第1章1
siwangdeqiansantian，wozhongyuchengletuanzhanglaogongxinzhongdadudeqizi。
nvdaxueshengguyijiaohuangwohelaogongdeyuehui，woxiaozhebiaoshimeiguanxi。
nvdaxueshengtouteng，sajiaorangtapeizhe，woyexiaozherangtaqu。
zaitadi99cihongpianlaogongpaoxiawoshi，laogongzhongyujieshi。
“tagukuwuyi，womenyinggaiduobangbangta。”
“woxiangjietahuijiazhaogu，zanmenjiehunqinianle，niyinggaizhidaowoduinihenhao，kebunengzainashenmezhiyaowobianxin，xitongjiuhuinadiaonidejiyi，dainizouneitaoguaihualaihehuwole。”
“ninengwangnazou，zaishuole，nishedelikaiwoheerzima？”
erziyebunaifan：“ma，zheitaoshuofanishuolebabaibianle，jianglijieyoucongmingyoushidaxuesheng，rangtafudaowogongkebuhaoma？”
queshixuduojiyidewodiantoubiaoshilijie，quezaixinzhongmomohuhuanxitong。
“xitong，woshenqingtuolishijie。”
1.
“zaidengsantian，nideroushensitou，wojiulaijienihuijia。”
meiyoushitijixieshengxiangzaierbian，wodixiatou，yaxialehoulonglifanqidekuse。
“好，我等你。”
dangchu，woyiweiliuzaijiulingniandaisongjuzhengjiehun，nenggentayibeizihaohaozaiyiqi，buhuizaiyouhuhuanxitongdeyitian，quemeixiangdaozhiguoquleqinian，yiqiejiuyijingbianle。
menxiangleyisheng，songjuzhengzoujinlai。
tayishenmolvsejunzhuang，shenxinggaodatingba，wuguanshensuilengjiaofenming，qiaojianwohou，talengliedemeiyanyixiajiuyoulexiaoyi，tuoxiazhanxuedewaitao，dabuchaowozouguolai。
wobeitabaozhu，qiangshigunredeqixitouguobingxuechuanchulai。
“wanyue，wangchangzheimedadexue，nidoujiwoaojiangtangde。”tamaizaiwojingjian，menshengwen，“jintianzenmeliankoureshuiyebuji？”
wotingzhetayouxieweiqudeshengyin，lengleyihuier：“wangle。”
tadetuishouguoshang，wopatayuxuetiannanshou，zonghuijitaaoyiguojiangtanghuoxuenuanshen，qinianlaiyizhimeibian，jintianquewangle。
buzhishiwangleaotang，haiyouhenduoshi，wodouwangle。
dangchuxitongjiugaosuguowo，gonglvechenggongjiugaizouren，weishenqingnanerliuxiaderenmeiyouhaoxiachang，wopianbuxin，tajiuhewodadu，ruguosongjuzhengbianlexin，wohetaxiangaidejiyijiuhuizhujianxiaoshi，wodeshentiyehuizhujianshuaibai。
mingmingyijingyoulehenduoduanni，kezhidaojintianwocaihuranchajue，yuanlaitayijingbianlexin。
songjuzhengwangxiangwo，nieniewodeerchui：“nishiwangle，haishigenwoduqi，bugaoxingwoqianjitianquzhaogujiangli，wangleniyefazheshao，suoyigancuibujiwoaojiangtangle？”
woshihuashishuo：“zhendewangle，xitongnazoulewode......”
