neigebingruo、beiwei、chenmodiaizhetadeshaonv,shenzhimeinengzaizhengkaiyankankanzheigeshijie,bianchediximielezuihouyidianweiruodeshengmingzhihuo。
tajideqifurensixinliefeidekuhao,jideqilaoyeyiyebaitoudejuewang,jidemanfucimudehongchouzaidierribianbeicanghuangchexia,huanshanglelingrenzhixidecanbai。erta,zhengnanyuan,chenglezheichangbeijudeshizuoyongzhe。shitaqinshousisuileqijiazuihoudexiwang,shitayongyijubinglengde“nibushita”,jianjieeshaleneigetacongweizhenzhenglejie、yecongweishituqulejiedeweihunqi。
huihen,rutongduteng,zaoyichanraoletashengmingdemeiyicun。tahui。huizijidangchuweiheneibanzifu,weihebunengrongrenyisiyihaode“butong”?neigedingzheqibaichapinangdesulingyin,tayanzhongdeguangmang,tatuokouerchudeqitanguailun,taduiyinlechuncuidejingtan,shenzhitaqiangzhuangwenshunshiyanbuzhudelengjiao……doucengxiangtourusishuideshizi,zaitaxindijiqiguoweilan。tacengkunhuo,yecengtanjiu,shenzhi……youguoyisilianzijidoubuyuanchengrende、beineixianhuolinghunxiyindejidong。kezuizhong,neidianweilanbeitadejiaoao、beitadui“zhixu”depianzhiniandefensui。taxuanzelezuijuejuedefangshi,chuopoleneicengcuiruodechuanghuzhi,yeqinshouzangsonglelianggenvzi。
tachenglepinghuchengzuichedidegujiaguaren。zhengfuruodadezhaiyuan,kongkuangdenengtingjianzijijiaobudehuisheng。taqiansanledabufenpuyi,xiejueleyiqieyingchouwanglai。cengjingyinyiweiaodecaiqing,neixiehuoqingyahuogugaodeshicigefu,rujintibi,zhijuemanzhijieshixiaosuoyusiji。dizigengshizaiweipengguo,neizhicengyindeguigenvermenxinchishenwangdenanzhaoyudi,liantong《baichayingxue》dequpu,zaoyibeitasuojinxiangdi,chenfengzaijiyizuiyinandejiaoluo。weiyouzheizhizhiyuan,zheizhitayishixingqizengyu“ta”、houlaiquebeizhenzhengdeqibaichazaibingtashangsisizuanzhu、zuizhongyouluodaotashouzhongdezhiyuan,chengletaweiyide、bingtaidejituo。
tachangchangzuozaizheizuohuxintingli,yizuojiushiyitian。kanzhebingfengdehumian,kanzhehuimengmengdetiankong,kanzhexuehuayipianpianluoxia。tahuixiangzheneigechunriweiyudewuhou,neigecangbaishouruode“qibaicha”zaicaodishangbenpao,yangtouwangzheqingkonglandezhiyuanyuefeiyuegao,yanzhongshanshuozhebushuyuzheigeshijiede、jinhutanlandeshengmingguangmang。neiyikedejidong,rujinxianglai,jingshishigudeduyao。
“sulingyin……”tadididinianchuzheigekezaixindidemingzi,shengyinshayaganse,xiaosanzaibinglengdekongqizhong。zheigemingzi,liantongneigelaiziyishidelinghun,chengletahoubanshengwufabaituodemengyanyuzhinian。tashishei?talaizinali?neigeshijie……youshishenmemoyang?zheixiewenti,xiangguimeibanriyechanraozheta。tawushucishexiang,ruguodangchutameiyouxiankaineifanghonggaitou,ruguotanengrongrenneifen“butong”,jiejushifouhuibuyiyang?qibaichashifounengyinneiyishilinghundailaideshengjierhuoxiaqu?tayuneigesulingyin……youhuiyouzenyangdejiuge?
