第4章
“jieaishunbian。”linjudishenganweidao。
tabaozheyixiang，daidaidizhanzaimenkou，wanruyizunshiqushengmingdediaosu。
linjutanlekouqi，yaozhetouzoukai。
“xiaojianga，zheijitianniyizhizaimangsangshi，woyejiumeikaikou，zheixiabanniandefangzu，nikan......shenmeshihoujiaoyixia？”
jianghaiyinlenglengdipianguotou，zhanglezhangzui，kesangzizaojiukuyale，yijingtubuchubangezi。
xushitazheifuyangzitaiguoqiliang，yinqilefangdongweishubuduodeceyinzhixin，laoayizhouqimeibailebaishou：“xingba，zaikuanxiannijitian。”
suijibushangyiju：“buguowochouhuakeshuozaiqiantou，wanghoubanniandefangzu，jiaoyiyasan，nabuchulaijiudebanzou！ze，yaoshisheidougennimenjiayiyang，yigeyueyigeyuedeji，womeitianshenmeshiyebenggan，zhinenggenzaihoutoucuizule！”
diertianqingchen，jianghaiyinzhengkaizhongzhangdeyanpi。
fangdongtaitaiduoduobirendelian，yongyuanbobutongdetonghuayemian，shigubeituijinluzidejingxiang，yijiyedilisuifengpiaoyangdehuahai......fenzalingluandehuamian，zaidanaolilunfanshangzhenleyizhengwan。
tajiangtoumaijinlengshuilipaolehaoyihuier，caganshuizi，pailepaibinglengdelianjia，kuaibuwangxuexiaozouqu。
xianshidejieshou，rizihaiyaojixuwangxiaguo。
系主任办公室。
“laoshi，nin......shenmeyisi？”jianghaiyindengdayan，yiweishizijideerduochulewenti，“weishenmexiaxueqidejiangxuejinhezhuxuejindoumeile？”
xizhurenhelekoucha，mantuntundao：“quxiaozhuxuejin，shixiaolingdaodeyisi，zhiyujiangxuejin，niganggangyekanlebiao，duifangbinigengfuheyaoqiu。”
“wogekechengjimingmingdoubitagao......”
“dannidezongpingfenburuta，renjiazaishiquyanchangdasaishangronghuolesandengjiang，haiyoushanggeyuedemashubiaoyan......”
“kewomenshifalvxi，bushibiaoyanxi——”
“jianghaiyin，zhuyinidetaidu！”
xizhurenjiangchabeiwangzhuozishangzhongzhongyifang，weiyanshizu。
tabeijijiangzhu，huanhuandidixiatouqu：“duibuqi，laoshi。”
“zheishixilidejueding，youbudenizhiyi，zhisuoyijiaoniguolai，neishikanzainipingshitinghuadongshidefenshang，zuoren，kebietaitanxina。”
tajixieshidishuolejuxiexielaoshi，huanghuanghuhuzouchubangongshi，beihou，chuanlaimohudeduihuasheng。
“zhangshulin？ai，tabashibushi......”
“xu，xiaodiansheng，renjiabuzaihuqian，jiuxiangnajigerongyu......”
youneimeyichanei，jianghaiyinshixiangzhuanshenhuiqulilunde，danzheimeduoniankezaiguzilidejiaoxunzhuaizhuletadejiaobu。
苟且而偷生。
tajiuxianghaitanshangdeyilisha，sheidounengcaiyijiao，zhiyoubazijisisimaizaizuixiamian，cainenghuodeyixianshengji。
bansangshi，huadiaolejiazhongjinyoudejixu。
rujinjiangxuejinhezhuxuejinyemeile，butanxuefeihefangzu，lianhuoxiaqudouchenglewenti。
jianghaiyinmianqiangdaqijingshen，zhunbeizaizhaojigejianzhi。
fanzhengzaozaohuiquyemeiduodayiyi，jiazhongyijingmeirenzaidengtale。
gangzhaolegezhaojiajiaodetiezi，zhengzhunbeidaguoqu，moshengdehaomaxiantiaolechulai。
laorenjidelabayoudianpoyin，shifencier，ganshoudaosizhoutoulaidexianqiyanshen，tahuangmangjietong，wuzhuhuatong，zoudaopijingchu。
“是姜海吟？”
“nihao......”
“zheilishirenaiyiyuan，shanggeyuenimenxuexiaozuzhilaitijiande，haijidema？nidebaogaodanchulaile，weiaiwanqi。”
“......”
“wei，nizaitingma？benlaixiangtongzhidaonijialide，dannizhiliuxiazheigehaoma，jinkuailaiyiyuanzuojinyibujianchaba，eduile，yidingyaogaosunideqinren，rangtamenpeizheniyiqilai......”