“为什么？”
wokanzheta，yanlishifuzadeqingxu。wohenta，wohentabuxiangxinwo，wohentabawodangchengzuiren，hentaqinshoujiangwosongjinjianyu。zheifenhenyiyinweiwoyiqianduitadeaierbiandeneimechenzhong，jihuyaoyakuawodeshenti。
zuoyujianwoyizhidingzhetakan，rangwokanbuchushenqiandexiaolexiao，coujinwo，ranhouyongshoutaiqiwodexiaba。
tashenshangyoufeichanghaowendebohedeqingxiang，yeyouyancaodekuwei。zheiliangzhongweidaohunhezaiyiqi，jiashangtajinzaizhichidejunmeidexiaolian，congtazuilihuchudeaimeiwendu——tayouduojiumeiduiwoxiaoguole？
youyike，wodeyishibiandemenglong，yanlizhishengta，xinliyibeitatianman。
takandaowoyouxiehuangluandemoyang，zuijiaodexiaoyiyuexianlengku。takanzhewodeyanjing，yiziyijudishuo：
“wojiangnidaichujianyu，shixiwangninengyonggenghaodefangshishuzui。”
shuowan，tayonglidijiangwoshuaikai，wowanghouliejuleyibu，taitoukanta。
meixiangdao，sannianguohou，wozaitaxinlihaishineigezuiwukeshedebeijiannvren。
zuoyubuzaikanwo，tazhuanguoshen，zhizheyitaiyiqi，touyebuhuididuiwoshuo：
“feifeibeijianchachulewanqidexueai，xuyaoheshidegusuiheshenyizhijita，cainenghuoxiaqu。”
tajiaoderuciqinmidefeifeijiushiwodeshuangbaotaimeimei，wenfei。
wohuranyishidaozheigelengmoqiangyingdenanrenzhuanguotouqu，shibuxiangrangwokandaotaweilewenfeitongxindeshenqing。
“jingguoyanmidepeidui，zhiyouni，tadetongluanshuangbaotaijiejie，zhiyounidegusuiheshennengjiuta。ruguotadebingqingjinyibuehua，haixuyaocongnideshenshangyizhigengduodedongxi。”
shuowan，tazhuanguoshenlai，lieyingyibanruilidemuguangkanzhewo，citonglewodexinzang。
wohunshenzhandou，liuxialeishuishuo：
“woyijingzuolelao，nimenweishenmehaibufangguowo？”
zuoyujugaolinxiadikanzhewo，lengshengdao：
“ruguobushiyinweinijidufeifei，dangchubataguanrulelengku，duonianlaiyizhiqilingta，youzenhuidaozhitayizhihuanbing，mianyilishidiao，rujindeshangxueai？yizhiqiguanjita，zheishinitaotuobudiaodeshuzuisuming。”
wokanzhetalenglidemianrong，xinliyipianqiliang，wozhidaowulunwoshuoshenme，tadoubuhuixinwo。
sanniandezuolaoshijianchedigaibianlewo，rangwoshiqulesannianqianzaizheigenanrenmianqianpinmingjieshizijishiqingbaishideyongqihezunyan。wozhidaowulunwoshuoshenme，zuoyudourenweiwoshiyouzuide，woliyingshuzui。
suiranwomeiyouzuoguorenheduibuqiwenfeideshi，zheishishishi。
wotaizhetou，kanzhetahaowuwendudeshenqing，ruzhuibingjiao，hunshenzhibuzhudefadou，zhanlizheaiqiuta：
“qiuni，zuoyu，fangguowo。”
zuoyuquefangfotingdaoleshijieshangzuikexiaodexiaohua，luchuchaofengdebiaoqing，shuochuzuiwuqingdehua：
“nitaobudiaode，zheishinideming。”
wozhandouzhezuichun，shuobuchuhualai，naohaineizhishengxiatabinglengwuqingdemianrong，hetazhuxindehua。
wobujidewoshizenmehuidazuoyudele，zhijidewodangshixiangshifengleyiyang，leiliumanmian，pitousanfa，chuanzhechouloudeqiufufachuxiesidilideshengyin。
zuoyumeiliaodaowohuiyouzheimedadefanying，dantahenkuaijiulengjingxialai，yanedihuilehuishou，likejiuyoubaobiaoshanglaijiangwodezuiwuzhu，ranhoubawotuozou，guanjinleyijianmeiyouguangliangdeheiwu。
zheiliyinggaishiyiyuandezahuojian，limianyougucibinanwendeweidao。shiyiyuandexiaodushuima？
wobuzhidao，yebuxianqi。zaijianyudeshihou，gengnanwendeweidaowodouwenguole。
xiangdaozuoyuduiwoshuodeneixiehua，wocishiyijingmeiyouyanleikeliule。
“nizuohaojuedingle？ruguonihaiyaofafeng，neijiuyaochikutoule。”