wurennengjitadaan。zhiyouwujindexue,wushengdifugaizheyiqie,yeshituyanmaitawuxiuzhidehuihenyuguji。
**dierzhang:guzhiyuwen(xiandaixian)**
shengtushuguangujixiufubu,hengwenhengshidehuanjinggejuelechuangwaishenqiudexiaose。rouhedeguangxianxia,sulingyinzhengfuzaijudadegongzuotaiqian,quanshenguanzhudijinxingzheyixiangjingxidaojinhukekedegongzuo。tashouzhongshiyibenwanqingchaobende《pinghuyifangshiyi》,zhizhangjiqicuiruo,bianyuanjiaohuangjuanqu,fangfoqingqingyipengjiuhuihuazuojifen。
julizaigujiqukandaoneiben《pinghusuoji·shiyi》,muduguanyuzhengnanyuanjiejudewenzi,yijingguoqushuyue。neichangwushengdebengkui,neizazaishuyeshangdeguntangleishui,sihuhaojinletajizanyijiudeqingxu。tabingweixiangrenherentiqi,zhishijiangneifenshenchendetongchuyuwujindechangwang,gengshendimaijinlexindi。gongzuo,chengletaweiyidemaodian。
zhijiandaizheboruchanyiderujiaoshoutao,yongzuixidelanghaoxiaokaibi,zhanqutezhide、jinhutoumingdejianghu,xiaoxinyiyiditiehezheyichuchongzhudebianyuan。pingxiningshen,fangfozaijinxingyichangyushijiandewushengjiaoli。zhiyouzaizheizhongjizhidezhuanzhuzhong,neixiefanyongdejiyisuipiancainengzanshipingxi。zhizhangdewenli,mojideshenqian,shenzhineichennianchenaihunhezhedandanmeiweideqixi,dourangtagandaoyizhongqiyideshuxiyuanning。fangfotongguozhijian,tanengchumodaoneigeyanyupinghudemaibo。
“lingyin,xiuxihuierba,hekoushui。”daitadelaoshifuzhanglaoduanzheyibeirechazouguolai,shengyinfangdejiqing。zheiweinianyuhuajiadelaoxiufushi,youzheyishuangdongxishishideyanjing。tazaojiuzhuyidaozheigenianqingguniangshenshangyouzhongchaohunianlingdechenjing,yijiouerwangzhechuangwaiyanyushi,yanzhongyishanerguode、nongdehuabukaideyoushang。tacongbuzhuiwen,zhishimomodijiyuguanzhao。
“xiexiezhanglao。”sulingyinzhaixiayanjing,roulerouyouxiefasuandemeixin,jieguochabei。wenredechashuiyuntiezhezhangxin,yedailaiyisinuanyi。
“zheiben《shiyi》sunhuidelihai,youqishihoumianjiye,shuizichongzhujiaojia,pincouqilaihenfeishenba?”zhanglaokanzhegongzuotaishangtankaide、bumanpintiehenjideshuye。
“ng,shiyoudianmafan。”sulingyindiandiantou,muguangluozaizhengzaixiufudeyiyeshang。zheiyiyejiluzhejigezhiliaokechuandepianfang,zijiliaocao,jiazazheyixieyaocaidesuming,haiyoujichumingxiandewusun。“zheili,‘tiandongsanqian,maidongliangqian,chuanbeimuyanmoyiqian,xueha……’houmianjigezibeishuiziyunrandekanbuqingle,sihushi‘jiantang’haishi‘dunfu’?haiyouzheiwei‘qingkonglan’,wochalehenduoziliao,doumeizhaodaoduiyingdeyaocai,huoxushidifangshangdebieming?huozhe……chaoxiezhedebiwu?”tazhizheqizhongyixingmohudeziji,meitouweicu,daizhezhuanyexingdekunhuo。
“qingkonglan?”zhanglaocoujinkanlekan,yeyaoyaotou,“queshiguguai。difangchaobenchangyouewu,yekenengshimouzhongxianyishichuanhuogengmingdezhiwu。bieji,manmanlai,xiufugujijiushiyugurenduihua,youshidaanhuizaibujingyijianfuxian。”tawenhedigulidao。
