第三章 暗恋是场艰难的旅行

huoxuyanmingyukanchulemoxinjintiandeshitai,suoyimoxinhenshixingyundetaoguoletadeneidunniantao,zhidaotangzaichuangshang,tadeyanqianhaishibuduanfuxianneigeshaoniandemoyang。

talveweizhuoredeshou,shanyaozhexingchendeyanjing,haiyoutadaizheqianyidexiao。

yangxuyaxiwanzaochulaicazhetoufa,kandaomoxinyifuhuaichundemoyang,renbuzhudaqudao:“womenbujinmeisedemodaxiaojiejintianyaokaiqiaolema?bieyiweiwokanbuchulai,nikanshangneigenandele。”

“shenmeneigenande。”moxinpiezuidao:“tashiwodexingxing,heqitanandebuyiyang。”

yangxuyahemoxinbijingshicongxiaoyiqizhangdade,moxinconglaibuhuiyoushiqingmanzheta,zhaomoxinzheimeyishuo,yangxuyazongsuanshimingbaimoxinjintiandefanchangle,yuanlaineishimoxinxinxinniannianlesannianderen。

“yuanlaishizheiyang。”tazuodaomoxindeshenbian,yinweihelejiulianjiayouxiehongrun,kanzhemoxinzheiyifuxiaoernvdeyangzitatixingdao:“suirantashinidexingxing,wobugaishuoshenme,danshiwotixingni,nisuirantoutouguanzhulerenjiasannian,dannibijingzhizhidaotazhangshenmeyangzi,qitadeyiwusuozhi,bietaisha,bietaichuge。”

zheimeyishuomoxinqueshiqingxinglexie:“shuodegenwoyaohetatanlianaiside,jintianyejiujianlezheimeyici,yihounengbunengjianzhehaishigewentini。”

yangxuyahenxinweimoxinkeyibaochiqingxing,bijingmoxinzicongqingdouchukaijiubaneigeshaonianshenshendeyinzailexinli,zheizhongmengmengdongdongdexihuanshizuinankezhiyeshizuinanzhangkongde,wanyimoxinyitouzailejinqu,zhaotadexinggekendingyaochikuide。

jiaqizongshiguodehenkuai,yankanzhejiukaixuele,moxinhenbukaixintameiyouheyangxuyayigeban,danzhishaotamenhaizaitongyigexuexiao,zheiyeshimoxinbuyuanyiquwenzhongdeqizhongyigeyuanyin。

moweihenaimianzi,benlaidasuanhaodemoxinqushangxueqianyaoqingyanmingyuyijiachifande,danshimoxinsihuobuquwenzhong,zheirangmoweijuedeyanmianjinshi,qingkechifandeshiqingziranbuhuizaitile。

danshiyiwaideshi,yanmingyuyijiazizhudongqingtamenjiale。

zheiyangpengyoujiandelishangwanglaimoxinbusuantaoyan,duidaoyanmingyudefumudexiaimoxinjuedeshenzhichaoguolezijidefumu,zhishixijianliushuyinghemoweineijiazhuangdeenairangmoxinyouxiechuanbuguoqilai。

haoburongyichiwanfan,darenmenhejiuliaotian,moxinzhongyukeyichubaojianlaitoutouqile。tamensuozaidefandianshiyijiafenggegudiandefandian,loucengbugao,danshishejiguseguxiang,moxinpannongzhemianqiandechaju,haimeinongqingchushenmeshishenme,shenhouturanjianshenchulaiyizhishoubachahunaleguoqu,ranhoutianchaxicha,yitaodongzuoxingyunliushui。

moxinanjingdekanzheyanmingyudedongzuo,xinxiangyanmingyudemamashigewenrouduanzhuangderenminjiaoshi,yenanguaiyanmingyuyouxianzaidexiuyang。

“zijishuoba,nizhidaowoxiangwenshenme。”yanmingyujimoxindaoleyibeicha,henmingxianyoufanjiuzhangdeyitu。

moxinhunshendejinguxiangshituranjianbeinieleyixia,tadaidaidebamuguangzhuanxiangleqitadifang,shidezhuangshadeshihoudaole。

