第4章

shiqudekongqidouhexianchengbuyiyang,daizheyizhongjicude、jinshubandeweidao。gaoloubolimuqiangfanshedeyangguangyouxieciyan,xingrendejiaobukuaideranglifeiyouxieyunxuan。taanzhaodizhi,zhaodaoleneijiaweiyuyidonglaojiuxieziloulidekejigongsi——“qihangkeji”。

gongsibuda,ershijigegongwei,youxielingluan,dandaochushidiannaoheshebei,wengwengdeyunxingshengranglifeigandaoyizhongqiyideqinqie。daitadeitzhuguanxingzhang,jiushishangcijitajihuideneigeren。

“laile?re,neishinidegongwei。”zhangzhuguanzhizheyigejiaoluodekongwei,shangmianduizheyixiexianzhidezaxianhejianpan,“xianshuxihuanjing,zhuyaogongzuoshibangtongshichulidiannaowenti,weihufuwuqi,dadaza。youbudongdesuishiwen。”

“xiexiezhangge。”lifeifangxiabeibao,likekaishizhengligongwei。tabasuoyoudongxicadeganganjingjing,xianlukundezhengzhengqiqi。(bixuzuo#39:lijixingdong&bixuzuo#30:zhudongbangzhubieren(zhengligonggonghuanjing))

tongshimenduizheigexinlaide、chenmoguayanyoushoujiaomalidezhuliyinxiangbucuo。tadegongzuosuosuierjichu:zhongzhuangxitong、huanmofen、wangxianchatousongdong、bangceshibudajianhuanjing……tazuodeyisibugou,erqiesudujikuai。bierenxiabanle,tachangchangzhudongliuxia,yanjiugongsidefuwuqijiagou,kanneixietakanbudongdedaimaku(bixuzuo#9:daliangyuedu&bixuzuo#29:xiangyouxiuderenxuexi)。

tafaxiangongsizhuyingyewushijizhongxiaoqiyezuoguanliruanjianhewangzhan。diyigeyuegongzifaxialai,liangqianwu,chendiandiande。taquyinxingkailehu,badabufenqiancunqilai,zhiliuxiazuijibendeshenghuofei(bixuzuo#16:xuexijichulicaizhishi&bixuzuo#17:qiangzhichuxu)。tazulezuibianyidechengzhongcungeduanjian,zhiyouyizhangchuangheyigezhuozi,danligongsijin,wanshangkeyihuilaixuexi。

rizisihuzoushanglezhenggui。danhonggou,henkuaixianxianchulai。

wucanshijian,tongshimentaolunzhexinchudedianying、youxi,jihuazhezhoumoqunalijucan。lifeichabushanghua,zhinengmaitouchifan。tachideshizijiqianyitianwanshangzuohaodefancai,yongzuibianyidefanhezhuangzhe。oueryoutongshiyaoqingtayiqidianwaimai,tazongyi“chiguole”huo“jianfei”wanju(bunengzuo#6:hushixingjiabi,weixurongzhifuyijia)。tabushibuxiang,shibuneng。neifenjuntanxialaisansishidewaimai,shitaliangsantiandefanqian。

(qiongrenbunengzuo#22:zaishejiaozhong“dazhonglianchongpangzi”)

gengdadehonggouzaijishushang。yici,yigechengxuyuanyudaoleyigejishoudeshujukuxingnengpingjing,baoyuanlejiju。lifeizaipangbiantingleyihuier,guqiyongqigenjuzijiwanshangkandeshu,tichuleyigejiandandesuoyinyouhuajianyi。

neigechengxuyuanlengleyixia,shangxiadaliangletayifan,chixiaodao:“yunweixiaoge,gaohaonidediannaobielanpingjiuxingle,zheisqlyouhuabushinigaicaoxindeshi。”

zhouweichuanlaijishengyayidedixiao。lifeidelianshunjianzhangdetonghong,yizhonghunhezhexiuchihefennudeqingxuduzaixiongkou。tamomotuihuidaozijidejiaoluo。

(bixuzuo#38:congcuowuzhongxuexi&bixuzuo#31:xuehuiduchuyusikao)tameiyouyinciyuanhenneigechengxuyuan,ershigengqingxidirenshidao:zaizheili,meiyouxuelihebeijing,tabixuyongshibeidenulihewukezhizhaidenengli,cainengyingdezuijibendezunzhong。

tagengjiawanmingdixuexi。gongsimeirenyuanyigandezanghuoleihuotaquanbao,jiuweilenengduojiechubutongdexitong。wanshanghuidaochuzuwu,tajixukenneixiehouhoudejishushuji,zaiwangshangzhaomianfeidegongkaike,yixingxingdiqiaodaimalianxi。

