第1章
moshidishiniandehanfeng，juanzhexisuidexuemozi，guaguopobaidechuangling。
suxiangwanbeitieliansisidesuozaibinglengdechuangjiashang，kongqizhongmimanzheyiguexindetiexiuweihefurouwei。
“jie，nijiuganjinbaneikongjianyaochijiaochulaiba，fanzhengniyeyongbushangle！”
suxiangwanfeilidexiankaizhanzaiyanpishangdexuejia，kandaoshiqindidiyijiahou，hunzhuodeleishuishunjianhunzhexueshuihualuo，buganxindexunwen：“baoguo……woshiniqinjiejieya……”
“haiyoujingdangminmin……woshinimendeqinxiaogu……nandaonimenwangle……xiaoshihounimeneduzi，shisheidainimenguoshanghaorizidema？”
“少他妈提以前！”
subaoguojibuzouguolai，henhendejiuzhutadetoufa。
“congxiaoneilaobusidejiupianxinni，haochidehaohededoujileni！xianzainijiugaibadongxijiaochulaimibuwo！”
suxiangwantengdehunshenchouchu，quehuranxiaoleqilai，shengyinsiyayouqili。
dangchuzibendayadeshihou，tajuanzoulesuoyoudejiachan，daizheqindidiyijiataozoule，fanerrangzijidenverhezhangfuzhinengbeishangqiongyaodao。
rujinmoshilailin，tasuoyoudezichandoubeisubaoguoyijiataokong，ketamenquexiantajideshao，batatuixialesangshidui。
xianzai，weilebaoquantamenziji，liantadekongjianyaochiyeyaonazou！
hanfengcongpobaidechuanghuliguanjinlai，tahunshenfadou，bushiyinweileng，ershiyinweihen！
suxiangwanhenhencuileyikou，xuemozipenzaisujingdangdeshoubeishang，
“subaoguo，nizuomeng！wojiusuanshisi，yebuhuikongjianyaochijinizheigechushengburudedongxi！”
“贱女人。”
subaoguochedibeijinu，mengdejiangsuxiangwanshuaizaidishang：“bujishiba？”
tataochuyibashuiguodao，daomianshangyingzhaochusuxiangwankugaocanbaidelian:“neijiu……yiqisi！”
“爸，我来！”
sujingdangdeyanlidunshiluchuletanlan，“woyaochitaderouhetadexue，wozhendekuaiyaoesilele！”
“gege，woyeyao！batadepiliujiwo！”
suxiangwantongkongmengsuo，pazaidishangxiangtao，quebeitamenzhuazhujiaowanwuqingdezhuailehuiqu。
“啊——”
qilidecanjiaohuapofengxue，daozihenhendecha.jintadexinzang，piroubeicubaodesichekai。
zhanchouwenredeyeti，daizheshentilizuihouyidianreqi，gugudewangwaiyong。
taxiangsihan，xiangzhouma，kehoulonglifabuchuyidianshengyin。
yishixiaosanqian，wushuposuidehuamian，yourujiaopianzaitanaohaizhongbuduandeshanxian——
bilandehaishuichongshuazheshatan，chuanzhebitingjunzhuangdenanrenzuobianzhanzhelianggehaizi，shiyiersui，nanhaierjunlangyangguang，nvhaierzhazhelianggeyangjiaobianer，tianmeikeai。
ertadeyoubianhaizhanzheyigewenwanxiuqidenvren。
yijiasikou，xingfumeiman。
suxiangwanzheicaihuangranxiangqilesuoyou。
tasuozaideshijiejiushiyibenniandaiwenxiaoshuo，ertazeshixiaoshuolideedunvpei，paofuqizi，xiachangqican！
报应……都是报应！
huihenyourutengmanjinjindechanraozheta，bizheiwaxinbopidetongchuhaiyaoqianglieqianbeiwanbei！
若有来生。
ruoyoulaishengtayidingyaorangzheiqunchushengxuezhaixuechang。
ranhou，haohaomibutadezhangfuhehaizi……
——
