第2章

tahaishiruyiwangyiyang,zhoushenzongshiyingraozheyigudandandeqingxiang,zhishiyiqianshiwojitatiaodexiyiyeweidao,rujin,yinggaishiangguidexiangshuileba。

wotanliandexilexibizi,pailepaishouzhoushangdehui。

xigaineilicapoyigedong,limiansisixuejizhengzaimiman,jiuxiangwodexinyiyang,zuanxinrugudetengtongzhengzaimimimamaguomanquanshen。

woheta,zhongjiushijianxingjianyuanle。

“zheiweinvshi,wosongnishangyiyuanba?”zhulikaikoudaduanwodehuiyi。

woyaoleyaotoushuomeishi,zhishicapodianpi,tudiandianfujiuhaole,zheizhongqianglieduibideshike,buxiangzaizheiliduodai,woyebuxiangkanjiantabutongyiwangdelengmoyanshen。

“neinixuyaoduoshaopeichang?jinguankaikou,”tayibianshuoyibiancongpijialinachuyitaqianlai。

wokanlekanzhanzaiyipangdechenyan,dizhetoumeizuosheng,fuqidanchejiuzhunbeizou。

“zenme,xianshao?”chenyanhengxiao,jifengdewenwo,neiliangbodeyanshenkandewoxinliang。

lengbingbingdeyuqifangfozaiwoxinzangshangkaileyiqiang,louchuyigedonglai,zhenghuhudeguanzhefeng。

shia,yinianqianshiwozaitazuiaiwodeshihoushuaileta,buluntazenmeqiqiu,jiusuanguizaidishang,woyewudongyuzhong,rujintazheiyangyeqingyoukeyuan。

woyingchechuyigexiao,shengyinxiangbeishalinianguo,“yiqianzenmegou?”

tawenyanxiaole,qixiaode,yibacongzhulishoushangnaguopijia,chouchuyizhangzhipiaolai,hualahualaxieshangzi,rengzailewolianshang。

zhipiaohuapowodelianjiayouhualuozaidi,genwodezunyanyiyang。

wojilikongzhizhuqingxu,baochilianshangdepingjing,dunxiashenjianleqilai。

wobuxiangduodai,pabeitakanchuduanni,yepazijibengkuichusheng,ganjinzhuanshenzhunbeizoushi,chenyandeshengyinzaishenhouxiangqi。

“xusanyue,nihouhuilema?nirujinzheifuguiyangzi,houhuidangchudejuedingma?”

tazizizhuxin,wodexinfangfozaidixue。

dangchuzaitazuiqiongshi,wogentatilefenshou,woshuowoguoguanlekurizi,wobuxiangzaiguole,wonifanle,wobuyuanyijixupeizhetagongkule。

neishitadexiangmuzhengchuzaiguanjianshiqi,ruguochenggong,tajiangjishenshangyexingui,taneishihoukuzheqiuwo,jiaowobuyaofenshou,tamashangjiuyouqianle,mashangjiubuhuirangwoguokurizile,tatongkudeaiqiuwo,guixialailazhuwo,shenzhizibaoziqigewanweixiewo,danshiwoyiranjueranlikaile,banlilewomendechuzuwu,laheiletadesuoyoulianxifangshi,duitahuandedianhuaduanxinshierbujian,qiqiutongkudeyuqiwodouhuiyilengchaorefeng。

rujin,tachenggongle,kaizhejiazhibufeidehaoche,zaikushulirengranganjingliluo。

erwo,chuanzhezuilianjiadechenshan,zaidaretianlidengchedengdemantoudahan。

但我一点都不后悔。

因为我快要死了。

wodezhuzhiyishengshuowozuiduohaiyousangeyue。

xiangdaozheili,worenzhuleiyi,qingshengshuo:“buhouhui”。wopinmingyizhizhukuqiang,ranhouyiqueyiguaidezoule。

chenyanzaishenhoushenmebiaoqingwokanbujian,dangangjinditiedewo,quetongkuchusheng,wochuizhewodexinzang,quehuanjiebuleyidian,kanzheshoulidebingliben,wohenlaotian,weishenmepianpianshiwo?wocaiershiwusui,wobenlaihechenyanyouqidaidemeihaodeweilai,danshixianzaishenmedoumeile。

lurenqiguaiyoumorandekanzhewo,renwoxiesidili。