wojiaosuqingyan，jintianshiwohelinhaoyudedinghunyan。
jiudianyanhuitingliuguangyicai，binkeyunji。wochuanzheliangshendingzhidexiangbinselifu，shoulizuanzhequnbai，xintiaodexiangchuailezhituzi。
linhaoyushiwodedaxuexuezhang，womentanlesannianlianai，congxiaofudaozhichang，suoyourendoushuowomenshitianzaodishedeyidui。
“qingyan，nijintianzhenmei。”linhaoyuzouguolai，wenroudibangwozhenglileyixiasuifa，yandiquelveguoyisiwomeidudongdehuangluan。
“haoyu，”wotaitou，duishangtadeyanjing，“nihaoxiangyoudianjinzhang？”
“dangranjinzhang，”taxiaolexiao，wozhuwodeshou，zhangxinqueyouxieliang，“qudaonizheimehaodenvhai，wopazijipeibushang。”
qinghuahendongting，kewoxinlineidianbuan，quexiangtouruhumiandeshizi，yangkailequanquanlianyi。
gangcaihuazhuangjianli，wowuyijiantingdaotadezhulixiaochenzaizoulangdadianhua，yuqijiaoji：“yuge，zhang**neibiankuaiyabuzhule，tashuozaibujianni，jiuzhijiechuangjinlai……”
zhang**？nagezhang**？
womeiganwen，paxiandezijiduoyi，pohuailejintiandehaorizi。
siyikaishichuanchang，daolexinrenzhicihuanjie。linhaoyujieguohuatong，qingleqingsangzi，muguangsaoguoquanchang，zuihouluozaiwoshenshang，shenqingkuankuan：“ganxiegeweilaicanjiawoheqingyandedinghunyan。qingyan，yujiannishiwozheibeizi……”
tadehuameishuowan，yanhuitingdedamenturanbeirenhenhentuikai。
yigechuanzhehongsediaodaiqun，zhuangrongyanlidenvrencaizhegaogenxie，qishixiongxiongdichonglejinlai，shoulihaijuzheyizhanga4zhi，shengyinjianruicier：“linhaoyu！nizheigepianzi！nishuoguohuigentafenshoude！nikankanzheishishenme！”
全场哗然。
我的血液瞬间冻结。
neigenvren，worenshi。zhangmanni，linhaoyugongsixinlaideshixisheng，pingshizongyikouyige“suxuejie”dijiaowo，tiandefani。
linhaoyudelianseshunjianbiandecanbai，taxiayishididangzaiwomianqian，duizhezhangmannidihou：“ninaogoulemeiyou！zheilibushinisayededifang！”
“wosaye？”zhangmannilengxiaoyisheng，bashoulidezhihenhenzazaitalianshang，“neizheigeni？wohuailenidehaizi，lianggeyuele！niyaowobahaizidadiao，ranhoukanzhenigenzheigenvrendinghun？linhaoyu，niliangxinbeigouchilema！”
“huaiyun”lianggezixiangjinglei，zhadewotouyunmuxuan。
zhouweideqieqiesiyusheng、shanguangdengdekacasheng、qinqimenzhenjingdemuguang……xiangwushugenzhen，zhajinwodexinzang。
wokanzhelinhaoyujiangyingdebeiying，kanzhetabuganhuitoukanwodeyangzi，turanjuedehenkexiao。
sannianganqing，yuanlaizhishiyichangjingxincehuadepianju。
woshenxiyikouqi，tuikaidangzaiwomianqiandelinhaoyu，zoudaozhangmannimianqian。
zhangmannibeiwodelengjingheleyitiao，gengzhebozidao：“ni……nikanshenmekan？taaideshiwo！”
womeilita，zhishiwanyaojianqileneizhangbeirouzhoudezhi——shiyizhangyunjianbaogao，yunfuxingmingneiyilan，queshishizhangmanni。
ranhou，wozhuanguoshen，kanxianglianseshabaidelinhaoyu。
tasihuzhongyuzhaohuilezijideshengyin，zhuazhuwodeshoubei，jiqiedijieshi：“qingyan，nitingwoshuo，bushinixiangdeneiyang，shitagouyinwode，wo……”
“linhaoyu，”wodaduanta，shengyinpingjingdelianzijidoujingya，“womenwanle。”
shuowan，womeizaikantayiyan，yemeiguanshenhoudehunluanheyilun，tuoxiajiaoshangneishuangmodewojiaohuaishengtengdegaogenxie，chizhejiao，yibuyibuzouchulezheigecengjingchengzaiwosuoyoumeimengdeyanhuiting。
waimiandefengyoudianliang，chuizaiwo**depifushang，querangwoqingxinglejifen。
shoujizaikoudailizhendongqilai，woyiweishilinhaoyudedianhua，meijie。
ketaguzhidixiangzhe，pingmushangtiaodongzheyigemoshengdehaoma，guishudishijingcheng。
wozhoulezhoumei，huakaijieting。
“qingwenshisuqingyan**ma？”dianhuaneitoushigechenwendenansheng，daizheyisigongshihuadeyanjin。
“我是。”
“ninhao，woshishenghuajituanfawubudezhoumingyuanlvshi。”nanrendunledun，yuqisihurouhelexiexu，“henbaoqianzaizheigeshihoudaraonin，danyouxieshi，bixuliketongzhinin。nindewaizufu，shentingzhouxiansheng，yusanxiaoshiqianzairuishiqushile。genjutadeyizhu，ninshitaquanbuyichandeweiyijichengren，baokuodanbuxianyushenghuajituan60%degufen、guoneiwai17chufangchan、yijiliudongzijin……zongjiazhiyue890yi。”
我：“……”
shoulidegaogenxie“pada”yishengdiaozaidishang。
woshibushibei**detaihen，chuxianhuantingle？
外祖父？沈廷舟？
wobamaqushidezao，wocongxiaozaigueryuanzhangda，conglaimeirengaosuguowo，wohaiyougewaizufu，haishige……qianyifuhao？