sulingyinzhongxindaishangyanjing,muguangquebuyouzizhudizaiciluozaineisangezishang——“qingkonglan”。zhijiangezhebobodeshoutao,qingqingfuguoneimohudemoji。yigumomingde、xiweidedianliugan,haowuyuzhaodicongzhijiancuanshangxintou。tamengdisuohuishou,xinkouxiangshibeishenmedongxiqingqingzhuangleyixia。yanqianshunjianshanguoyizhizaiyanyuzhongpianxiande、chunjingdeqingkonglansedezhiyuan。zhugudechugan,sixianbengjindezhenzhan,benpaoshifeibuhuoshaobandetengtong,yiji……huilangxianeidaochenjingzhushidemuguang。
tashenxiyikouqi,qiangpozijijiangzhuyililahuiyanqiandecanye。zheizhishiqiaohe。yidingshiqiaohe。tagaosuziji。raner,neisangezi,quexiangyiketouruxinhudeshizi,zaitanuliweichidepingjingbiaomianxia,jiqilenanyipingfudelianyi。neigefengxuezhongshouwotunsezhiyuandeshenying,zaiciwubiqingxidifuxianzainaohai。binglengdehuihenyujuewang,fangfogezheshubainiandeshiguang,chuantouzhibei,sisilvlvdichanraoshangtadezhijian。
**disanzhang:xueyecanzhu(gudaixian)**
daxueduanduanxuxuxialesanri,feidanmeiyoutingxiedejixiang,faneryuyanyulie。kuangfengguoxiezheemaobandexuepian,zaitiandijianfengkuangdisinve、paoxiao,fangfoyaojiangzhenggeshijiedoutunshi。pinghuchengchedichengleyizuosijidebaisegudao。
zhengnanyuanyijiuguzhididaizaihuxintingli。tingneidetanpenzaoyiximieduoshi,hanqibianrenjigu。jiutanyikong,dailaideganliangyeyidongdeyingbangbang。tabingbujuedee,yebujuedeleng。shentidezhijuesihuzaoyimamu,zhishengxiaxinkouneipiankongmangde、beihuihenhesinianfanfukenshidehuangwu。xishangdezhiyuan,yansezaihunandeguangxianxiaxiandegengjiahuibai,rutongtaxingjiangjiumudeshengming。
yishizaihanlenghexuruozhongkaishiyouxiemohu。guowangdepianduanbushoukongzhidizaiyanqianshanxian、jiaozhi。
takandaonianyoudeziji,zaiyanlifuqindemuguangxia,yibianbianlinmozhekuzaodefatie,chuangwaitonglingrendexinaoshengshineiyangyaoyuan;
takandaojinbangtimingshi,zhouweirendegongweiyanxian,neixinquezhigandaoyipianxuwu;
takandaodiyicijiandaoqibaicha,neigeduozaimuqinshenhou、cangbaiqienuodexiangzhixiaotuzidenvhai,taduita,zhiyouzeren,meiyoubolan;
takandaoneigewuhou,zhangjiejiaolianxiankaiyijiaodejinghongyipie,neishuangbushuyuqibaichade、daizhejinghuangqueyichangqingliangdeyanjing;
takandaonuangeli,taduizhexiyangzimingzhongtuokouerchude“yuanli”,neikunhuoyouruilideshenqing;
takandaoyuexiashuixie,talingting《baichayingxue》shi,yanzhongchuncuideguangmang,neihaobuzuoweidexinshang,ruxinghuobanzhuotongletayinxunshoujiudexin;
takandaohongzhugaoshaoxia,taxiankaigaitou,duishangneishuangdaizhekongju、juewangheyisitadangshiweinengjiedude、fuzaqingsudeyanmou……
“你不是她。”
zheisangezichukoudeshunjian,taqingxidikandaoletayanzhongyoushenmedongxichedisuiliele,liantongtazijideyibufen,yeyitongsuidiaole。
huamianzuihoudinggezaiqibaichaxiazangneiri。mantianzhiqianhunzhexixuefeiwu,qifurenkuyunzaifenqian。tazhanzairenqunzhiwai,xianggejuwairen,youxianggezuikuihuoshou。guanmurutudeneiyike,tagandaoyizhongchedide、lingrenzhixidegudu。zheishijian,zaiwurendongta,yezaiwurenxuyaotadong。taqinshouzhanduanlezijiyuzheishijiezuihoude、cuiruodelianxi。
fengxuegengjile。kuangfengmengliedizhuangjizhehuxintingchenjiudemuzhuhechuangling,fachulingrenyasuande“gazhi”sheng。dingpengdejixueyuelaiyuehou,bukanzhongfu。turan,“kaca”yishengcierdeduanlieshengcongtoudingchuanlai!