zaiwodehuhanxia，zhongyuyourenjiwokailemen，jiewochuyudeliguanjiadaizhejifenmieshikanwo，dishengwen。
wolengjingdidiantou，duitashuo：
“我想好了。”
liguanjiazhanzaineili，meiyourenhebiaoqing，dengzhewobahuashuowan。
wozichaodixiaoleyixia。zaizheixierenyanli，wojiushiyigeshiebushedeenv，rangwobazijideqiguanjiwanmeiwuxiadewenfeizhibing，jianzhidoushitaijuwole，wonayoubuyuanyidezige。
liguanjiabawodaidaozuoyumianqian，wokanzhezuoyu，tatingbadeshenquchuanzheheshendegaojidingzhixizhuang，qinglengrutianshanghanxingdejunmeishuangmoujinjindidingzhewo，rumosebandeyanlishirangwokanbutoudebingleng。kanzhetadeyanjing，wojiuxiangzhuirulebeijudeshenyuan。
sannianqian，woduitahaicunyouhuanxiang。danxianzai，wozhidao，wozaitayanliweiyideyiyijiushiyigenengtigongjiwenfeiqiguanderentichucunqi。
zuoyujianwojiujiubushuohua，zhouzhemeitou，lengbingbingdishuo：
“niyoushenmetiaojian，keyigenwoti。woshuoguo，ruguoniyuanyijuanzengqiguanjiufeifei，nicengjingzuoguodecuoshizaiwozheilijiunengyibigouxiao。”
henjiuzhiqian，tongyangshiyanqianzheigenanren，wojianguotazuichiredemanhanqingyidemuguang，wohuanxiangguochengweitadeyishengzhiai。neifenhuanxiangshirucimeihao，rangworenbuzhuyongyishengxiangtazuodu，feiepuhuobanquaita，chennizaitakezhidewenrouzhongbukeziba。
kehoulai，taqinshoumoqulewoshiweibishengminggengzhongyaodeai，canrendaolejizhi。xianzai，woyijingbuganxiaoxiangaiqing，yebuganrangchouhenzhuzaiwozheigewunengzhe，wozhixianghuoxiaqu。
“shuohua，buyaolangfeiwodeshijian。”
zuoyulengkudeshengyinxiangqi，jiangwocongtongkudehuiyizhongzhuaichu，larugengtongkudexianshi。
wobuzaichiyi，kanzhetadeyanjing，henxiaxinshuo：
“wobuhuibashenjiwenfei，woyaoweizijikaolv。nibawosonghuijianyuba，rangwodunwanjiexiaqudexingqiba。”
左愈冷笑道：
“yuanbenyiweizheisanniandeshijian，nihuiyousuogaibian。danxianzaikanlai，nihaishineigebuzhihuigailengxuewuqingdenvren。”
yipangdeliguanjiayeyongbuxieyouyanedeyanshenkanwo。zaitatongxiaoshigudeyanli，wodagaijiushiyigebupeibeishengxialaidedaodebaihuaidenvren。
zicongbeiguanjinjianyuhou，zheiyangdeyanguang，wojianshiletaiduo。wozhishiyangzhetou，haowuzunyande，kukudiaiqiuzuoyu：
“zuoyu，wozhiqiuninengkanzaiwoyeshiyigerendefenshang，buyaozheimeduiwo。woyijingyiwusuoyoule，wozhiyouyijuhaisuandeshangjiankangdeshentile，woyexianghuoxiaqu。”
woxiaoshihoudeguomanxingdeweichangkuiyang，bushihezuoshenyizhishoushu。zheisannianzaijianyuzhong，wodeshentiyebiandehenxuruo，shangtongbuduan。ruguozaishaoleyigeshen，yijingyiwusuoyoudewoyihougaizenmehuo？
“mingmingyoukuiyuzijideqinshengmeimei，mingmingtarujinbiandezheimexuruodoushinizaochengde，niquezaitaxuyaonideshencainenghuoxiaqudeshihou，zhiweizijizhexiang。huidawo，nijiushizheimexiajianderenma？”
zuoyushangqianyibu，binglengdeyoushouyonglidiqianzhuwodexiaba，yizhangwanmeidaowuketiaotidejunlianhuanhuantieshangwo，tayiyaoqinwenairendeqinjinzitai，duiwoshuochuzuiwuqingdeyanyu。tadehua，zuyibawodaxiashibacengdiyu。
mingmingyijinggaosulezijiwushuci，yanleimeiyong，buhuiyourenherenkelianni，tongqingni，danwodeyankuanghaishizaishunjianshirunle。wokanzheta，jiuxiangkanzhecongxiangwosuomingdeemo，yongzuihoudeliqi，duitaqicandishuo：
“duibuqi，wozhishixianghaohaohuoxiaqu。”
“wenxiao，nizhenxiajian。”
kanzhewobeiaideshenqing，zuoyuxiangshishoudaoleshenmecijiyiban，dishengtongmalewoyiju，ranhoufeikuaidiyikailemuguang，neiganjuejiuxiangshibuxiangzaikandaoshenmezangdongxi。