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woxinglaideshihouquanshensuantongbuyi,jiuhaoxiangzuowangenrendajiababaihuiheyiyang。
touyeyunxuanlihai,gangxiangzuoqilai,ganjueshenshangkongdangdangde。
ditoucaifaxianziji**,naohailixilaizuowandejiyi。
lianshangdexueyeshangyong,hongderutongyizhizhushudexiazi。
wobuyoudewuzhelian,zhendexiufensile。
fenbuqingshishuidaoquchenghaishijiujingzuosui。
taduanzhezaodianjinlaifangzaichuangtoujushang,guizuozaidishang。
zuobianbaizheyimeijiezhi,youbianbaizhetengtiao。
“zhizhi,xianchidiandongxi,zuowandoushiwodecuo,woyuanyifuze。”
wokanzhezheiliangyangdongxi,zhoumei:“nizheishibipowoma?”
bujiaoxuntajiuyaojiajita?
tadingzheneizhangshuaiqinaigoulian,yuqiweiqu:“zuowannishitongyide,yeshiwodediyici。”
zheimoyanghuotuotuoxiangshouqidexiaoxifu,siwozaiqifuta。
wofuzheetou:“meiguanxi,dajiadoushichengnianren,mei……”
“youbiyao!buguanyoumeiyouzheijianshiwodouhuiduinifuze,yiqianshi,xianzaiwogengmeiyouliyoufangshoule!”
tayuqirenzhen,yanmoujianding。
neifenzhizheyoushenqingdemuguangrangwobuganzhishi。
“wo,kaolvkaolv……”
jianwomeiyoujujue,taweisongleyikouqi。
wonengganjuetadeaisihudaizhexiaoxinyiyi,shenzhibeiweidiweidao。
似乎很怕我逃离。
mianduizheiyangyigeshenaizhewo,erwoyouyouhaogandenanren,woshizaijujuebule。
zhihoutakaiqilekuangzhuidemoshi,huazhaocengchubuqiong。
bingmeiyouhuaduoshaoqiandemeitiandeyishigan,quenengrangwoganshoudaotadeyongxin。
danzhenzhengrangwotongyijiajita,shiyinweiyijianshi。
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tayaopeilingdaoquyidikaihuiyizhou。
erzheiyizhoumianduikongdangdangdefangjian,wojingranhuiyoudianxiangta。
talikaidedisantian,wodayimalaile。
shentibushufu,xinqingyemomingdebuhao。
youqishineitianhaixiayu,fanzaozhiyigungunerlai。
wobuxiangzuofan,dianlewaimai。
shijishangchiguotazuodefancaizhihou,wozijizuodewanquanchibuxiaqule。
weikoubingbushihenhao,danyechileyiban。
buzhidaoshibushichihuaidongxi,bangexiaoshizhihou,woduzitengdelihai。
woyiweishiyimatengqiangrenzhe,keshimeixiangdaoquanshenfayang,wocaiyishidaozijiguominle。
我首先想到便是他。
woxiayishibotongletadedianhua,keshitadagaizaimangmeiyoujie。
wojitafaleyitiaoduanxin,jiuyigezi,teng。
dagaishiyouzheduqidechengfencunzai,ranhouguanjile。
wozhidaozijizheiyangzuoyouxieyouzhi,keshiwohaishixiangzhidaotazhishizuishangshuoshuohaishizhendezaihuwo。
wobaozhereshuidaiqiangrenshentibushitangzaichuangshang,sisididingzheneishanmen。
dingzhewoyanjingfasuan,mimihuhudishuizhele。
buzhidaoguoleduojiu,wotingdaodamenhechuanqideshengyin。
womeiyoushuisi,zhengkaileyanbiankandaota,shenshangzhanranzhexueji。
我整个人都愣住了。
“你受伤了?”
“你哪疼?”
