第一章
jianlishihangtianyuanzuinianqingdezongshejishi，queyinxingmaimingjifuyouandanglesannianxianqi。
fuyouanzhijinbuzhidao，tameitianzaixinwenlikandaode“guojiagongxunkexuejiajianzongshi”，jiushijialineigeweitabaotangzhufandeqizi。
taririweitaxishouzuogengtang，jiquanlianduisongfan，renrendoukuatashimofanjunsao。
yuanyiweirizihuiyizhizheiyangpingdanguoxiaqu，zhidaozheitianlaisongfan，wuyitingjiantazhanyoudaqu：
“laofu，niqianbaolijuranhaifangzheqiaozhiyidezhaopian？doufenshouzheimeduonianle，haimeiwang？”
jianlidexinmengdiyichen，xiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshoujinjinzuanzhu。
jinjiezhe，fuyouanneiqinglengdichendesangyinxiangqi，tingbuchuqingxu：“ng。”
zhiyigezi，quexiangbingzhuizhajintaxinkou。
neizhanyousihuyouxietitabuzhi：“bushiwoshuo，jianliduoxianhuia，banizhaogudetuotuotietie，zheimeduoniangengshirenlaorenyuan，nijiu……congmeidongguoxin？”
duanzandechenmohou，fuyouandeshengyinzaicixiangqi，pingjingquecanren。
“woxihuande，conglaibushitazheizhongzhihuiweizhezaotaizhuandexianqiliangmu。ershizhiyineiyang，zugouyouxiu，nenghewobingjianzhanzaiyiqideren。”
“dangnianruobushiwomabingzhong，linzouqianxiangkanwochengjialiye，wobuhuiquta。”
“砰！”
baowentongdiaozaidishangdeshengyinchenmenertuwu，retangsaleyidi，yinyunqiyipianshiredebaiqi，yejingdonglelimianderen。
门被猛地拉开。
fuyouanzhanzaimenkou，chuanzheyisibugoudejunzhuang，shenzitingbarusong。
kandaomenwailiansecanbai、shihunluopodejianli，tameitoucudegengjin：“nizenmelaile？”
jianlikanzhetaneizhangyingjunquelengmodelian，xinzangxiangshibeilingchi，tongdejihuwufahuxi。
taturanxiangqiqianjitianjialiyiwaiqihuo，tafengleyiyangchongjinhuohai，zuihouzhijinjinhuzheyigejiuqianbaochulai。
tadangshihaishashadidanxin，yiweilimianyoushenmejiqizhongyaodejunwuwenjianhuoyiwu。
yuanlai……neilimianzhenzangde，zhishiqiaozhiyidezhaopian。
ertazheigehuoshengshengderen，hetagongtongshenghuolezheimeduoniandeqizi，zaitaxinli，shenzhibibushangyizhangzhaopianzhidetamaoxian。
judadehuangmiuganhexintongxijuanleta，tajuedezijixianggechetoucheweidexiaohua。
tameiyouhuidatadewenti，shenzhimeiyouqukantashenhouzhanyougangadebiaoqing，zhishishenshendikanletayiyan，neiyanshenkongdongyoujuewang，ranhouzhuanshen，liangqiangzhelikai。
tazhijiequlejunquzhengzhichu，dijiaoleqiangzhilihunshenqing。
erhouhuidaoneigebinglengkongkuangdejia，botongleyigechenfengyijiudehaoma。
dianhuajihushibeishunjianjieqide，neitouchuanlaiyigejidongyounanyizhixindeshengyin：“jianzongshi？！shininma？ninzhongyukenlianxiwomenle！”
jianlibishangyan，shenxiyikouqi，zaizhengkaishi，yandizhishengyipianchenjidejuejue：“shiwo，woshenqingzhonghuiyanjiusuo！”
“taihaole！”dianhuaneitoudeshengyinjihuyaoqueyueqilai，“jianzongshi！ninbuzhidao，zicongninlikai，zanmenhuojiandeyanfayizhitingzhibuqian！xianzaishangmianzhengyaochengli‘tianqiongjihua’zhuanjiazu，yaoquxibeijidijinxingzuigaobaomijibiedefengbiyanjiu，zhishaowunian，yuwaijiechediduanjuelianxi！zhengqueyigenengkangdingdefuzeren！ninyaoshihuilai，zheigezhurenfeininmoshu！zanmenguojiadejianduanfangyuyidingnengqudetupo！nin……yuanyima？”
