第1章
“喂，周天养。”
“nidangwodegouba，nidangwoyiniandegou，wojinisanbailiushiwuwan，yitianyiwan，juebutuoqian。”
woshimingmanjinlingdetiancaishaonian，shiwushurenxinmuzhongwanmeidehanmenguizi。
suoyourendouyiwei，qingmeizhumaxiangwobiaobaishi，wohetahuizoudaoyiqigongfuqingbei。
raner，dangqingmeikaikouwenwoyuanbuyuanyihetazaiyiqishi。
wozhiduitashuolelianggezi。
汪，汪。
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我奶奶癌症住院了。
肝癌，晚期。
zhenshili，yishengnazhectpianziyaotouhuangnao，bantianzhihoucaihuanhuanshuoleyiju：yuhouhenbuhao。
zhibaiyidiandeyisijiushi，hennanjiudehuilaile。
danzheigelaotaitaishihewoxiangyiweimingshibazaideweiyiqinren，wobuyunxuwoshuochufangqierzi。
在洁白的病房里。
nainailazhewodeshou，tangzaichuangshangyouqiwulideduiwoshuo：“tianyang，nainaimingshudaole，buyongzhile。”
“shenmemingshubumingshude，yishengshuohaohaoxiuxiyangzhejiunenghao。”
woniezhenainaigankudeshou，yanjingyizhenganse。
“feiqiana，nainaizheijiniancaijinizanleliangsanwankuai，haideliuzhejininiandaxueni！”
nainaiqianqiyimojiangyingdexiao。
woyaoleyaotou，guzuopingjing，“nainai，woyijingzaishehuishangmujuanle，youjigedashanrenyuanyichuzibangnizhibing，haiyuanyijiwojianglainiandaxuedeqian。”
“nainainijiufangxinyangbingba！”
nainaibuzhidaodeshi，kangkaijienangchuzisanbaiwanjinainaizhibing，jiwochiheyongduderen，bushishenmedashanren。
ershiyigejiaozuosuqingqiandeemo。
她是我同班同学。
neitianzhongwufangxue，banliderendouquchifanqule，zhiyouwozuozaijiaoshi，zhunbeicongshubaolinachuzaoshangmaideyigemantoucouhewufan。
suqingqianbeizheshuangshou，angzhenaodai，daobeixindemawei，zaikongqizhongyaoyezheyigegehuankuaidehudu，xiangyizhigaoaodetiane，chuanguojiaoshi。
taxinbuzoudaowodeshuzhuoqiandeweizhizuoxia，yizhishouchengzhenaodai，lingwaiyizhishoutaiqiwodexiaba，biwohetaduishi。
“nizhongwujiuchiyigemantou？”
“与你何干。”
我淡淡的回答道。
“nidayingzuowonanpengyou，womenxianzaijiuquwaimianzhaogewuxingjidafandianchihaochide，zenmeyang？”
wolenglengkanzhezheigeyouxiefengdiandenvhai。
tazhangdehenpiaoliang，meirenzaigubuzaipi，tazheibanpigujiemeide，haotingdianshuoshibiyuexiuhua，nantingdianshuo，huoguoyangmin。
tazhidaowoshibuyuande，zheibushitadiyicishuozheizhonghuale。
qijinweizhi，gaozhongjiangjinsannian，wojujueletawushuci。
tadimeichixiaoyisheng，youtaitoukanzhewo，lenglengshuoleyisheng：“linyouyouyoushenmehaode？chulezhangdehaokanyidianmeishenmeleba？”
“zaishuole，woyebuchou。lunjiashi，tayibaigebujiwoyige。lunxuexi，woyebuchatajifen，erqiewobuxiangta，taduisheidoushiwenroulimao，wozhihuiduinihao，zhihuipianainiyige，niweishenmejiubuyuanyidayingwoni？”
我看着苏清浅。
woshixihuanlinxiaoxiao，danshiwobingburenweiwopeihelinxiaoxiaozaiyiqi。
jihushixiayishide，wojiukaikoushuodao：“nixiangduole，wohetameishenmeguanxi。zaishuole，taneijiaozuolimao，bushizhanhuarecao，ernisuoweidepianai，shibushikeyilijiecheng，pianzhideai？”
suqingqianneishuangjiqihaokandefengyanweiweimiqi，yangqishouqingqingpailepaiwodelianjia。