zhengnanyuanhundundeyishibeizheishengxiangjingdongleyishun。taxiayishiditaiqitou,zhikandaoyigencudade、jiemanbinglingdehengliang,daizheqianjunbingxue,zhengchaozhetadangtouzaluo!siwangdeyinyingshunjianlongzhaoxialai。
meiyoukongju。shenzhi,neixinshenchu,yongqiyizhongjinhujietuodepingjing。zhongyu……yaojieshulema?jieshuzheiwuxiuzhidehanleng、gujihehuihen?
jiuzaizheidianguanghuoshidechanei,tanaohaizhongjingqingxidifuxianchuneigeyishinvzi——sulingyindelian。bushiqibaichacangbaidebingrong,ershidaizheyizhongtasuomoshengde、jiankangshengminglidexianhuomoyang。tasihuzaiyigemingliang、zhengjie、youxuduogaodashujiadedifang(neishitadeshijiema?),zhengditouzhuanzhudikanzheshenme,zhijianfuguoshuye,shenqingwenrouerbeishang,fangfozaifumo……tadelinghun?
zheigehuangdandeniantouyishanerguo。jinjiezhe,yizhongqiyideganjuejuezhuleta。tagandaoxishangneizhitunsedezhiyuan,beitasisizuanzaishoulidebufen,sihu……weiweifatang?fangfoyouweiruodedianliu,touguobinglengdejuanbuhezhugu,chuandidaotadongjiangdezhijian!
轰隆——!
bansuizheyishengjuxianghemuliaoduanliedebeiming,chenzhongdehengliangguoxiezhehouhoudejixue,hongrantaluo!binglengdexuekuaiheduanliedemuzhuangshunjianjiangzhengnanyuandeshenyingcheditunmei。huxintingzaikuangfengbaoxuezhongfachuzuihoude**,banbiantingjiaoqingtuixialai,jiqiyipiangengdadexuewu。
fengxueyijiuzaitiandijiansinve,wuqingdifugaizhetantadetingziheneigebeiyanmaideshenying。zhiyouyizhihuibaisede、tunsedezhiyuan,congxueduidefengxililuchuyixiaojiaojuanmian,zaikuangfengzhongweiruodizhandongleyixia,suijiyebeixinluoxiadexuehuachediyanmai。
**disizhang:gongzhendemohen(xiandaixian)**
jiuzaihuxintingtanta、zhengnanyuanbeibingxueyanmaidetongyishunjian——
shengtushuguangujixiufubunei,zhengquanshenguanzhuyu《pinghuyifangshiyi》wusunchudesulingyin,zhijianmengdiyizhan!yiguwufaxingrongde、jianruidejutonghaowuzhengzhaodicichuanletadexinzang!neitongchurucizhenshi,rucibingleng,fangfoxinzangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu,ranhoujinrulewanzaihanbingzhizhong!
“a!”tadihuyisheng,shouzhongdelanghaobi“pada”diaoluozaigongzuotaishang,jianqijidianmoxing。tawuzhuxinkou,lianseshunjianbiandecanbairuzhi,etoushangqinchuximidelenghan。yiguqiangliedezhixiganhebinsibandehanyishunjianxijuanleta。
“lingyin!nizenmele?”pangbiandezhanglaohetongshidoubeitadefanyingheleyitiao,jimangweiguolai。
“mei……meishi……”sulingyindakouchuanzheqi,shitupingfuneituruqilaidexinji。neigujutonglaidekuai,qudeyekuai,dancanliudebinglenghechenzhongdebeishangquerutongshizhibanyazaitadexinkou,rangtahunshenfaleng,zhibuzhudizhandou。taxiayishidikanxiangzijizhengzaixiufudeneiyiye——《pinghuyifangshiyi》shang,jiluzhe“qingkonglan”deneiyixingmohuziji。
jiuzaitadezhushixia,yijianjiqiguiyideshiqingfashengle!
neiyefanhuangcuiruodezhizhangshang,yuanbenbeishuiziyunran、mohubuqingde“qingkonglan”sangezihoumian,neituanwusundemoji,jingran……rutongyongyouleshengmingyiban,zaijiqihuanmandi、rouyanjihunanyichajuedi……rudong、bianhua!
sulingyindengdaleyanjing,jihuyiweizijichuxianlehuanjue。tapingzhuhuxi,sisididingzheneituanmoji。zaihengwenhengshi、guangxianwendingdexiufushili,zaimeiyourenhewailichupengdeqingkuangxia,neituanyuanbenhaowuyiyidewuhen,zhengyiyizhongbukesiyidefangshi,huanhuandiningju、yanshen,zuizhong……goulechuleyigejiqiliaocao、queqingxikebiandezi!
neishiyige——“yuan”zi!
