第1章
1.meiyoushen，renjiushishen。
2.shenbuguoshishijieshangdeyibannengyuan，renkeyiquweijiyong。
3.神就是我自己。
zheijiushisadanjiaopaidexinnian，yizhiyanxudaoxianzai。
shangdidexintumen，zongshirenweisadanshimogui，danshisadandezhenzhengyiyiquemeiyoujigerenyuanyiqushenrudelejie。
moguisadan，shiyigepujidecuowuguannian，yujidujiaodengdekeyiwudao，qizai《tanahejing》zhongdezuichuxingxiang，gengjiejinyuyiweikaoyanrenleixinyangdetianshi。tazaishangdideshouyixia，jirenjiandailaizainanhe。yindaodiyudeemomenguhuorenleifanzui，bingqiejiangneixiefanzuiderendairudiyu。tahaiyongyou“zhe”he“gaofazhe”deshuangzhongxingxiang，bujinfuzexinyangbujiandingderenlei。haihuizaishijiemorideshihou，xiangtianzhugaofarenleidezuixing。danzaijidujiaojueqiyihou，tadexingxiangzekaishibeiluxifadaiti，yuanbenshuyutadexingweiyebianchengleluxifadexingwei。“satan”demingzi，yecongtezhisadanbenren，bianchengleyigedaihao。
yitouhongfa，deshangshen，xiongqianyouyigeqingxikejiandenishizijiadeyinji，chunheisedepiku，
jiaoxiachuanzheyishuangbuzhidaoshenmecaizhizuodeheisepixie，weiyixianyandebushiguangshixiongqiandenishizijia，haiyoutaneiyishuangrangrenwufabianbieyansedeshuangmou，yuanyuankanqujiuhaoxiangshihuisedeshuangyan，dangnixiangyaorenzhenkanqingchutadeshihou，nideshuangyanjiuxiangshizhelemoyiyang，jinjindebishang，buxiangzaizhengkai。
chouzhexiangyan，erduoshangdaizheermai，kanshangqubaibanwuliaodetangzaixuanyadedingjianchu，touxiazhenyibaandanwuguangdedao，daoqiaoshanghaiyinyinyueyuenengkanjianyixiehongdian，shangmianhaiyouyixiexiangshishengxiuyiyangdexiuji。
zheigekanshangquxiangyigeshehuixiaoqingniandeyiyangdexiaohuozi，tajiushisadanzhizi，renmenrenweimoguishibuhuiyouhoudaide，danshiquehulveleyigeren，sadande－－lilisi。
qishililisicengshishenchuangzaoyifushiyadangdetianshi，danyinweishenbuyuanjitazhenshidequtierbeipanshen，huashenweiyezhiwunv，shitajiaohuileyadangdesunzizhiyidegaiyinxuehuilexuezhimofa，shigaiyinchengweilexixueguishizu，binghetashengxiale，yongyouheshenliliangxiangpimeidedisandaixixuegui。youcikeyifaxianlilisiyongyoukeyifanyanemodenengli，erqiesadanshiyouzisunde。
sadanyulilisijiaorongzhihou，ziciyihousadanshouxiademoguidaduodoushiyoutasuosheng
xiangbaer、meifeisituo、diyaboluo，danshizhenzhengjichengsadanxinnianhechuantongdezhiyouyigexiangrenleiyiyangdeshaonian，tajiushifeiersi，yeshiweiyiyigewushenlunzhongdeyilei，tajianxinshenjiushiziji，tashiyigeyongyoumoguiyutianshishuangzhongxuetongdeyilei，danshitaquebingbuxihuanzijidezheigexuetong，yinweitagengxihuanchengweiyigerenlei，suoyicongtajianglindaozheigeshijiezhihou，jiuyizhiyirenleidewaimao，zaizheigeyijielishenghuozhe。
moguizhiyouchouloudewaibiao，danshitianshidexuetongzehuirangtabiandebutong，rangtakanshangqugengxiangshiyigezaizhengchangbuguoderenleieryi，tazhibuguoyongyoubitianshihemoguigengqiangdadeliliangeryi。
moguigenemo，qishishuyumojie，emoshuyuliliangdetixian，ermoguizegengduoshiyongyouzhihuidecunzai，bingbushishuoemomeiyouzhihui，fanshiyongyoudazhihuideemo，doushiwubiqiangdadecunzai，dangranmoguiyongyouqiangdadeliliang，yeyiyanghuixiang“shen”yiyangdecunzai，lianggedianxingdemojiedaibiaozhe，mengdesihesadan。