我们俩异口同声。
wozixididuanxiangzhetacaifaxiantaetoupoleyidaoxiaokou,yijingbuliuxuele。
“发生什么事了?”
tajianwomiansecangbai,buguzijideshang,yibajiangwobaoleqilaidao:“xiaoshi,woxiandainiquyiyuan。”
wocaifaxiantameiyoukaizijidecheershijiaoleche。
duifangjiantaquanshenyouxuejuzai,tajialeqianhaoburongyicaiyourentongyi。
tabaozhewodao:“meishi,wozaile,biepa。”
wotangzaitadehuaili,ganshoudaotashenshangchuanlaidebuangan。
yecaidaotadeshang,kongpayouwodeyuangu。
tadagaishicongashikaidaolebshi,xiazheimedayuxinjirufenganlaichulechehuo。
shihouzhengmingyuwosuoliaoyiyang。
tazhijiebaowoqujizhen,yishengkandaotashenshangyouxueyeyaorangtaquguahao,tafeidexianpeiwo。
说我的情况严重。
kanzhetaweiwojiaojimangliudeshenying,wodeyankuangmomingshirun。
xindemouchusihurouruanqilai。
yishengshuowowentibuda,guominbuyanzhong,duzitengdagaishichileliangxingdedongxi,youshiteshuqijiandaozhi。
wocuitaganjinqujianchazhiliao,taxiaozhelazhewodeshoudao:“nimeishijiuhao。”
kanzhetaguaiguaitinghualikaidebeiying,wobiziyisuannannandao:“zheigebendan。”
gebidebingyouyilianxianmudao:“nilaogongduinikezhenhao。”
laogong?wonachuletaneitianqiuhundejiezhi。
shuoshiqiuhundanshihaoxiangdoumeikaineigekou。
suishoujiangjiezhidaizaishouzhishang,quemeixiangdaobudabuxiaoganggangdewenhe。
jiezhineicekezhemingzidesuoxie,yikanjiushijingxinzhunbeide。
shouzhimosuozhejiezhi,zhongxindezuanshishanshanfaliang,xiangjiletayaoyandexiaorong。
tazhidaowomeishishisonglekouqi,erbushiduizhewofapiqimaiyuanwoxiaotidazuo。
queshishijiangwofangzaixinlile。
worentonglegebibingyoudehuameiyouzhisheng。
woyefenbuqingwoshigandonghaishidonglezhenxin。
ganqingdeshiqingnanengyongwenzijieshideneimeqingchu?
zhishineimeyishunjiandeganjuerenweitazuowodelaogongyebingwubuke。
tahuilaikandaowoshoushangdaizhejiezhideshihou,jidongdehuadoushuobuqingle。
“ming,ming,mingtianwomenquminzhengjudazheng。”
shengpawofanhuisidejinwozhewodeshou。
neijiaojidemoyangruguobushiduifangxiabanle,tahenbudexianzaijiuqu!
kanzhetayilianhenjiademoyang,wozuijiaoweigou,qingdianlexiataetoubaozhadeshangkou。
“傻瓜。”
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quminzhengjuqianwoteyitiaoxuanwozuixihuandeyifu。
tagengjialongzhongzhijiechuanxizhuangdalingdai,haizaitoufashangdalemosi。
梳理发型。
zheiyouzhiyoujiaozhendejudongkandewozhile。
laidaominzhengjuqian,tayoukaishijidongdaojieba。
“zhizhi,ni,niqiawoyixia,wozheibushizaizuomengba?”
嗯?
woyonglidiqiazhetadelian,meixiangdaorouganhaizhenbucuo,lidaojiazhonglejifen。
kanzhetaweizhongtonghongdelianxiaomimiwendao:“zenmeyang?zhenshima?”
talvexianweiqu:“zhizhi,teng。”
xiangjileyizhizaisajiaodexiaonaigou。
woxiangwushi,keshiduishangneishuangwuguyanmoupeishangzheishuaiqiderongmao。
硬不了心肠。
guoran,renduiyumeihaodeshiwuzonghuigengjiakuanrong。
wodianqijiaojian,duizhetadelianqingqingdichui。
“zenmeyang,haodianma?”
suibujifangbeitaqinleyikou,kanzhedeyiliandechengzeizeixiaozhe。
我既好笑,又无奈。
“zou,zhizhi,e,budui,laopo!”
