第4章

siyouchengzaicishituimenerru,kanjiancantingliangzhedeng,yiweirenqinxuedengtahuijiadengdaoxianzai。

meixinshunjianlongqibunai,tuowaitaodeshengyindaizheyayidefanzao。

“woshuoguobiezuozheixie。”tayuqibingleng,shenzhilandetaitoukanyiyanta,“meitianxiangneixiedengzhezhangfuhuijiadeyuanfuyiyangshouzhe,youyisima?”

sijijiangyiyuanbaogaodanwanyaodidaosiyouchengmianqian,jiangyishengdehuaquanbuzhuanshu。

“产前抑郁?”

tadebochungouqiyimojiqiao,lianfankaidoubuyuan:“renqinxue,zheizhongbaxijiubiewanle。”

renqinxuehuxiyizhi,siyouchengzemanbujingxindijixushuodao。

“woaishanglebieren,danbudaibiaoduinideneifenaijiuhuixiaoshi。”

“sitaitaideweizhiyongyuanshinide,suoyinibuyongdanxinwohuipaoqini,dancongyierzhongdeaiyiwojibule,jiuxiangshangchangshangdehezuo,zongyaozhuruxinxiandexueye。suoyibieyouneixiekexiaodezhiwang,youxieshinizhengzhiyanbizhiyanjiuguoqule。”

babianxinshuodezheimeguanmiantanghuang,renqinxuezhijuedekexiao。

tabingmeiyoubiaoxianchurenhepofang、bugan,zhishipingjingdedianlediantou。

siyouchengdeshixianluozaimantameiguishang,yandishanguoyisikuijiu。

bijingrenqinxueduzilihaihuaizhetadehaizi,peitachidunwanfanyeshiyinggaide。

yushiningzhemeizaicanzhuoqianzuoxia。

kerenqinxuejianguotazongshizaimuseweiluodeshihoujiujieshugongzuohuijiapeitadeyangzi,yejianguotawanguishifenzhongqinshoujitazuotianpinmanlianqianyideyangzi。

suoyicikeyanqiannanrenlianshangmianqiangdeyiwei,renqinxuekandeyiqingerchu。

tayexiangbunanguo,yexiangbuquzaiyi,keluochaganhaishixiangyibafenglidedao,jiangjiyilidewennuanwandexianxuelinli。

shengxiabanwanjitangtayemeixinsizaihe,jingzhihuilewoshi。

yiqianrenqinxuexinqingbuhaochibuxiafan,siyouchengpataweitengpengzhefanwanzhuizaihoumianhongyeyaozaiweiyixie。

keshixianzai,tazhijuedetashizaiyuqinguzong,qiuzhibudediqulekewo。

qingchen,renqinxueganshoudaojie,budengyongrenjiangzaocanduanshanglai,zhudongxialou,quekanjiansiyouchengzaichufangmangliu。

gaodingchenshanbeitasuiyijuanqiliangjiexiukou,dianzheguochandeshougujiefenming。

tachuimouchanglechangkoutangzhi,chunjiaoqingmindeyangzi,huanghuhaishidangchuweilejitashicaitangleshetoudewenroumoyang。

daotaishangzhongshide、xishidecanshigeshigeyang,renqinxuedeyankuangturanfanqichaore。

kexiayimiao,tabiandongzuoliluodijiangcaiyaozhuangjinjingzhideshihe。

duishangrenqinxueyanjing,siyouchenglengmodishuodao:“bushijinide。”

然后自顾自出门。

renqinxuedezuijiaogouqiyimozichao。

yongguozaocan,tagangxiangshangloushoushiyixiazijidedongxi。

yongrenmenjicongcongdizaimenkoulieduipaikai。

renqinxuexinzhongyichen,zheigejiashiyikanjiushisilaoyezi。

sizhenguodewumuguaizhangqingdiandimian,meiyibudoudaizheburongzhiyideweiya。

“youleshenyunfanerxuehuinaqiaobaipule?lianzhangbeidoubuzhidaoxialouyingjie?”