“haole。”songjuzhengshixiao，shenqingyouyouxiewunai，“wanyue，zanmendoujiehunqinianle，nizenmehaishizongnashenmexitongluanqibazaodelaihehuwo？nifangxin，jiusuannibuzheimeshuo，woyeduinihaode。”
wozhenglezheng，lenglengdikanzheta。
yuanlai，tayizhidoudangwozaihehuta，buxinwohuishiqujiyi，yebuxiangxinwozhendehuizou。
ruguoshiyiqian，wohuihaohaohetashuoqingchu，kexianzaiwoyijingyaozoule，taxiangxinhaishibuxiangxin，yijingmeineimeyaojinle。
songjuzhengbeizheshou，hurancongshenhoubianchuyijianxuefangshan，zaiwoshenshangbiliang。
“haole，laopodaren，zheihuishiwobuhao，nidarenyoudaliang，biehewozhiqile。”
“zheijianxuefangshanshibaihuodaloudezuixinkuan，woguanglehaojiucaitiaozhongde，nichuanzhekendingpiaoliang。mingtianshizanmenjiehunjinianri，daixiaobaoqushiliguangyiquan，nixiangzenmehuaqianjiuzenmehuaqian，bawohuaqiong，haobuhao？”
songjuzhengcengshijilvyanmingdetuanzhang，xianzaiyinshangtuihuixianlidangganbu，yougongzuoyoudanwei，zhiqianhaishibaishouqijia，kaozheyishenmanjingerkailebanzuoshandehuang，chengbaoxialaizhongzhizhenguicaoyao，cunzilizuizaofuqilaidewanyuanhu。
xianzaishi1990nian，tayoushenfenyouqian，shouxiayoubushaogenzhegandexiongdi，kenzheimelaxiamianzidishengxiaqidehongwo，yijinggouyouchengyi。
wokanlekantasongjinwohuaizhongdexuefangshan，buliaorouruanqingying，yigexiantoudoumeiyou，kanzhejiuyaohuabushaoqian。
“zheiyifushijiwoyigerende，haishisheidouyou？”
songjuzhengxiangshibeiwoqixiaole，zhuozhewodeshou，baworoujinhuaili。
“shijinipeizuide，dangranjiujiniyigeren。”
他说谎了。
woqianxietianjianguo，liujianglichuanguoyijianyimoyiyangde。
wodehoulongliyoufanqiyizhenshuxidekuse，xinliquebuzaixiangdangchuneiyangfanjiaozheteng，zhishishenshangdetongchukaishizengqiang。
songjuzhengqinzhewo，baozhewo，shenshangdejirouxiantiaofenming，kuankuojieshidebeibangjiangwoguozhu，daoxuefukedeyingjunlianpangshangmanshirouqing。
kewoquehaoxianghuranjuedetahenmosheng。
qinianqian，songjuzhengweilejiuwo，huochumingquheshijigedipidajia，luoleshang，tuishangtaizhongwufajixuzaibuduirenzhi，zhinengtuihuilaidangganbu，wanzhongzhumudeqiantujiuzheimehuile，ketaqueyidianyebuzaihu，tarendingleyaoquwozheigewufuwumudeguer，tashuo，tadeyibeiziduiwohao。
bulunjializenmeshuo，cunlirenzenmeshuo，tadoubuzaiyi，yixinyaodaiwoguohaorizi，meirimeiyedewanmingzhengqian，napayouyigejidan，yehuizangzaikoudailidaihuilaijiwo。
xianzai，tahaoxianghaishiaizhewode，zhishiwojuedetadeaihaoxiangkaishiyaoyuan，kanbuqing，yecaibutoule。
songjuzhengkanwobushuohua，youxiejinzhang，yonglibaolebaowo：“zenmele，buxiangqushiliguangjie？neinitiaogedifang，nishuonaerzanjiuqunaer。”
woyaoleyaotou，cheqiyigexiaorong。
“meishi，haishiquguangjieba。”
santianyihouwojiuyaolikaile，zheiciqushiliguangjie，jiudangzuowozuihoudegaobieba。
bijing，yeshiwoquanxinquanyiaileqinianderen。
2.
