wojiajileqingmeizhumadejiangjun，taquezaidahunyepaoxiawoqujiutadebaiyueguang。
houlaiwochenglediguotaizizuichongaidetaizifei，taquehongzheyanwenwo：「nidangchujiawo，shibushijiuweilebaofu？
」diguotaizijiangwohuzaishenhou，qingxiao：「xianzai，tashiwodeqi。」1wo，linwanyi，jintianchengqinle。
jiadeshiwodaxiaojiurenshideshenjue，xianzaidezhenguodajiangjun。huajiaoyaoyaohuanghuangditaidaoleqipaidejiangjunfumenkou，
waimianchuichuidada，renaodenengbatiantonggekulong。kewozheixinlitou，quexiangchuailezhituzi，qishangbaxiade，
bandianyetashibuxialai。shoulijinjinzuanzheneigeyoudianmoshoudepingguo，zhijiandoufanlebai。
shenjue……tazhongjiuhaishiqulewo。wozhidao，taxinlitouyizhizhuangzhelingyigeren，
shineigexiangyueguangyiyangqinglengjiaojiedetaifuqianjin，suqingyue。woheta，haiyousuqingyue，
suanshicongxiaoyikuaizhangdade。keshenjuedeyanjing，haoxiangyongyuandouzhikandejiansuqingyue。tazhouyixiameitou，
tanengdanxinyizhengtian；tasuikoukuayijunajiadedianxinhaochi，tadiertianjiunengpaobianquanchengmailaisongdaotagenqian。
erwolinwanyi，dagaijiushitashenbianneigebuqiyande、zazahuhudeyeyatouba。wodiezhishigesipinwuguan，
gensuqingyuetadieneizhongqingguiwenguanmeifabi。woxingziyepola，buxiangsuqingyue，shuohuaqingshengxiyu，
zoulububushenglian。kepianpian，sangeyueqian，bianjiangzhanshichijin，sutaifuzaichaotangshanglizhuhetan，
chadianwulezhanji，shiwodiemaosichengshangzhengju，caibidechaotingfabing，shenjuezheicaiyoujihuilixiadagong。
bixialungongxingshang，buzhizenmede，jiujiwomenliangcilehun。shengzhixialaideneitian，woduozaifanglikuleyisu，
bushigaoxing，shihaipa。wopashenjuebuqingyuan，wopatahenwo。keshenjuejieleshengzhi，shenmeyemeishuo。
tazhishilaiwojiazhaowo，zhanzaiwoyuanzilideneikelaohuaishuxia，shengyindichendishuo：「wanyi，jiranshengzhiyixia，
wohuiquni。yihou……wohuijinliduinihao。」「jinli」zheilianggezi，xianggenzhen，qingqingzhalewoyixia。
danwojiuzheidianchuxi，jiuyinweitazheiyijuhua，xinlineidianbuganheweiqu，quandouyanxiaoyunsanle。
shenzhitoutouhuanxiangguo，chengleqin，chaoxixiangchu，tazongyouyitianhuikandaowodehao。xipochanzhewo，kuaguolehuopen，
yibubuzouxiangneigechuanzhedahongxifu，shenzitingbadenanren。gezhegaitou，wozhinengkandaotamohudelunkuo，
kewodexintiao，quekuaidexiangshiyaobengchulai。baitiandi，baigaotang，fuqiduibai。meiyixia，
wodouzuodewubiqiancheng。songrudongfang。wozuozaipumanhongzao、huasheng、guiyuan、lianzidexichuangshang，
shouxinyinweijinzhang，chuleyicengbobodehan。fangjianlijingqiaoqiaode，zhinengtingdaohongzhuranshaoshipipadeqingxiang。
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，menwaizhongyuchuanlaileshuxidejiaobusheng，youxiechenzhong，haidaizheyisijiuqi。
wodexinyixiazitidaolesangziyan。gaitoubeixichengqingqingtiaokai，yanqianzhouranyiliang。woxiayishiditaiqiyan，
