wodeerzipeizhaotianshengtiruo，xumingdelongxuetengxunlewuniancaizhaodao。kewofujunpeiyandebaiyueguangsuwan，
yeqiazaicishijiujifufa。peiyanmingwojiaochushenyao，lianwoshisuideqinshengerziyeguixiakuqiu。“muqin，
suyishidiedejiumingenren，ninbunengjiansibujiu！”wohuzheyaohe，
yiziyijugaosutamen：“zheishizhaoerdeming。”tamenbiandaduanwodeshou，qiangzouleyao。sanrihou，
zhaoerzaiwohuaizhongduanleqi。wobaozhetabinglengdeshiti，yibahuoshaolezheihualiyouangzangdehoufu。zaizhengyan，
jinghuidaotamenbiwojiaoyaodeneiyike。zheiyici，wodangzhetamenfuziliangdemian，
jiangneizhulongxuetenghenhenzazaidishang，nianruchenni。“peiyan，zheien，wohaiwanle。
”wonachuzaoyibeihaodehelishu，zhuanshenjiuzou。kedanghoufufuzifanranhuiwu，fenglebanmanshijiexunwoshi，
woyishenpizhaiyi，chenglexindidehuanghou。erneizhucengxizhewoerxingmingdelongxueteng，
buguoshiwoyuhuayuanlizuibuqiyandeyizhupeichen。1wodangzhetamenfuziliangdemian，
jiangneizhulongxuetenghenhenzazaidishang。shengfangshenyaodenuanyuhesifenwulie，anhongsedetengmannianrubinglengdechenni。
zhiyebengjian，yigunongyudexuexingcaomuqishunjianmimankailai。peiyandehuxitingzhileyishun。“linshuwei，
nifengle？！”tachongguolai，xiangyaozhuazhuwodeshouwan，beiwoceshenduokai。wokanzheta，
kanzhezheigewoaileshiwunian、yehenleshiwuniandenanren。“womeifeng。”woshuo，“peiyan，zheien，
wohaiwanle。”wocongxiuzhongchouchuneifengzaoyibeihaodehelishu，shuaizaitajunmeiqueniuqudelianshang。
zhizhangqingpiaopiaodiluoxia，xiangshiwoqianshibeishaochenghuijindexin。“congjinwanghou，nihenidejiumingenren，
enenaiai，baitoudaolao，zaiyebielaizangwodeyan。”wozhuanshen，yibuyibu，zouxianghoufudamen。“muqin！
”woshisuideerzipeizhao，woqianshiyongmingquhuandehaizi，cikezhengsisizhuaizhewodequnjiao。
tadexiaoliancangbairuzhi，yinweijidongerjuliedikesouqilai。“ninbunengzou！suyidebing……”“fangshou。
”wodeshengyinmeiyouyisiwendu。“muqin！suyishidiedejiumingenren，ninbunengzheimezisi！
ninbunengjiansibujiu！”zisi？qianshi，tayeshizheimeshuode。wohuzheyaohe，gaosutamenzheishitademing，
tamenquedaduanwodeshou，shengshengqiangzou。sanrihou，zhaoerzaiwohuailiduanqishi，shentiqingdexiangyipianyumao。
wobaozhetabinglengdeshiti，yibahuoshaolezheihoufu。lieyanfenshendetongchu，fangfohaizhuoshaozhewodelinghun。
wobishangyan，zaizhengkai，yonglizhengtuoletadeshou。peizhaodiezuozaidi，nanyizhixindikanzhewo。“linshuwei！
”peiyanzhongyucongzhenjingzhonghuiguoshen，tajibushangqian，dangzaiwomianqian，“ninaogoulemeiyou？
genyigehaizizhishenmeqi？kuaibahelishushouqilai，genwohuiqujizhaoerdaoqian！”daoqian？woxiaochushenglai。
jiuzaizheishi，yigechuanzheshuilvsebijiadeyahuandiediezhuangzhuangdipaolejinlai，shisuwandexinfu。“houye！
buhaole！suguniangta……takexuele！tashuoxinkoutengdelihai，kuaiyaobuxingle！”yahuandekuhanjianruicier。
peiyandeshentishunjianjiangzhu。taxiayishidikanxiangwo，sihuzaidengwotuoxie，dengwoxiangguoquwushucineiyang，