“qingkonglan”houmian,duoleyige“yuan”zi!
“qingkonglan……yuan?”sulingyinshishengnianlechulai,shengyindaizhenanyizhixindezhandou。yigudianliushunjiancuanbiantadequanshen!qingkonglanyuan!zheibujiushi……zhengnanyuansongjitadeneizhizhiyuanma?!neigezhicunzaiyutaheneigeshikongjiyilidedongxi,zenmekeneng……zenmekenengchuxianzaizheibenwanqingdeyishushang?erqieshiyizheizhongfeiyisuosidefangshi?!
gengrangtatoupifamadeshi,jiuzaizheigeliaocaode“yuan”zixiafang,neipiangengdade、chongzhuheshuizijiaocuodeposunquyu,yuanbenkongwuyiwudedifang,cikeyezhengyousisilvlvdemohenpingkongfuxian、huiju!tamenxiangshiyouwuxingdebizaiqianyin,xunsuerqingxidigoulechujixingtongyangliaocao、quedaizheyizhonggujuezhiqidexingcaoxiaozi:
**“yishizhihun,raowubansheng。**
**huizhiwanyi,henyinanping。**
**xuezangcishen,hunxiheyi?**
**qingkonglanyuan,yonggecanshang。”**
zijidemoseshennong,daizheyizhongjintoulejuewangdebingleng,fangfoganggangxiejiu,haisanfazhemozhideweixing。zheifenming……fenmingjiushizhengnanyuandebiji!sulingyincengzaiqibaichadejiyisuipianli,jianguotaxiejiqilaoyedeshuxin!
“zhei……zheibukeneng……”sulingyinhunshenbingleng,ruzhuibingku。judadezhenjingheyizhongnanyiyanyudebeishangjuezhuleta。tamengditaitoukanxiangchuangwai——shenqiudebangwan,tiankongyinchen,danbingwufengxue。raner,tadexin,queqingxidiganshoudaoleshubainianqianneigexueyedebinglengyujuewang!
“lingyin?nidaodikandaoshenmele?liansezheimenankan?”zhanglaodanyoudikanzheta,youshunzhetademuguangkanxiangneiyeshugao。zaizhanglaohetongshiyanzhong,neiyezhishangyiranshineixiemohudewusunhemoji,meiyourenhebianhua。neigepingkongchuxiande“yuan”ziheneisijushi,fangfozhicunzaiyusulingyindeshijueli。
“mei……meishenme……”sulingyinmengdihuiguoshen,xinzanghaizaikuangtiao。taxunsuyongyizhangganjingdexiufuyongchenzhiqingqingfugaizaineiyeshugaoshang,fangfoyaogejueneilaizilingyigeshikongdebinglengningshi。“kenengshi……taileile,youdianyanhua。”tamianqiangjichuyigexiaorong,shengyinquegansewubi。
zhanglaokanzhetacangbaidelianheweiweizhandoudeshou,yanzhongshanguoyisishenyi。tameiyouzaizhuiwen,zhishipailepaitadejianbang:“jintianjiudaozheiliba,huiquhaohaoxiuxi。xiufugujizuihaoxinshen,bietaimianqiangziji。”
sulingyinhuluandidiandiantou,shoushihaodongxi,jihushitaoyesidelikailexiufushi。waimianhuadengchushang,chengshidexuanxiaopumianerlai,quesihaowufaqusantaxindineigucigudehanyihejudadezhenhan。neijixingpingkongchuxiandeshiju,xiangshaohongdeluotie,shenshendiyinzailetadenaohaili:
“xuezangcishen,hunxiheyi?qingkonglanyuan,yonggecanshang。”
tazhendesile。jiuzaigangcai!zaineigedaxuefenfeideyewan,zaineigetantadehuxintingli!erneiben《pinghuyifangshiyi》,neiyejizaizhe“qingkonglan”deyaofang,jingchengletakuayueshikongchuandizuihouxinxidemeijie!neiqiangliedeyuanhui、buganyuguji,chuantouleshengsiyushikongdebilei,zaitaxiufuguji、xinshenyuzhigongzhendeshunjian,jianglinle!