zhuangjinleshenjueneishuangshensuideyanmouli。tachuanzhedahongxifu，chendemianrongyufajunlang，
zhishineishuangzongshiruiliruyingsundeyanjing，cikequedaizhejifenfuzadeqingxu，youpibei，youshuli，
weidumeiyouxinlanggaiyoudexiyue。takanzhewo，banshang，caidishengshuo：「leileba？」woyaoyaotou，
xiangduitaxiaoyixiao，zuijiaoqueyouxiejiangying。hejinjiuduanleshanglai，shipiaoliangdeqingyubeizi。womenshoubeijiaochan，
yangtouhexia。jiuhenla，yiluconghoulongshaodaoxinli。yahuanpufumendoutuilechuqu，
fangjianlizhishengxiawomenlianggeren。kongqifangfoningzhile，daizheyizhonglingrenzhixideganga。woguqiyongqi，
gangxiangkaikoushuodianshenme，napashizuixunchangdejiachanghuayehao。turan，yizhenjicudeqiaomenshengdapolejijing，
xiangshiyikuaishitouzajinlepingjingdehumian。「jiangjun！jiangjun！buhaole！」shishenjuetieshenshiweizhaodaodeshengyin，
touzheshiwanhuoji。shenjuemeitoumengdiyizhou，kuaibuzoudaomenkou，lakailemen：「heshijinghuang？」
zhaodaodeshengyinyadehendi，danwohaishiqingxiditingdaoleneijigezi：「jiangjun，su……su**neibianchushile！
tazaichengwaijingxinanyudaoleliufei，shoulejinghe，xianzaiqingkuanghenbuhao，yizhihanzhe……hanzhenindemingzi！」
wodexinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，shunjiantingzhiletiaodong。womengditaitou，kanxiangshenjue。
zhijiantaliansezhoubian，gangcaineidianfuzadeqingxushunjianbeijinghuanghejiaojiqudai，
neishiyizhongwocongweizaitalianshangkandaoguode，weiwoeryoudeqingxu。tashenzhi……shenzhimeiyouhuitoukanwoyiyan。
「beima！」shenjuedeshengyinzhandingjietie，daizheburongzhiyidejiqie。「shenjue！」woxiayishidihanchulesheng，
shengyindaizhewozijidoumeichajuedezhandou。tajiaobuyidun，zhongyuhuiguotoulaikanwo。zhuguangxia，
tadeyanshenliyoukuijiu，youyisizhengzha，dangengduode，shijiyulikaidejiaozhuo。「wanyi，」tashengyinganse，
「qingyueta……tashenziruo，shoubudejinghe，wobixuquyitang。」qingyue。tajiaodeneimeziran，neimeqinni。
「jintianshiwomendedahunzhiye！」wotingjianzijideshengyinzaibagao，daizhekuqiang，「youshenmetiandadeshi，
bunengdengmingtianzaishuoma？jiangjunfushimeirenlema？feideniqinziqu？」shenjuedemeitouzhoudegengjin，
sihuduiwode「budongshi」gandaobuyue：「jingxinanzaichengwai，shiguanqingyueqingbaianwei，pangrenquwobufangxin。
wanyi，ni……nidongshixie，xianxiuxi，wojinkuaihuilai。」dongshi？youshidongshi！wojiajita，
bushilaidongshide！ketagenbenbujiwozaishuohuadejihui，shenshenkanlewoyiyan——neiyanshen，yuqishuoshianwei，
burushuoshijuebie——ranhoubianhaobuyouyudizhuanshen，dabuliuxingdichongrulenongyudeyeseli。
hongzhuhaizaipipazuoxiang，yingzhemanshiciyandehong。woduziyiren，chuanzhefengguanxiapei，zhanzaibinglengdedishang，
tingzheneimatishengyoujinjiyuan，zuizhongchedixiaoshibujian。zhenggeshijie，fangfojiuzhishengxialewoyigeren。
yanleihaowuyuzhaodigunluoxialai，zazaibingliangdedizhuanshang，yunkaiyixiaopianshensedeshuizi。
