第1章
shanjianyangliushubianzuoluozheyiqingzhuanmowadeyuanzi。
“咯咯哒！”
“咯咯！”
yuanneibeiweiyangfeishuodemujizhengpushanzhechibang，shituxungemiaochuxiadan，pengdeyishengjuxiang，taocipenshuaidaodimian。
shashijianjifeigoutiao，haoburenao。
xuxieyijuedetouhunhunchenchen，shenshanghaosiyouqianjinzhongyiban，renzheerbiandexuannao，tafeilehaodajingcaijiangzijideyishilahuilai，zhengkaiyanjing，rumudebianshiyipianmoshengdechangjing。
jianloudeshitoufangzhongdiaokejingxidemuzhijiajugewaixijing，zhuoshangfangzhededahongbuxiugangbaowenhurangtaxianrulechensi，jiulianshanggeyuebangfudexiaxiangcunmindejialiyeyongbudaozheiwanyileba？
“好些了吗？”
xuxieyiwenshengwangqu，zhijianyigemianronglengyingdenanrenduanzhefanwan，zhuzheguaizhang，yiqueyiguaidizoujinchuangbian，lianshangmeiyouyisilianmindebiaoqing，yandiyinyinzangzhebeiliang。
“你......”
tagangyaozhuiwenzheimoshengnanziqitashiqing，naodaituranyizhencitong，jinsuierlaidehaiyoudapianbushuyutadejiyi。
dengtahuanguolaihou，yandidemimangyiranbeizhenjingsuotidai。
tachuanyuedaole1976nianyutatongmingtongxingdeyihunfunvshenshang！haishiyigexiangyaopaofuqizi，naolihuntoupaoyoutiaohuochedenvren！
nanrenmuguangluozaikunlejicengshabudeyoutuishang，yanshenluomo，“wozheituipashihaobulele，niruozhenguobuxiaqule，mingerzanjiuquminzhengjubalihunzhengnale，shengdenixinyezaibeirenpianlequ。”
touguoyuanzhudejiyi，errendangshishicunlishuoqincaijiehezaiyiqi。
hunhou，yuanzhuzhangfushibaiyibaishun，conglaimeishuoguoyijuzhonghua！
xuxieyixindiananzhoumayuanzhubushiren，zheiyangyigetashinenggan，weiyangjiahukoushangletuidehaozhangfutabuyao，jingranrucimeiliangxindiyaowangdachengshipaole。
daizhezijixindidelianminheyuanzhudekuijiu，xuxieyiqishenfuzhuwanyan，houzheyandiyanranyipianchayi。
“你不想离婚了？”
“buli，xianqianshiwodecuo，jinhouwohuihaohaoguorizide，niyehuihaoqilaide。”
xuxieyisaoleyiyantadetuishang，xianglaizhixuyaohaohaojingyangyiduanshiri，haishiyouxiwanghuifude。
wanyanyanzhongdeguangxunsuminmie，qingchezuijiao，lianshangjinshizichao，kanxiangtademuguangzhongbaohanfuza。
“wofunichuquzouzou。”
xuxieyishoushangchanfuzhewanyandebeiwan，gangdaizhewanyanchuleliwu，linxuerongjianqishuailegequekoudetaocipen，tizhebianzhidezhulouzhizhetadebizinuma，“buzhixiuchidedongxi，womenlaowanjiadaolebabeizidemeiqulenizheixifu！”
“chengrihaochilanzuo，xinbitiangao，wojiaayanchuleshinijiuyaopao，heixingandedongxi！jiugairangnibeirenguaile！daoshihoujiaotiantianbuying，jiaodidibulingdechiyibeizikutou！”
“娘。”
wanyandihuanyisheng，youyizhizhi，jierzhuantousaolexuxieyiyiyan。
linxuerongzehentiebuchenggangdikanxiangwanyan，xinzhongyouqiyouxinteng，queyebuqingbuyuandibizui。
benyiweixuxieyidingyaohelinxuerongdachaoyifan，ranerhouzhequebujiaobuzaoshangqianyibu。
wanyanmanyanchayidikanzhetaxiaozhejieguolinxuerongshouzhongdezhulou，bujiansihaodenuyi。
“niangmadedui，shiwomeiliangxin，ninzuohuoxinkule，zheixierangwolaiba。”haozaitajianguocunlidefurenmenbianguo，mianqiangyenengshangshou。
jiulianlinxuerongyeyouxieyiwai。
“奶奶！”
ruannuodeshengyinzhongdaizheshizudeweiqu，xuxieyimengdizhuantou，zhijianyigebuzubanrengaodexiaobudiandaizheyishenniba，rouhuhudeliandanhaidaizhehongyinzi，liangyanleiwangwang，kanzherangrenxintengbuyi。
