第三章绝望的事实
“yueyue......yueyue！”
wojingxinghoulianshangguamanleleihen，ruyandeshixuebaidetianhuaban，ciyandebaisebeiru。
yueyueni？‘......kehuichengweipvs，yejiushisuchengzhiwuren。’
huixiangqishoushushiwaiyishengdehua，wodexinhenhenchoutong，buhuide！
wobuguzhadediandiping，leishuishanranerxia，fafengsidebadiaogeboshangdezhentou，wodiediezhuangzhuangdechongchubingfang，fenghushiyishengjiuzhuazhuxunwenyueyuezaina？
“nvshi，ninbunengjuliehuodong......”
fuzezhaoguwodehushi，zhengqiaozhuangdaolexiesidilidewo，hedejimanglanzhu。
wozuanzhuhushideshou，kudezhenggerenzhandoubuyi，qiangchengzhesuanruanwulidetuimeiyouguixia：“yueyue，wodeyueyuezaina？”
hushilianshangluchulianmin，zaisananfuhoudaiwoquleicubingfang。
gezhemenchuang，yueyueshouxiaodeshenyingluoruyanzhong，xuruodezhinengkaohuxijidaidongchuanxi，woliangqiangdepazaibolishang。
woqibuchengsheng，zuanzhehushideshouaiqiu：“mafannin......rangwojinqukanyiyan，qiuninle！”
“baoqiannvshi，yiyuanyouguiding......”
hushimianlunanse，weifangzhijiashuxiedaibingjundaozhierciganran，suoyiicuyibanguidingbuyunxurunei。
wodetongkuchouqiyinlailehushizhang，youkenengtayetongweirenmuba？
hushizhangyaotoutanxi，fenfuhushi：“jizheiweinvshihuanyishenfanghufu，xiaoduhourangtajinqukankanba。”
xiaoduhou，woyituikaimenqingxujiuchedibengkui，meilebinglengdebolizuge，meileneiwuqingdejuli，yueyuexuruodemoyangshiwoxintiaodoulouleyipai。
嘀嘀——
yiqijixiedeshengyintiaodong，wotanzuozaichuangqian，zuanzheyueyuedeshoutiezailianshang，leishuirutongduanlexiandezhenzhugunluobeiru。
“yueyue，yue......yueyuebupa，mamapeini，mamazai！”
wofumoyueyuedelian，nannanziyusideanwei，naohaizhonghuiyiqitadongshidediandiandidi。
zaiboyuanhetadebaiyueguangmeiyouzhongfengzhiqian，tahewoshifenenai，zhidaoxuziyilihun，zaiboyuandeanpaixiabandaolewojiagebi。
wohouhuile，houhuizijichun，tongqingxinfanlanmoxuboyuanyicicidebangzhuneiduiguerguamu。
......jialitingdian，woshinei，wobaozhesesefadoudeyueyueanwei，jichichimeihuideboyuandaqudianhua。
‘boyuan，jialitingdianle，woheyueyuehaipa。’
tayuqiwenrou，huaqueshirenxinhan：‘ziyizheiyetingdianle，xiaofanpayizhikunaobuting，tamenguerguamudewobufangxin。’
‘可......’
mangyinxiangqi，boyuanbudengwoshuowan，jiuguaduanledianhua。
touguoyueguangyueyuekanchuwoshiluodemoyang，guqiyongqizhengkaiwodehuaibao，qianqiwodeshou：‘mamabupa，yueyuebaohuni——’
......liuxingganmaosinve，yueyuegaoshaobutui，wojidejiaotoulane，wuzhudejinshimaojinjinverrefu。
‘nizainani？zenmehai......’
tayuqihuangluan：‘ruoxin，ziyilaidianhuashuoxiaofangaoshao40°，wodengyihuierzaihuijia。’
‘zhangboyuan，keyueyueyegaoshaobutui！’
yankuangqinmanleleishui，woweiqudeqingxuyongshangxintou，taqueyiranna‘ziyitamenguerguamu’dehuatangsai。
zuanzhebeiguadeshouji，woyidileishuigunluo。
neishi，shaodaotouyundeyueyue，xuruodetaiqixiaoshoucalecawodelian：‘mamabuku，yueyuezai——’
huoxushiwodeyizaimoxu，meiyoujiuxuziyideshiheboyuanzhengzhiguo，boyuanjiwodeshiwangyeyuelaiyueduo，meicizaiyueyueyutabaiyueguangdehaizizhijian，tadouxuanzelehouzhe。
wobushimeixiangguolihun......
keyueyuezenmeban？wobuxiangtabeibiedehaizishuomeiyoufuqin。
yexushilaotianjuangu，boyuandexinyidiandianshuyuan，quehuanlaileyueyueyufadongshi，kelaotianweishenmeyouyaobawodeyueyueduozou？
huanghujian，wodeleishuijintoulebeiru。
boyuan，boyuanshizhuyuanshouxizhudaoyisheng，tahuoxuhaiyoubiedebanfa！
wojiannandepaqishen，zhandoubuyideqinwenyueyuedeetou：“yueyue，nibabatayidingyoubanfa，dengmamahuilai！”