“bieyiweiwobuzhidao,nizheiyangtianbuzaihudibuzaihudexingge,neitianneimefanchang,kendingshiyinweineigenande。”yanmingyukandaomoxinzhuangshachonglengjiujuedeshengqi,danshizaishengqiyeshebudeduimoxinshuoyijuzhonghua。

ermoxinni,shidezheigeshihoujiuyinggaijixuzhuangshazi。

kandaomoxinbanjuhuayebushuo,yanmingyuqingqingdetanleyikouqidao:“jirannibuxiangshuojiusuanle,woyebuduowen,zhishinixianzaizheigenianjibugaixiangde,wobuxiwangniquchupeng。”

moxinnaqizhuozishangdechaheleyikoudao:“ng,shouyibucuo。”

yanmingyuchedimeibanfale,tatanqidao:“youshenmeshiqingsuishizhaowo,zaixuexiaoyaoshibeiqifuleyebiesong,shangqujiushigan,gejinichengyao。”

moxinbashoulidebeiziwangzhuozishangyifang,zheituruqilaideyixiazichadianhedeyanmingyushoulidebeizidoudiule,zhitingjianmoxinshuo:“zhongyutingdaoyijuxiangtingdehuale!”

duiyumoxinlaishuo,kaixueyiweizhekeyilikaineigeyayidejia,keyizaiwaibianerfengwanbushoumoweidexunchi,zheishitaqiuzhibudede。

dangran,kaixuedeneiyitianmoweihaishibamoxinsongdaolexuexiao,yushihudangmoxinzoujinjiaoshideshihou,tababashifushilingdaodexiaoxiyijingbujingerzou,banshangdetongxuemenyonggesegeyangdeyanshenkanzheta,youxianmu,youbuxie,doumeiyoubandianqinqie。

haobamoxinzairuxuedediyitianjiubeizhenduile。

moxincaibuzaihuzheixie,taheyangxuyajianlegejiaoluodedifangzuoxia,ranhouditouwanshouji。

zheiduanshijianmoxinmishangleyikuanxinchudeshouyou,zheijitianjibenchulechifanshuijuetadouzaiwan,zhaoyangxuyadehuashuo,moxinyijingchabuduobazigeersaizheigeyouxiliqule。

kaixuedediyitianbanhuishibibukeshaode,dangbanzhurenshuodaojunxundeshihou,suoyourendoufeitengle,yaozhidaojiuyuefendetianneiyeshiredefahuangde,suishuojunxunshiguanli,danshiyeyouyinteshuqingkuangmianchujunxundexianli,dajiadoupanwangzhezijikeyishineiyijieyouxingmianchujunxundexingyuner,meichengxiangjunxunhaishibukenfangguorenheren。

jiexialaijiushiziwojieshaohuanjie,jieyumoxinshigechulezaijiuzhuozhiwaidedifangdouhenzunzhongbierenderen,tarentongshouqilezijishoujirenzhendetingtongxuedeziwojieshao。

zheigebanshanghenduodetongxuedoushicongxiangxialaide,moxinxixindefaxian,neixietongxuesuiranmeiyouwanzhangdeguangmang,danshitamenshenshangdouyouyiguzizixin,neiyangdezixin,biqibanlijigefujiazididekuangaolaishuo,jianzhijiushiyigetianshangyigedixia。

ziwojieshaodoushidatongxiaoyide,moxintingleyihuier,chuleqianjigetongxue,qitadeyigemingzidoumeijizhu,jiuzaitahunhunyushuideshihou,yigelveweishuxideshenyingmanmandezoushanglejiangtai,naqihuatongqingqingdeyixiao。

moxinjidetadeshenying,jidetadexiaorong,jidetaganjingyangguangdeyangzi,tajingranzhendechuxianzailetadeyanqian。

taweixiaozhe,yanshenzhongmanshiyangguang:“dajiahao,wojiaomuling,biyeyu……”

houmiandehuayumoxinyijingtingbuqingle,tazhishenshendejizhuleneigemingzi,muling,muling,zheijiushitademingzi,jiuxiangtazheigerenyibandeyangguang,jirenwennuan。

moxinzhidao,congsannianqiandeanliankaishi,tazhudingtajinyigebuzhishenqiandewujiandiyu,zheidiyuzhizhongyouzhexiongxiongdeliehuo,yishunjianjiukeyijiangtaranshaodaijin,keshitabupa,taconglaidoubupa。

anlianshichangjiannandelvxing,kudetiandedoushizijixuande。