diertianyizao，tiangangliang，womenjiuzuoshanglesongjuzhengzhuanpaoshilidexiaohuoche。
wodeganmaohaimeiwanquanhao，meishenmejingshen。
xiaobaohenxingfen，pazhechuanghudongzhangxiwang：“ba，jintiantaiyangzheimehao，womenbajianglijieyejiaoshangba，tayouwenrouzhidaodeyouduo，huijianghaoduogushijiwoting，bimamalihaiduole。”
songjuzhengdelianseshunjianlengchen。
“chouxiaozi，jintianshinimamahewodejiehunjinianri，nibuhuishuohuajiugunxiaqu。”
xiaobaobeitahechi，hedelianseyouxiefabai，lianmangtoutoumiaozhewo。
“wosuibianshuodema，mama，nibuhuizheimerongyijiushengqiba？”
tingxiaobaozheimeshuo，wojiuzhidao，songjuzhengqishiyijingdaitajianleliujianglihenduocile。
womeixiangpingshineiyanghongzheta，zhishijingjingkanxiangchechuangwai。
“不会。”
songjuzhenghenhendengleyiyanxiaobao，lazhewodeshou，roushengshuo：“zheichouxiaozihushuobadao，nibiewangxinliqu，dengwohuiquzouta。”
woqingqingzhengkailezheizhishou，rennaizheshentiyuelaiyuejuliedetengtong。
“不用了。”
daoleshili，womenxialeche，zaijiebiansanbu，zheilibicunzifanhuahenduo。
malushangdechebushao，songjuzhengpawoyouweixian，shizhongzuanzhewodeshoubawohuzailimian。
kebuyuanchuquehuranchuanlaijingjudehujiusheng，wokanguoqu，yigechuanzhesuihualianyiqundenvxueshengbeijigehunhunweizaijiaoluo，worenchu，neijiushiliujiangli。
tadeliansecangbai，hanzheleixiangwomenkanguolai，chaosongjuzhenghan。
“居正哥，救命！”
songjuzhengdelianseshunjianbianle，xiangdoumeixiangbianyibashuaikailewo，chaoneijigehunhunchongguoqu。
wobenlaijiushentibushufu，beitayishuai，shunjianshiqulepingheng，shuaizairenxingdaobian，yiliangfeichidechexianxiezhuangdaowo，yonglizalehaojixialaba，zhendewoermocitong，exinyuou。
wodeshoubeihetuidouzaishuinitaijieshangcashang，xueshunjianyinchulai，buduanshuairuodeshentiyijinglianzheiyangdetengtongyechengshoubuzhu，woyaozhexiachun，lenghandakedakeshenchulai。
guoleyihui，xuanyunshaoweisanqu，wochengzhexigaimanmanzhanqishen，faxiansongjuzhengyijingbarenjiulexialai。
liujiangliruanruanpafuzaisongjuzhengdehuaili，baixishoubeigouzhetadebojing，qixirouruo：“wohaohaipa，juzhengge，wohaiyiweizaiyejianbudaonile......”
shuowan，tajiuyunleguoqu，songjuzhengliansedabian，lianmangjiangtabaoshangletingzaijietoudehuoche。
xiaobaoyejideliansetonghong，yanleiwangwang，shoujiaobingyonggenzhepashangqu。
“kuaijinijianglijiepaibeishunqi，bachuanghudakai！”
genzhesongjuzhengyiqilaidedixiongfuzekaiche，kanzhebeiliangzaimalupangdewo，gangxiangkaikou，songjuzhengmanshiliqideshengyinjiuchuanchulai。
“lengzheganshenme？kuaisongyiyuan，churenmingzenmeban！”
genzhetadedixiongdoutingtadehua，hedeyiduosuo，yijiaoyoumencaixiaqu，jichilikai。
congtoudaowei，meiyourenliguowo。
wodegeboshangcapoleyidapian，xuebutingshenchulai，yanzheshouzhixiangxiadi，siliedetongchuyanzheshenjingfanchebuxiu。
woanjingdezhanzaimalupang，zhidaohuochexiaoshizaishiyejintou，wocaichuixiashixian，kanjianmalupangdelvhuadaili，luoxiadelianggehushenfu。
shisongjuzhenghexiaobaode，dangchudizhen，cunzilizhentalebanmianshan，tamenfuzilianggebeimaizaidixiachayidianjiumeileming，wobuguyiqiedibatamenbachulai，shouzhibeisuishigedexianxuelinli。
houlai，songjuzhengbaneijianyifuranxuededifangcaixia，zuochenglianggehushenfu，shuozheishiwozaishouhutamenliangge。
xianzai，jiuzheimelajiyiyangguazailvhuadaili。
worenzhejuliedetengtong，jianqihushenfu，yiqueyiguaidizoudaoxiaoqiaoshang，shouyisong，hushenfuluoruhezhong，fangunleyiquanxiaoshibujian。
wodejiyi，yegenzhefangfoyouxiaoshileyibufen。
“meiguanxi，zaidengliangtian，wozheigeaishideren，yeyaoxiaoshile......”