kewolikehenhendicadiaole。kushenme？linwanyi，nikujisheikan？womanmandizoudaochuangbian，tuikaichuanghu。
yefengchuijinlai，daizheliangyi，chuiganlelianshangdeleihen，quechuibusanxintoudebingleng。yuanlai，tashuode「jinli」，
jiushizaidahunzhiye，weilelingyigenvren，jiangwodushoukongfang。yuanlai，zaiwohesuqingyuezhijian，
tayongyuanhuihaobuyouyudixuanzeta。napashizaiwomendedongfanghuazhuye。wokanzhechuangwaineilunlengqingdeyueliang，
huranjuede，taxiangjilesuqingyueneizhangzongshidaizhedandanyouchoudelian。zheiyiye，jiangjunfudexinfang，
hongzhuranjinle，yemeiyoudengdaotadexinlang。erwo，linwanyi，zaiwoyishengzhongzuigaitianmidexinhunzhiye，
xinsile。jiexialaiderizi，wochenglejiangjunfuliyigegangadecunzai。xiarenmenbiaomianshangduiwogongjing，
beidiliqueshaobuleqieqiesiyu。sheidouzhidao，jiangjunfurenbudechong，jiangjundexin，
douzaineiweizhuzaichengwaijingxinan「yangbing」desu**shenshang。shenjuediertianyizaocaihuilai，
daizheyishenlushuihepibei。taduiwojieshi，shuosuqingyueshoulehendade**，tabudebupeizhetaanfuta。
wozhishipingjingditingzhe，ranhoushuo：「jiangjunxinkule。」takanzhewo，
sihuxiangcongwolianshangzhaodaoyisijiduhuozhebeishang，dantashenmeyemeizhaodao。wodeyanshen，xiangyitansishui。
tayouxiefanzao，youshuo：「wanyi，wozhidaoweiqunile。danqingyueta……tayuwomenyitongzhangda，
rujingushenyirenzaiwai，wobunengbuguan。xiwangnitiliang。」tiliang。youshitiliang。woxiaolexiao，meishuohua。
tajiwodailailehenduozhubaochouduan，shuoshibuchang。wokanzheneixieshanshanfaguangdedongxi，zhijuedefengci。tayiwei，
zheixiedongxijiunengtianbuwoxinlidekulongma？woshouxiale，dandandidaolexie，
ranhourangyahuanshoujinlekufangzuidiceng。wonulibanyanzheyige「dongshi」dejiangjunfuren。dalifuzhongshiwu，
sihoupopo（shenjuedemuqinduiwodaoshihaisuanheai，danyejinxianyuci），yingduilaiwangrenqing。woheshenjue，
xiangjingru「bing」。tahenshaohuifu，ouerhuilai，yeshicongcongmangmang。womentongzhuochifan，quexiangduiwuyan。yeli，
tayoushihuilaiwodefangjian，danzongshidaizheyishenjiuqi，huozhemanxinpibei。tashitupengwo，danwoshentijiangzhi，
yanshenkongdong。jicizhihou，tasihuyeshilexingzhi，gengduodeshisuzaishufang。youyici，tazuijiuhuilai，
baozhewo，zuilinannanhande，queshi「qingyue」。neiyike，wolianzuihouyisishewangdoumeiyoule。
wojiuxiangyiduoshiqushuifendehua，zaizheizuohualidelaolongli，manmankuwei。zhidaoyouyitian，gonglitousheyan，
mingfumendouyaocanjia。woshengzhuangdaban，heshenjueyitongjingong。xijian，wokandaolesuqingyue。taguoranyelaile，
chuanzheyishensuyadeyuebaiyiqun，ruobujinfeng，wojianyoulian。tazuozaiyiqunguinvzhongjian，
muguangqueshibushidipiaoxiangshenjue，daizheyushuohaixiudeaichou。shenjuedemuguangyejihunianzailetashenshang。
zhongtulixitouqi，woduzizoudaoyuhuayuandehehuachibian，xiangchuichuifeng，sansanxintoudemenqi。