“zheigeniandaidewenhuazhenshitaichale，lianyinledouzheiyangdechajing，rangrentinglejiuxiangshuijue，yaoshinengzhaogerendadajiayexubucuo，danshizheiqunrendeshilizhenshi，zhinengyongwunenglaixingrong，ai！”feiersiziyanziyudeshuozhe。
meiyitiandoushizaizheiyangwuliaozhongduguodefeiersi，henxiangzhaoyigenenghetadayijiaderenchuxian，danshiyouyutasuozaidedifangshizaishitaixiaole，xiaodezhinengkanjianyiqunnongminyiyangdexiaoemomeitiandouzaibutingdegongzuo，meigerendouxiangshiqulelinghunyiyang，rangyiqunemodalejixiajiuaoaodepaoquganhuole。
zaimojie，nengyongyouziyouhelingdidemoguidoushiyongyouqiangdalilianggentongzhilide，ernengbeichengzhiweilingzhudemoguizequzhikeshu，xiangbaer、meifeisituo、diyaboluozhileidezhinengyonggaodengemolaixingrong，yinweitamenzhizhidaoliyongquanliheyinmoulaihuodeliliang，genfeiersidandadudoudehua，zaijiujimiaozhongzhineijiuhuibeitakanchengyiduisuirou。
emodeliliangbushikaoyinmouhequanlihuodede，kaodeshizishendetianfu，hexiuweierdedaode，danshizaidedaozheiliangyangdetongshi，nibixuyongyouqiangdadexinnianheyizhili，mojiecengjingyouyigegaoshou，taliyongtaqiangdadeliliangyicicidezuzhileneixiexiangliyongbeibishouduanhuodeliliangdemowangtajiushimengdesi，erneiweigaoshoushiyigezaimojiededaorenkedeqiangdamojianshi－sibada。
suiranzaizhenzhengdemojiezhongsibadasuanbushangshidingjiangaoshou，danshitaneigaoaodelinghunhezhizhedexinnian，jiashangburuodeshili，querangtazaimojiezhongdedaolehenduorenderenke，feiersijiushiqizhongzhiyi，tahenxianghechuanshuozhongde“mojiediyidemojianshi”laiyichang“youyizhan”henkexi，sibadaqueyongzijililiangbamowangliantongtazijiyiqifengyinleqilai，shidefeiersiwufagentalaiyichang“youyizhan”。
buguozaisibadashengqian，taheyigerenleidenvrenxiangshi，erqiehailiuxialelianggehaizi，zaidezhizheigexiaoxiyihou，feiersijiuyizhiyouxiangquxunzhaozheiliangren，zaimojiezhong，meigeyoushiliderendouyongyouzijidedipan，danshifeiersidedipanqueshizijixuande，yigepianpidejiaoluo，yiqunmeiyoulinghundeemo，haiyoujizhibeipodailaizheilidexiaoemo，tayigerenzaizheigedifangchouzheyan，tingzhezhongjinshudesiwangyinle，guozheduriruniandeshenghuo，meidangxiangqisibadadesi，jiurangtaqibudayichulai，zaimojiezhongnengdaderenhenduo，danshizhenzhengnengsuandeshangduishoudequehenshao，feiersikebuyuanyiquluxifaneizhongpinjigaoshiduoderenda，meicidoushizaizuihoushikehuiyinweimouxieshiqingerbeidaduan，shengxiadeneixiemowangbushibunengda，ershidoubuyuanyigentada，yinweifeiersiyidanjinruzhandouzhuangtaineijiushihuotuotuode，buyaomingbandesichanlanda，erqieyuedayuelaijingneizhonghuo，zaibaibanwuliaodeqingkuangxia，tazhongyujuedingquxunzhaosibadadeerzi，tajuedingqukaiqisilingzhimenjinrurenjian。
“tmd，laozisuiranbuzaile，danshihaiyoulianggeerzi，jiushibuzhidaotaneilianggeerzideshilishibushixiangtalaoziyiyang，hehe，jiuzheiyangjuedingle，qukankantaneilianggeerzideshili，ranhouganshangyijia，ruguotaichadehua，wokeyoudeshishijiandengtamenshilitigaozhihouzaida，heihei，silingzhimendechuanshuo，duiyuneixiewangxiangchengwei“shen”delajirenleizhizhongbeichengweichuanshuo，duiyuzhenzhengdetianshihemoguilaijiang，zhiyaoyuanyisuishidoukeyikaiqi，zhenkexiao，yigepomendounengbeineixiewuzhiderenleishuochenglechuanshuozhongdedongxi，hehe！renjianhaizhenyouyisi。”
