yanpinyongyuanbianbuchengzhenjilinweiweiruzhihualangdediyitian，jiudaizhehewotongkuandexianglian。
houlaiwodemeitaochuanda、shuohuafangshi，douchengweitafukedemoban。tongshixiaochengtashiwode“renxingtouyingyi”，
taquerenzhenfanbo：“wanzhoujiezhidexuexi。”zhidaowodedinghunyanshang，tachuanzhedaobangaoding，daizhejiazhubao，
shituwanzhuwoweihunfudeshoubei。
woxiaozhedakaitouyingyi：“geweiqingkan——”pingmushanggundongzhetasunhuaiminghua、weizaolvlidezhengju。
zuihoudinggezaitaxiangliandegaofangjiandingbaogaoshang。“yanpin，”wohuangzhexiangbin，“yongyuanbianbuchengzhenji。
”cangkumenbeiwoyicuncuntuikai，houzhongdeshimufachuchenmende**，fangfozaitiqianyugaomouzhongbuxiang。
yiguhunhezhechenjiuzhizhang、ganzaoyanliaohe……yisijiqiweiruode、bugaicunzaidecibihuaxueshijideweidao，
mengdizuanjinbiqiang。xinzangzhouranyisuo，xiangbeiyizhibinglengdeshouzuanjin。
wojibuchuanguoduijirushandehuakuanghemengchendediaosu，jingzhichongxiangzuiliceneigetezhidehengwenhengshichuzangju。
binglengdebolijumenyingchuwoshunjianshixuedelian。kongde。
yuanbenyinggaijingjingtangzailimiandeneizhishenlansetianeronghuaxia，buyierfei。neigehuaxiali，
zhuangzhemonaide《shuilian·chitangdaoying》——yifujiazhiliancheng、cuiruoderutongbobingdejueshizhenpin，
ganggangcaiyouwoqinshouwanchengxiufu，haimeilaidejisonghuibaoxianku。xueyehongdichongshangtouding，
youzaixiayimiaodongjiechengbing。wodezhijianbushoukongzhidizhandouqilai，jihuyaochupengdaobingliangdebolijumen，
caimengditingzhu。bunengpeng！renhezhiwendoukenengganraohouxudejianding。shixianxiangjiaozhuodetanzhen，
fengkuangsaoshizhejumen——meiyouqiaohen，mimasuowanhaowusun。zenmekeneng？mimazhiyouwoheanbaozhuguanzhidao。
“suzongjian？”zhulixiaozhoujinghuangdeshengyincongmenkouchuanlai，daizhemingxiandechuanqisheng，“nin……ninzenmezaizheier？
chushenmeshile？”womengdizhuanshen，shengyinbengdexianglajindeqinxian：“jiankong！
likediaocangkuzuowandaojintianshangwudesuoyoujiankong！mashang！
”kongjuhefennujiaozhichengdedianliuzaiwoshentililuancuan。neifuhua，
ningjulewohedaoshituanduizhengzhengsangeyuedexinxue，meiyibixiufudourulvbobing，tachengzaidebujinshiyishujiazhi，
gengshizhenggehualangdeshengyu，shenzhishi……wozhiyeshengyadejishi。xiaozhoubeiwodeliansehedao，lianseshabai，
lianliandiantou，diediezhuangzhuangdipaolechuqu。woqiangpozijilengjing，muguangrutongzuijingmideyiqi，
yicuncunsaoguocangkubinglengdeshuinidimian。shixianzaikaojinjumenxiafangjimichumengdidingzhu。
yixiaopianzhijiagaidaxiaode、jinhutoumingdesuipian，jingjingtangzaichenaili，zheshezhedingdengweiruodeguang。shishuijing？
bu，gengxiangshi……mouzhonghechengshuzhi？wodunxiashen，xiaoxinyiyiyongdaizheshoutaodezhijiannianqita。
neiweiruoquewangudehuaxueshijiqiwei，sihuzhengshicongzheisuipianshangsanfachulaide。
woxunsuquchuzhengwudaijiangtafenghao。muguangjixuyidong，zaisuipianbuyuanchu，
faxianlejilijiqixiweide、shenlansedefenmo。wodexintiaolouleyipai。
zheishi……《shuilian》huakuangbianyuanneizhongdutedeshenlanqiliao？jiuzaizheishi，jicudejiaobushengzaicichuanlai。
xiaozhouquerfufan，shoulinazheyigepingbandiannao，
shengyindaizhenanyizhixindezhandou：“zongjian……jiankong……nin……ninzijikanba。”woyibajieguopingban，
zhijianbingliangdidiankaitadiaochudeshipinpianduan。shijianshizuowanshenye，huamianshang，cangkuzoulangdeganyingdengcidiliangqi，