zhujianyoulurenzoushanglai，guanxindiwenyaobuyaosongwoquyiyuan，woxiangtamendaolexie，suibianzhaolegexiaozhensuojiandanchulileshangkou，yanzhejiyilidefangxiangwangjiazou。
kuaidaocunzishi，wokanjiansongjuzhengdechehuojihuoliaobiaochulai，jichazaiwodemianqian。
songjuzhengtiaoxiache，chongxiangwo：“wanyue，duibuqi，wojihunletoule，jianglitashentiyizhibuhao......”tabawojinjinbaozaihuaili，yonglishanlezijiyibazhang，“nibieshengqi，bieqihuaishenzi。”
tahaoxiangzhendehenjinzhanghaipa，yonglibaozhewobukensongshou，butingbangwozhenglibeifengchuiluandetoufa。
womeiyouhetazhengzhishenme：“wozhidaonilihunyaodabaogao，henmafan，danwokeyipeihe，suishi。”
songjuzhengnanyizhixindedingzhewo。
“lihun？wanyue，nishibushiqihuntoule，nihenhendawoliangbazhang，mawojijujieqi，haobuhao？zanmenlianggeweishenmeyaolihun，congqunineitianqi，wojiushixiangheniguoyibeizide。”
tayuwuluncidishuozhe，kanjianlewogeboshangranxuedebengdai，lianselikebianle。
“zenmenongde！kuaishangche，wodainiquweishengsuo。”
tajianwotuishangyeyoushang，xiangzhijiebawobaoshangche，quebeiwotuikai。
“bulihun，nizenmebajianglidaihuijia？”
tadelianseyijiang，dunledun，shenshoubawobaojinhuaili，roulerouwodetoufa。
“wanyue，jianglishiwodedimei，tazhangfushiwoguomingdexiongdi，bannianqiandeleaizheng，renyixiajiumeile，talinzhongqiantuowobangtazhaoguxifu......woshixiangjietahuijia，woduitajiusuanduoyidianzhaogu，zhaogutayibeiziyeshigaide，kendingbuhuichaoguonideweizhi，niyongyuanshiwodediyiwei。”
只是弟妹吗？
wochedongzuijiao：“kewobuxihuanjialichuxianlingyigenvren，youqishiyaogenwomenguoyibeizi。”
songjuzhengdeshenseyouxiefachen，bawoguzaihuaili，mubuzhuanjingkanzhewo。
“wanyue，zanliangjiehunqinianle，woduinibugouhao？”
“jiangligulinglingyigejiaorendingshangle，debatajiedaozanmenjia，miandezaiyouweixian。woshouliyouneimeduogenwochifandexiongdi，erqiewohaishijunren，jiusuantuixialailewoyeshijunren，qiyigexiaonvzibugu，niyaowozenmezuoren？”
woxiangkaikou，tadeyuqiqueyijingchenxialai：“bushuole，woxiansongniquweishengsuo，yihuierdanweihaiyoushi，wodeguoquyitang。”
wochuixiashixian，beitabuyoufenshuobaoqilai，shangleche。
dangchutahequanjianaofan，zhiyiquwo，ningkeshenmedoubuyao，naodequancunfeifeiyangyang，tayeyaodazhangqigudebanhunli。
dangchuneimeduojiannanxianzu，doumeilanzhutaaiwo，xianzaitasongqiansongfangdouxing，queshuotayouweinandedifang，feiyaojierenhuijiazhaogu。
liujiangliyouweixian，tahenbudeyikexindoupuguoqu，shenzhimeishaodaizhexiaobaohetajianmian。
chengrenbianlexin，jiuzheimenanma？
daoleweishengsuo，songjuzhengdingzheyishengweiwozhongxinbaozhashangkou，quequanchengyigezidoumeiyou，bawosonghuijiarangwohaohaoxiuxi，jiuchulemen。
kanzhetalengmoliqudebeiying，buzaiyoujiyilidewenroutengxi，wonaozhongfangfoyoushaoleyidakuaijiyi，xinlifangundetengmanmandanle，querdaizhide，shiquanshendaogebandeteng。
3.
