第1章
“wohuailenizhangfudehaizi。”
nvrenjiaoqieyixiao，bayunjiandantuidaojiangyunianshenqian，qidaizhetadefanying。
“说完了？”
jiangyunianlengdanqishen，“huaiyunjianyininqufuchanke，yanshenbuhaoguayanke。wozheibianshixueyeke，kanbulenindebing。”
shuowan，zhuanshenlikaizhenshi，zhundianxiaban。
“你！”
nvrenyanzhuzidoukuaidengchulaile，tateyidabanlesangexiaoshiguolai，jieguo，jiuzhei？
“jiangyunian！nishaodeyi，jiangxuchizaoshuaileni！”
“neinikenengyaoshiwangle，yinwei，wohetalihunle。”
zainvrenshihuahebukezhixinzhong，jiangyunianchulezhenshi，mianbugaisedidaobangongshihuanshangzijideyifuqutingchechangkaiche。
shide，tashuailejiangxu，bangeyueqianjiuyijingjianglihunxieyifadaotayouxiangli。
suoyineigenvrenshihuaiyunle，youhuozheshiyijingshengxiahaizi，hetabandianguanxidoumeiyou。
三年了……
tashouzhezheizuokongdangdangdehunyinfenmu，neixieduijiangxudehuanxi，reaihechongbai，douyijingbeixiaomodeyiganerjing。
tabuyaojixuzuoyigejimodeshoumuren。
suoyitazaitamendehunyinzouxiangwuzhijinglengmozhiqian，congjiangxuzheigebinglengdefenmuzhongtaochulai。
zoudaocheweipang，jiangyunianzhengzhunbeinacheyaochikaiche……
neiweitakouzhongde，yijinglihundeqianfujiangxu，turanshenshoulanzhuleta。
“tingshuo，nidaochugenrenshuowomenlihunle？”
nanrenxizhuanggelv，yiguanchuchu，chenshanlingdaishangdeyinzhilingjiazheshezhedengguang，didiaoyouzungui，youyayoujiaojin，yiruzheigenanrendeshenfenyiban。
jiangxu，jiangjiaergongzi，tongshiyeshizheijiasirenyiyuandemingyuyuanzhang，guoneizuidayiyaogongsidezhixingzongcai。
jiandaojiangxu，jiangyunianxinyichen，yiweikeyizuodaozaijianmianshifengqingyundan，weixiaowenhao。keshizuoxiongtangxiadeneikexinzang，haishimengdiyisuo，zuanxindetengtongshunjianmanyandaosizhibaihai，tengdetawufahuxi。
她可真会自欺欺人。
jiantabushuohua，nanrenwangqianyibu，tiezaitashenqian，lengshengzhiwen：“woshenmeshihouheniquminzhengjulingguolihunzheng？”
jiangyunianshouhuisixu，muguangbiandeliangbo。
“womendequehaimeiquminzhengjulinglihunzheng，danlihunxieyiyijingfaniyouxiang，jiangyuanzhangjuedemeishenmewentidehua，qianleziwomenjiuqulingzheng……e，duile，jintianyouyouyigenvrenlaizhaowoshuohuailenidehaizi。”
jianjiangxuningmei，jiangyunianguaner，“buguowosuanlesuanshijian，neizhangyanyundanshangshuohuaiyunwuzhou，danshanggeyuewohenizaihuaiyuanshanzhuangpeilaotaitaizhulexiaobangeyue。”
suoyi，haizibushijiangxude。
zheixienian，zhangzhetabuzhaojiangxuxihuan，zhengxiankonghouxiangpashangjiangxuchuangdenvren，shubushengshu。
zheinvrenbuguoshiqizhongyige，xiangmupingzigui，bitarangwei。
“jirannizhidao，weishenmehaiyaonaopiqi？”jiangxuyandihuaguoyimobuyue。
tayiweitatilihunshizainaopiqi？jiangyuniantinglezhihou，xiangxiao。
“womeiheninaopiqi。”jiangyuniandao，“neixielaizhaowo，xinshidandanshuozhehenishanglechuang、huaileyundenvren，womeifangzaixinshang，yinweiwozhidaonigenbenjiukanbushangtamen，yebuxiehetamen**。”
shishizhengming，jiangxudequemeiyoupengguoneixienvren，wufeishiyingchoushangdefengchangzuoxi。
“danshi，shenxingchenni？”
neigebeitaandunzailinjiangyipinliangjushineideshenxingchenhetaerzini？