yigeshuxideshenyingchuanzhekuandadebaojiefu，daizhemaozikouzhao，tuizheqingjiechechuxianzaihuamianbianyuan。
tadongzuojiqixianshu，sihuduihuanjingleruzhizhang，jingzhizoudaomimasuoqian，
jihumeiyoutingdunjiushurulemima——neiliuchangdechengdu，juebukenengshiouranmengdui。menwushenghuakai。
tatuizhechejinqu，dayueshifenzhonghouchulai，qingjiechesihuchenzhongleyixie。zaicangkumenjijiangguanbideshunjian，
jiankongqingxidibuzhuodao，taxiayishiditaishou，sihuxiangfuyixiatuicheshangdemougexiangzi，xiukouweiweihualuo，
luchulewanshangyitiaoxixide、daizhexiaoxiaosiyecaodiaozhuidemeiguijinshoulian。wodehuxitingzhile。linweiwei。
neigeruzhibudaobannian，bianyi“suwanzhouzongjiantouhaomimei”shenfenzaihualangli“shengmingqueqi”denvhai。
neitiaoshoulian，shishanggeyuetashengri，wosuikoutileyiju“tingchennifuse”，getiantajiudaishangletongkuan。
dangshizhijuedezheiguniangyoudianguoyureqie，rujinkanlai，neireqiedixia，jingshicuiledudezhen。
huamiandinggezaitahualuodexiukouheneitiaociyandemeiguijinshoulianshang。xiaozhoudaqibuganchu，
cangkulisijidenengtingdaohuichenluodideshengyin。“baojing。”wodeshengyinchuhuyiliaodepingjing，
xiangjielebingdehumian，“like。tongshitongzhibaoxiangongsihemonaijijinhuidaibiao。**，
zaijingfanghezhuanjiadaochangqian，renherenbudekaojinzheijiancangku，baokuolinweiweibenren。
”meiyigezidouxiangbingzhuzazaidishang。xiaozhouyingshengchonglechuqu。woduzizhanzaikongkuangyinlengdecangkuzhongyang，
muguangzaiciluohuikongkongruyedechuzangju。fennudehuoyanzaibingcengxiawushengdiranshao。linweiwei，nide“xuexi”，
zhongyuxuedaolezheiyibu？henhao。neiwomenjiukankan，zheichangmofangxiudezhongju，nigairuheshouchang。
tuikaizongjianbangongshihouzhongdexiangmumen，
waimiankaifangbangongquneikeyiyadiqueyijiuqingxideyilunshenglangbianyonglejinlai。jiaodian，
ziranshineigegangcongchashuijianniaoniaonanazouchulaideshenying——linweiwei。“ai，weiwei，
jintianzheishenxingtou……juele！”yigenantongshibanzhenbanjiadichuileshengkoushao，muguangnianzaitashenshang，
“zheijiancai，zheiliaozi，shisjiagangchudezaochunxilieba？genshangzhousuzongjianchuandeneitao，
jianzhiyigemozikechulaide！”linweiweitingxiajiaobu，weiweiceshen，
zuijiaoqinzheqiadaohaochude、daizheyisixiusedexiaoyi。tajintianqueshichuanleyishenxiangyabaidesizhichenshan，
peizhejiancaililuodeyanhuiseqianbiqun，
jiaoshangshitongsexijiantouxigaogen——zhengshiwoshangzhouchuxiyishujijinhuiwanyanshichuanguodeyitao。
shenzhitaerchuishangneiduixiaoqiaodezhenzhuerding，yehewoneiwanpeidaideruchuyizhe。“nayou，”tadeshengyinwenruan，
daizhediankeyideqianxun，“wanzhoujiepinweineimehao，wozheibushijinshuiloutaixiandeyue，genzhexuedianpimaoma。
”tataishou，sihubujingyidiliaoleyixiaerbiandesuifa，
shouwanshangneitiaomeiguijinsiyecaoshoulianzaidengguangxiayishan。wodemuguangzaineishoulianshangtingliuleyishun，
cangkujiankonglineihualuodexiukouhezheiciyandemeiguijinzaicizhongdie。“pimao？
”lingyigenvtongshibaozhewenjianjiazouguolai，xiaodecuxia，“weiweinizhei‘pimao’xuedeyetaijingsuile！
lianzouluzishiheshuohuaneigeweiweishangyangdeweidiaodouxiang，jianzhishisuzongjiande‘renxingtouyingyi’！
”zhouweixiangqiyipianxinzhaobuxuandedixiaosheng。linweiweilianshangneicengxiusedebohongsihujiashenleyidian，
danyandiquefeikuailveguoyisinanyibuzhuodedeyi。taweiweiyangqixiaba，yuqibiandeyichangrenzhen，