**diwuzhang:chilaideyaofang(shuangxianjiaohui)**
huidaoxiaxiaodegongyu,sulingyinyiranxinxunanping。chuangwaidenihongdengguangtouguochuanglianfengxi,zaidibanshangtouxiabianhuandeguangying。tazuozaiheianzhong,meiyoukaideng。zhengnanyuanzuihoushikedebinglengyujuewang,rutongshizhibanbaoguozheta。neisijushi,ziziqixue,jujuzhuxin。
“huizhiwanyi,henyinanping……”tanannanzhongfuzhe。tahenshei?hentazheigechuangruzhe?hentaziji?haishihenzheizhuonongrendemingyun?
“hunxiheyi……”tadehunpo,shifouzhendezaifengxuezhongwuyiwukaodipiaodang?neigeshijie,shifouzhenyoulunhui?tashifou……haizaimougedifang,chengshouzhewujindeguhan?
“qingkonglanyuan,yonggecanshang。”canshangerxing,yongbuxiangjian。zheishitaduitamenzhijianjiejuzuijuewangdezhujiao。yizhitunsedezhiyuan,chenglehenggenzaishengsiyushikongzhijian,yonghengde、wufayuyuedexiangzheng。
yizhongqiangliedechongdongyongshangxintou。tabunengjiuzheiyangjieshu!tawufagaibianlishi,wufawanhuitadeshengming,dantabixuzuodianshenme!weileneigezaifengxuezhongguduliqudelinghun,weileneifenchuanyueshubainianyijiunongliederangtazhixidehuihenyuguji,yeweile……taxindineifencongweixiaosande、fuzadeqianlian。
tamengdizhanqishen,dakaideng,chongdaoshuzhuoqian。pukaiyizhangxuanzhi,yanmo,tibi。tayaoxie!xiexiataxiangduitashuodehua!jishitayongyuanyekanbudao!
bijianbaozhannongmo,daizhetaxinzhongfanyongde、jiyaleshuniandeqingxu,zhongzhongluoxia:
**“郑南鸢:**
**zhanxinruwu,suigeyouming。**
**junzhijuebi,zizizhuixin,lingyinqixuebaidu。qingkonglanyuan,feiweiyiwu,naijunxirizengwoyubingtazhice,weiwoguji,yinwoxiangwangzhangkongzhiwu。qisechunjingruxi,qigujianrenrujun。lingyinfeicishizhiren,wurujunzhishijie,raojunyinyuan,luanjunxinshen,zhongzhiwukewanhuizhiju。cifeiwoyuan,yifeijunzhiguo。zaohuanongren,mingyunwuchang,yizhiyusi!**
**junyanhuihen,lingyinyiran。huichujianweinengtancheng,huixiangchuweinengtiliang,huihongzhuzhiyeweinengzhouquan,genghui……leijibaichawuguxingming!cizuicihan,baisimoshu。ranshizheyiyi,shengzhezhangqi。junkunshouguting,ziqiuyufengxue,shiweiziku。baichazhishi,feijunyiyuzhiguo,shinaichenkenanfan。junzhikeze,taizhong!taizhong!**
**lingyinyuciyishi,ririyuguzhiweiban,zhijiansuochu,jiesijunzhishijieyuwen。yanyupinghu,zhangjiediyin,huxintingxue……jieyirongzhuwohun,yongshinanfen。junzhiguji,junzhicaiqing,junzhizuizhongbaohanfengxue……yichengwoxindiyongbuyuhezhishang。**
**junwenhunxiheyi?lingyindoudanzuoda:hunxidangguiyutiandi,guiyushanchuanhuhai,guiyuqingfengmingyue。mokunyufangcunguting,moyouyuwujinhuihen。qingkonglanyuan,feiweijiasuo,shiweinianxiang。wangjunshihuai,dedazizai。**
**cishilingyin,fenxiangyaoji,yuanjunhunling,zaodengbian,zaiwufengxuehanshuang。**
**yishiguhunsulingyinqishu”**
taxiedefeikuai,zijiyouzuichudezhandouliaocao,jianjianbiandechenyuduncuo,meiyibidoubaozhanzhexueleiyushenqing。xiedaodongqingchu,leishuiwushenghualuo,dizaiweigandemojishang,yunkaixiaoxiaodemohua。xiewanzuihouyigezi,tafangfohaojinlequanshenliqi,tuirandiezuozaiyizishang,xiongkoujulieqifu。
