第4章
4.
“haiyou，nishuowojiaoqi，woyoumeirangnilaisihouwo，quyuezizhongxindeqianwoyoubushichubuqi，nierzi......”
wodunzhule，xiangqizhaozhiyuanjiaodaiwo，yidingbuyaotijiedeneisanshiwandeshi。
poposhunzhewodehuashuolexiaqu，“woerzizenmela！tatiantianxinkuzaiwaimiangongzuo，haibushiweilezheigejia！”
shia，tashiweilezheigejia，basanshiwandoudajinqule。
wozaixinlifufei，zhuanshenhuilewoshi，buxianghetaduoshuo。
popohaizainiantao：“doushiweilenihao，zenmejiubutingni，wodalaoyuanpaoguolaihaibushiweilenimenniangliang......”
woguanshangmen，gejuelewaimiandecaoza，zuozaiyingerchuangbiankannver。
tashuidezhengxiangtian，meibeigangcaidezhengbianbuxiuchaoxing。
turanjian，woxiangdaopoposhuodehua，womagaosuguotawotizhiruo。
buzhidaoshibushizijiyechenglemuqindeyuangu，wojingranbeiwomazheigexingweigandongdaole，yuanlaitahaishizaiyiwozheigeguinv。
wojiwomadalegedianhua，neitouguolehenjiucaijietong。
“妈。”
“yaxuana，zenmela？”
“meishi，jiushiyoudianxiangnile。”
woguqiyongqishuolezheijujiaoqingdehua，xianran，womayelengzhule。
banshangtacaiwen：“shibushichuleshenmeshile。”
womenshengdao：“meiyou，danshidequeyoudianbukaixin。”
“shenmeshi，hemashuoshuo。”
wokaishitucao：“wobenlaixiangquyuezizhongxin，zhaozhiyuantamamafeideguolai，dayudaroude，bawodouchipangle，erqiewochale，tadeneixiefangfadoubukexue，haochusuiranshiyoude，dangenbenmeiyouneimeshenqi。haiyou，tajintianjingranhaijiwoheyutang！”
woyiweiwomahuiweiwodabaobuping，huizhichiwoquyuezizhongxin，napashirangwozhaogeyuesaoyeshihaode。
ketameiyou，tashuo：“nijiushizaidachengshidaiguanle，beineixienianqingrendefengqidaihuaile，woqianxietianhaizaidouyinshangkandaoyougeyunfuzaiyuezizhongxinchushide，neilinayouzijiarensihouhaoa，haineimegui，nipopobijingshiguolairen，takendingbineishenmeyuezizhongxinderendong。yutanghejitangdoushixianaidehaodongxi，nibuyaokanwangshangxiashuo，woshengnihaiyounididi，doushizheimeguolaide，nidouyouhaizilaogongle，dabanneimehaokanjisheikan，niananxinxinzuoyuezijiuxing。”
wonaixintingtashuowan，meiyijushiwoxiangtingdaode。
woshuo：“ma，woduiyuxiaguomin。”
“guomin？shenmeshihoua？wozenmebuzhidao。”
“一直都是。”
沉默......
wozhuanyilehuati，“niqujishushuzuofanba，didiyekuaifangxuele。”
“shushu”jiushitaxianzaidezhangfu，tamenyougeerzi，haitingguaide，pingshidouhanwojiejie。
womayeshunshixiataijie，“hao，neiwoxiangualea，qinjiamudaozizuidoufuxin，yeshinizhangbei，doushiweinihao。zheiyijiarenzaiyiqi，jiushidashihuaxiao，xiaoshihuale。”
“嗯嗯，知道了。”
qishiwohaishinanguode，bijingtashiwomuqin。
bushishuomuqindouhenaihaizima？weishenmewoganjuebudao。
woyoujizhaozhiyuanfaxiaoxi：“nimeigaosuzanmawoduiyuxiaguominma？”
zheitiaoxiaoxifachuquhou，shichendahai，yizhidaozhaozhiyuanwanshanghuilai，tadoumeihuiwo。
wozhiwenta，tadehuidashi：“baitiantaimangle，meishijiankanshouji。wodaihuijiuquhemashuo，woyemeixiangdaomahuishaoyutangjinihea。”
tatangzaichuangshang，shuohuadouyouxielei，wokandechutapibei，yingshijiangxintoudenuhuorenlexiaqu。
banyehaizikule，zhaozhiyuantingdaohoulikeqichuangbaohaizi，wozhengkaiyankandaotanaixinhonghaizideyimu，youturanxiangyaoduolijietayixie。
woshituyuzijihejie：qishipopoduiwoyebuchaya，yitiansandunfan，dundundoushiyongxinzuo，tazhishidaozizuidoufuxineryi，ruguowohepoponaodenankan，zhaozhiyuanjiazaizhongjianyebushufu。
zhiyuwoma，tayoutazijidexinjiating，yewuxiagujiwo，zheimeduonianle，tawangjiyehenzhengchang。
wojiangzheiyiqiedouguijiewei——nvrenyueziqijiandejisufenmi，rongyiqingxuhua。