weiletakouzhongde“daju”he“enqing”ertuirang。kewozhishijingjingdikanzheta。tadezhengzhazhichixulesanxi。
tamengdizhuanshen，dabuliuxingdichaosuwandeyuanzizouqu，zhiliuxiayijubinglengdehua。“nizuihaobiezouyuan，
zijixiangqingchule，huilairencuo。”wokanzhetadebeiying，qianshitayeshizheiyang，zaiwoyusuwanzhijian，
yongyuanhaobuyouyudixuanzehouzhe。wozaibuliulian，yirankuachuhoufudemenjian。menwai，
jinsede“dinganhoufu”paibianzaiyangguangxiaciyan。qianshi，tabianshizaichongtianhuoguangzhonghuaweijiaotan。
wotouyebuhuididengshangleyiliangzaoyidenghouzaijiejiaodemache。chelianfangxia，gejueleshenhoudeyiqie。machenei，
zuozheyiweimianrongcangbaidanyanshenruilideqingnian。tashibeihuangdiyiwangzaijiaoluolideqihuangzi，zhaoheng。
woconghuaizhongtaochuhouhouyidieyaochi，heyibenmingce，tuidaotamianqian。“zheishihoufuneiku，
hewoshiwunianlaijizandesuoyourenmai，dianxia，zheishiwodetoumingzhuang。”zhaohengnaqineibenmingce，fanlejiye，
ranhouheshang。“houfuren，xianghaole？kaigongmeiyouhuitoujian。”“woyibushihoufuren。”wopingjingdihuida。
“wojiaolinshuwei。”yucitongshi，houfunei。peizhaoyinweiwodejuejueliqu，bingqingjijubodong，
kedesixinliefei。dantameiyouhanzheyaozhaomuqin，ershizhuazhecongcongganhuilaidepeiyandeyijiao，kuzheshuo。“die，
suyidebingyaojin，muqinta……tazhishiyishishengqi，tahuihuilaide。
”2zhaohengjiangwoanzhizaitachengjiaodeyichumimibieyuan。yuanzibuda，queqingyouyazhi，
bineijinbihuihuangdehoufugengrangwoxinan。“nitigongdeneikuyaochi，yijingpairenqu‘qu’le。
peiyancikeyinggaihaizaisuwandebingchuangqianyanshenqingxima，dengtafaxianshi，fulizhiqiandedongxi，
dagaizhishengxiapaibianle。”zhaohengjiwodaolebeirecha，tashuohuadeyuqihenpingdan，
fangfozaishuoyijianweibuzudaodexiaoshi。wojieguochabei，nuanyicongzhijianmanyankai。“duoxiedianxia。
”“niwozhijian，shijiaoyi，bubiyanxie。”zhaohengzaizhuoandelingyicezuoxia，pukaiyizhangjingchengyutu。
“niderenmaimingce，henyouyong。gonglijigeguanjianweizhideneishi，yijingyongnijide‘chengyi’weibaole，rujin，
gonglidefengchuicaodong，dounengdiyishijianchuandaowozheili。”wokanzheta。qianshi，zhaohengzhidaozuihoucaizhanlufengmang，
yijuduodi。shirendoushuotayinrenzhefu，xinjishenchen。kesheiyouzhidao，tazhishiqueyigejihui，
yigenengrangtaqiaodongqijudezhidian。erwo，daizheqianshidejiyi，jiushitazuihaodezhidian。“dianxia，
diyigemubiao，yinggaishihubushangshu，zhangyu。”woshenchushouzhi，dianzaiyutushangdaibiaohubudeweizhi。
“zhangyushitaizideqiandaizi，dongleta，dengyuduanletaiziyibei。erqie，wojidequniancaoyunchuleshi，
tatanmolesanshiwanliangbaiyin，yonglaitianbutaerzidekuikong。zheibizhang，houfudezhangfangli，
youjibiyinmideliushui，keyizuoweiyinzi。”zhaohengtaiqitou，cangbaidemianrongshang，
neishuangruilideyanjinglidiyicitouchujifenshenshi。“nilianzheigedouzhidao？”“zaihoufuzuoleshiwunianzhumu，
zongyaotingxieqiangjiao，cainenghuodejiuyidian。”wochuixiayanlian，yanquqizhongdehenyi。lingyibian，dinganhoufu。
peiyanzaisuwandeyuanzilishouleyitianyiye，zhidaotaiyizaisanbaozhengsuwanyiwudaai，