“zhuangshenmesigoua，neibantiaojienidaodimaibumai？”
etouchuanlaiyizhen**ladeteng，xiangshibeishenmedongxizaleyixia。
suxiangwanmengdezhengkaishuangyan——
faxianzijidaozaidishang，rumubushimoshineiwuhuixuexingdediyu，ershimuzhidebaxianzhuo、zaohongsedeyouqichuanghaiyouneitailaoshidedianshiji……
zheibushitazaipingchengdelaofangzi？
suxiangwanjiangyingdezhuandongyanzhu。
qiangshangguazhedeneibenyinzhegongnongbingtuandedanzhangriliheranxiezhe---
1970nian10yue24ri。
shishinianqian，zibenchaojiadeqianyitian。
她回来了！
huidaoleta21suipaofuqizi，juanzousuoyoucaichan，daizhesubaoguoyijiataozoudeshihou？
“xiaoguwogennishuohuana，erduosailvmaola！”
yipangdesujingdangjiantabantianmeiyoufanying，dunshihuomaosanzhang。
“wangpangzitamenjiuzaimenkoudunzheni，niyaoshizainabuchumaineibantiaojiedeqian，wojiugaosuwobaqu！”
suxiangwanzheicaitaiqitoukanxiangmianqianzheigejugaolinxiadeshaonian，tongkongzhouransuojin，yigudaizhexuexingdehenyitiangaidideyonglechulai！
tajideqingchu，zheishisujingdangzaihutonglixuanyaozijijialiyouqian，ranhougenrendadushulebantiaojiedeshihou。
shangbeizi，takaozhefumuliuxialaidezichanguodehenzirun，suoyierhuabushuozhijienaqianjilesujingdang。
kejieguoni？huanlaidequeshizheixiaozizaimoshitunxialetadexin！
weilifanjiangdaohaideexin。
tajinjindezuanzhequan，zhigufanbai。
jiranzhonghuoyishi，neitajiujuebukenengzaizoushangyibeizidelaolu！
jiuzaizheishi，yiguweiruodeliliangzainaohaizhongqiaowushengxidekuosankailai。
suxiangwandengdashuangyan，shitazaimoshidekongjianheyineng，tamenjingranhetayiqihuilaile！
judadekuangxijichuanletaotiandehenyi。
suxiangwanshenxiyikouqi，yongliyaxiafangundeqingxu，ranhouqiangchengzhecongdishangzhanqilai。
“nidasuanyaoduoshaoqian？”
“zenmezheyedesanbaikuaiba，yizierdoubunengshao。”
suxiangwanxinzhonglengxiao，kemianshangquebudongshengse，guyituozhangleweidiao:“bantiaojie……bugouba？”
苏敬党神情凝固住。
zhitingsuxiangwanhuanhuanshuodao——
“zenmezhe，yedeshiyizhengtiaojieba？”
sujingdanghuaiyizijijiuhaimeixing，nanyizhixindekanzheta:“ni，yaojiwomai，maixiayizhengtiaojie？”
“gugu，nirenzhende？”
“gugushenmeshihoupianguoni？”
suxiangwanxiaolexiao:“niqugaosuwangpangzi，haiyouneixiehutongkoudengzhekanrenaode，jiushuowojintianwanshang6dian，qinzidaizheqianquhutongkou，jinibazheitiaojiequandoumaixialai。”
“hao，hao，wozheijiuqu！gugu，nikezhenshiwodehaogugu！”
sujingdangkuangxidepaolechuqu，“haha，yihouzhengtiaojiedoushiwomensujiadele！”
menbanzaihanfengzhonglaihuihuangdang，fachulezhiyadeshengxiang。
suxiangwanlianshangdexiaorongshunjianxiaoshidewuyingwuzong，querdaizhideshizuyibingdongyiqiedehanyi。
tahuimai，kexi，bushimaijisujingdangde。
julizibenchaojiajiushengyitianle，zaizheizhiqian，tayaodaizhedongxiquhaidaozhaotadenanrenhehaiziqu，ranhouzaiyebuguanzheiyijiasangjintianliangdedongxi！