quemeixiangdaoyuanjialuzhai。suqingyuejingranyegenleguolai。zhouweimeiyoupangren，talianshangneifurouruodebiaoqingxiaoshile，
querdaizhideshiyizhongyinhuidedeyihetiaoxin。「wanyimeimei，jinriqisesihubudahao？」taqingshengxiyu，
hualiquedaizheci，「yeshi，zheijiangjunfurendeweizhi，zuozheshitingleirendeba？youqishi……shouhuoguadeziwei，
buhaoshouba？」wolenglengdikanzheta：「su**youhuazhishuo，bubiguaiwanmojiao。」taxiaolexiao，zoujinjibu，
shengyinyadegengdi：「shenjuegegexinlizhuangdeshishei，nihenqingchu。taquni，buguoshipoyushengzhi。shixiangdehua，
zijiqiuqu，hainengbaoliujifenyanmian。fouze，dengnatianshenjuegegerenwukeren，xiuqixiatang，neikejiunankanle。
」woqidehunshenfadou，zhijiashenshenqiajinlezhangxin。jiuzaizheishi，
yigelvedaiyonglanquechongmancixingdeshengyinzaiwomenshenhouxiangqi：「e？gudaoshihaoqi，
shisheiyaojiguweilaidetaizifeinankan？」womengdihuitou。zhijianyigechuanzhejiangzisemangpaodenanzi，
xieyizaibuyuanchudeyulanshuxia，mianrongjunmeidejinhuyaonie，yishuangtaohuayansixiaofeixiao，
zhengraoyouxingzhidikanzhewomen。shidiguodayudetaizi，xiaoyu！tazenmehuizaizheili？
erqie……tagangcaishuoshenme？weilaidetaizifei？suqingyueyeheleyitiao，lianseweibian，
lianmangxingli：「canjiantaizidianxia。」xiaoyuquemeilita，jingzhizoudaowomianqian，muguangluozaiwoshenshang，
daizhehaobuyanshidexinshanghetanjiu。taweiweifushen，coujinwodeerbian，
yongzhiyouwomenliangrennengtingdaodeshengyinshuo：「lin**，ruoshizaizheidazhouguodeburuyi，
burukaolvyixiagudetiyi？wodayudetaizifeizhiwei，xuxiyidai，dingbuhuirangnishoubanfenweiqu。」
tadeqixifuguowodeerkuo，daizheyizhongmoshengde、weixiandeyouhuo。wozhengzhengdikanzheta，
kanzhetayanzhongneifangfonengtunshiyiqiedeguangmang。yikexin，zaisijilexujiuzhihou，turanjulieditiaodongqilai。
shenjuewenshengganlai，kandaoyanqiandejingxiang，lianseshunjianchenlexiaqu。takuaibushangqian，yibajiangwoladaotashenhou，
jingtidikanzhexiaoyu：「taizidianxia，qingzizhong！zheishineizi！」xiaoyuzhiqishen，yonglandixiaolexiao，
muguangqueruilidisaoguoshenjuelazhewogebodeshou，ranhouzhongxinluohuiwodelianshang，yiweishenzhangdishuo：「shenjiangjun，
youxiedongxi，wodetaijin，fanerrongyishiqu。」tayoukanxiangwo，
chunjiaogouqiyimoshizaibidedehudu：「lin**，gudehua，yongyuanyouxiao。」shuowan，tazhuanshen，xiaosaliqu。
liuxiashenjuetieqingdelian，suqingyuejingyibudingdemuguang，hewo……yikechediluanledexin。xiaoyudechuxian，
xiangshiyidaoqiangguang，mengdizhaojinlewohuianjuewangdeshijie。wokanzheshenjuejinzhangeryoudaizhenuyidecelian，
turanjuedeyouxiekexiao。tajinzhangwo？bu，tajinzhangde，dagaizhishitazuoweinanrendezunyan，tadesuoyouwu，
beipangrenjiyuleeryi。erneigedayutaizi，xiaoyu……takanwodeyanshen，shichuncuide，chirede，
daizhenanrenduinvrendeqinlvehezhanyouyu。neishishenjuecongweijiguowode。yigefengkuangdeniantou，