tacaituozhepibeideshentihuidaozhuyuan。yuanzilikongdangdangde，meiyouwo，yemeiyouwoneixiexinfupufu。
tazhoulezhoumei，tuikaikufangdemen。limian，kongkongruye。
neixiewopeijiadeguwanzihua、womuqinliuxiadezhenbao、woshiwunianlaiweihoufujingyingsuodedecaifu，
quandoubujianle。tachongdaozhangfang，zhangbendaoshihaizai，kelimianjiazhedejizhangguanjianpiaojuhemizhang，yexiaoshiwuzong。
houfudeyunzhuan，diyiciyinweiqueshaoyinqianhediaodu，kaishichuxianhunluan。peiyandexin，
diyicishengqiyisitazijidouweicengchajuedekonghuang。talikepairenquanchengxunzhao。“yigefudaorenjia，
haidaizheneimeduodongxi，tanengpaodaonaliqu？”tayijiududing，wozhishizainaopiqi，
duozainageniangjiadepuzili，dengtaqujie。tashenzhimeiyouqinziquzhao，yinweisuwanyoupairenlaishuo，
tazuoleemeng，xiangjianta。ercike，wozhengzaizhaohengdebieyuanli，qinshouxiexiayifengnimingdejubaoxin。xinzhong，
woxiangxiluolielehubushangshuzhangyutanmocaoyunyinliangdexiansuo，bing“wuyi”zhongtileyiju，bufenzangkuandeliuxiang，
huoxukeyicongdinganhoufudemouxiechennianjiuzhangzhongzhaodaozhusimaji。wojiangxin，
liantongjiyeconghoufudaichude、kansibuxiangguandezhangbenfuchaoben，yitongfengruxinfeng。zhaohengderen，
huibatasongdaozuiheshideneigeyushishouzhong。peiyanpaichuquderen，zaijingchenglixiangwutoucangyingyiyangluanzhuan。
tamenqulewoniangjiasuoyoudepuzi，wenbianlewosuoyoukenenglaiwangdegujiao。yiwusuohuo。
peiyanzuozaikongdangdangdezhuyuanli，diyicifaxian，taduizheigetongchuanggongzhenleshiwuniandeqizi，jingranyiwusuozhi。
tabuzhidaowodexihao，buzhidaowodegujiao，shenzhibuzhidao，wojiujingyouduoshaotacongweijianguodedipai。
neisikonghuang，zaitaxindi，qiaorankuoda。3santianhou，zaochao。douchayuanzuodouyushidangtingfanan，yibenzoushu，
zhizhihubushangshuzhangyutanmocaoyunjukuan。longyishangdehuangdizhennu，xialingchecha。yinyushichengshangdebufenzhengju，
yinyuezhixiangdinganhoufu，peiyanyebeichuanzhaozhiyushufangwenhua。suirantajilipieqing，huangdiyebingweishenjiu，
danyidunshenchishimianbulede。peiyanzouchugongmenshi，zhijuedechaozhongtongliaokanguolaidemuguang，
doudaizheyiyangdetanjiu。tashenweidinganhou，hecengshouguocidengchiru。huidaofuzhong，
tayijiaochuaifanleyuanzhongdehuajia。“linshuwei！yidingshita！”tayaoyaqiechi，yandibumanxuesi。chulewo，
meirenzhidaoneixieyinmizhangmudecunzai。“houye，ninxiaoxiaoqi。”suwanpizheyijianxuebaidehuqiu，
rouruodizouguolai，weitafupingyijinshangdezhezhou。“jiejiexiangbibushiguyide，takenengzhishi……taihenwole，
xiangyongzheizhongfazibininditou，haorangtahuilai。”tadehua，zizijujudouzaiweiwo“kaituo”，
queyoujujudouzaihuoshangjiaoyou。“biwoditou？”peiyanlengxiao，“tayepei？”tajiadalexunzhaodelidu，
shenzhiqinziqulewoniangjialinfu。jieguo，linfudamenjinbi，zhirangguanjiasongchuyifengxin。shiwoliuxiade。
xinzhongmeiyouyigezichize，quexiangxijiluleshiwunianlai，womeiyibibeitanaqutianbusujiadejiazhuang，