tianqiongjihua……wunianfengbi……yushigejue……
“hao。”tameiyourenheyouyu，“wojiaru。”
“taihaole！”duifangxichuwangwai，“chufaqianyanjiusuohuiweininhezhuanjiazujubanyichangshengdadesongxinghui，jieshixuyaoninzuoweizongfuzerenshangtaifayan。henduolingdaohetongxingdouhuilai，jianzongshi，dangniandeshizhendebushinindecuo，zoukeyanzheitiaolu，xishengzaisuonanmian，laoshita……dingranshixinganqingyuande……”
jianliqingqing“ng”leyisheng，guaduandianhua，muguangluozaiqiangshangdejiehunzhaoshang。
zhaopianlidefuyouanshenqinglengjun，jiulianjiehundangtiandoumeiyouyisixiaoyi，ertayiweizaitashenbian，xiaodexingfuermanzu，fangfoyongyoulequanshijie。
回忆如潮水般涌来。
sannianqian，tashihangtiansuozuinianqingdeyanjiuyuan，beiyuweihuojianfadongjilingyudeqicai。
queyinweiyicishujushiwu，daozhishiyancangbaozha。
tadedaoshiweilejiuta，yongzijideshentidangzhulefeijiandesuipian。
daoshilinzhongqianwozhetadeshoushuo：“jianli，nishiweihangtianershengde，buyaoyinweiwodesifangqinidetianfu……”
但她无法原谅自己。
zaiyigeyuye，tazouxiangyanjiusuohoufangdehetang，xiangyaojieshushengming。
jiuzaitajijiangchenrushuidishi，yishuangyoulideshoujiangtalaleshanglai。
fuyouanhunshenshitou，meitoujinsuo：“youshenmekanshiguobuqude？huozhecaiyouxiwang。”
neiyike，tajiuxiangyishuguangzhaojintaheiandeshijie。
yushi，tayinmanshenfenjiejinta，dezhitamuqinbingzhongpanzhetachengjia，gengshizhudongtichujiehun。
kehunhoutacaifaxian，fuyouanxinliyizhizhuzheyigeren。
jiulianyutatongfangshi，takouzhongninandedoushi“zhiyi”zheigemingzi。
tatianzhendiyiwei，zhiyaofuchuzugouduodeaihewenrou，zongyouyitiannengwuretadexin。
xianzaicaimingbai，tayongyuanzoubujintaxinli，yinwei，tashizhongmeijitadexintengganjingdifang。
jiranruci，buruyibieliangkuan。
taquaitadechulian，tayeyoutaweijindeshiminghexingchendahaiyaoqubenfu。
dangwan，fuyouanmeiyouhuilai。
diertianyizao，jianlizhengzaimomoshoushixingli，xuanguanchuchuanlaikaimenshengheshuohuasheng。
tazouchuqu，kanjianfuyouandaizheyigenianqingnvrenzoulejinlai。
nvrenchuanzheyishendetidelianyiqun，zhuangrongjingzhi，qizhiganlian，zhengshitacengzaifuyouanqianbaozhaopianlijianguodelian。
乔知意！
xinzangxiangshiyoubeizhenzhaleyixia，xiximimidetengmanyankailai。
tabujinnianzheta，rujin，jinghaibatadaihuijiale！
fuyouankandaota，shenseruchang，yuqipingdandijieshao：“zheiweishiqiaozhiyi，wodepengyou，gangcongguowaihuilai。tazanshimeizhaodaoheshidezhuchu，xianzaizheilijiezhuyiduanshijian。”
tashenzhimeiyouxunwentadeyijian，zhishitongzhiyisheng，bianzirandilingzheqiaozhiyizouxiangkefang：“nizheicihuilai，dasuandaiduojiu？”
qiaozhiyishengyinwenroudaizhexiaoyi：“huiyizhidaixiaquba。henxingyun，wojiarulehangtianeryuan，suiranxianzaihaizhishigeshixisheng，zaikaochaqi。dantingshuosuolizuijinchenglileyigedingjizhuanjiacainengjinrude‘tianqiongjihua’，yaoqujidifengbiwunianni，weicihaitedibanleyichangsongxinghui。zheigejihuadefuzeren，tingshuoshizhiqianyanjiuzheifangmiandedingjidalao，huizaisongxinghuishangfayan……wozhenxiangjianjianta，yebuzhidaowoshenmeshihoucainengxiangtayiyanglihai……”