zaiwoxindipotuerchu。jiranzheiliyiwuliulian，hebu……huanyipiantiandi？napaqianfangshiwanzhangshenyuan，
yehaoguozaizheinizhaoli，manmanfulan。neitianhuifudelushang，woheshenjueyiluwuhua。danwozhidao，youxiedongxi，
yijingbuyiyangle。mingyundechilun，congxiaoyuchuxiandeneiyikeqi，kaishifengkuangdizhuandongqilai。2xiaoyudehua，
xiangyiketourusishuideshizi，zaiwoxinlijiqilejudadelianyi。dayutaizifei？zheiniantouguangshixiangxiang，
doujuedejingshihaisu。woshidazhouzhenguojiangjunmingmeizhengqudefuren，zenmekeneng……youzenmegan？
kexindineigefengkuangdeshengyin，quezaibuduandiguhuowo：likaizheili，likaizheigerangnizhixidedifang，
quyigemeiyourenrenshilinwanyi，meiyourenzhidaoneiduanchiruguowangdedifang。jiexialaidejitian，
jiangjunfudeqifenbiandegengjiaguiyi。shenjuesihuchajuedaoleshenme，takanwodeyanshenli，
duolejifenshenshihetanjiu，shenzhi……haiyouyisibuyichajuedekonghuang。tahuifudecishubianduole，
youshihuikeyizhaohuatiyuwoxianliao，youshihuisongwoyixiexinqidexiaowanyier，
shituxiubuwomenzhijianneibingfengdeguanxi。danpojingnanyuan，fushuinanshou。tameiyicibenzhuodishihao，
douzhihuirangwogengjiaqingxidixiangqidahunzhiyetadejuejue，xiangqisuqingyueneizhangdeyidelian。erqie，
wofaxianfuwaisihuduolexiemoshengdemiankong，xiangshizaijianshijiangjunfu。shishenjuepailaideren？
tapawohexiaoyujiechu？haishi……xiaoyuderen？zheizhongbeirenanzhongkuishideganjue，rangwohenbushufu，
queyegengjiajiandinglewoyaolikaidejuexin。wobuxiangzaizuolongzhongniao，renrenbaibu。jihuilaidebiwoxiangxiangdeyaokuai。
banyuehou，shenjuefengminglijing，qujiaomieyihuoliucuandaojingjifujindehanfei。linxingqian，
tapotianhuangdilaidaowodefangjian，chenmolehenjiu，caishuo：「wo……henkuaijiuhuilai。fuli……nizijixiaoxin，
wushibuyaowaichu。」wochuixiayanjie，gongjingdiyingdao：「shi，jiangjun。」takanzhewoshulideyangzi，
sihuxiangshuoshenme，zuizhongquezhishitanlekouqi，zhuanshenzoule。wozhidao，zheishiwodejihui。shenjuezoudedisantian，
wojiekouquchengwaidezhaojuesiweipopoqifu，zhidailetieshendeyahuanxiaocuihejigehuwei，bianchulecheng。wozhidao，
zheihenkenengshiyigexianjing，wulunshishenjuede，haishixiaoyude，danwobiewuxuanze。wobixuyaoduyiba。
zhaojuesixianghuodingsheng，woxiangputongxiangkeyiyangshanglexiang，juanlexiangyouqian，ranhoujiekouyaotingfangzhangjiangjing，
zhikailexiaocuihehuwei，duziyirenqulehouyuanpijingdeshanfang。xintiaodelihai，shouxinliquanshihan。
shanfanglijingqiaoqiaode，zhiyoudandandetanxiangwei。wotuimenjinqu，limiankongwuyiren。nandao……wocaicuole？
huozhe，zheishiyigequantao？jiuzaiwotantebuan，zhunbeizhuanshenlikaishi，
yigexixuedeshengyincongpingfenghouxiangqi：「guhaiyiwei，lin**buganlaileni。」xiaoyucongpingfenghouzhuanlechulai，
yijiushiyishenyonglanhuaguideqidu，taohuayanlihanzhexiao，zhengraoyouxingzhidikanzhewo。woshenxiyikouqi，