第6章:我想活着

xinlidewuzhugenkonghuangshangshengdaozuidingdian,jiuliandangchuyezhangyiqiangpojiwoguanxiabiyunyaodeshihou,wodoumeiyouzheimejuewang。

kexianzaibutong,yijingyouyigexiaoshengmingzaiwoshentineianlejia,neishiwoxuemaixiangliandebaobao。

tianshengdemuai,rangwobennengdexiangyaohuzhuta。

kexianzaidewopianpianwunengweili,wobutingdeniudongzhebeigudingdesizhi,yanleibuzhudewangwailiu。

yankanzheyishengshouzhongdeyiqichaowoshenguolai,wobishangyan,xinzhongdekongjudaodazuigaodian。

baobao,nixianzouyibu,dengzhemama,mamahenkuaijiuhuiqupeini。

zheiyike,wowannianjuhui,haiziruguomeile,woyebuhuole。

“谁敢动我女儿?”

huranjian,shoushushidemenbeirencongwaimianchuaikai,womaqishixiongxiongdeguolai,ranhouzhijieyibatuikaihaizailengshendeyisheng,kanzhebingchuangshangdewo,lianmangtuoxiayifugaizhulewodeshenti,wozuishangdejiaodaiyebeisidiao。

“ma……”gangkaikou,wodeyanleibianfengyongerchu。

“madainihuijia。”tarenzheyanleianweizhewo。

wohanleidiandiantou,jibuqingduoshaoci,congxiaodaodadoushitahuzhewo,zheiyici,yiran。

wobaozhetayoukuyouxiao,xiaowozaiyezhangyishouxiazhongjiuyoutaoguoleyijie。

dengwochumenluguoyezhangyishenbiandeshihou,renbuzhutaimouchaotakanqu。

tabinglengdemouzi,sihuyouxieaonao。

wojiannandechaotagouqichunjiao:“yezhangyi,nidejihuashibaile!”

yezhangyilenglengdepielewoyiyan,liuxiayijuyiweishenzhangdehua:“niyiweizheigehaizinengbaoniyibeizi。”

“wohuihuhaozheigehaizide。”shia!huihuhaota,buhuizaijinijihui。

zaiyuyezhangyizheiyicidejiaofengzhong,wosuanshixiansheng。

weilebimianyezhangmengduo,womabutingtidebanlilehuaiyunzhengming,nazhezhengmingyoubanhaolejianwaizhixingdewenjian,zuihoucaigenwomayiqihuilejia。

kewomeixiangdao,dengwomadaizhewohuidaomujiahou,quebeijuzhimenwai,damenjinbi,mendelingyibianshimujiadeguanjia。

“furen,xianshengshuoninkeyihuilai,danshidaxiaojiebunengjinzheigejiamen。”muguanjiayilianweinandekanzhewomen。

zhengzaishuangfangjiangchibuxiadeshihou,jiukandaoyiliangchehuanhuankaiguolai,zuihouzaiwogenwomagenqiantingxia。

chechuangjiangxia,luchulimianyezhangyineizhangjunmeiwushuangdelianlai。

“上车!”

tameitouqingcu,yuqibunaifan。

wobuzhidaotayaoganshenme,fanzhengbushihaoshi,bianyilianjingtidekanzheta:“niyaozuoshenme?”

yezhangyilengmoyanedemuguangchaowokanlai,shengyinchenleng:“jirannishuonihuaideshiyejiadezhong,neijiuhuiyejiaantai。”

“bukeneng——”woyaoyaotou,duanranjujue。

zhengzaizheishihou,yidaoshuxideshengyinchuanlai:“hunao,nixianzaishiyezhangyideqizi,buhuiyejiahainengquna?”

yijuqingpiaopiaodehua,bianjuedinglewodeguichu。woniutou,yilianbukezhixindekanxiangbuzhidaoshenmeshihoucongjialichulaidefuqin。

“laogong,zhianta……”womagangyaozhangkou,jiubeiwobaqiangshidedaduan:“yihoumujiajiudangconglaimeiyouguozheigenverba!”

shuowan,zhijiechaoshenhoudeguanjiaminglingdao:“daifurenhuiqu。”

kanwomaweinan,wochaotaqingshengshuodao:“ma,biedanxin,wobuhuiyoushide。”

zhiyaowohuaiyundexiaoxibeiyejiazhangbeizhixiaodehua,yezhangyijiubugandongwo。

chemenyijingdakai,wokanzhezuozaihouzuoshanghunshenshangxiasihusanfazhebinghanzhiqideyezhangyi,wanyaozuolejinqu。

“nizaihaipa?”yezhangyichenlengdeshengyinzaiwoerbianxiangqi。

congaizheyezhangyizuoxiadeshihou,wodeshoujiaobianyipianbingliang,buyongkanjingzi,yecaidechuwoxianzaideliansekongpashiyipiancanbai。

“wozhidaonihenwo,weishenmehaiyaowohuiyejia?”wojinliangbuqukanyezhangyidelianse,nulibaochizhending。

tingdaowodehua,yezhangyilengchiyisheng:“muzhian,nituoyanbuleduojiu,haishihuidedaochengfa。”

woxinzhongzhijuedebeiliangyipian,xianzai,woshuodemeiyijuhuakongpatadoubuhuixiangxinle,ketabuzhidaoa!woconglaibucengduitashuoguoyijuhuanghua。

chexiangneiguiyideanjinglexialai,anjingdezhishengxiabicidehuxisheng,zheiyike,woliyezhangyizheimejin,youneimeyuan。

yejia,wobushidiyicilai,kezheiyici,suoguozhichu,neixieyongrenkanwodeyanshendouchongmanlebuxiegenbiyi。

dengyezhangyibawolingjinfangjianhou,muguangyanedekanxiangwoshuodao:“haohaoshuzhenizuihouderizi,denghaizishengxiahou,nideshijianyesuoshengbuduole。”