第4章
“buhuishuohuajiubizui。”ronglaoyezibenlailiansejiubuhao，yinweizheijuhuagengshichadaojidian。
ronglingyuedebianyilaodie，zheishicaibudebuchulaichengchangmian，rangdajiaxianlikai。
denghuiguoshenlaishi，neilianggenaoshiderenyijingbujianlezongying。
ronglaoyezibaozaodechadianbajialisuoyoudebeiziquanrengle。
ronglingyuezeleyisheng，yifuhaoxindequanlaoyezi。“yeye，nibieshengqile......yaoburangjiejiexianlikairongjia。”
“rangtagun，xianzaijiugun，yongyuanbuxuzaihuirongjia。”laoyezihuayichu，rongleleliandoubaile。
ronglingyuedixiatou，minleminchun，dichuideyanjingjiangqingxuzheyandehenhao。
laoyezizairongjiayoujueduihuayuquan，zheihuayichusheiyebuganshuobu，zhaoyankuyunguoqu，ronglelejiuzheiyangyiwusuoyoudebeituilechuqu。
ronglelebeirenlazhedeshihou，zhengqiaokandaoronglingyuewaiguotoulaiduitaxiao，ronglelehedeyigejiling。
zaixikanshi，ronglingyueyijingzhuanguotouqu。
buguozuirangronglingyueyiwaideshitabianyilaodiedefanying，yangzhebierendenver，haishizijilaopohebiedenanrende，juranyidianyebujianqifen。
“niyejiwogunyuandian。”laoyezizhizheronglingyue。
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ronglingyuebenlaishixiangzhaojihuizhaoyantanhezuode。
keshidaolezhaoyandefangjianmenkou，quetingdaozijiabamazaichaojia。
yiqiansuiranzhidaoliangrenbuxiangai，keshiconglaibujiantamenweijianshizhengchao，gewangede，suoyironglingyueyouxiehaoqi，liangrenhuiweishenmechao？nandaotazheigezhadiebiaomianbuzaihudaigelvmao，shijishangqueyijingzaichicule？
danronglingyuemeiyouxiangdao，yuanlaixiaochoushiziji。
“nibiewangjidangshiwodayingnibaronglelejiehuilaishi，nidayingwoshenme！”zhadietuileyixiazhaoyan，yuqixionghen。
“nibujiuweileneigesishengzi，xiangyaoronglingyueneiyatoudexinzangma？nixinlizhiyouneige**。”
zhaoyanbeituileyixiajiunule，shenmeyebuguanbugule。“danshiwogaosuni，yaoshiwodeleleyoushenmebuhaode，niheneige**desishengziyebiexianghao。”
qitadehua，ronglingyuemeiyouduotingdejinqu，danshizheiliangjutatingqingchule。
nanguaitadezhadieyidianyebujianfennu，yuanlaitazaojiuzhidaole，erzijijuranshiliangrendetanpanjiaoyideduixiang。
haodehen！tadaoyaokankantamenyoushenmebenshinazoutadedongxi。
yinggaishibuhuinanguode，keshironglingyuehaishijuedemimimamadeteng，shentidemeigemaokongdouzaiexin......zuizhongronglingyuezhishichechuyigexiaorong，qiaolemen。
xianranshibalimianliangrenjihezhule。
laikaimendeshizhadie。“nizenmezaizheili？nishenmeshihoulaide？”
“ganglaia！yuanlaibayezaia，wodanxinma，laikankanta。”ronglingyuezhuangzhemeishirenyiyang，xiaolexiao。
zhadiengleyisheng，xinxudelikaile。
limiandezhaoyanbiaoqingyeyouxiebuziran，calecayanlei，zhuangzheyouxiebushufuyoutanghuilechuangshang。
kanzhecishizhengyiliancangbaidezhaoyan。yaoshiyiqian，ronglingyuehuixintengde，keshixianzaideronglingyue，tamolexiazijidexin。
ng......haoxiangliangtouleni！
zhaoyanxinxubuziranyejiushiyihui，yihuigongfutajiuyijingshuofuleziji，suoyitayoubianchengleneigeweidadebaohuzijinverdemuqin，zhishineigebaohuderenbushironglingyueeryi。