shenzhidaizhedianburongzhiyidezhengzhong：“biezheimeshuo。wanzhoujiezhidexuexidedifangtaiduole。
tadezhuanye、tadeqizhi、tadairenjiewudefangshi……doushiwonulidefangxiang。nenggenzaiwanzhoujieshenbiangongzuo，
shiwodefuqi。”zheifanhuashuodeqingzhenyiqie，peishangtaneifuqianchengyangwangdezitai，jihuwuxiekeji。
zhouweitongshidexiaonaoshengyexiaolexiaqu，sihubeizheituruqilaide“zhenqinggaobai”zhenzhulepianke。jiuzaizheishi，
takandaolezhanzaimenkouyinyinglidewo。“wanzhoujie！”linweiweilianshangdebiaoqingshunjianqiehuan，
jingxihunhezheqiadaohaochudegongjing，kuaibuyingleshanglai，daiqiyizhenhewoguanyongxiangshuijiqixiangsiderouhehuaxiang，
“ninhuilaila？wozhengxiangquninbangongshihuibaoxiazhouxinzhandemeitilianluojinduni。”tazhandingzaiwomianqian，
weiweiyangzhetou，yanshenlishiquanrandexinlaiheyangmu，fangfowoshitaweiyideguangyuan。yangguangtouguojudadeluodichuang，
zhenghaodazaitajingjian。neili，
heranzhuizheyimeishuidixingdelanbaoshidiaozhui——qiege、daxiao、xiangqiandebojintuozhua，
yuwocikejingjianpeidaide、muqinliujiwodeyiwu，biewuerzhi。zhishitaneike“baoshi”，
zaiqiangliedeguangxianxia，zheshechudehuocailvexianshengyingdaiban，quefatianranbaoshineizhongshensuilingdongdeguangyun。
wodemuguangpingjingdisaoguotaneimeiciyandeyanpin，luozaitajingxinmiaohuademeiyanshang。
cangkulineipianbinglengdesuipianheshenlandefenmo，yijijiankonghuamianzhongneigechuanzhebaojiefudeshenying，
zaiwonaozhongwushengdizhakai。nuhuozaixiongqianglibenteng，quebeiyicenggengleng、gengjianyingdebingqiaosisifengzhu。“ng。
”woyingleyisheng，shengyintingbuchurenhebolan，jingzhiraoguota，zouxiangzijidebangongshi，
“meitijindubaogaofangwozhuoshang。lingwai，tongzhigebumenfuzeren，xiawusandian，jinjihuiyi。
”womeiyouhuitou，quenengqingxidiganjuedaobeihouneidaomuguang，ruyingsuixing，niannierzhizhe，
daizheyisibuyichajuedetanjiuhe……zhizaibide。guanshangbangongshimen，gejuelewaimiansuoyoudeshixian。
wozoudaojudadeluodichuangqian，fukanzhelouxiachuanliubuxidechengshimailuo。
zhijianwuyishidifushangjingjianneimeiwenrundelanbaoshidiaozhui，bingliangdechuganrangwohunluandesixushaoshaochendian。
linweiwei，nide“xuexi”yijingbianchenglefengkuangdelveduohepohuai。neifu《shuilian》，
shiwoxiufushengyadelichengbei，gengshidaoshilinzhongqianzuihoudetuofu。niweileyangaizuixing，
weilenineiniuqudemofangyu，jingganhuileta？xiawudejinjihuiyiqifenningzhongruqian。wozuozaizhangzhuojintou，
jianmingeyaoditongbaole《shuilian》shiqiejibeieyipohuaideehao（yinqulejiankongzhixianglinweiweideguanjianxinxi，
zhiqiangdiaojingfangzhengzaiquanlizhenpo）。judadetouyingpingmushang，
jingfanghedingjiyishupinxiufuzhuanjiazaixianchangpaishedechumujingxindezhaopian：beibaolichaikaideshenlansetianeronghuaxia，
huakuangbianyuanmingxianbeiyingwuqiaoguoliuxiadeshenhenheboluodeshenlanqiliao，yijizuilingrenxinsuide——huabubeimian，
kaojinjiaoluodedifang，beimouzhongfushixingyetizhuoshaochudeyigejiaoheibianyuandebuguizekongdong。
jiazhilianchengdemonaizhenji，jiuzheiyangbeicubaoditongchuan。huiyishilixiangqiyipianyayidechouqishenghefennudediyu。
womuguangpingjingdisaoguoquanchang，zailinweiweilianshangtingliuleyishun。tazuozaikaohoudeweizhi，
shuangshoujinjinjiaowofangzaihuiyizhuoshang，zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai。taweiweidizhetou，nongmidejiemaochuizhe，