kanzhezheifengzhudingwufajichudexin,sulingyinxinzhongbeitongnanyi。tanaqixinzhi,zoudaoyangtai。shenqiudeyefengdaizhehanyi。tadianranlexinzhideyijiao。juhongsedehuomiaoxunsumanyankailai,tianshizhemoji,tunshizheneixiechuanyueleshikongdeqingsuyugaojie。heisedezhihuizaiyefengzhongdazhexuan,rutongheisedehudie,xiangzheshensuideyekongpiaosanerqu。
“zhengnanyuan……ni……shoudaolema?”tawangzhemantianfeiwudehuijin,nannanziyu,leiliumanmian。
**(gudaixian-yishicanxiang)**
jiuzaisulingyindianranxinzhideneiyike。
pinghuchengwai,tantadehuxintingfeixuzhixia,beihouzhongbingxueheduanmuyanmaideshenchu。
zhengnanyuandeshentizaoyibinglengjiangying,shengmingdeqixizhengzaifeisuliushi。yishichenruyipianwubianwujide、binglengdeheianshenyuan。meiyouguang,meiyoushengyin,zhiyouyonghengdegujihechenzhongdehuihen,xiangbinglengdechaoshui,yaojiangtachediyanmei。
jiuzaiyishijijiangchedixiaosandezuihouyishun——
yidianjiqiweiruode、wennuandeguangmang,haowuyuzhaodicipolezheiyonghengdeheian。
guangmangzhong,taqingxidi“kan”daoleyixiehuamian:
yigemingliang、kuanchang、youzhewushugaodashujiadeqiyifangjian(shitadeshijie!);
yigechuanzhejianjiequeguguaifushidenvzi(shita!sulingyin!),zhengfuzaiyizhangjudadezhuoziqian,jiqizhuanzhudixiufuzheyibenjiushu;
tadezhijian,zhengxiaoxinyiyidifuguoyixingmohudeziji……neiziji,tamomingdigandaoshuxi……neishi……“qingkonglan”?!
jiezhe,ta“kan”daotadezhijianmengdiyizhan,lianseshunjiancanbai,fangfochengshoulejudadetongku……neitongku,sihu……yutabeiliangmuzazhongdeshunjianxianglian?!
ranhou,ta“kan”daolegengbukesiyideyimu:zaineibenjiushudezhishang,tajuewangzhongxiexiade、daizhewujinhuihenyuzhiwendeshiju,jingpingkongxianxian!takandaole!tadudongle!
zuihou,huamiandinggezaitahanleishuxie、youfenshaoxinjiandeshunjian。neitiaoyuedehuoyan,neipiaosandeheihui,yijineixinzhishanglitouzhibeideziju,rutonghongliubanyongrutajijiangxiaosandeyishi:
“……qingkonglanyuan,feiweijiasuo,shiweinianxiang……”
“……hunxidangguiyutiandi,guiyushanchuanhuhai,guiyuqingfengmingyue……”
“……wangjunshihuai,dedazizai……”
“……yuanjunhunling,zaodengbian,zaiwufengxuehanshuang……”
meiyigezi,douxiangdaizhewendudehuozhong,touruletabinglengsijidehunhaishenchu。neinongdehuabukaidehuihenyuguji,fangfobeizheilaiziyishideguanghere,shengshengsikaileyidaokouzi!
yuanlai……tacongweiwangji。
yuanlai……neizhizhiyuan,zaitaxinzhong,bingfeizhishi“yiwu”。
yuanlai……tadongtadehui,yebeifuzhetongyangdetong。
yuanlai……taxiwangtafangxia?xiwangta……jietuo?
