第四章
songfurenzaiwomenxiangyiweimingdeshihouhewoshuoguohenduohua，womenshuosongshiyu，shuosongshiyue，shuosongjia。
tashuosongshiyuzhizaitashenbianyangdaosansuijiubeilaojianeibianbaozoule，houlaiyeshijushaoliduo，dengdaobasuineiniansongshiyunenggouzhangshijiandaizaijingchengdeshihou，tajiuyijingshineifuchenmoguayandeyangzile。
tachaozhewobaoyuan，shuoyidingshinanjingneilianggelaodetiantianyapota，gaodetayidianshaonianrendehuopodoumeiyoule。
tazaijianbudaoerzideshihoucengjinghuaiguoyiciyun，shigeyijingchenglexingdenvhai，keshineigehaizihuadiaole。neishitagudushiguanglideweiyiyidianpantou，keshitahaishimeiliuxianeigenver。
zhidaohoulaisongshiyuhuilaineinian，tayiwaihuaiyunle，caiyoushengxialeayue。
ayuezhongyushiyangzaitashenbianle，meiyouzaiguroufenli。
“tayaoshishengxialaile，jiuhenichabuduoda。”tamozhewodebinfa，xiaodepingjingqieshiran，“shuobudingnibenlaijiuyinggaishiwodenver，zhishishangtianrangwomenfenlilejinian，danyuanfenhaishirangnihuidaowodeshenbianle。”
wojuedehuoxuba，wodeqinshengfumuzaiwoneimexiaodeshihoujiulikailewo，danshiyoubawosongdaoletashenbian。
wobuqueai，yiqiandieniangchongwo，xianzaianiangaiwo，woconglaibucengshouguoweiqu。
tayangyuwoqinian，tadangdeqiwoyishengniang。
wochaotaxiaoxiao，ranhoujiaotayishenganiang，tajiuhuixiaozheguayixiawodebitou：“aiyo，womenaqiong，zhenshiyuelaiyuebiaozhile，youzheidenghaoyanse，yihoudingshiyijiayounvbaijiaqiu。”
“bujiarenyemeiguanxi，zanmenkeyiziligengsheng，bukanpojialianse，huodegenghao。”
tadeshoufuzaiwodelianjiabian，woshenchushouzhangfuzhutadanbodezhijian，qingqingcengleceng，jiuxiangyizhixiaomaoyiyang。
“niangshuodedui。”woqingqingshuo，“wotingniangde。”
ayuekandebianlebianzui，yecouguolai，woheniangjiletalianjiayibianyigeqinwen，tayou“heiheihei”xiaoqilai，shuoshenme“zuixihuananiangheajiele”，taguanshihuishuodianhaodetaorenhuanxin。
tahaishuotahoulaihesongshiyudexiangchu，songshiyuzongshichenmoguayande，tameibanfabasongshiyucongneigefengbideqiaozilidaichulai，yushishushouwuce。
yushilianggerendouchichubuqian，zuihouxingchengleshijiadazuteyoude、shuyuandemuziguanxi——suiransongjiabenjiabaokuowohequshidebofushuoshizaideyejiuwugeren。
“tabuaishuohua。”tayouxiemimang，“yehebierenbuaijiaoliu，meitianbushixiaqijiushikanshu，shentongdoushizheiyangma？”
woxiangqisongshiyuxiehuabendemengxiang，shuo：“……neiyinggaiyemeiyouba。”
tatanlekouqi：“yedui，aqiongjiubuhui。”
yushineitianwanshangwoxiushuyifengmimijijiyuanzaihangzhoudesongshiyu，jiaotabaopingandeshihoubuyaoneimegongshihua，haodaixiedezhangxie，xiedianrichang。
houlaisongshiyuxiejiashujiumeiyouneimejianduanle，tahuixieyixiehangzhouqixiang、jingse。
songfurenkanlexinyihouhengaoxing，neitianwanshangfandouduochilebanwan。
songshiyuouerhuizaijiashulilingqiyizhangxietadezhizhengcuoshi——tazhidaomeimeikanbudong，niangqinbuhuikan，neijiushizhuanmenxiejiwokande。
tahuixietazaihangzhouxiudibayigongdaizhen、zhichisanghu、chuhaimaoyidengdeng，woyibiankantadezhizhengcuoshiyibianduiyingshishiqingbao，faxiantaxiudibashiyinweihangzhoufalehongzai，zhichisanghuhechuhaimaoyishiyinweichaotingyoutigaoshuifule，tingshuoguoduanshijianhuangdihaiyaoxunyoujiangnan——tazheizhifuguodeyeburongyi，laobaixingyeguodeburongyi。
大家都过得不容易。
woxiangwohesongshiyuhaishibuyiyangde，taqudangguanshiweilejiazumenmei，woqudangguanshiyinweizanmajiaowoquchizheiwanfan。
我是一朵空心的花。
danwozhidaotazaixiangshenme。
tameiyoujianzhengguosongshiyuneiwuniandechengzhang，yemeinengbaozhudiyigenver，yushizaiwochuxianyihou，tachuxianlekeyimibuzheixieyihandeqiji，yushitabatadeyuanwangqingzhulewoshenshang。
taxiangyougepiaoliangdenver，wojiuxueqinqishuhua，miaomeidianzhuang；taxiangkansongshiyukudunashangneieryuanyihua，neiwojiuyekudu，kaochusanyuanjidi。
woyuanyi，wowusuoweitabaozheshenmeyangdesixin，yinweitajiwolezugoudeai。woshizhongganenta，zaiwochudaojingchengshitashishikekezhaofuwo，zaiwomenxiangyiweimingdeshihoutakeyidanmeiyoupaoqiwo，tashizhongbihuzhewoheayue。
woyoushenmeliyoubugannianta，tadaiworucimu，wobidaitaruxiaoer。
可是宋式玉呢？
这对他公平吗？
wozheigegunvshizhongxiangyigexiaotouyiyang，qiequyuanbenshuyuneigezaoyaodehaizihesongshiyukeyidedaodeai。wodedaoaiheguanhuai，bingqieweicigandaoganxie、xingfuhexiukui，weicirugengzaihou。
suoyiwozairenzhihanlinyuanxiuzhuanyihoujiubanchuqule，wotanliananiangjideguanai，danshiwoshizaimeibanfaxinanlidedizaijixudaixiaqule。
yushiwozhaolegeliyoubanzou，zoudeneitianwojisongshiyujilezuihouyifengxin。
wozaixinlihetashuo：“jizanniangdianhaolianseba，tashizhendehenqianguani，qiunile。”
求你了。
buguanshinianghaishiayuedoushihenhaoderen，biegufutamen。