jiuzheiyang，feiersiqishen，likailezheigeniaobulashideguidifang，quxunzhaochuanshuozhongdesibadazhizi
renjiancengjingliuchuanzhesibadadechuanshuo，zaihenjiuyiqian，youyigeemoweilerenleierzhan，ranhoushiyongjiandeliliangjiangmojieliantongzijideguoquqiangdadililiangtongshifengyinle。
renmendoubucengxiangxinzhegechuanshuo，danshiyigenvrentaquejianxinsibadashizhenshicunzaide，yinweitaqinyanjianguosibadadelianggeerzi，yuanbenshishuangbaotaixiongdi，queyaohuxiangcanshabandezhandouzhe，ranerhuoxiaquezhiyouyige。
“叮！！！”
“buhaoyisi！dianhaimeiyoukaishiyingyee。”
“zhenshide，dianminghaimeiyouquhao，jiuyijingyourendengbujidekerenle”danding，sibadazhizi，zhengkaozaiyizishangchizhepisa，batuidazaizhuozishangqiaozheerlangtui。
zheishicongmenkoujinlaileyigenanren。
“nigaibuhuishineizhongrenba？”
“shenmema，ruguoxiangjiedifanglinyuhuozheqingbiandehua，cesuojiuzaihoumian。”
“niyinggaijiushidanding，sibadadeerziba。”zhongnianrenkaikoushuowendaota，danshitaneizhonghaowujuyidetaidurangdandinghenbushuang，ganjuejiuxiangzijibeimieshiyiyang。
“你从哪听来的。”
“nigegeshuode。”zhongnianrenyanjingjindingzhedandingbozishangdexianglian。
“taxiangjiaojiniyifenyaoqinghan，qingniwubishouxia。”
huayingangluo，dandingyanqiandezhuozijiubeixianfanle，dengluodizhihouneigezhongniannanziyijingmeiyingle。
“yaoqinghanha！”dandingshenshoujiezhulepisa。
gangxiangchipisadedanding，beituruqilaidexiaoemojitigongji，emoliandaokanjinletadeshentili，keshitaquebingmeiyourenheyaodaoxiadejixiang，ershijiazhuangtongkudeaihaolejisheng。
“砰”
tayiqianggandiaolezhengmianchaozhetadeemo，zaigandiaoneizhiemozhihou，tahenqingsongdejiejueleshengxiadejizhixiaogui，dandingmanyouyoudelaidaoleyinxiangqianmian。
“fengkuangdeyanhuiyaokaishilema？neijiurangtagengrenaoyixieba。”
anlejixiaanniujuranbuhaoyong。
“哼”
“咿呀！”
“嘭”
piqibushihenhaodedandingjiletayiquan，yinxiangjuranqijibandexiangleqilai。
“**！chuansongdetaikuaile，luodidouyoudianyun！”youyuguangxiangzheshuashuaiermeiyoupingwenluodifeiersi，zailuodideshunjianlaileyigegouqiangshi。
paidiaoyishenhuichendefeiersi，zhanleqilai。
“ng？meixiangdaozaizheigepodianhainengyouxiaoemodechuxian，kanlaizheicilvchenghuihenyouyisi！”
feiersikanzheyuanchu，manmandexiangzheijiameiqimingzidepodianzouleguoqu，zaigangluodideshihoutamenmeiyoukanqingchuzhouweidehuanjing，dangzoudaoyibandeshihou，tacaifaxianyuanlaizhouweidejihuxiangshiganggangjingguoyichangzhanzhengside，daotadefangwu，lianbangerenyingdoukanbujian，nengkanjiandezhiyouyanqiandeyijiapodian。
laidaodianmenqian，gangxiangtuimenjinqudefeiersi，turanganjuedaoleshenme，yiqunmeiyouzhishangdexiaoguaichuxianzaitahoumian，dishengaihaozhe，haoxiangshizaifachujingongdexinhao。
“kanlaibazheixielajizhaohuanchulaidebuxiangshirenlei，renleikemeiyouzheimedadenengnai，yinggaishisibadaerzigandeba？”feiersixiangdaolezheili，jiuyuefadexianggensibadadeerziganshangyijia。