wodeshentihuanglehuang，beilaijialibangmangdexiaojuanjiefuzhu。
“wanyue，nizenmele？shibushibushufu？nideliansezenmezheimecha，wozaisongniquweishengsuokankan。”
xiaojuanjieshigebijiadexifu。
wobeitafuzhe，chiliyaoleyaotou，xitongshuo，santiannei，wodeshentijiuhuihuaidechedi。
zheishiwoweisongjuzhengliuxiadedaijia。
我活该。
“womeishi，xiaojuanjie，xiexieni。”
xiaojuanjiezhiyibawofuhuiquxiuxi，wohunhuneetangzaichuangshang，mihuleyihuier，hurantingjiancierdexuanhuasheng，hunzhejianruidemaojiao。
woxintouyijin，qiangchengzheqishen，fuzheqiangzoudaomenkou。
yuanzilideyimurangwoyanqianfahei。
yitouliequananzheshenmedongxi，zhenghenhensiche，worende，shiwodedabai，neitiaogouyaosilewodedabai。
xianhongdexuebadabaidepimaorantou，dabaitangzaidishang，bozibeiyaoduanle，duziyebeisiyaozhehuokai，guoqupiaoliangdelanyanjingyijingchedibianchengandanhunzhuoderubaise。
liujianglihanleiwangzhewo：“duibuqi，wanyuejie，wo，wodiyicilainimenxiangxia，meixiangdaomaoshiluanpaode，haishanglaijiuziyahaqi。”
“baduntameijianguozheimexiongdemao，beihedaole，youleyingjifanying，womeinenglanzhu......”
takudelihuadaiyu：“duibuqi，duibuqi，wanyuejie，wozhendebuzhidaohuizheiyang。”
genzhepaoguolaidexiaobao，fangfoshengpawohuizuoshenme，lianmanglanzailiujianglishenqian，jinjinzhuazhuwodeshou。
“ma，jianglijietabushiguyide，badunpingshihenguaide，buluanyaoren，kenengshidabaixianhedaota，nikebukeyibiemajiejie......”
woyouxietingbuqingtamendehua，zhengzhengdekanzheyijingduanqidedabai。
tashiwojianhuilaidexiaomaozai，congbazhangneimedianyangda，yangleqinian，yongrenleidenianjilaisuan，tayijingwushisuile，tabuxihuannaozhixihuanshuijue，danyougewaiqinwo，songjuzhenghexiaobaoganduiwogaoshengbandian，jiuyaobeitajiaoxun，rujin，quesidezheimecanlie。
wodexiongkoubingleng，shuangshoumamudaofangfomeiyouzhijue，shengyinfaya。
“xiaobao，dabaipeizhenizhangda，nizhendekeyibudanghuishime？”
xiaobaomozheyanlei，zhizhiwuwushuobuchuhua。
liujianglideyanliyoufahendelengse，mianshangquekukutitide。
“wozhidao，woduibuqiwanyuejie，wojiushigesangmenxing，daonadouchushi，wojiugaisi！”
taniutoujiuxiangwaipao，juranyitouzhajinleheli，weiguanderenyanjishoukuai，lianmangqishoubajiaojiangtacongshuizhongzhuaichu。
zheishisongjuzhengyeganlehuilai，tadeliansehenlengchen，rangrensongliujiangliquweishengsuo，baxiaobaoyelingzou。
songjuzhengzoudaowomianqian，shengyinfaleng：“weileyizhipomao，nizhenyaobisijiangli？”
womanmanzouguoqu，fumodabaibeixuewuranluandepimao，tadeshentijiangleng，zaimeiyoulexianhuodewennuanherouruan。
wochenmolehenjiu，qingshengshuo：“dangchutachilebeixiayaodelaoshu，yanyanyixi，nijideyaofafeng，banyekaichezhaolejigecundeshouyijiuta，woxiang，neigeshihoudenibuhuishuo，jiushiyizhipomao。”
songjuzhengfangfobeiwodehuacitong，liansebianlejibian，yongliminlexiazuijiao，zouguolailaqiwodeshou。