meiyiciweilesuwande“bingqing”erbeiporangchudezhenguiyaocai，shenzhi，
liantaruhekekouzhaoerdeyongduqutaosuwanhuanxin，doujideyiqingerchu。zheishiwodezhangben，yeshitadezuizheng。
peiyankanwanxin，shoudouzaifadou。tameixiangdao，wojingjiangzheiyiqiedoujideruciqingxi。yucitongshi，
peizhaodeshenti，meikuangyuxia。taiyimenlaileyouzou，quandoushushouwuce。bingtashang，peizhaokaishipinfandizuoemeng。
tazongmengjianyipianhuohai。huohaizhong，wobaozhetazaoyibinglengdeshiti，fachudujuanqixuebandeaihao。
neijuewangdekusheng，rangtacongmengzhongjingxing，hunshenlenghan。takaishigandaoyizhongmomingde、shenrugusuidekongju。
“die，muqin……muqindaodiqunale？”talazhepeiyandexiuzi，diyicimeiyoutisuyi。
peiyandejiaozaobeisuwankanzaiyanli。taduanlaiyiwancantang，roushenganfu。“yangege，jiejietayigeruonvzi，
daizheneimeduocaiwu，zaiwaimiantaiweixianle。yaobu，womenbaoguanba？jiushuo……jiushuohoufushiqie，
zhumuxinjizhixialijiaxunzhao，womenyehaodongyongguanfudeliliang，jiangjiejiezaorixunhui，miandetabeirenliyong，
zuochugengshanghaihoufumingshengdeshi。”tazheifanhuashuodetitieyouzhouquan，shizedaiduzhiji。
jiang“xunqi”biancheng“jina”，zhiyaowoyilumian，bianshixiekuanqiantaodezuifu，mingshengjinhui。
peiyanbeifennuhexiuruchonghunletounao，jingranjuedecijishenhao。“jiuzheimeban！
”tamenyiweizijizuodetianyiwufeng。quebuzhi，xiaoxihenkuaijiutongguozhaohengdequdao，chuandaolewodeerzhong。
zhaohengwenwo：“yaobuyaozuzhi？”woyaoleyaotou。“bubi，rangtafa。”wotibi，youxielejizhangzhitiao，
jiaojizhaohengderen。“bazheigesanbochuqu。”diertian，jingchengdedajiexiaoxiang，kaishiliuchuanyigexindegushi。
dinganhouweihuzhetiruoduobingdehongyanzhiji，bizoulexinkuchijiashiwuniandefaqi。rujin，faqixialuobuming，
houyebusijiguo，fanyaodongyongguanfuquanshi，fabuhaibuwenshu，zheishiyaojiangfaqiganjinshajuea！yishijian，
yulunhuaran。dinganhoufu，chenglequanjingchengdexiaohua。4liuyanruliaoyuanzhihuo，shaodepeiyanyanmianjinshi。
tajiangzheiyiqiedouguijiuyuwo，fennucheditunshiletadelizhi。zaisuwanrifuyiri“jiejiezaibuhuilai，
houfujiuyaobeiliuyanfeiyuyanmeile”dekuqizhong，peiyanjingzhendeshuofulejingzhaofu，
yi“houfuzhumuxiezhongjinqiantao，kongzaodairenxiechi”weiming，zaiquanchenggechuguankashekapancha。mingweibaohu，
shiweijina。zhaohengdeshilishangzaianchu，genjibuwen，wufazaimingmianshangyushouwobingquandedinganhoukangheng。
taderenzhinengjinliweiwozheyanxingzong。danbaimiyishu。yigedayuqingpendeyewan，wochengzuodemachezaichuchengshi，
chelunxianrunining。jiuzaichefuxiangbanfashi，yiduiguanbingjuzhehuoba，jiangwomentuantuanweizhu。huoguangzhong，
yigegaodadeshenyingqizaimashang，yushuishunzhetalengyingdelunkuohualuo。shipeiyan。taqinzilaile。
wobeiguanbingcongmacheshang“qing”lexialai，daidaochengjiaodeyizuopomiaoli。miaoyusichuloufeng，
binglengdeyushuiguanjinlai，jiaodewohunshenshitou。peiyanzhanzaishenxiangqian，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo，
fangfozaishenpanyigezuiren。“linshuwei，nipaoa，zenmebupaole？”wobushuohua，zhishianjingdikanzheta。