feiersichuansongzhiqian，batadetianmodaoheshixuezhirendailaile，zheiliangbawuqidoushitazaimojiezhaodaomojiezhongzuiyoumingdemoqidashiguifushengong，liyongmojiezhongchuanshuozhongdekuangtieheiseshuijingkuangdazaodewuqi，wuqidazaochulaizhishidoumeiyoulinghun，weilejiwuqizhurulinghun，feiersichadiansangmingtadetianmodaoxia，youyuwuqidecaizhishangyongliangdechabie，tianmodaodelinghunzhuruyaoxiaohaodaliangdelinghun，danshizaidazaowuqizhishifeiersigenbenjiumeizhunbeizheixiedongxi，suoyitazhinengyongzijidexuelaijidaozhurulinghun，danshiyiwaijiuzaiyutianmodaosihuwujindexishouzhefeiersidexue，zhidaofeiersiyundaodeqianyikecaitingxialai，dangwuqiwanchengzhihou，guifushengongdoubeitianmodaodeguangmangjixiyinzhule，yongtadehuajiushi“zheibawuqibuyaoqingyishiyong，tadepohuailitaiqiangle，erqie，dangshiyongzheyongtadeshihou，shentihuibeidaosuokongzhi，bixuyongyouqiangdaliliangderencainengbubeitakongzhi，erqie，yidanshiyonglezheibadao，jiubixukezhizijideqingxu，bunengguoyuxingfen，gengbunengbuduandeshixue，erqieshixueduixiangyueqiang，tadefanyingjiuhuiyueda，suoyinibixudaishangneibajian”feiersiyikaishihaibutaixiangxinguifushengongdehua，danshidangtahemojieqidamowangdemeifeisite.feileisidantiaodeshihoujiuchuxianguoguifushengongshuodezheizhongqingkuang，ermeifeisite.feileisiyebeizheizhongqingkuangjihedebuqing，suoyicongneiyihouzaimojiezhongmeiyouyigerenyuanyigenfeiersida，ererfeisicongneiyihouyehenshaoyongtadedao。
nachubeihoudeshixuezhiren，feiersizaimenkoukaishiqingchangle。
erfangjianlimiandezhankuangkanshangquhaoxiangdadehenjilie，qishijiushiyigerendebiaoyan，dandingzashuabandejiejuelejigexiaoemo，kangqiletadepannizhijian。
“zailai，chabuduogaikaishile。”
qingliwanxiaoguai，dandingkanjiandishangdehezilihaiyouyikuaipisa，tazoudaopisaqianmianwanyaogangxiangqunadeshihou，emodeyizhichoujiaocaizaileshangmian，
“砰！”
yishengqiangxiang，dandinggandiaoleneizhiemo，naqiguazaiqiangshanghongsedewaitao。
“kanlaiyinggaihuibianchenglingrenyukuaidepaidui！”waitaodafangzaijianbangshangdedandingchaozhemenkouzouqu。
jiejuelewaimiandexiaoguaihoufeiersishouhaozijidejian，kanzheleyiyanmenkou。
“ng？zenmeganjuedimianyoudianhuangdongni，zhenshide，caizoulejibuluyouyaotingxialai，bushiyaodizhenleba？”feiersiwuxianyumendeshuodao。
zailimenkouhaiyoujibaimidejulishi，feiersitingxialezijidejiaobu，takanjianneijiadianwaimianhaiyoubushaoxiaoguai，jiuzaitazhunbeiquqingchangdeshihou，menbeichuaifeile。
feiersiyuanyuankanjianmenkouchuzhanzheyigeren，yitoubaifa，nianjigenzijichabuduo，jianbangshangdazheyijianhongsedewaiyi，shoulinazhepannizhijian，congmenkouhuanghuangyouyoudechulaile。
zouchufangjiandedandinghuitoukanyiyanzijidexiaopodian。
“zhenguofen，diandoubeihuile，woshenzhilianmingzidouhaimeiqu！jiwopeilai！”
tazhuanguoshenduizheduimianneiqunxiaoguishuodao
jiezhebajianwangkongzhongyipao，shuaqiledafengyi，jiezhujianyihou，henkudebailegezaoxing。
“阿嚏！”
daleyigepenti，shenhoudediankaishilezhendong。
yikuaijushizhenghaodangzhuledianmenkou。
“kanlaipeichangfeihuibinimenxiangxiangzhonghaiyaoguie！”dandinghenshengqidenajianzhizheduimiandexiaoguai。
feiersiyuanyuandekanzheyanqianchuxiandezheigebaifaxiaozi，henqingsongdebaipinglexiaoguai，danmeixiangdao，zaixiaoguaibeishawanhou，youchuxianleyigebijiaodadeemo，benlaixiangchushoudefeiersi，keshitahenyouwanweidekanzheyanqiandedanding，genneigeemoduida，zhaoshibuduo，danshicongdandingdeshenshoushangnengkanchu，tahaisuanshibijiaoqiangde。
kandaoemobeidabaihou，feiersichaodandingmanmanzouleguoqu。