laopolianggezirangwohuanghuyixia,haoxiangyiqianyeyougerenzheimejiaowo。
wohaimeiyouhuiguoshen,lianshangchuanlailejuteng。
我被人打了一巴掌!
duifangdongzuotaituran,taxianranyeshimeiyoufanyingguolaihuzaiwomianqiandaizhejifennuqi。
“妈!你干什么!”
wowuzhefahongdeliantaimou,kandaoyigemianshudelaoren。
tademeimuyutajifenxiangsi。
tamahanhendingzhewo,zhizhewonuhoudao:“nihaisiwoyigeerzibugouhaiyaolaihaiwodiergeerzima!”
tadehuarangwozhenggerendouzhengzhule。
“ma,dagedesibunengguaizhizhi,tayeshishouhaizhe!”
“shoushenmehai!yaobushita,yaobushitanigeyebuhuizairenwulisidiao!doushita,tajiushiyigesaobaxing,tajiushiyigeyaonie,banimenxiongdiliangdoumihuozhule!”
“nixiangyaotashiba,niyaoshijiangtaqujinwomenjia,wojiusi!wojiusizainimianqian!”
“ma,nibuneng,bunengyongsiweixiewo!”
wonaohailiyipianhunluan,kanzhetajinwozhewodeshouzhi,woxiayishidixiangyaozhengtuo,likaizheili。
tadagaichajuedaowoxiangyaotao,beishangyanshendaizhejifenaiqiukanzhewo。
wobikaitadeyanshen,shijingshuaiqueshuaibukaitadeshou,wunaizhixiazhishitadao:“fangshou。”
tajinminzhechun,liansecangbai,yilianjueqiangsisidingzhewo。
woshenxiyikouqidao:“shenlang,zaizheiyangdeqingkuangzhixiawomeibanfaheniqudajiehunzheng,niyoushimanzhewoduibudui?”
他不语。
“wowangdiaodeshiqingyunigeyouguan?wocengshinigedelianren?”
他依旧不语。
“shenlangxiandaizhenimuqinhuiqu,woxiangnigeyebuyuanyikandaoxianzaizheiyangdejumian。”
tidaotage,tayanshenanran,bushequesongkaiwodeshou,yutamuqinlikai。
“kanshenmekan,wozheibeizidoubuhuirangniyutazaijianle!”tamajinzhuaizhetalikai,youduiwotulekoushui:“pei,nizheigehairenjing,liwomenjiaderenyuandian!”
liangrenyizou,zhouweiderenduiwozhizhidiandian,wuyansuiyu。
我并没有理会。
wozhijieyuelefengxinzijianmian。
woxiangzhidaoquanbushiqingdezhenxiang。
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fengxinzishuofumurangtazaijiudianxiangqin,rangwoqudatangdengzheta。
daoledatangdengguoshifenzhongzaijitadadianhua,rangtayoujiekouliuchulai。
wozhaozuole,quemeiyouxiangdao,shifenzhongzhihouwojiandaolelianggeren。
风信子和沈浪。
wohaimeiyouhuiguoshen,shenlanglazhewoxiangyaotaoli。
keshizenmeyemeiyouxiangdaotamuqinyezhuilechulai,dagaishibufangxinta。
tayikandaowolikezhizhewodamadao:“nizhenshiyinhunbusana!ganglikaiyouchanshangwojiaerzile,wogaosuni,womenshenjiarendingletazuowodeerxifu,nimendoumeiyou!”
“tamenzhiqianyizhizaijiaowang,yaobushinigouyinwojialanglangtamenzaozaiyiqile!”
“tianxiadenanrendousijuelema?niweishenmezongchanzhewoerzibufang?”