“nihaishizheiyangbuhuishuohua。”
suqingqianshuozhe，zhanqishen，jugaolinxiafushizhewo。
“wojiudangnizhendehelinxiaoxiaomeishenme，danniyebuxiangrangninainaiyinweimeiqianzhibing，sizainijianeilaopoxiaodefenpeifangliba？”
womengrantaitou，xinzangxiangshibeishenmeyaoleyikou，sisidingzheshuohuadenvren。
tadezuichunhongrun，shanglehongdoushazhigandechuncaigengxianwumei，kequemomingderangwolianxiangdaokeboerzi。
wodengzhetadexiawen，tabufusuowanghuanhuankaikou。
“喂，周天养。”
“nidangwodegouba，nidangwogaosanyiniandegou，wojinisanbailiushiwuwan，yitianyiwan，juebutuoqian。”
wonenedekanzhesuqingqian，shoushangdemantougansedechuganrangwoxiangjiangtarouniesisui。
“yicihualiaojiuyaoqibaqian，shangyiwan，nichimantoushengxialaideqian，nengzuoduoshaoci？zheishiniweiyinengqujiuninainaidejihuile，woxiwangninenghaohaobawo。”
tamuguangruju，zixincongrong，fangfojintianchidinglewoyiban。
wojiangshouzhongdemantouhenhendesichengliangban，yonglequanshendeliqi，diantou。
tashigefengzi，dantadeweirenwoyeshifenqingchu，tajueduibushineizhongshiyanerfeideren。
xiangfan，yitajinlingshishoufudinvdeshenfen，sanbailiushiwuwanduitalaishuo，buguoshishengrijuhuidezuidibiaozhuneryi。
taxiaodehedianshijulidefanpaiyiyang，gagade，zhenxiangyizhie，tacongtadeshubaolinachuyihebiandang，fangdaowomianqian。
“吃吧！”
wokanletayiyan，jiangfanhetuikai，bashouzhongdemantouhenhendesaijinzuili。
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woyiweizhishiyizhongguojiajiasideyouxi，peida**wan，da**jiuhuijiwogongzi。
jieguohenmingxian，wocuole。
sheidouzhidaosuqingqianfeng，danshiwocongmeixiangguo，tanengzheimefeng。
tachengweiwosuoweide“zhuren”zhihou，jiwoxiadediyidaominglingjiushi，congjinyihou，chulexuexiaolidelaoshi，woherenherenshuohuazhinengyongwangwangdaiti。
jiuzaizheiyitianwanshang，xiawanzixizhihou，linxiaoxiaohuranzhoudaowodeshenbian，hewoshuoqilecongxiaodaodawomenzhijianhenduodegongtonghuiyi。
tashuodaozuihou，dongqingzhichuyanjiaohanlei，zuichungouxiao。
tadixiatou，wanquanbuguzhouweihaoxiechiguatongxueneijingexingfenjidu，naizhiyufenhendegezhongyanshenqingxu，yongyizhongqingkuaidaorangrenrumuchunfengyibandeshengyinwenwo。
“zhoutianyang，niyuanyizuowonanpengyouma？womenyiqi，kaojinyanda！”
kengqiangyoulideshiyanchongjinwodeermo。
wodaidaidekanzhelinyouyou，jinhuxiayishidexiangdiantou，xingfulaidetaituran。
但，也来得太晚。
jiuzaiwoyaodiantoudayingdechanei，wokandaolinxiaoxiaoshenhou，buyuanchushuangshouhuanbaoyuxiongqiandesuqingqian，tasixiaofeixiaodekanzhewo，liumeiqingtiao，yansexixue。
woyanleyikoutuomo，xintouderexueshunjiantouliang。
“汪，汪。”
“啊？”
linxiaoxiaobumingsuoyi，youxiegangacuoedekanzhewo。
“汪，汪。”
linxiaoxiaosihujuedewoshizaizhuangshachongleng，jifanzhihou，zheiweitianzhijiaonvfuxiuerqu。
zheiyangdejieguo，rangwushurencuoenanyan，zhiyousuqingqianbaozheduzi，zhizhelianjiafatangdewo，hahadaxiao。