linxuerongyiqiao，dunshixintengdebuxing，hedelianmangshangquchakan。
“aiyo，wodexingana，zheishizahuishia。”linxuerongbaojingfengshuangdelaolianshangdezhezhoujizaiyiqi，yanjiaoyinyinkejianleihua。
xuxieyijianlinxueronghuangdemeileshen，shangqianyibuwendao，“jiujingfashengleshenmeshi？shibushiyourenqifuni？”
wanniannianyouheidexingmoudengyuan，xiaoduanshouzhizhexuxieyi，haotaodaku，“doushiyinweini！”
talengzhu，xinzhongbuyoudefansuan。
buchengxiang，yuanzhuyuzijidehaiziguanxiyijingeliedaorucidibu。
“niangdainiquxiganjing。”
dashoubuguneishuangxiaoshoushangdewuni，keneixiaobudianquebuzhuzhengzhakuhao，“zoukai！wobuyao！wocaibuyaonizheigeniang！”
kexiaohainalidideguodarendeliqi，xuxieyisuishouyitijiubatatuojinlewuzili。
linxuerongzhongjiuhaishibufangxinxuxieyi，zhengyaozhuizhejinqu，quebeiwanyandedashouhengzhu，“suitaquba。”
“jiunixinci，cicidouhuzheta！wokannijiushibeitaneizhanghumeiliandanmiyunle！”
linxuerongfenfendidengtayiyan，qihuhudiwangwaizouqu。
wanyanyouyoudiwangzhemenkou，ketagangcaikandaoletayanliyuyiwangduihaizibuyiyangdeguanai。
xiaomengbaoqiguguzhelian，zuozaixiaomudengshangkanzhexuxieyijiangyitongtongshuidaojindamuzaopenli，yibianbiantanhaoshuiwenhoucairanghaiziguolai。
yuanbenbaozaodikangdeniannianbiandeshuncongxuduo，yanshenzhongdaizhejifenxiaoxinyiyidishitan。
tacongweijianguoduitazheiyangshangxindeniang，diyiciganjuedaoniangdeguanai。
xuxieyinazhemaojinqingqingzaihaizidejifucashi，zhijianwenre，dongzuoqingrou，nianniandebiaoqingfangsongxialai。
tazuijiaoweigou，“youshenmekeyizhijieshuo，buyongkanwolianse。”
xiaomengbaoxinjuebeizhuabao，dunshisuoleqilai，“nihaoxianghuanlegeren，zhuanlegexingzi，woyoudianhaipa。”shuowanhua，taweiweiditou。
xuxieyiqingqingminchun，xintenghaizixianqiansuoqueshidemuai，dangkanjiantashenshangdehongzhongdeshangshishi，buyoudexinteng。
“疼吗？”
mengbaozaiganshoudaojifuchuanlaidezhijianwenre，qixisuma，tadeyanshenbuyoudeliuluchujifenyilian，“buteng。”
haihao，zhishiyixiepiwaishang。
dengbanghaizixiganjinghou，xuxieyizhengzhunbeiquzuofan，jiujiandaolinxuerongshaqitengtengdichonglehuilai，zhizhexuxieyi，duizhewanyandao。
“niqiaoqiaoniqudehaoxifu，gaochudeposhichuanbiancuntoucunwei，jinwanshangniannianshibeirenqiaobuqile！bujinbunengbangjiali，haihuohaizijideerzi！”
xuxieyijianwanyanbiaoqingbuweisuodong，yiweishiduizijiyijingshiwangtouding，xinzhongdekuijiugengshen。
taduanzhecailanzi，zhengsedao，“niang，ninfangxin，congjinyihou，wojueduiananfenfenzuowanjiaxifu，ninjiuqiaozhehaole。”
zhongrenmeixiangdaoxuxieyihuibiaojuexin，biaoqingbuyoudeyouxiebieniu，linxuerongqueshimanliandebuxiangxin。
ciri，xuxieyizuozaishidengshangbaihuasheng，kanzhewanyanzaimenkouyongdanxianbaozhizuoguaizhang。
tadaoshuishisaoleyiyan，“nizheigeguaizhangdibukeyizaidayixie，shangloutihuigengfangbian。”
wanyantaitoukanletayiyan，huixiangqineirishuaiduantuibeisonghuilaishi，xuxieyidahandajiaodeyangzi，yurujinmantiaosilidemoyangdaxiangjingting。
“tangruonizhendeguobuxiaqu，buyongjiazhuang，wobushineizhongsichanlandaderen。”
xuxieyilengzhu，yihuitoujiuyutarenzhendemouzisimuxiangdui，taxinzhongdunshigedengyixia。