yizhongqiansuoweiyoude、hunzazheshiran、beitong、weijieheshenshenyihandefuzaqinggan,rutongxiongyongdeanliu,chongkualetayishizhongzuihouneiduyoujuewangzhuchengdegaoqiang。binglengdeheiankaishituisan,querdaizhide,shiyizhongqiyide、qingyingdenuanyi。neifengzaiyishiranshaodexin,neichuanyueshikongerlaidehuayu,chengletachenlunhunhaizhongweiyidejiushuzhiguang。
yishichedixiaosanqian,canliudezuihouyisiyinian,buzaishibuganyuyuanhen,ershi……yisiweiruoqueqingxidehuiying,wushengdirongruneipianfeixiangyekongdexinzhihuijin:
**“……xie……xie……”**
jinjiezhe,shiwubiande、chedideningjing。fangfochenzhongdejiasuozhongyutuoluo,linghunzhengtuolebingxuedezhigu,huaweixuwu,rongruhaomiaodetiandizhijian。neigenlianjiezhetunsezhiyuandewuxingsixian,zaizheiyike,qingqingdi、chedidi……duanle。
**weisheng:jinghuyanyu(xiandaixian)**
youshiyinianshendong。luoyanhujielehouhoudebing,zaidongrideyangguangxiafanzheqinglengdeguang。sulingyinguozhehouhoudeyurongfu,duziyirenyanzhehubianmanbu。julineichangfeiyisuoside“gujixianzi”shijian,youguoquleyinianduo。tameiyouzaiyudaorenhechaozirandexianxiang。neiben《pinghuyifangshiyi》xiufuwanchenghou,heqitagujiyiyang,anjingditangzailetushuguanhengwenhengshidekufangli。neiyexiezhe“qingkonglanyuan”hezhengnanyuanjuebishideshuye,zaitayanzhongyehuifule“zhengchang”,fangfoneitiandeyibianzhishitabeishangguoduchanshengdehuanjue。
raner,tazhidao,neibushihuanjue。neishilianggelinghunzaishengsibianyuan,jiezhumouzhongnanyiyanyudejiban(huoxushineizhizhiyuan,huoxushigongtongjinglideshikongsuipian,huoxushitaxiufugujishiyulishichanshengdeshendugongming),wanchengdeyicikuayueshikongde、juewangdegaobieyuchilaidejiushu。
taxinzhongdeneidaoliehenyirancunzai。jingzideliangmian——sulingyindexiandaishenghuoyuqibaicha/zhengnanyuandepinghuwangshi——yijiuqingxidiyingzhaozhe。zhishi,neimianyingzhaozhefengxuegutingdejingzili,cengjingmimandenongzhongyuanhuiyucigubinghan,sihubeineichangkuayueshikongdeduihuachongdanlexiexu。querdaizhide,shiyizhongchendianxialaide、daizheyonghengyihandepingjing。
tazoudaohubianyichushuxideguanjingtai。hanfenglinlie,chuidongzhetadeweijin。tawangzhebingfengdehumian,fangfotouguohouhoudebingceng,kandaoleshubainianqianpinghuchengyunhedeboguang,kandaoleneizuocengzhulihuxin、zuizhongbeifengxuemaizangdeguting。
“zhengnanyuan……”taqingshenghuandao,shengyinxiaosanzaifengzhong。
meiyouhuiying。zhiyoufengsheng。
dantazhidao,tashoudaoletadexin。tayeshoudaoletazuihoudeneisheng“xiexie”。neichangdaxue,zhongyutingle。neigehuaibaotunsezhiyuandegujilinghun,huoxuzhenderutasuoyuan,fangxialechenzhongdejiasuo,rongruleshanchuanhuhai,huazuoleqingfengmingyue,zaiwuyindetiandijian,huodeleyonghengdezizai。
tashenchushou,hechuyikoubaiqi。zhijianfangfohainengganshoudaoneirixiufugujishi,neichuantouzhibeierlaidebingleng。dancike,gengduodeshiyizhongshiran。
shuangshengzhijing,yijiuxuanyuxinhu。jinglijingwai,beihuanjiaozhi,qianchenjinsheng,zaoyimibukefen。neizhiqingkonglandezhiyuan,tunjinlesuoyouyanse,yezhongyuzhengtuolexiangzheng“yongge”desixian,huazuolejingzhongyidaoyonghengde、daizheyihanquebuzaichenzhongdeyinji。
tazhuanshen,yingzhehanfeng,jixuxiangqianzouqu。daizhelianggeshikongdezhongliang,yedaizheyifenchendiandiande、beishiguangcuilianguodepingjing。yanyupinghudeyihan,yuluoyanhudebingfeng,zaitashenhou,jianjianrongweiyiti,chengweizhichengtazouwanjinshengmanzhanglutude、duteeryouyuandebeijing。
jinghuyanyu,zhongchengguowang。qianlumanman,bulvbuting