第5章 失控边缘

yewandewoshili,jingmidezhinengtingjianbicidehuxisheng。shenzhidewenyufachire,tadeshouzaiyuxideshenshangsiyiyouzou,xiangshiyaojiangtarongruzijideshenti。yuxijinbishuangyan,leishuibutingdicongyanjiaohualuo,tadeshentizaishenzhidehuailiweiweizhandou,xinzhongmanshikongjuyuwuzhu。

“shenzhi,buyao……”yuxidaizhekuqiangaiqiudao,shengyinlichongmanlejuewang。danshenzhisihubeiyuwangchonghunletounao,genbentingbujintadehua。tadewencongyuxidebojingyidaotadechunshang,yonglidiqiaokaitadeyaguan,siyilveduozheshuyutademeiyisiqixi。yuxipinmingzhengzha,shuangshouyonglidituizheshenzhidexiongtang,ketadeliqizaishenzhimianqianxianderuciweibuzudao。

jiuzaiyuxigandaojuewangdeshihou,shenzhiturantinglexialai。tadehuxiyijiujicu,yanshenzhonghaicanliuzheweixiaosandeyuwang。takanzheleiliumanmiandeyuxi,xinzhongyongqiyisikuijiu。tashenshouqingqingcaquyuxilianshangdeleishui,shengyinyouxieshayadishuo:“duibuqi,wo……woshikongle。”

yuximeiyoushuohua,zhishimomodikuqi。taduishenzhidexingweigandaowubishiwanghekongju,tabumingbai,weishenmecengjingneigechongaitadeshenzhi,rujinhuibianderucimoshenghekepa。shenzhijiangyuxijinjindibaozaihuaili,qingshenganweizheta,keyuxidekushengquemeiyoutingzhi。

xujiuzhihou,yuxideqingxucaijianjianpingfuxialai。takaozaishenzhidehuaili,yanshenkongdongdiwangzheqianfang。shenzhiqingqingfumozhetadetoufa,xinzhongmanshizize。tazhidao,zijigangcaidexingweihedaoleyuxi,ketaduiyuxidezhanyouyu,rangtazaimianduitahebiedenanshengjiechushi,genbenwufakongzhizijideqingxu。

“yuxi,nibuyaoguaiwo,wozhishitaizaihunile。”shenzhidishengshuodao,shengyinzhongdaizheyisiwunai。yuximeiyouhuiyingta,tadexinzhongduishenzhichongmanlemaodun。yifangmian,tacongxiaojiuyilaishenzhi,xiguanletadezhaoguhebaohu;lingyifangmian,shenzhiyuelaiyueqiangdekongzhiyuhegangcaijinhufengkuangdexingwei,yourangtagandaohaipahezhixi。

zheiyiye,yuxizaishenzhidehuailizhanzhuanfance,nanyirumian。tadenaohaizhongbuduanfuxianchujintianzaixuexiaolihelinyujianmiandechangjing,yijishenzhigangcaishikongdeyangzi。tabuzhidaozijigairuhemianduizheiyiqie,yebuzhidaogairuhechuliheshenzhizhijiandeguanxi。

diertianqingchen,yuxizaozaodijiuxingle。takanzheshenpanghaizaishushuideshenzhi,xinzhongwuweizachen。taxiaoxinyiyidicongshenzhidehuailizhengtuochulai,qishenchuanhaoyifu。tabuxiangzaimianduishenzhi,xiangyaotaolizheigerangtagandaoyayihekongjudedifang。

yuxiqingshouqingjiaodizouchufangjian,laidaolouxia。tayouyuleyixia,haishijuedingquxuexiao。tajuede,zhiyouzaixuexiaoli,tacainengzanshibaituoshenzhidekongzhi,zhaodaoyisiziyoudeganjue。

laidaoxuexiaohou,yuxixiangwangchangyiyangshangke、xiake。dantadexinsiquewanquanbuzaixuexishang,tadenaohaizhongzongshifuxianchushenzhideshenying。tabuzhidaoshenzhifaxiantalikaihouhuiyouzenyangdefanying,xinzhongjiyouxiehaipa,youyinyinyouxieqidai。

kejianxiuxishi,linyuyouzhaodaoleyuxi。takandaoyuxideliansebutaihao,guanqiediwendao:“yuxi,nizenmele?kanqilaibutaishufu。”yuximianqiangxiaolexiao,huidadao:“meishi,kenengshizuowanmeishuihao。”linyukanzheta,yanshenzhongchongmanledanyou:“niyaoshiyoushenmexinshi,keyihewoshuo,shuobudingwonengbangni。”

yuxitingle,xinzhongyongqiyisigandong。takanzhelinyuzhenchengdeyanshen,turanyouyizhongxiangyaoqingsudechongdong。dantahenkuaiyouxiangqileshenzhidejinggao,xinzhongdeneisichongdongshunjianxiaoshidewuyingwuzong。“xiexieni,womeishi。”yuxixiaoshengshuodao,ranhouzhuanshencongconglikaile。

linyuwangzheyuxiliqudebeiying,xinzhongchongmanleyihuo。tabumingbai,weishenmeyuxizongshiduitabizhibuji,tazhishidanchundixiangyaohetazuopengyou,tantaofuzhuangsheji。

yizhengtian,yuxidouxinshenbuning。tazongshidanxinshenzhihuituranchuxianzaixuexiaoli,jiangtadaizou。haoburongyiaodaolefangxue,yuxigangzouchujiaoshi,jiukandaoshenzhidechetingzaixuexiaomenkou。tadexintiaodouranjiakuai,xinzhongchongmanlekongju。

shenzhicongcheshangzouxialai,tadelianseyinchendekepa。tayibubuzoudaoyuximianqian,yanshenlenglengdikanzheta:“weishenmebugaosuwojiulaixuexiao?”yuxidizhetou,buganzhishitadeyanjing,xiaoshengshuodao:“wo……wozhishixiangshangke。”shenzhilenghengyisheng:“shangke?nishibushihaixiangzheheneigexuezhangjianmian?”

yuxilianmangyaotou:“meiyou,womeiyouhetajianmian。”shenzhidingzhetakanleyihuier,ranhoushenshoulazhutadeshouwan,jiangtalajincheli。yuxibeitadedongzuohedehunshenfadou,tazhidao,shenzhizheicizhendeshengqile……