linyitangjinbizheyan，tingdaochepinglianggezi，huxiyouzhongleliangfen。
congqianlianggerennaomaodunshi，gujinghuaizongshihuiyongzheigecihongta。
wannaoshibuxiaoxinbaidaoletadexiaomuzhi，xiayimiaotajiuhuishenchushigeshouzhitou，renyoutameigedoubaiyici。
yinweilinzhitaoerduitashiyueyixiawu，tayehuizhijieqingsantiandejiapeizaitashenbianzuobuchang。
napashilinyitangzijibuxiaoxintidaolechuangjiao，tongdezhidiaoyanlei。
tayehuijiansousoudediguolaitadejiao，“lai，caiwo，batongchuanguolai，buranyihuierjiubutongle。”
meidangtabuchangletashoudaodeweiqu，huoshigenzhetayiqiaitenghou，tajiuhuichongnidebataquanjinhuaili，sajiaobandeyuqi，“baobei，chepingleba？”
youyutadebuchangkenengyuanchaoguotadeweiqu，meici，tadouhenrongyibeihonghao。
shenhouchuanlaixunyicaoxianghunhezhenanrenshenshangqingshuangdeheermengqiwei，xunyicaoxianglaizitaqinzitiaodemuyulu，gujinghuaiyiduduizheizhongxiangxingtaitianmeierbiaodaguo**。
dandangtalenglianrengguoquyikuaizhangyixiyifuyongdesankuaiwudefeizaohou，gujinghuailikejiuruowuqishinazhemuyulujinleyushi。
taxiaotameiyuanze，tameisuoweidao，“daxiaosuangezong，duoshaoyeyaomianzide，sankuaiwudefeizaodequeshibuxingha。”
zaishuxideqiweili，linyitangdebijiancubujifangsuanlesuan。
paokailinzhitaobutan，gujinghuaiyijinggouqianjiutale。
danzheiyici，paobukai，yechebupingle。
meiyousheinenghaitaneitiaowugudexiaoshengming。
linyitangxiangdaozuoshoushushi，menglineigeronghuazaitahuailidenvying，huranhenyouganyingdejuedetaliudiaodeyidingshigenver。
更难过了。
yinweitazuixihuanxiaonvhai。
weilenver，tayebunengyuanliang。
……
ciri，gujinghuaiyizaoqulegongsi。
linyitangjiaoshangshengxinyue，qulejingshizuifushengmingdecihangsi。
“haimeihegujinghuaishuo？”
cheshang，shengxinyuefuzhefangxiangpan，wendexiaoxinyiyi。
林亦棠看着窗外。
“tingshuocihangsihoushandelihuakaidehenhao，shangwanxiangwomenkeyiguangguang。”
“tangtang！”shengxinyuewunai，“jiusuanbeibangjiadeshinibuxiangshuo，danliuchanbijingshidashi……”
zaizenmeyegairangtalaogongzhidao，fouzezaoyulezheimedadeshi，sheidoubuzhidao，yetaikelianle。
“shuolejiuzoubudiaole。”
jiehunzheimeduonian，gujinghuaidexinggetazaiqingchubuguo。
lihunbenjiubushiyijianrongyideshi，yaoshizhidaotahaiyiwailiuchanle，gengbushedefangtazou。
shengxinyuetingmingbaile，bagaolesangyin，“nixianglihun？？！”
“嗯。”
shengxinyuedaoxiyikouliangqi，“woquannibuyao。”
“weishenme？”linyitangzhenyoudianbujie，tayiweishengxinyuehuizhichita。
shengxinyueyifurenrufuzhongdebiaoqing，zhengzhongdeshuo，
“wogenniliaoguowomaba？wobayejiuzheijinianshentibuxinglecailaoshile，nianqingdeshihou，neixiaosanxiaosiyemeiduanguo。
danwomajiushichengzherenzhebulihun，jiuyinweizheiyang，xianzaiwobashouxinle，womahaishiguangxiandeshengtaitai，woyehaishishengjiaweiyideda**……”
linyitangweiweiyouxiechushen。
ruguoqiaqiahaizai，tashibushiyenengweilenver，yingzhetoupibazheiduanhunyinjianchixiaqu？
qiaqiashitacengjingjiuweiweilaidehaiziquhaoderuming。
yinweiziconglinzhitaohuilaihou，tahaoxiangyiyezhijianbianchengleyigeduoyuderen。