zaiyanxiatouxiayixiaopianyinying，zhezhuleyandideqingxu。tajintianteyitulehewosehaoxiangjindedoushasekouhong，
cikequexiandechunseyouxiefaan。dangpingmushangchuxianneigechumujingxindekongdongtexieshi，
tadejianbangjibukechadizhandouleyixia，suijibatoumaidegengdi，fangfoburenmudu，
youxiangshizaijiliyanshishenme。tadeweizhuanghendaowei，neiqiadaohaochudezhenjing、tongxiheyisimangran，
jihupianguolesuoyouren。chulewo。
woqingxidibuzhuodaotazhandouqianneiyishanerguode、hunhezhexinxuheyizhongjinhuniuqukuaiyideyanshen。neiyanshen，
xiangdushedexinzi，binglengernianni。huiyizaichenzhongdefenweizhongjieshu。zhongrenluxulikai，
huiyishilizhishengxiazhizhangfandongdexisusheng。linweiweimocengdaozuihou，dengqitarendouzouguangle，
caimanmannuodaowoshenbian。“wanzhoujie……”tadeshengyindaizhenongzhongdebiyin，yanquanqiadaohaochudifanzhehong，
xiangshiganggangkuguo，“taikepale……zenmehuifashengzheizhongshi？neifuhua……neimezhengui……pohuaitaderen，
jianzhi……jianzhisangxinbingkuang！”tataiqileiguangyingyingdeyan，limianshengmanlequanrandexinrenheyilai，
“nin……ninyidingyaobaozhongshentia，hualangbunengmeiyouninzhuchidaju。”wotingxiashoushiwenjiandeshou，
taiyankanta。tadeyanshenqingchewugu，daizhequanrandeyoulv，
fangfoneigeshenyeqianrucangku、huidiaominghuaderenyutahaowuganxi。zheifenyanji，kanchengdengfengzaoji。“ng，
wozhidao。”wodandanhuiying，shengyintingbuchuqingxu，
muguangquexiangshoushudaoyiyangjingzhundiluozaitajingjianneimeilanbaoshidiaozhuishang。zaihuiyishidedingdengxia，
nei“baoshi”deguangzexiandegengjiajiangying，quefatianranbaoshiteyoudewenrungan。“zheixianglian，
”wozhuangsisuiyidikaikou，“tingtebiede。”linweiweimingxianyileng，suijilianshangxunsufeiqiliangduohongyun，
daizhebeiouxiangzhuyidaodexiusehexiyue，shouzhixiayishidifushangdiaozhui：“a，zheige……xiexiewanzhoujie！
wo……wojiushijuedenindaizheikuantaihaokanle，suoyi……jiurenbuzhuyezhaoleyitiaoleiside。
”taweiweichuixiayanjian，zhangzhangdejiemaozhandongzhe，yuqidaizhedianxiaoxinyiyidetaohao，
“wozhidaokendingbibushangninneitiao，jiushi……yidianxinyi，xiangxiangninkanqi。”yidianxinyi？xiangwokanqi？
wokanzhetaneifuqingzhenyiqie、fangfobamofangwodangzuorenshengzuigaoxinyangdeyangzi，weiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai。
neimeizhuoliedeyanpin，xiangyimianzhaoyaojing，yingzhaochutasuoyouxuweihetanlan。“shima。”wochelechezuijiao，
luchuyigejidan、jihukanbuchuhududexiao，“xihuanjiuhao。”wonaqiwenjian，buzaikanta，
jingzhilikailehuiyishi。shenhou，neidaohunhezhetanjiu、deyiheyisitantedemuguang，rumangzaibei。
huidaobangongshi，suoshangmen。wolikebotongleneigejiamihaoma。“mubiaoqueren，”wodeshengyinbingleng，
“‘yingzi’xingdong，anjihuajinxing。dingjintadeyiqietongxunheshejiaohuodong，
tebieshiheneijigedixiayishupinqiankedewanglai。haiyou，tabozishangneitiaofangpindeyuantou，jiwowachulai，
yaotiezheng。”dianhuaneitouchuanlaichenwendehuiying：“mingbai。suoyouxiangguanzhengjulianyizaitongbushoujizhong，
baokuotashiyongnimingzhanghugoumaifushishijihefangpindejilu。hualangneiwaidejiankongdouzaiwomenzhangkongzhong。
paimaixinghejiandingsuoneibianyeyidahaozhaohu，ninyaodedongxi，henkuaihuidaowei。”“henhao。”woguaduandianhua，
zoudaochuangbian。xiyangdeyuhuijichengshidushangyicengcankudejinhong。linweiwei，