“tingshuonihetangtangshiguimi!nikezhenbuyaolian,guimidenanrendouyaoqiang!”
wonaozihonglongyisheng,fangfozhiqianmeixiangtongdeshi,zheiyikequanmingbaile。
womeixiangdaoshiqinghuizheimedegouxue。
wokanleyiyanfengxinziheshenlang,nankandixiangyaolikai。
shenlangyibazhuazhuwodeshoudao:“zhizhi,nitingwojieshi,bushiwomaxiangdeneiyang,tangtangnishuojuhuaa!”
fengxinzidao:“taxihuandeconglaibushiwo,woyeshizaihoulaicaizhidaode,zhizhibushinidecuo,ershicongyikaishiwoyutazhudingwuyuan。”
“keshishenlang,nizaimingmingxihuantadeqingkuangdayinghewojiaowangniyougouzhale!”
“wo,woyoushizhexiangxihuanni,keshiwozuobudao。”
fengxinzijinyaozhechun,nuliburangzijiyanleihualuo。
“fangshou。”wolengshengdao。
“zhizhi……”tadaizhejuanlianjiaozhewodemingzi,youshineiaiqiuyouyuyanshen。
woshenxiyikouqidao:“shenlang,bierangwotaoyanni,fangshou!”
tingdaotaoyanlianggezi,tahunshenyizhan,songkaileshou。
woyibazhuaqifengxinzilikai。
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“对不起。”
wojiangfengxinzidaidaolehaibian,kaikoudediyijuhua。
fengxinzidunzuozaishatanshang:“zhizhi,woxianghejiu。”
woerhuabushuodipaoqumaileliangpingweixun。
womenlianglehelejikouxiaojiu,haifengchuifurutongyishuangwenroudeshou,fupingzhemianshangdeshanghen。
fengxinzijiezhejiuyijiangwoxiangzhidaodequangaosulewo。
woshiyiqianxihuandeneigerenjiaoshenzhuo,shishenlangdeqingege。
woheshenzhuozaiyiqijiaowangleshinian,jushaoliduo,zuiduodeshihoushiwomenheshenlangsanrenzaiyiqi。
shiwocuohezheshenlangyufengxinzijiaowang,haiyuehaodaoshihouyiqijiehun。
wobingbuzhidaoshenlangxihuanwo,erwoxinliyizhizhuangzheshenzhuo。
shenzhuozaiyicichurenwuzhongsile,siyinshiyinweiwokandaoleta,taiguoyujidongbuguyiqiebaozhuleta。
叫出了他的名字。
daozhitawodishibai,yuduifanghuopin,shenzhuoweilejiuwozhongleyiqiangersi。
erduiwoeryandajitaida,zhihouwohunhuneede,younulileyiduanshijian。
zaidajiayiweiwodehaodeshihou,fangkaixinjiedeshihou,woqueturanchongjinlemaluzhongjian。
chulechehuo,yizhihunmibuxingtangzaichuangshang。
沈浪一直照顾着我。
“tashizhendehenxihuanni。”
我沉默。
nulidiquxiangyiqiandeshiqing,keshinaodaiyipiankongbai,zenmeyexiangbuqilai。
nengxiangqidoushishenlangneishuangyouyuaiqiudeyan。
“zhizhi,tazhendehenhao,duiniyehenhao,ruguokeyiwoxiwangnimenzaiyiqi,woxiwangninengxingfu。”
kanzhefengxinziyandishanzheleihua,wowendao:“nihaixihuanta?”
fengxinziyoujifenzuiyi:“xihuanguo,buguoshiyiqiandeshi,xianzaibuxihuanle,womeineimefanjianqubuguyiqiexihuanyigebutengaiwoderen,tamomofuchubujijiaodeshi,henyongganzuolewoxiangzuoerbuganzuodeshi,caihuizheimedexiyinwoba。”
“xiangqindeshiqingwohuihewobamajieshiqingchu,wobujiehunbingbushiyinweihaixihuanta,ershiyinweimeiyouzhaodaoheshide,fumudouhenzheji,yinweiwomennianjidale,keshitamenbingbuqingchujiehunshiyibeizideshiqing,erwobuxiangjiangjiuguo。”
“wozhangxiangke,gongzuoke,weishenmebuzhidegenghaode?1+1bunengdengyu2huozhedayu2,zheigehunyinduiwomennvxinglaishuomeiyoubiyao,jiuweilejiehunerjiehun,neicaishifansha。”