zailinjiayeduoyu，zaigujiayexiandeyouxieaiyan。
suoyi，taxiwangtadehaizi，qimanenghuodemingzhengyanshun，qiaruqifen。
dedaodeyiqiedouqiahao，douzhengdang，douzhide。
zhishimeixiangdao，qiaqiahaimeilaidejilaidaozheigeshijieshang，jiuwuguyaozhele。
“woyoumeihaizile，worenshenme？woweisheiren？”
taguzuomanbuzaihudekaikou，xinzangqueyinyinyoujifensuansedetong。
yeshenrenjingdeshihoutashenzhihuixiang，shibushiqiaqiakantahuodezheimebiequ，caibuyuanyixuantazuomamale。
shengxinyueyeleye，burenxindajita，youbuxiangtazhendefansha。
“keshinixiangxiang，ruguolilehun，linjia……niyehuibuqule，gujianiyekaobushangle，niyigerenyaozenmeban？”
tazhidaozheihuahenshangren，dantazhiyaoyixiangdaolinyitangzhenlilehun，yihougulinglingyigeren，zhunali，kaoshenmeshenghuo，yiqiedoushiwenti。
bijingtarenshengdeqianershiernian，doubeilinjiazhaogudehenhao，houmiandesannianyouyougujinghuaijieshoubaohuzhe。
xiangyatalidegongzhu，wenshilidemeigui，shuodejiushilinyitangzheizhongren。
zuoweipengyoutaqishinengbangdedouhenyouxian，tapalinyitangyouyitianhuranganjuebeiquanshijieyiqi，yishixiangbukai……
林亦棠的唇抿直了。
半分钟没说话。
shengxinyuehuranyouxiehuangle，“tangtang，nizhidaowomeiyoubiedeyisi，ruguonifeiyaoliwokendingyezhichini。
dabulenibanguolaigenwozhu，woxianyangzheni，jialiyeyoubaomuayi，yinggaiyemeishenmedawenti……”
“qishi，wohaizhendexiangshishi，”
linyitangdunledun，zhengzhongdekaikou，
“woxiangkankan，lilelinjiahegujia，woshibushizhenjiuhuobuxiaqu。”
zheihuadequeyouyidianduqidechengfen，danyeshichuzizhenxin。
bujingujinghuaiheshengxinyue，dagaisuoyourendoujuede，tayijingbuzaishilinjiadeda**，ruguozaililegujia，talinyitangyiwushichu。
keyousheijide，tayeshiweiyenayinlexueyuandeyouxiubiyesheng，yinweilianyincaifangqilejinyibujinxiudejihui。
kuangqiezheixieniantayebushimeiyouzijidejixu，suirandabufenlaizilinjiahegujinghuai，danjiranjitale，yemeirenyaohuiqu，neijiushitade。
tayebuxiangyouzhideshuoshenmejuebuzaiyonglinjiahegujiadeqian，bijingzhendeyaosuanqilai，tashibushihaidebazheixienianchidelinjiahegujiadefandoukouchulai，haihuiqu？
wufafourendeshi，taqianmianershiwuniandequeshiyifutarenershengzhangdetusihua。
dantajiushibuxiangguozheiyangderizile。
likaigujinghuaidebaohusan，shuobuzhuntahuifaxianwaimiangenbenjiumeiyouxiayu。
……
daolecihangsi，linyitangdaizheshengxinyueshaolejizhuxiang，ranhouzhibenyuankongdashideshanfang。
“dashi，ninzheilinengbuneng，chaoduyingling？”
guigenjiudi，shitameiyoubaohuhaozheigehaizi，tingshuoliuchandeyinglinghuishoujintongku，xinhuaiyuanhen。
suiranwufayangyuqiaqiaderoushen，taqimaxiangyaorangzheigehaizidelinghundedaojietuo。
yuankongdashideshenqingdouranyansu，bishangyan，shenchushouzhang，zaitamianqianyiweishenzhangdeyaoleyao。
linyitangdezuichunmengdeyizhan。
“超度不了是吗？”
haishihaizishizaishiyuantataishen，liandashiyemeiyoubanfa？
xiayimiao，yuankongdashizhengyan，cimeishanmudexiaoxiao，
“bu，linnvshi，woshishuogongdefeiwubaidaoshushiwanbudeng，feiyongyuegao，chaoduxiaoguoyuehao。”