“nilaizuoshenme？”jiandaoronglingyue，xiangdaorongleledecanyang，zhaoyangenghuodale。
“laibangmuqinhejiejie，wokebuxiangjiejiebeizheiyangganzouni。”neiyangjiubuhaowanleni，jiranyaodangyangmunv，neijiuyaodangyibeizi。
ronglingyuebujiannanguo，tazuozaizhaoyandechuangtou，yifumucizixiaodemoyang。
“niyouneimehaoxin？wozhiqianrangnidaitinijiejiequtianshaoneili，nisihuobuken，yaobushiwoshejini，ninengqu？”zhaoyanconglaibuxinronglingyue。
ronglingyueyiqiandaoshizaiyide，xiangjinyiqiebanfazhengmingziji。
现在吗，无所谓了。
“neibushibuzhidaotashiwoqinjiejiema？woxiangzhemuqinzenmenengbanggewairen......”ronglingyuejizhaoyandaolebeibaikaishui，yifutaohaodezitai。
zhaoyandaobuxiangxinronglingyuehuibangronglele，danshitazhidaoronglingyuehuijinyiqiebanfataohaoziji，suoyitazirandejieguoshuiheleyikou。“ninengyoushenmebanfa？”
“woziyoubanfarangjiejiehuirongjia，erqieyihoujiejiehaigenyiqianyiyangxiangshoutadedaiyu。”ronglingyuejianzhaoyanheguoshui，youfeichangtixindejieguolai。
“nishuo。”zhaoyanjueding，yaoshironglingyuedebanfazhenyouyong，tayihouhuiduironglingyuehaoyidiandiande。
“keshiwoxuyaomuqindeyidiandongxi。”ronglingyueshenchushou，bileyixia。
“shenmedongxi？”zhaoyanyuqibushan，xiangzhetaozhaiguiguoranbushihaodongxi，naxiangtadelelea，shanliangdongshiyoutiexin。
“woxiangyaomuqinshoudixiadezheijifenchanye。”tazenmekenengbaibangmang？
ronglingyuejiangzaojiuzhunbeihaodezhuanrangshunalechulai。
“bukeneng，nibiexiang，neishiwoliujilelede，nizenmeneimeedu？qiangnijiejiededongxi，nijiejieshenmedoumeiyoua。”kanzhezheixiedongxi，zhaoyanqidetuileyixiaronglingyue，jieguoronglingyueshouzhongdebeiziyihuang，limiandeshuiquandaozaizhaoyanlianshang。
ronglingyuesihuhenjinzhangdelianmangjizhaoyanca，danlianqueshidaizheweixiao，haidaizhejifenwunai。“muqin，nizenmeneimebuxiaoxin，nikankanni。”
zheihuashuodechongni，querangzhaoyanjuedechufenyinhan。
zheigenver，zenmejitianbujian，biandebuyiyangle。
“jijiejieshiji，jiwoyeshijia！zaishuoleyaoshiwobubangmangrangjiejiehuilai，muqinshejibangjiejieqiulaidehunshizenmebana？luojianengqugeyezhong？！luohaoken，luojiayebuhuikena。”ronglingyuecawanzhaoyandelian，younalezhicalecazijishou，neimoyangxiangshisharenhoucashoudedongzuo......
zaizhaoyanxinzhongjiadehao，bizijiqiangdazhongyaodeduole。
zhaoyanyouxiexinfanyizao，doumeiyoufanduironglingyuedehua，yerangronglingyuezhidaoyuanlaizhiqiandeju，jingranzhenshizhaoyanshejihaode。
她拈了拈手指。
wodehaomuqin，nikezhenhenxin！
doushiqinshengde，zenmeshoubeiheshouxinderoujiubuyiyangni？haishijuedemeileshoubeishangderoujiubuhuitengle？takanleyiyanzhaoyandeshoubei......xiangsiyikuaixialairangtaganshouyixia，daoditengbutenga！
“nizhenyoubanfarangnijiejiehuilai？”yaoshishijianyizhang，zhaoyanyebuyidingxiangbudaobanfa，keshixianzaitazhendexiangbudaobanfa。
tajidezuidouyaomaopaole，kejiantashizhendedanxinronglele。
ronglingyuezhendeyouxiexianmule，sheidouyouyigezhendeduitamenhaoderen，ertaqueyongyuanzhiyouziji。
wuguanaihen，zhishidanchundexianmu。