“wanyue，wozaijiniyangyizhi，zhaogendabaiyimoyiyangde。wogennifashi，wanghoubuhuizaiyouzheizhongshile。”
wochelegecangbaidexiao，chouchushou。
“buyongle，dabaijiushidabai。”
womeizaiguanta，manmanyongshoushoushihaodabaideshiti，zhaoletiaoganjingdemaojinguozhe，zaiyuanziliwalegekeng，batamaijinqu。
songjuzhengyiyanbufa，shizhongjingmodezhanzaiwoshenhoubuganlikai，tasihuyouxiefanzaohebuan，pawochushi，pawolikai，yizhijieyizhidichouyan，zaitazouhou，wofaxiantajuranjiangwofansuozaileyuanzili。
xiaojuanjienaleqian，beitaqinglaizhaoguwo，peiwoshuohua，buxutalikaiwoshenbianbanbu。
yesuanshi，bianxiangdejianshile。
zhidaowanshang，woanjingdechifan。
xiaojuanjiekanzhewodeyangzituranrenbuzhutanqi。
“wanyue，nihesongxiongdichaojia，xinqingkendingbuhao，niyaoshixinlifan，jiugensaozishuoshuo。”
woquezhenglezheng：“wohesongjuzhengchaojiale？”
wonulizainaohaizhongfanzhao，meiyourenheyinxiang，kanlaiwodejiyiyoushaoleyibufen。
xiaojuanjielengleyihuier，dagaishikanwoshenqinghuanghu，meiganshuodabaisile，zhishishitanzhegenwoshuo：“songxiongdi......songxiongdiqubangliumeizibanjiale，mingtianliumeiziyaozhujinnijia。”
womingbaiguolai，xiaolexia。
“挺好的。”
mingtianzheiyuanzijiuzhujinlaixinren，ganghaoxitongjiewohuijia，zhendetinghaode。
xiaojuanjiekanzhewo，yanquanfahong。
“wanyue，nixiangkujiukuba，wozhidaoninanshou，mingmingsongxiongdishuoguo，zheibeizizhiduinihaode......tazhongjiu，haishishiyanle。”
woquemeishenmeganjue，zainulihuiyi，jiulianjiehundeshihoutagenwoshuoguoshenme，yejibuqingle。
wobeiwuxiuzhidetengtongzhemolezhengzhengyisu，tiancaliangcaimimihuhushuizhe，meijifenzhong，jiubeirenaodelabashengchaoxing。
wodenglehenjiudexitongyezhongyushangxian。
“suzhu，wolaijienihuiqule，niyaozuohaoxinlizhunbei，sideshihouhuihenteng。”
我没有任何犹豫。
“我忍得了。”
xiayike，sixinliefeidejutongcongxinfeijianzhakai，wogunluodaodishang，shentibuduanjingluanchouchu，dakoudakoutuxue。
xiaojuanjiepaoguolai，beihedeliansecanbai，huangmangbaoqiwo。
“wanyue，nizheishizenmele！nirenren，wozheijiujiaosongxiongdizhaoyisheng！”
tayaoxiangwaipao，quebeiwoyongzuihoudeliqichezhu，wochilidichuanxi，xuebutingshunzhechunjiaoxiangwailiu，yanzhongqueshijietuodeqingsong。
“buyongle，xiaojuanjie......xiexieni。”
xiaojuanjiejideyaoming：“nizheinizihushuoshenme，wozheijiu——”
wochaotaweixiao，zheishiwozheixietianlizuizhenxindexiaorong：“woyao......huijiale。”
xiaojuanjielenglebanshang，buzhishibushimingbaileshenme，huranleiliumanmian，jinjinzuanzhuwodeshou。
“hao，nihuijiaquba，yihou，yaopingpinganan，kaikaixinxinde。”
yuanzhongluoguxuantian，renaodesuonashenglixiangzhexiaobaohuanxidexiao。
menwai，wotingjianwoshuxidaokegumingxindedichensangyin：“jiangli，wohuitiazhenghaohaozhaoguniyibeizi，tengni，huni，nifangxin，yihouwomenjiushiyijiaren。”
xianhongdebaozhupimantianfeiwu，yipianrenaodehuantianxidili，worenzhejuliedetongku，manmanyanlezuihouyikouqi，congci，zaiwushengxi——