wodepingjing，sihugengjiajinuleta。tapailepaishou。lianggepozijiazheyigeshouruodeshenying，
congmiaomenwaizoulejinlai。shipeizhao。tayijingbingrugaohuang，lianzhandouzhanbuwen，zhenggerenguazaipozishenshang。
“muqin……”taxuruodijiaozhewo。peiyanzouguoqu，congyigexiarenshouzhongnaguoyigejingzhideyaohe，
saidaopeizhaoshouli。ranhou，tatuikaijiazhepeizhaodepozi。woshisuideerzi，
jiuzheimezhizhidiguizailebinglengangzangdenishuili。tagaogaodijuqineigeyaohe，hunshenzhandou，
hunzheyushuideyanleidakedakediwangxiadiao。“muqin，ninkan，zheishidiediejiwoxunlaidexinshenyao！
bilongxuetenghaihao！”“ninhuilaiba，zhiyaoninhuilai，wojiuheyao！ninbuhuilai，wojiubuhe！”tadekusheng，
zaikongkuangdepomiaolihuidang，zizijuju，douxiangyibadaozi，chazaiwodexinshang。pomiaowai，
buzhiheshiyijingweimanlebeixiyinlaidebaixing，tamenduizhelimianzhizhidiandian。wodemuguang，
sisididingzhepeizhaoshouzhongdeneigeyaohe。zhiyiyan，woquanshendexueyedoudongjiele。qianshi，weilejizhaoerxuming，
wofanbianletianxiayishu。worendeneiyaohelitouchudeqiwei。neigenbenbushishenmeshenyao。
neishiyizhongmingwei“fugucao”deducao，tiruozhirenfuxia，nengshunjianjifasuoyoushengmingli，
kanqilaixiangshihuiguangfanzhao，dansanzhuxiangzhinei，bianhuizangfushuaijieerwang。birenheduyaodoulaidexunmeng。
woshunjianmingbaile。zheishiyigexianjing，yigeyongwoqinshengerzideming，weiwoshexiadebisizhiju。woruobuhui，
zaizhongrenyanzhong，wojiushitieshixinchang，lianqinshengerzideshengsidoubugu，zuoshile“paofuqizi”dezuiming。
woruohuiqu，jiuyaoqinyankanzheerzifuxiaducao，ranhoubeipeiyanzhongxinqiujin，yongshibudefanshen。
wokanzheyuzhongneigecengbeiwoshiruoxingmingdeerzi。tagaojuzheduyao，yongshengmingaiqiuwohuijia。
qianshitaaiqiuwojiusuwandehuamian，yucikezhongdie。heqixiangsi，youheqicanren。
woqinshouzadiaodeneizhulongxueteng，zhanduanletazuihouyixianshengji。erxianzai，peiyanyongtadesiwang，
jiwodaishanglezuiedudejiasuo。wulunwozenmexuan，wodoushule。shudechechedidi。5juewangxiangbinglengdehaishui，
jiangwocuncunyanmei。wokanzheguizainishuilidepeizhao，kanzhetalianshangneizhongbeijiaodaochulaide、zhiaodeaiqiu。xin，
yijingganjuebudaotongle。yinweiqianshi，tajiuyijingsiguoyici。
zaipeiyanhesuoyouweiguanzheyiweiwohuibengkui、huituoxiedeshihou，wohuranxiaole。
neixiaoshengzaifengyujiaojiadepomiaoli，xiandegewaiqili。“peiyan，nihaohendexin。”womeiyouzouxiangpeizhao，
ershizhuanxiangneixieweiguandebaixing，zhuanxiangneixieshouchidaobingdeguancha。wodeshengyinbuda，queyichangqingxi，
yaguolefengyusheng。“zhuweidoukanqingchule，zheiweishidinganhou，woshitadeqizilinshuwei，guizhede，
shiwodeqinshengerzipeizhao。”“woertiruo，woxunlewunian，caiqiudeyizhulongxuetengweitaxuming。
”“kehouyedehongyanzhijisuguniangyebingle，houyebianbiwojiaochushenyao。wobuken，tabiandaduanwodeshou，
shengshengqiangzou。”“woxinhuiyileng，ziqingheli。houyequebukenfangguo，rujin，gengshinazhewoerdexingming，