(bixuzuo#11:zhangwoyixiangyingjineng——shenhuata)

zhuanjizaiyiciyiwai。gongsijieleyigejidan,yaojiyigekehujinjixiufuyigewangzhanloudongbingyouhuaxingneng。fuzezheigexiangmudechengxuyuandemuqinturanzhuyuan,tabudebuqingjiahuijia。xiangmuyankanyaoyanqi,weiyuejinbufei,laobanjidetiaojiao。

zhangzhuguanzhouzhemeisaoshibangongshi,zuihoumuguangluozailezhengzaimomojifuwuqizuochuchendelifeishenshang。

“lifei,ni……zuijinshibushizaikanphpheshujukuyouhuadedongxi?”

lifeixinliyijing,dianlediantou。

“zheigexiangmudedaimahewendang,nishizhekanyixia。simadanghuomayi,nengkandongduoshaoshiduoshao,youwenti……wenwoyemeiyong,wogaoyingjiande。”zhangzhuguanbaziliaosaijita,“gaodingle,zheigeyuejinifajiangjin。”

zheishiyigetangshoudeshanyu,yeshiyigejuejiadejihui。(bixuzuo#40:zouchushushiqu)

lifeijiexiale。jiexialaisantian,tajihuzhuzailegongsi。baitianchulibenzhigongzuo,wanshangjiupuzaineigeloudongbaichudexiangmushang。kafeihelengshuilianshitadetishenji。tadiaoyonglezijizixuedeyiqiezhishi,fengkuangdichaziliao,zaiceshifuwuqishangyicicichangshi,yicicishibai。

(bunengzuo#25:ziwoshexian)tanaozilizhiyouyigeniantou:bixugaochulai。

disantianlingchen,tazhongyuzhaodaoleneigeyinbideloudong——yigejiandandesqlzhuruyinhuanheyiduidixiaodexunhuanchaxun。tabujinxiufuleloudong,haizhongxielebufendaima。dangzuizhongceshitongguo,yemianjiazaisudutishengyibeishi,chuangwaitianyijingmengmengliangle。

tapazaizhuozishang,chenchenshuiqu。

zaoshang,laishangbandelaobanhezhangzhuguankandaolepazaizhuoshangdelifei,yijidiannaopingmushangchenggongdeceshibaogaoheyouhuaduibishuju。

laobanzhenjingle。zhangzhuguanpailepailifei,batajiaoxing。

“ni……zuode?”laobanzhizhepingmu,nanyizhixin。

lifeirouleroubumanxuesideyanjing,dianlediantou,shengyinshaya:“ng,loudongxiule,jigehaoziyuandexunhuanwoyeyouhualeyixia,yinggai……yinggaimeiwentile。”

laobankanzhezheigenianqingde、qiaocuideyunweizhuli,youkanlekanneifenwanmeidebaogao,hurandaxiaoqilai:“hao!haoxiaozi!shenzangbulua!jiangjin!bixufajiangjin!”

dangtian,laobanzaihuishanggongkaibiaoyanglelifei,bingdangchangfaleliangqiankuaijiangjin。neigecengjingchaoxiaotadechengxuyuan,biaoqingfuzadikanletayiyan,zuizhongyedianlediantou。

(bixuzuo#33:jianlizijideyuanze——yongshiliyingdezunzhong)

zheiyike,lifeiganjueneidaowuxingdehonggou,sihubeitazijiqiaokaileyidaofengxi。tabujinnadaolejiangjin,gengzhongyaodeshi,tazhengminglezijidejiazhi。

wanshang,tanazhezheibi“jukuan”,meiyoucunqilai。tazuoleyijianshechideshi——taqushudian,maileyibenzhengbande、houhoude《shenrulijiejisuanjixitong》。ranhou,tazailubiantan,jizijidianleyiwanjiaroujiadandeniuroumian。

retengtengdezhengqixunshiletadeyankuang。tachizhemian,kanzheyanqianchuanliubuxidechengshi,diyiciganjuedao,zijihuoxuzhendenengzaizheilizhaxiagenqu。

tazhidao,julineige“baiyijiachan”demubiao,tahaimiaoxiaoruchenai。dantayijingmaichulecongtililaodongxiangnaolilaodongdeguanjianyibu,yongdaimaweizijiqiaokailediyishantongxiangweilaidemen。

ertayeyinyueganjuedao,zheizuochengshili,haiyougengduotaweicengjiechuguodeshijie,biru,neigemingjiao“suqingyue”denvhaisuozaideshijie。tamenderenshengguiji,huiyoujiaohuideyitianma?

tabuzhidao。tazhizhidao,xiayibu,tayaogengnulidixuexi,gengnulidizhuanqian,gengnulidi……suoxiaoneiwuchubuzaidehonggou。